..sTuPid-mOii..

2009-02-03T07:03:00.000-08:00

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY WITH AHYOU!
030808

2009-01-04T07:06:00.000-08:00

update with smiles :D

2009-01-03T07:02:00.000-08:00

I MISS TAN AH YOU ALOT

2008-12-27T06:58:00.000-08:00

merry christmas!

when to meet dearr!!
go xiao gu house for bbq...
dear was so bored
so ask him to play bball
he is so shuaii in bball

went bbq.. talk alot
send dear home :D

merry christmas!
TAN ZHEN YOU! OWE ME A CHRISTMAS PRESENT!

2008-11-15T07:37:00.000-08:00

yoyo readers! kind of miss me? hahas, lmao! blog ganna be dead liao~ somemore! i'm not bernice! i'm her sweet kind sister, who help her post tis! hahas i dun her blog to be died! hahahs guess wat? i saw ah you blog! hahas, once to you click and wait, two ghost will appear~ hahas.... AH YOU! i think you shoud change that blog skin liao~ hahas!!

poems from cousin!

2008-10-24T22:37:00.000-07:00

early in the morning 6o clock
yo yo & bun bun went walk walkbun bun fall down
yo yo catch her
then both fall down
yo yo chen ji hui go kiss bun bun
& bun bun fall deep in love with yo yo

bun bun & yo yo sitting on the tree
k i s s i n g
first come love
second come marriage
then comes a baby sitting in a carriage?

bun is bun
yo is yo
together they are - bunyo!

bun is fat
yo is thin
bun is short
yo is tall
wat a prefect match!♥

yo saw everything on the blog and feel very touch!
hahas
♥♥♥♥♥
& they live happily ever after!

2008-10-24T22:19:00.001-07:00

hello, i hope that my blog that been alive now! hahas! yea, i started my sweet sweetest love story! on the date 030808! tis love will be remember for now! i love hiim! more then others do!^^ wish the story never end and contiune forever! till the dead of my day! ♥ i will be flying to beijing tis few days! dear i will miss you de dun worry! ♥

wishes!
love him forever
1month!
2month!
3month!
the day when i come from beijing the first guy to been see is TAN ZHEN YOU♥
married hiim!!
and lasty, i wan" HENRY CHEN YOU YEAA!!"

2008-10-23T05:29:00.000-07:00

my love had just started with my beloved, TAN ZHEN YOU!

loves never end!! iloveyouuuss!♥♥♥♥♥

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JoHnNy ....

2008-04-25T18:00:00.000-07:00

JoHnNy ....

Hmm.. n today I wann said abt is that Johnny … my beloved korkor.. hmm.. he my Kor since secondary 2… hmm.. its been 3++ years.. can u imagine that .. wow .. unbelievable.. LOL

N now he under training at Taiwan .. cool isn’t it … so proud of him sia.. nOt many ppl can under go training at Taiwan… dis can show that he’s good !!.. haha.. if I nOt wrong, he 6 of may will b coming bk to Singapore.. haha….

During the time he @ Taiwan, he sometimes will sms mi thought his fren mobile phone (if I not wrong) .. so sweet of him right .. some kind as in.. … he oversea still rmb of mi… so SWEET!!..

Hmm.. donnO how he ‘s been doing over there??.. mayb very enjoy life LOL.. TAIWAN lei !! I wan to go oso LOL.. I wan I wan.. hahA..

N during we messaging, he said he wann support mi .. haha.. funny … I very expensive e lei … haha..

sO sWeeT oF iT !!!

2008-04-23T17:51:00.000-07:00

sO sWeeT oF iT !!!

Hmm.. usual time usual things going round n round n round…

But today I would like to say that, its so sweet !!..

LOL… today when I doing with my accountants job, I found a cake on my desk..

At first, I didn notice it, as I busy doing my stuffs, but till I found something very irritated by a thin that block my things.. n so I found the “CAKE”.. haha

Can said that its angie brought for mi .. so sweet .. muacks..

As she went out with Sebastian, den Sebastian paid everythin to claim by company, n so angie help mi bought one.. she reall is a great mum!.. so rong xin to b her assistant..

^^can u c mY bEloved cake ??.. table so messy...

^^zoom iN a bit ley u c =P

^^yupQ!!! tat my cake.. so sweet!!!!

^^mi n the cake.. waHAha

Hmm… I thin I hav to buck up n study good good for my CAT courses.. cannot let thm disappointed but special that I got a diff marks .. jia you jia you !! ..

So SWeeT LikE HeLL???

2008-04-22T17:49:00.000-07:00

So SWeeT LikE HeLL???

Hmm.. today is the 9th lesson of my CAT lesson… cool ?.. hmm.. today very interesting compare last year..

Hmm.. it started when having a break I take a nap.. but when I woke up, I saw a small like piece of nOte.. hmm.. the guy is so sweet lo..

Hmm.. first time a guy gif mi a nOte .. haha. oMG!!.. haha.. but I thin his motive is to ask mi to help him sign his attendance.. fucker … haha

ShOpPiNg aGaiN..

2008-04-20T00:14:00.000-07:00

ShOpPiNg aGaiN..

Can be said that, Sunday is the least day I go out with frens.. as for shopping, I thin it’s the first time ba.. with hui jean LOL..

This time shopping very strange lo.. as in, nOt like last time so hyper n crazy shopping lo..

Hui jean oso feel it tat way … strange isn’t it ?..

Even we reached bugis street nOt so many ppl compare on Saturday.. hmm.. n we buy very little thin .. hmm..

N at night, went study with my beloved, zhen you.. haha.. dis few days he like out of mind?.. Suddenly call mi dearest.. haha.. mayb I influence him .. wahaHa.. li hai lei ..

Hmm.. missing the days when study with him.. n one thin he didn change is “late king”.. ai yo.. always I wait for him.. hmm..

When study, hmm.. seeing him lik so stress as his math, a single question does nOt no how to do.. despite of it, he so stress …

Saying his family very qi dai him go poly.. n nOw he in poly with a difficult life as he haf nO interest of that course …

Asking him to follow his dreams wat he wan to b.. but yet he don wan his family to disappoint ..

Partly I agree his 孝心.. but I disagree his way of doing tat .. hmm.. how do I say as in ??.. hmmm.. is like, that ur future, u shld follow wat u wan but nOt jus because of ur family..

If touch wood la, eg, I aiming a goal which I don’t like it but was instruct by my family (so won’t disappoint thm).. but wat if one day thy passed away ?.. there’s no goal anymore.. n its wasting of time doing something tat u don like it ??..

Get wat I mean ?.. hmm.. don understand its alright , as mayb my typing very difficult to understand …

But anyway, jus wann tell zhen you :

Don’t stress up my frens.. what ever u do, I thin ur family will support you, but nOt such as smoking la!!.. a GOOD thin .. hmm.. if u got things trouble or bothers about it, u can look for us (ur fren).. we sure will accompany/ support u (onl in good thin ).. wat r frens for ?.. to share joy n happiness together.. so is keeping acc one another , in order nOt to feel lonely.. if u reading dis msg.. Please don bash mi up..

Dis msg also apply to others .. (frens, relatives)… any problems can look for mi.. I very le yi listen ..

frEns GatHeriNg @ oRcHaRd

2008-04-19T18:20:00.000-07:00

frEns GatHeriNg @ oRcHaRd

Hmm.. today is Saturday, n I booked my frens one mth in advance .. haha… cool isn’t it..

But all is guys .. flirty ??.. nO choice nOt much gal frens except hui jean LOL..

