mY daY wiT mY LovELY bOOk$ (pArT 2)
mY daY wiT mY LovELY bOOk$ (pArT 2)
today i study wit e same old person, same place n same motive again.. sick of my life.. now O level reall coming VERY VERY SOON!!.. i reall scare.. cos i regret tat i didn't haf much time left.. hmmm/.. must chiong all e way le..
haiz.. suddenly tin of my grandfather.. mayb i wil go visit him b4 my exam started ba.. reall miss him.. so hope tat he jus went missing or go some where else.. but not death.. mmm..

feel reall lonely.. very damn lonely.. mayb cos of single.. but i don like e feelin when seeing a couple so sweet.. mayb is cos mi n him didn't do all staff b4.. eg like outsid e public hugging kissing in e bus stop? send ppl hm?? or even acc his stead?? den mi lei??
very long didn't go out far wit him.. 4 abt 6mth?? fro e start of january??.. donno y wil maintain dis kind of relationship.. a untrue, frens relationship, i guess??.. how hoping i reall can find one who can support mi, won't treat mi as a fool or lie to mi.. can alwa b my side and true to mi.. but not findin an excuse..
mmm.. i tin i don haf e "fu qi" lo.. mayb i won't find another one as i lost everythin.. n i don haf e courage anymor lo.. treat my luck no good.. grandfather bless!..
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