today tot of going out wit him.. but his attitude n action make mi du lan.. n cancel it away..
i didnt c a guy lidat b4 la.. hmmm...
in e mornin said, wat his mum kept his $$ den no allowance, don wish to go out.. n wann change till e next day..
to mi it so ma fan.. long time agree den keep on changing make mi so du lan.. can't b steady a bit is it..
if continue lidat, i can sure tat i don wish to meet or c him anymore.. ...
aft all cancel it away.. hmm .. n actuall dating daryl thy all but.. i cancel it away.. as thy all oso sOOOoo ma fan..
in e end just stay at hm...
last yr of valentines, i rmb tat i quarrel wit him due to his frens.. .. mayb dis let mi feel uneasy abt him.. lying??.. faking??..
n it suddenl flash bk how i been treated unwell.. n yet i still faithful wit him tat time.. i'm such a fool indeed!.. hais..
is like y m i do dis kind of stupid thin??... it keep on flashing bk aft to another.. .. make mi more n more angry n fool of mysel...
n keep on wondering.. he now wann jio bk is wat kind of attitude/ manner.. treat mi as a fool like last time??.. or wat shit??..
n oso when he sms mi, i don wish to reply.. very du lan abt e date n e past he treat mi... haiz..
i donno wat wil happen next.....
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