But anyway, renda, lance, zhen you n mi went to k sing first LOL.. I so ps LOL.. sing wrong.. haha.. nvm la… thy will understand.. n hope thy will FORGET MY SINGING.. haha..

N after tat we went to shop around.. as we waiting for daryl the potato… once met daryl, lance had to go.. quite sad LOL.. but stil get fun..

N thy all hungry except mi.. so thy went to yoshinoya had their dinner.. when I smell n imagine the oil.. I feel like vomit lo.. mayb long time didn yummy dis kind of thin.. OMG…

O ya.. 2weeks diet had a good result.. lost 4KG.. wahaha.. but still so short … LOL

Aft that we went to play POOL.. o yeah ! .. u nO I first time ALMOST win zhen you n renda lo.. if thy don let mi laugh I thin I will win… additional when I serious playin thy laugh..

Next time I must win them, so thy can treat mi SWENSEN… wahaha.. swensen I’m coming.. u jus wait for mi …

Finish playing, YQ met us right aft his work.. additional, we went to watch movie (run papa run).. hmm.. nOt bad?.. regret watching.. shld listen to renda watch the hottie n the nottie..

Aft the ahow, its already 11+pm.. n rush to the MRT station to catch the last train.. but when reaching MRT, renda’s ezlin at pool centre.. so hav to get bk n tak..

So we wait for him n u-turn bk.. when he bk, he said ppl took his card.. saying until so serious n a shag face lo.. den I reall tot its true .. still to he use wat trick can go in the bus..

But when he board off, zhen you told mi he lie to mi.. I was like.. ARGH.. KANA trick BY HIM AGAIN.. so 溅.. nev c dis kind of ppl b4 ..

Hmm, when in the bus, I reall very tired, n asking YQ to lend mi his shoulder .. thanks for the shoulder, yong quan… xin ku le..

Anyway I did enjoy myself wit thm.. hoping time wil stop.. but its impossible..

CoMpAnY DiNnEr @ hOnG LiM

2008-04-16T18:17:00.000-07:00

CoMpAnY DiNnEr @ hOnG LiM

Hmm.. once again, we having a great company dinner @ hong lim complex..

This time round, instead going out for a restaurant, we went to call delivery.. (as it save $$) haha..

So we called KFC & pizza.. hmm.. I feel proud of myself, as genie let mi organize?.. as at the first place cindy organize but due to her busy-ness, I cover her…

But she quite helpful too!! Help us a lot of stuffs … as in, help mi cut fruits although I wann cut it all by myself.. haha…cos I started to fall in love cutting fruits?

I dun no y?. mayb is because when u c ppl dare to eat wat u cut u will feel very xin wei… hmm.. esp the love ones.. WAHAHA..

Simple n sweet , I love the job a lot .. haha

wAT tHe HeLL aGaiN??...

2008-04-13T23:30:00.000-07:00

wAT tHe HeLL aGaiN??...

Instead of giving out flyers again, I went out with my cousin, Valerie shopping at tampines mall.. hmm..

She change to a good gal??.. haha.. hmmm… n we bought a lotssss of thin.. can say is her… not mi… as I bought her a shoe cost mi $29.90… hmm.. I alright with it as she treat mi good too..

Hmm… n so, we shop for hours, she finally bought dress for her school anniversary party… hmmm.. quite nice.. she seem to b rich due to a person like her lik mad that one mth gif her 600 bucks… I wan tat guy sia!!!! Hais..

But anyway, she happy can le.. to mi, I hope my surrounding ppl happy, I will b satisfy…

Hmm.. n so aft shopping went to my grandma house.. n saw steph’s dad over there… I asked him y he there.. n he said ah ma said the god say she got wat disease.. wat the fuck is tat lo.. so lame man…

N my grandma had eaten his dinner, n asked mi went to steph house for dinner instead… n so I off to step house…

During the journey I told staph’s dad that my dad mayb moved bk to ah ma house… den he said tat, he had a quarrel with my dad… I was like… WTF again.. n I asked him… he said my dad’s lorry insurance is under his name n the money has been 3 mths not paid..

Den if didn paid the company will sue steph’s dad… n so he quickly called my dad asked for money… n my dad jus said no money how to pay…

Hais.. I reall donno wat the fuck going on ….. its sux my life now… hai.. n I tell staph tat I cleared the debts on behalf.. $520.. I was like.. my money fly so far away.. i nOw left 130++.. wat mi going to survive the rest of the mth??...

I don understand wat my dad doing.. last time asked mi for money $400 n now wann rent out the house… n I dunnO wat will happen next… I had enough of it le!!!....

I wann cry out but I dunnO y I cant… last crying is my grandpa funeral… mayb dying soon ba… hais…

waT mY fAMiLy gOiNg oN??...

2008-04-12T23:28:00.000-07:00

waT mY fAMiLy gOiNg oN??...

Today instead of giving out flyers, I went go shopping with hui jean… bought 25 bucks stuffs… long time didn’t shop for my tops.. n cannot buy more.. no money.. hmm. … so enjoy myself with her.. at least in front of her I wont need to wear a mask..

Hmm.. n keep sms with renda.. fall in love with him SOON??... no way man.. mayb it’s a crush… not suit for mi to have a bf… hmmm.. all guys cant b trust !!!... hate guys lots..

N oso dis morning ONCE I JUST wake up, u nO wat my mum told mi??.. she said mayb our house rent out to others @ 1.8K per month… I was like… stare to the air…

Wat happening again???... n so I asked her… she said first cos got extra income. Second can acc ah ma as she alone at the house… I was like… nan de I have a house.. n so I hav not been staying here for 10YEARS LO!!!...

N now wann separate again… surely my mum n sis sure stay at my aunt house… mi n dad is staying at ah ma house… is lik there’s no different like last time… WTF!!... forget it den.. mayb I move out better den… thinking in process…

sHOrt oUtiNg Wit FreNS

2008-04-11T23:25:00.001-07:00

sHOrt oUtiNg Wit FreNS

Hmm.. staying bk aft my work.. cleaning instead of tomorrow… not tat tough ? but enjoyable??.. hmm…

N daryl look for mi… quite sweet of him… but don thin y lo… fren fren.. hmm.. since he wait for mi.. den acc him went to airport . as he need to pass the nike shoe…

Hmm.. n aft tat we went mcd had our supper??... hmm.. as we both left 10 bucks.. hmmm.. aft tat we took cab.. as we tot no bus.. but when travelling… we saw BUS!!!!!...

ARGH!! Waste our money … but having have we him as long time no such gather.. so missing it…

mY denTAL

2008-04-07T23:22:00.000-07:00

mY denTAL

Today went to my dental appointment… I don nO y my root canal treatment which spent me abt 500 bucks… its so hurt … WTF .. n thy said mayb is infection.. need to hav surgery.. u no surgery cost how much??.. 852++ bucks… wann my life la…

I now is like totally bankrupt.. I paid for the mobile n water & electricity bills.. my parents borrow money from mi as one overspent n yet nOt enough money gif to staffs.. n other lost bets.. total owe $900…

Haiz.. I thin my target 3.5K in june is impossible.. I thin I reall money minded.. Wondering y Singapore is so money minded, esp is government.. such an idiot!!..

Everywhere, everything, every time, all is about money.. can say that, in order to survive, we need money!!!!!!

N renda (which is helpful fren of mine) helping mi find a job.. very touch ??.. wann fall in love with him liao LOL…. Hmm.. dis coming weekend I distribute flyers @ the blockS.. hmmm.. 1000pcs 50bucks.. quite ok la.. gtten jia you liao..

I getting tired along the journal I walking now.. I wann take a break but I can’t. cos I no tat time is precious, so is life.. when I saw my grandpa died until 不明不白… n his my reall dearest ppl..

U will regret when thin is no longer around u … n fro the day my grandpa had passed away.. I never cry again… so is now.. haiz.. I reall wish to cry abt it .. but I cant..

Hmm.. not even a close fren tat I can say to… n last time I said to HIM.. he don even cared abt.. so fool of mi..

N as for closer cousin, I thin is ah fat (Valerie).. when she come to my house overnight, we got lots of things to say about like our frens, our feeling… tat the reason y I like her staying at my house..

Hmm.. don c her lik ah lian ah lian … hmm (which I agree she like ah lian) but she good.. can b my older sister ??.. hmm.. she can gif comments.. hmm.. donnO how to said.. she jus good to mi can le..

N I promise myself I wan to b a good fren, relatives, family, colleagues & even stead (mayb if I got la..).. hmm.. where thy can approach mi??... too wei da is it?.. hmm.. but tat I wan … so I hav to change …

FamiLy HiKinG

2008-04-06T23:51:00.000-07:00

FamiLy HiKinG

Today we have a families outing… but not all families.. only cheng’s bro n mum, xiao gu’s family + my family (exclusive my mum)…

U guess where we go?.. we go 远足 near mandai area.. (dunnO where is the place) but some sort of rock climbing ... which sponsor by HSBS.. very fun??.. but indeed tiring?.. haha..

Hmm.. early morning went to cheng’s house fetch thm.. n thy wore slipper… o MY!!.. n thy tot we were kidding for the hiking … (esp his mum)..

Quite fun??.. we from early morning 8am hiking till 11.45am.. 3 ¾ hrs.. c lots of TREES… climb lots of STAIRS… n lots of ANTS… so is mas selmat wanted picture.. haha

U no when I saw cheng taking pic .. I jus tin tat his pic is nicer den mi.. Indeed it is.. hais.. its like nOthin to compare with others which I good at something else.. is like I nOt capable in something.. even is a stupid thin..

Hmm… here’s the photos… view some as i lazy.. next time will view more...

^^ big fungi..

^^mi, dad & sis...

N this is the bridge … so nice LOL… n shaky too.. haha..

After the hiking, we went to yummy.. aft tat, xiao gu say lets go pick apples from the trees… n indeed we so stupid follow her LOL…

n when reaching the reservoir, she take apples from her apple.. kana con again… ai yo…
n her maid help us peel the skin.. haha...

^^ my cousin so love pretty LOTS....

n so .. let's end here... simple n sweet .. bye..

Pray mY gRAnDpA

2008-04-03T23:24:00.000-07:00

Pray mY gRAnDpA

Today is the day tat I vist my dearest ah gong …. Hais… making mi thin of the past .. Which he shld nOt deserve dis kind of death.. Fucking kind of death..

But anyway, dis morning; I woke up @ 5.30++ am … shower.. n quickly rushed to the market n buy ah gong’s kopi.. n oso my dad… plus 5 pkts of been hoon…

N den, steph’s dad bring 888 2nd bro n mi.

N so, we went to the mandai crematorium once thy open @ 7am… so we reached there abt tat time..

But when reaching there, I realized tat I forgot to take wooden chopstick for the been hoon… sOOO clumsy!!!!!!!!!!..... n stupid..

When we reached there, there’s no sight of my xiao gu.. but my mum tag along with my dad came in a while… n left my xiao gu lei??>.. so I called her… n lastly missed called her abt 20 to 30 missed calls … she den wake up..

By the time she waked up.. its already 8am.. WTH… SHE OVERSLEPT!!... with her husband

Called her house no. , there’s error in connection… which mean thy switch off the “MOI” (SingTel) … so guys, discourage to but moi from SingTel..

Hmm…. U thin we so good to wait for her to pray??... no.. u wrong.. 林家的人not good lOL..

Cos tat, she having all the pray pray stuffs… tat y we all hav to wait for her.. if she didn took the stuffs, we den hack care her if she coming.. =P haha…

But actuall, the pray stuffs shld taken by steph’s dad fro 888… buti said so ma fan.. still wondering prevent for so ma fan I wann tak as tml he send mi..

N dunno wat happen xiao gu go n tak…

For the 30min we been waiting, I took some photos over there.. quite nice… if I die , mayb I will buried over there.. haha… with my beloved ah gong….

N so, thy had had finally reached, with their messy hair (jus wake up the face)… it was like… so “TOK KONG”.. haha…

N anyway… we finished praying n went bk to work …

ApriL fOOL

2008-04-01T00:12:00.000-07:00

ApriL fOOL

I got my salary .. n my cleaning pay… yeah!! Thy add 150 buck for dis month salary oNL.. so happy??..

But actually I happy doing it.. even thy didn add mi $$ I oso happy.. haha.. (but don lidat la, reall don add mi $$ =P)

I thin I siao ??.. I enjoy cleanin the office… got some sort of 满足感… even pay is good / little I oso happy…

My aunt stil wann mi to ask for more.. as in $150 per month but nOt counted as hour..

But I didn listen to her, as I nO wat I clean is nOt very perfect.. so there’s isn’t need to increase of money..

1hr 10bucks to mi I already feel very happy.. e onl I don happy is tat e place is tOOO FAR!!...

Hmm.. stil planning to find a part time job tat work on weekend.. any one intro .. any work will do.. got $$$ can le… haha.. (172 is helping mi look out , I thin [thanks in advance])

Now I donNo y I very lack of money le.. space some ???....

O ya.. n today chat wit YQ on msn.. he asking mi for stead??.. LOL… funny fren of mine.. stil say don wan stead .. haha..

He said tat now no feeling.. in future sure hav.. can b 培养… I heard it.. I feel like laughing out loud LOL.. haha…

Is like he my fren for yearssss… suddenl stead is like,,,, so funny …

N I said to him tat I need time to forget HIM.. n oso must die die get my thin bk..

YQ is like so hyper .. wan mi to get it from him now… haha.. *no worries my frens.. I thin I had forget him le… haha..

He said tat gif myself a chance n other ppl a chance too.. which saying himself.. haha.. n he wan mi to consider abt it .. funny n cute man tat I ever c..

*mayb reall got a chance for u =P haha… i thin he kiddin as ..

HAPPY APRIL FOOL DAY!!!

wAtChiNg mOviEs wiT mY bELovEd.. HahA

2008-03-28T18:29:00.000-07:00

wAtChiNg mOviEs wiT mY bELovEd.. HahA

Hmm… having a date with renda, zhen you, lance & daryl.. it was so cool… hmm.. as it has been a long time since we gathering.. hmm..

Reall excited for the outing.. hmm…

N actuall meeting at PS.. n thy say nO movies to watch n change location to orchard there (dunnO where) … hmm… we waste lo.. I never been to PS lei… humph!!

But anyway, I off work @ about 6.30pm.. actually 6pm.. but I hardworking.. LOL.. hmm..

When I reaching to tat place, it starts to rain.. wtf lo.. but lucky I have my file .. to cover my head…

I tot I was late, but when I reached there, thy still having their dinner + thy said daryl was on the way coming..

Hmm.. I was lik WTH man.. I shld not rush myself next time LOL..

N tot of not watching any movie due to zhen you thingzzz.. hmm but he said nvm.. den … we watch a movie called e “an empress n ….” Blah blah blah…

N the show start at 9.45pm??.. n so we all set to play pool!!!!.. so cool LOL.. long time didn’t play.. but still lost.. hmm.. nvm.. practice make perfect .. haha..

Aft tat went to watch the movie… the movie was like FUCK.. like the blood is free flow.. keep on bleeding n bleeding… it so horrible.. watching the movie so tired lo.. next time don watch le la..

Watch till 11.50??.. n went bk hm.. still thinking of taking MRT but no train for us except lance’s. n so lance took the train n the rest of us went to took 65 bus..

Reached hm alone about 1am.. LOL.. alone walking hm is so cool man.. hmm.. but I dislike is when just now a group of malay guys talk to mi when I walk passed thm @ the park..

THANKS GUYS .. FOR GIVING SUCH A WONDERFUL MEMORIES…
LOVE U GUYS LOLS..

FiRsT LeSsOn Of SkOL

2008-03-25T19:58:00.000-07:00

FiRsT LeSsOn Of SkOL

Today is the first lesson of school… at ACCA .. at CPA building.. near aljunied MRT station?...

It was like in a different way of study.. so great.. n I seat at the bk of the classroom..

N the teacher can say is not tat handsome as he so old.. haha

But I thin I ‘m the youngest among all…

Hmmm… in front of mi got 2 handsome guy ?.. but is like ah beng type LOL..

Hmm,… n one thin I wann complain is tat the bookSSS so THICK n HEAVY..

I already so short yet wan mi to b come more short.. so BAD!!!

N oso e study time is ok .. 3 hrs?.. 6.45 to 9.45pm.. quite late.. but lesson sound interesting ?..

N oso u guys can look for mi for dinner over there , right aft my lesson??.. haha…

wEnT viVO wiT Hui JeAn...

2008-03-21T22:19:00.000-07:00

wEnT viVO wiT Hui JeAn...

Today went to vivo wit my beloved … LOL.. hui jean.. don thin Y Y LOL… haha.. VERY x 100 FUN… in my life I thin as I didn’t had tat fun n doing foolish thin together …

U can c the photo how mad we had together … dis is reall my first time shopping with gal .. + is so mad n fun together . how hoping the time wil stop right there.

But I nO it won’t happen.. n mayb tat e last time of having tat fun?.. as everyone wil start thy poly life soon… mid april I thin.. hai..

Wondering m I from primary skol till now sOOOo extra LIKE FUCK.. hmmm…

Saying it simple… I quite love today.. hope it can happen next time…

Let u guys c our crazy photos…

^^twist twist twist ......

^^ i took it.. nice?..

^^some professional??..

^^ hui jean secretly took it..

^^hui jean took it... so ugly but indeed very windy lol... haha

^^frens always .. hoping...

HiM agAiN!!!!!!

2008-03-20T19:56:00.000-07:00

HiM agAiN!!!!!!

Today I had a very curious dream.. or mayb I thin too much le ba.. as ppl say 日有所思，夜有所梦

I deam abt him .. hais .. I not so sure how is it happen .. but in my dream I nO he nOt tat kind of person (as in: wit gals fool around blah blah blah ), but I still thin he is, (which in my heart keep saying tat he’s nOt )

M I silly ?..y m I so weak?.. m I stupid ? .. Always keep thinking of him .. I thin I mad!!!!!!

N I went in to his msn account .. (I no I shld not do dis) I saw his nick ….

“THE DAY WE SPENT THE TIME WE HAD IS THE BEST TIMES I HAD..!!HOW I WISH THE TIME STOP THERE...!!!IDIOT FOREVER THERE FOR YOU!!!!”

N yet he block mi .. is like WTF.. y he do tat to mi.. as a fren need to lidat ?.. den mayb I won’t put HIGH HOPE.. the nick sure is for someone else den …

Anyway he won’t cos of mi change his life .. to him, frens r impt like hell !!!!

Nvm… the storybook “its called break up b-cos its broken”.. helping mi to get rid of the pain in no time … thanks for the writer for writing tat book to solve my problems..

sTuPiD zHeN yOU !!!!!

2008-03-19T19:53:00.000-07:00

sTuPiD zHeN yOU !!!!!

Today actually wanted to go to hui jean’s working place but due to ZHEN YOU at the eleven hrs said tat he not coming as he going to gym.. WTF ..

Den y ytd keep asking mi question lo … hmm.. stil tot at least got a fren can acc mi go out .. but in the end .. there’s actuall nO one …

hAtE HaTe hAtE ....

2008-03-10T23:13:00.000-07:00

hAtE HaTe hAtE ....

U nO wat?.. I hate myself LOTS… ever!!! i suddenl feel tat I dying fast..

But in the end ??.. I fucking hate myself!! Is like my frens is getting mi further n further .. when is nearer to APRIL…

To mi… FEAR OF APRIL COMING!!!

As all my frens all went to POLY.. mi lei??.. a FUCKING extra person!! Is like I very far from my frens.. everythin all very diff..as in brain? Studies? Life style?.. or wat ever fuck!

Is some sort of two worlds…

If I got a boyfren, I don mind don haf frens? But I fall out of love!!! He make mi heart broken…

It’s called break up be-cos its broken

But if I haf no boy fren n no frens.. its like.. no LIFE!!

Work home, work home… nO more!!!

N I suddenl miss him.. haiz.. useless mi !!!

But I can tin is tat all guys r bastard except my cousin…

I heard from one of my cousin tat if a gal wan, guys wil surely gif..

Whenever I rmb wat my cousin said, I wil use it under HIM.. … makin mi so hate him..

I reall dunno y y guys r so bastard !!!!!

*wATcH "LeAP oF yEaRs"

2008-03-05T22:45:00.000-08:00

wATcH "LeAP oF yEaRs"

aft my work.. went to watch movie wit hui jean n zhi xian ...

e show quite touching tat HJ cry .. hees...

but i wont happened in real life .. so is everythin..

but i did hope someone wil do tat do mi... which make mi touch can le... is it too much of tat??

pls support e movie ...

cOMpAnY DiNnERrrr AgaiNNNnn

2008-02-29T22:22:00.000-08:00

cOMpAnY DiNnERrrr AgaiNNNnn

last day of e mth .. sound great ?/.. got pay??... but onl $971.50 onl ..

all i like is working LAP.. but e most i don like is e SALARY TOO LITTLE..

hope can increase my pay !!!...

n so !!! company dinner was last min decide.. making mi feel??... sian?.. but enjoyable .. LOL..

if i nOt wrong.. is to celebrate kenny last day of work .. + evon n yasni (replace kenny) move to warehouse n work..

i wil miss it.. esp EVON.. mayb i treat her as a sis or frens.. at least can joke around.. not like my SOME other gal-frens...

love ya my dear ... muacks

First time having dinner wit ZY!!

2008-02-28T22:40:00.000-08:00

First time having dinner wit ZY!!

Today having a dinner with zhen you.. u guys sure very surprise hoh??.. haha.. mi too!..

But actuall is tat aft work went to daryl place tak bk e left over necklace… .. n wanted o pass to YQ.. but he don even ans my call. Very wat lo.. make mi du lan..

Den I call ZY for help .. donno wat happened, we jus meet up for dinner .. haha.. cos jus nice he finish his security work LOL..

But at MRT waited for him till very du lan oso LOL.. how can let a pretty gal waited soOO LONG.. haha

N I treated him LONG JOHN as he no cash.. so poor thin.. I oso don haf.. anyone wann space to gif mi?.. LOL..

N we chat quite happily.. can make mi feel tat he onl treat mi as a frens not like last time le.. hee.. n he say my wearing look old..

Hmm.. uncle u thin I wan ah.. I wear young my boss wil say I go coffee shop.. den u say I wear office dress like so old.. =(

Don wear better la.. so many comments =P

ZY reall very bad lo.. hurt my feelings.. stil say my hair very weird.. (jus change a new hair style).. LOL.. humph.. very sad!!..

But I did enjoy dinner with him.. mayb cos now days no body jio mi out ba..

So I hope u guys date mi out, if not I wil ROT!!!..

But I feel strange is tat.. when I stil contacting him, frens wil keep on dating mi out n HE wil stop mi from going… but when I stop contacting him.. nO frens date mi out!!..

Argh!! I wan frens date mi out!! Esp daryl tat grp! =P I love sia!!!..

weNt WiT HuI jeAn

2008-02-25T22:37:00.000-08:00

weNt WiT HuI jeAn

Today aft work went to meet hui jean (meow meow ).. LOL.. very surprise she dating mi out .. plus is waiting for mi off work .. sOOOo touch!!

E reason she meeting mi is SHOPPING!! OMG .. wulala.. haha..

N so we set off to bugis LOL.. n had our dinner at KFC.. $3 meal.. no money haf to save ..

N aft tat, went to bugis street shop for her pants as she has a job dis coming Saturday LOL.. so good for her. Haha..

Shop round n round n round.. in e end spotted a shop .. selling a ¾ pant which HJ like it.. + its white color LOL..

N it cost $32.90.. so EX hoh.. but I thin e pants onl cost $20, $12.90 is for e belt.. mayb e belt not good in selling tat y sell a set lol..

+ HJ ask e ppl which one nice.. n e gal say gold belt nicer..

For mi, I thin tat silver belt is nicer den e gold (as e sale gal wann sell out e unpopular color belt LOL.. )

N my turn.. I bought a $17 long sleeve.. hmm .. but to mi, e sleeve like cost $10 onl lo.. but nvm.. thy need to earn ma..

Hmm.. n went to bugis junction there walk walk.. hmm.. n spotted ICE CREAM!!!.. COOL!!

N I treated (some sort of) hui jean LOL.. she wanted to try weird weird flavors .. SO we bought e flavors on “green tea with red bean”..

Reall very weird LOL.. esp + red bean .. not nice..

Hui jean stil joke tat … “shld tel e person green tea with out red bean “.. quite LAME LOL.. but tat our manners n attitude .. haha..

Reall had a great day .. thanks to her.. if not I wil rot at hm ..

oFFiCe LadiEs cLuB

2008-02-22T04:03:00.000-08:00

oFFiCe LadiEs cLuB

today is soO cOOL.. ladies club..haha..cos kenny taking off, sebestain went oversea n bosses go out LOL..

so nan de all ladies in e office working.. we order "SAKA"... OMG!!

hmm.. nan de LOL.. it cost $141++... 7 ppl yummy..

yi pei oso very wat LOL.. keep gif- ing us yummy den she deit don wan yummy lot LOL.. haha.. so care of him..

___________________________

when reaching my hm, i c HIM in a van of moving furntuire??.. i not so sure is it him..

cos its seem lik him.. as e guy keep on staring m.. when i wann look bk.

i wann c oso cannt..e van alread go LOL.. not sure is it him.. but i oso dun care la.. he hack care mi liao, wat for i care so much??

PaRt TiMe cLeAnEr...

2008-02-16T16:57:00.000-08:00

PaRt TiMe cLeAnEr...

today went to office do CLEANING.. OMG! can u believe tat??.. LOL...

actually LAST LAST time genie had said.. n i wan.. but she rejected..

but now she cant find anyone.. so asked mi again.. LOL..

actually i said 1hr $7 .. den Angie said too LITTLE.. so increase to 1 hr $10.. haha.. so sweet of thm.. muacks..

n afternoon abt 12 went in office CLEAN CLEAN.. LOL..

firstly wipe all e GLASS.. den vaccum... den cleanin up all tables.. den washing of TOILET... haha..

OMG.. sound tat i so jian LOL.. cos of $$ lian toilet oso "bu fan gou"... haha..

let u guys c my fruits...

aft cleaning everythin.. got 2 big bags of rubbish tat i clear.. so "xin wei"...

^^n oso clearing up e cupboard.. sOOO nice LOL..

*LoNeLy VaLeNtiNeSss ...

2008-02-14T17:12:00.000-08:00

LoNeLy VaLeNtiNeSss ...

today tot of going out wit him.. but his attitude n action make mi du lan.. n cancel it away..

i didnt c a guy lidat b4 la.. hmmm...

in e mornin said, wat his mum kept his $$ den no allowance, don wish to go out.. n wann change till e next day..

to mi it so ma fan.. long time agree den keep on changing make mi so du lan.. can't b steady a bit is it..

if continue lidat, i can sure tat i don wish to meet or c him anymore.. ...

aft all cancel it away.. hmm .. n actuall dating daryl thy all but.. i cancel it away.. as thy all oso sOOOoo ma fan..

in e end just stay at hm...

last yr of valentines, i rmb tat i quarrel wit him due to his frens.. .. mayb dis let mi feel uneasy abt him.. lying??.. faking??..

n it suddenl flash bk how i been treated unwell.. n yet i still faithful wit him tat time.. i'm such a fool indeed!.. hais..

is like y m i do dis kind of stupid thin??... it keep on flashing bk aft to another.. .. make mi more n more angry n fool of mysel...

n keep on wondering.. he now wann jio bk is wat kind of attitude/ manner.. treat mi as a fool like last time??.. or wat shit??..

n oso when he sms mi, i don wish to reply.. very du lan abt e date n e past he treat mi... haiz..

i donno wat wil happen next.....

waT e fUcKinG u DoiNg tO uS

2008-02-13T22:34:00.000-08:00

waT e fUcKinG u DoiNg tO uS

today went to watch movie wit daryl, zhi xian, hui jean , xiang sheng.... at tampines mall... hmmm...

wach 9.05pm show... ... n i passed e necklaces to daryl to sell...

n b4 tat, HJ say she saw YQ n ZY at tm.. den i can sense tat it surely come watch movie too...

den we don care thm.. we continue watch our "ah long pte ltd"...

its damn funny LOL... haha.. can said is tat, fro e start laugh until e end...

finishing, abt 11++pm le.. hmm.. when leaving.. we saw thm.. WTF..

damn angry la... ytd called thm wann come ma, YQ say tml he wann watch so didn acc us, n for the bastard ZY, said wat got work till 9pm..

i reall very fuckin du lan n a fool of mysel la.. FUCK...

frens wann do until lidat ....

LaPd LucKy dRaW...

2008-02-13T17:14:00.000-08:00

LaPd LucKy dRaW...

today LAP having a lucky draw.. hmm... n i won a $388 air ticket LOL.. i didn expect i wil tak LOL.. but i exchange wit my boss, genie.. she took a hamper .. haha...

but i said i wann a dvd player.. so she change for mi.. so good lol.. haha.. n she oso gif mi a hong bao of $33 .. i dunno y LOL.. but nvm...

^^^mY dVd player

^^not so good e brand

e brand not so good.. but nvm la.. happy jiu hao LOL..

o ya.. n oso .. my boss gif us "kai gong" hong bao.. she gif mi $28 .. quite a lot lo.. (to mi)

^^"kai gong" hong bao.. e design oso very nice

n oso i didn expect my bosses thy all gif mi red packet lo.. quite shocked!.. even thy don gif mi i oso nvm.. i don care lots.. happy jiu hao LOL..

^^hees >.<

although $$ not a lot.. but very greatful to thm lo..

n oso "auntie", her name called "sandy"... she drove mi hm.. reall so sweet lo.. LAP ppl reall very kind??.. i thin LOL..

when i c e company van, which sandy drive on it.. ITS DAMN COOL!!!.. red colour.. reall sOOOoo like it man..

thy reall kind to mi.. i must work hard le.. i love LAP.. MUACKss

"mA FaN" dAtE.....

2008-02-11T20:10:00.000-08:00

"mA FaN" dAtE.....

today actuall hav a date wit HIM.. n i cancel it away.. due to his action!!!

CNY days don even sms or call mi.. said wat very busy..

fuckin wat la.. busy wat shit la.. gambling??.. surely, his pattern..

he don even no wat is AUTO.. i thin he reall not suit to haf a steady ...

n last min didn said meet wat SHIT.. den i cancel it away ..as i thin he so BUSY..n i don like to do ma fan things...

i jus thin tat go out wit him so ma fan.. keep on dragging.. which i don like it..

y cant b steady abit... since wann date ppl den thin of place, n do wat la.. y must i tin.. fuck..

dis make mi thin tat it so ma fan to haf a date... ...

aT mY hOUsE yUmmY

2008-02-09T17:16:00.000-08:00

aT mY hOUsE yUmmY

today ALL relatives from my father side come my house to yummy (not all as some got somethin on)..

we went to BIG market there yummy n buy ingredients, lucky not IKEA again LOL.. haha...n in e end.. we buy LOTS of food for steamboat LOL..

^^sOOooo MaNnnyY tHINGS!!

^^n i puke e veg.. sOOO MUCH!! ARGH!

^^n oso soOOO mESSY

^^1 of e crabs manage to survive..

LOL... so CRABS for dinner .. YEAH!!!.. haha..

n afternoon around 3++pm.. eric , her mum n LUO FOU YE came.. hmmm..

n bLaH bLaH bLaH.... grandma 5++ pm jiu go hm le..

n as for eric.. he seem to b bored n took my camera tak photos.. one of the photos he took is nice... [ shown below]

^^some sort of artist..

n aft tat... eric n her mum went off due to thy need to go father - side yummy dinner...

aft awhile 888 family came... n so is steph's family too.. hmmm.. having steamboat ... WOW!! not so fun dis year instead LOL.. haha..

but manage to haf laughters...

aft yummy steamboat.... .... is "lou yu sheng + fruits" session... wahaha.. GOT MANGO!!

^^we put it on e floor.. due to latest fashion.. haha

(is no big table to put LOL)

^^cousin of mine soOO lame

^^ on ur mark.. get set.......

GO!!!

dis yr not quite fun.. compare to last year.. is it due to grandpa death??.. i not sure.. i miss him MUCH.. haix...

dis is last yr photos...

^^more laughter isn't it??..

but nvm. heard tat 20th ++ wil b having a steamboat session again LOL.. waiting for the day to come..

nnnNNNnnn lastly is LUCKY DRAW.. haha.. organise by MI!!!...

those who catch a sweet wil get a prize LOL.. hees...

n 888dad got e first prize LOL.. e rest get a jelly .. ex ex e jelly LOL..

888 mum seem to addicted to e game.. keep on playing n playing.. haha...

^^can't stop playing LOL..

QuArrEL oN e 2nd DaY oF nEW YeaR

2008-02-08T18:27:00.000-08:00

QuArrEL oN e 2nd DaY oF nEW YeaR
FUCK..

today went to IKEA again.. O MY.. i thin my family is crazy again IKEA food LOL.. haha..

n we oso HAO XIN da bao yummy at IKEA for grandma n KAKA [a maid]...

hmm.. when reached there abt 15min ltr... [i thin]

my grandma talk abt sabrina injuries.. say dunNo how is she at china now. [ as her whole family went to china dis mornin.. n left e maid at my grandma house]

keep on saying wat is who who who fault den sabrina wil injury.. WTF lo.. over liao stil say for wat!

den my grandma said tat when kids come to her house didn tak good care of thm.. den say wat bLaH bLaH bLaH .. make mi so du lan

den papa oso du lan den some sort of argue with her.. saying tat incident wil happen.. no one wil no wat wil happen next.. its fate den.. oso cant blame, sabrina oso got fault ma..

den dunNo .. bLaH bLaH bLaH AGAIN.. grandma got no words to say n jus shouted said " ya la.. evry thin is my fault not others la"..

den my dad say not ur fault.. den bLaH bLaH bLaH AGAIN!!... grandma walk into her room wit tears , close n lock e door LOL..

dis kind of family is reall.. .... FUCKIN..... DU LAN.. cos of her!!!!..

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n of cos, contiune our jouney.. dun need to care her [grandma] =P haha..

we went to mother side the house.. i felt very wat lo.. as grandpa passed away, we cant go ppl house.. but we stil go.. which means treat my grandpa not good ..

tat wat ppl said if u go ppl house when ur closer ppl dead within 1 or 3 yrs, means didn respect the death ppl.. sorry grandpa...

n we had "lou yu seng + bao yu " seesion ...

LOL.. lets end here LOL.. nothin much..

*fUcKiNg cHinEsE nEw YeAr

2008-02-07T18:24:00.000-08:00

fUcKiNg cHinEsE nEw YeAr

happy chinese new year! hee.. dis yr is sOOOo special! NO HONG BAO TAKE!! sad LOL.. but nvm.. everyone happy can liao LOL.. haha

n i wore a "ah lian" dress??... LOL.. haha. i'm a GOOD gal LOL.. hees..

NNNnnn.. in e morning.... GO IKEA!!! OMG! again??... my mum damn lik it LOL.. cos its CHEAP..

so guys, next time those who wann go there yumm tag my mum along LOL... haha

when we went in, got a group of IKEA_ppl askin if we would let thm tak a family photo.. n we did .. haha.. sound lame indeed!

n bLaH bLaH bLaH.. bLaH bLaH bLaH...

at night went to grandma house again... .

n den.... ... heard tat sabrina was "tung" by steamboat boil water... as she like to fool .. keep on jump fro one stool to another.. tat y incident wil happened...

n oso heard tat my grandma like blame stephanie's mum for not takin good care of her..

WTF la.. how did she no incident to happened .. HOW TO TAKE GOOD CARE.. PLS LA..

u tot incident we all wan e meh!! ... is sabrina own self play den lidat e .. y keep on putting into other ppl faults.. u tOOOOoo wat le lo.. F...

n now u makin steph 's parents quarrel due to dis incident..

as steph mum overheard grandma said wat steph mum "ku yi" wat wat bLaH bLaH bLaH..
shit man!! first day of new year jiu lidat...

FUCKING CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!

cHiNeSe NeW yEaR eVe!!!

2008-02-06T17:03:00.000-08:00

cHiNeSe NeW yEaR eVe!!!

hmmm... i have a half day off again, due to CNY eve lo.. LOL.. so good.. haha...

1pm ++ .. YEAH! off work time!!.. n went to but CNY shoe LOL... one for mi , n one for sis... LOL.. at chinatown point.. LOL..

^^sis de..$19.90

^^mine!! $27.90

aft tat went hm... n n n n N N N N N... CLEAN UP THE HOUSE!!!...

hmmm... LoOOOOng time didn clean up le.. so SIAANNNz.. but its fun indeed!

first i change mi bed sheet .. which bought at expo mega sale LOL.. haha.. chang until wan my life.. OLD LIAO!!!

aft tat help mi parents chang oso.. doreamon e .. n suddenl.....

"小强" appeared in my parents room!!! OMG!!!.. sOOOooo COOL!!!

n mi dad run for his life LOL.. first time nO tat my dad scare of 小强 sia.. haha..

as for mi, i find it so coOOL till i keep busying taking photos of it LOL.. haha..

^^found it at doreamon bag

^^fly to toilet

^^my dad spray to death

so funny indeed!!!.. haha.. laughter all around.. HAHA..

aft tat, wash here wash there.. n my stupid dad duNNo which brain connection not right LOL.. open all e windows.. SIAO...

LOL..

n at night went to grandma house yummy steamboat..hmm.. n my uncle HOH!! seem to b bored n went to neightbourhood walk walk LOL..

n discovered a bicycle didn lock properly LOL.. like he so free lidat..so i took a pic.. haha

^^owner so careless!!

^^ WAHAHA

HaLf dAy OfF!!!

2008-02-05T17:47:00.000-08:00

HaLf dAy OfF!!!

today took a half day off due to family pray pray stuffs...

hmm.. when bk to my work place... thy ask mi to fill in a form of taking MC lo.. is like.... OMG!!

somethin lik very serious lidat LOL.. haha... now i left 13.5 days to off lol.. OMG!! hmmm..

must treaure the days man!

rUbBisH T-SHiRt

2008-02-04T00:28:00.000-08:00

^^^ dis is the t-shirt tat i throw into e rubbish bin.. n manage to get bk...

POST~18 january 08 (friday)

sHoPpiNg aGaiN!!!

2008-02-03T23:39:00.000-08:00

sHoPpiNg aGaiN!!!

LOL... today went shoppin again .. yeah!! haha.. but b 4 tat ... went for an interview LOL... as in we promise sally (my cousin GF) to act wat bLaH bLaH bLaH..

if in .. act for half day u wil get $100 LOL.. O MY.. haha..

when we reached there... so ps sia.. lik ston lidat.. but manage to finish LOL.. so funny..

onl mi n sis went to play but stephan don wan.. so sian LOL..

aft the interview, while waiting for my dad to fetch us go bugis, we at down stair video ourselves.. very funny...

LOL.. aft tat ahead to my shoppin time.. yeah

in e end buy a black jeans n my cousin , buy a greyish white jean.. cost us $70 .. LOL.. as for my sis.. she say she wan yummy.. don need buy clothes oso can.. haha..

but $70 is my dad paid for it.. so good!!..

n b4 going hm , went to korea snack shop.. .

^^in e end, buy so much LOL

aft shop finish at bugis, we went to "ri ben chun" near swimmin complex yumm LOL... yummy till $43++.. haha.. too ex LOL... as for lunch yumm.. haha..

when reached at my grandmum house, we had dinner.. n my siao sis n cousin wann play again the interview .. haha... in a rap tone..

ps LOL.. u guys cant c mi in e video acting.. cos tOOOoo PS le.. don dare to put out.. haha..

aft yummy at my grandmum house. went to EXPO for JOHN LITTLE MEGA SALE..

when reached tat, very shocked LOL.. as i tot last day of the sale shld b many many ppl but y today cant b expected LOL.. haha..

we shoppING ABT 1++ hr.. n we bought $164++ thin LOL.. OMG!! i can b a shoppin queen.. haha..

^^first we bought bedsheet as too cheap.. 2 for $20++

so in e end buy 6.. wahaha

^^^my dad's shirts n SMELLY socks LOL..

^^^n MINE!!
(PS LOL.. make u shy)

^^n lastly is yumm.. spent e most..

so enjoy mysel LOL..
if everyday lidat, tat wil b good =P

sHOpPInG DaY, wA$Te $$$$

2008-02-02T20:22:00.000-08:00

sHOpPInG DaY, wA$Te $$$$

today i whole day shopping LOL.. first in e mornin.. i shop wit HUI JEAN at bugis.. when takin e train.. we said a lot of ppl bad thin lol..

like yvo.. yuan xin.. haha.. ShHH...

dis is my first time shoppin wit frens for CNY clothes lol... as last time i wil either shop mysel or wit family lol.. so excited lol!

n so went to BUGIS shop shop.. a lot of thin to buy lol... so nice nice sia.. I LOVE IT MUCH LOL!!.. but i like spend too much le..

OMG!! i thin i going to b like mi mUm.. buy lots of clothings... O MY!!.. we reall is mum n daughter LOL.. haha..

N we went to e bugis street... walk here n there, walk up n down.. like exercising LOL.. haha...

in the end i bought three T-shirt, 1 dess, n 1 jacket (for my cousin).. its so cheap.. make mi buy until no $$$ LOL...

^^words fro the shirt ($10)

^^words fro the shirt ($8)

^^words fro the shirt ($10)

^^buy fro my cousin ($15)

^^long shirt LOL.. ($10)

dis month sure broke liao lo...

aft shopping till 2++pm wit HJ.. i went to meet HIM... n he some kind of jealous tat i pei HJ first .. haha.. no choice la.. she my gal-fren.. haha..

n he wann play pool... it was lik.. OMG.. long time didn play liao LOL.. haha.. due to my height..

n aft tat went to suntec watch a movie.. "27 dresses"... not bad LOL.. n we bought sushi insid e cinema LOL.. sHHh...

aft tat we had a nice chat b-4 he send mi hm.... hmmm...

quite happy aft all.. hees...

CoMpaNy DinNeR aT s'PoRe RecReaTiON

2008-02-01T17:35:00.000-08:00

CoMpaNy DinNeR aT s'PoRe RecReaTiON

today is my first day being a full timer worker lol... so cool!!!... haha..

n oso today is e day tat my company haf a company dinner at s'pore recreation at city hall.. where near at esplanda...

it was sOooOO.. cant b describe LOL... mayb first time join dis kind of event .. its reall COOL!!!

we went to the restaurant at abt 6.45pm lol.. it was like.... where e guests ???..

during e waiting period, "uncle" (which our company staffs called him)... chat wit mi.. he say tat last time he was a navy n work for 25+ yrs..

is lik OMG!.. so long.. ++ he say he went to many countries.. such as USA, japan, bLaH bLaH bLaH.. LOL.. so good.. lik hoilday lidat lo..

is like such an interesting story to mi... make mi "da kai yan jie"...

n oso i haf a great chat wit my Colleagues... sound so fun.. n get to no thm even closer

n my boss came.. "genie"!!.. O MY!! she dressed till .. so nice.. lik wedding lidat lol.. haha.. n oso..

"auntie" (which our company staffs called her) (she is "uncle" sis) oso wear until so luxury LOL..

so we waited till abt 8++pm den all guests haf arrived.. is lik... I"M HUNGRY!!!.. where's e FOOD??...

n we took photos too..

^^some company n outside staffs

^^genie n mi ....

n u no e food is DAMN DAMN not nice lol... yet one table cost $550++ lol... OMG man!!!.. NOT WORTH at all lol...

but we did hav fun .. as we tak lots of photos..

^^^galz staffs.. galz palace!

can c tat we haf more ladies den guys in e company lol... n kenny didn come for the company dinner due to his appoimtment... n so is angie.. wat a waste lol...

aft yumm.. we went to pub for a drink lol.. so cool... OMG.. once a yr lo... if many many times once a yr jiu hao lol..

thy order two bottle of martel.. n whisky.. it was like so rich LOL.. hmm.. can c tat all bosses very doted mi LOL.. treat mi very good..

is like my boss wan us tak cab hm .. n company pay for it.. LOL.. n oso... we drink n drink.. in e end, evon n cindy lik drunk..

so we leave the place at abt 11++ to 12 in e midnight.. n e boss HOH.. like drunk liao.. die die won't let mi off.. haha... n YI PEI oso LOL.. askin y m i in a rush..

n i say.. bLaH bLaH bLaH.. n she was shocked tat i had a BF??.. LOL.. n keep on askin...

n oso e boss intro a guy to mi.. say wat .. slowly "pei yang".. LOL.. so lame.. reall drunk..

n reach hm abt 12.15am .. did enjoy mysel.. THANKS LAPD!

i LiKe mY wOrK...

2008-01-31T17:25:00.000-08:00

i LiKe mY wOrK...

u no... e more i work in "LAPD".. e more i like it.. so is e ppl around.... esp. angie.. hees...

a great help fro her.. let mi no lots of stuffs.... mayb is cos she is a mother .. tat y treat mi so good??.. haha.. how hoping she can b my god-mother.. (sound old lol...)

although sometimes feeling very sleepy when typin + tired wakin so early jus to work.. but lots of interesting thin happen around... makin mi feel very xin fu lol.. (although i'm not)

but sometime i jealous HJ, YX , n my gangs frens.. as thy at least capable in somethin which i does not haf one.. hmm.. reall very jealous of thm.. haiz..

fro now, i must try very hard to aim my target ... first is of cos get well in e office workin stuffs.. get more pay.. n study hard for diploma.. n o level.. hmmm

o ya.. n angie told mi tat england $$ is 3 times as singapore.. as in s$60 = E$ 20 onl.. so little....

n she oso said tat in singapore there is a company fro USA.. where she work there b4.. hmmm.. she say tat normally ppl salary is abt $1200+.. USA company wil b given 2x of it lol...

wow.. its so COOL!!!.. i tryin to aim tat USA company as my job in future...

wAt iS rEgReT???

2008-01-30T16:54:00.001-08:00

wAt iS rEgReT???

today i having a great chat wit randall??.. hmm.. saying abt joanna stuffs ..

is like randall ask for a break n in end he wann patch as he cant forget her.. so sweet of him.. but very poor thin..

n he told mi friday night he sms her abt patch-ing thin... n lastly joanna called him n said clearly..

according to wat randall say.. she said to him very loudly in public.. + joanna wit her stead.. some sort of embrass randall lo.. so sad..

haiz.. not to say much abt it.. i onl can say a sentence over tat incident.... eveythin u do wil all b regret.. just use to it can le... tat wat i can onl...

love sometimes is so stressful den anythin else...

sO sWeEt oF hUi JeaN LoLz..

2008-01-29T17:09:00.000-08:00

sO sWeEt oF hUi JeaN LoLz..

today hoh.. SO PS LA!!! when going to off work tat time, i went to e toilet wash up my face.. n when i was going for a pee, my colleague come in.. den i realized i didn lock e door...

OMG!! i rmb i did LOCK lol... but y ... bLaH bLaH bLAH.. sO LamE n stupid LOLs... haha...

but however, aft my work , i went to meet mi frens for a dinner as a gathering , i guess...

meet up at 7.15pm wit HJ, ZX, randall n XS.. hmmm.. actuall wann yummy steamboat e.. BUT..... cos of ZX lol... cannot yummy meat.. so sad lol.. so decide to yumm pizza hut.. hmmm..

e food not bad lol... first time go there.. hees.. we yumm til 9pm lol.. as we chit chat .. (but mostly thy saying abt POLY stuffs so i didn care, as i ITE, so ODD!!)

hmmm... when randall c e bill.. he told mi $101.. i go silly silly believe it lol... haha.. but actuall is 76.50.. haha.. each person paid $15.30 lol.. so sweet..

aft yummy we went walk walk.. in order to get rids all e fats aft yumm .. haha..

o YA!! of cos i wil not forget is hui jean bought for mi a pencil box fro HK.. so touch lol.. my parents n sis oso say tat too.. (i show off to thm, wahhaa).. as in thy say first time ppl go oversea buy mi thin lol..

n thy say tat " not like tat yvo , went to china buy SO MANY CHEAP tin come bk to s'pore didn buy for u den at least HJ got e heart.. yvo ah, don b frens wit her"..

i was at there laugh lol.. haha.. but actuall HJ not e first ppl buy.. but is joanna.. mayb i tin joanna wont buy for mi e as in she gif a lot of ppl in front of mi , n she jus "shung ban" gif mi>???.. haha.. who no..

jus treat tat HJ is e first person gif mi lol.. so touch... but i jealous tat HJ say HK got lots of handsome guy lol... haha...

HJ gif mi a pencil box.. although not ex.. but got XIN YI lol.. don jealous HOH!! haha..

^^so sweet

aft tat.. i donno y my temper sooo SUX.. suddenly vent temper on HIM.. hmmm.. mayb i fall in love wit him again ba, due to his SWEET MOUTH...

mayb onl a few weeks onl ba.. hmmm... wil we bk together next time??.. ... stay tune in my blog den =P.. haha..

*iS iT tRuE oR fAKE di$ TimE???...

2008-01-28T02:16:00.000-08:00

iS iT tRuE oR fAKE di$ TimE???...

i donno dis time is it real???...or betting wit someone to jio mi bk again??.. or wan tat??.. or even treat tat i very stupid???..reall getting curious about it

or reall very sincerely jio-ing mi bk.. but y now den jio... dis is a question for mi to find out...as indeed i not good at all... ... here n tat all not so good ... all WORST lik shit....

but y sudden he wil ask for a patch???... + he sms very time, wit his sweet mouth which i very surprise.. is he reall n willin to chang??.. i not sure abt it...

IT SO WEIRD!!!

i onl wil tin tat... eg. he sms mi tat he reach hm very early.. but indeed, is it reall true??.. i dunno at all .... or even he say he not at tat place or not wit his frens.. i oso not so sure is he reall saying e fact or a fake..

if its reall willin to chang, i of cos wil happy , but i cant confirm tat next time... ....

cos mostly all guy is when u can't get e thin, u wil treat the tin sweet n nice n treasure it very much.. but when u got it, u wil tin tat e thin is forever ur so wont tak good care of it n didn treasure it much...

tat wat i scared of.. indeed TRUE!!!... r u reall true to mi now?? BUT Y??... i reall can't figure it out ..

CURIOUS OF MI !!!

hUi JeAN i MiS$ u LoTS LoLs...

2008-01-27T20:22:00.000-08:00

hUi JeAN i MiS$ u LoTS LoLs...

hui jean i so miss u lol... u go out for hoilday, didn bring mi along.. so bad ! haha...

hui jean went to hong kong c handsome guy for 4days lol.. sad.. no one acc mi... sian..

hey! i not les lol... i perfectly fine lol.. i NORMAL.. haha

is jus tat hui jean is my closer gal- frens among all.. although i didn share all my secret or problems to her,but we jus get very well along (i think so =P)..

i jus like HJ e way she is .... not like OTHERS.. acting in front of u, n at e bk is diff LIKE SHIT!!!.. I HATE IT MAN!!!... its so acting ... SO FAKE!!

n very shocked tat hui jean miss mi lol... n sms mi today in e afternoon when she in hong kong.. so sweet of her ♥ ♥

lol... reall very sweet lol.. make mi so touch... won't forget dis frens lol!!!.. ...

LOL... i FeEL sO XiN fU!!!

2008-01-25T01:01:00.000-08:00

LOL... i FeEL sO XiN fU!!!

hmm.. let mi tel u wat i bought lol.. hmm... tuesday we went to ToPaYo there shop shop lol...

hmm.. n i went in to a shop.. e shop is damn nice lol.. tin is import fro china.. hmmm..

in the end i bought a bag .. white colour... not tat nice but i in need much....

^^^$10 lol..

n i oso bought a shoe.. thy draw by thm-self lol... quite ex but i like it.. ...

^^^$12

but is not i pay.. is my dad.. haha...

n ytd my boss, genie went to HK n bought mi a shirt .. very touched isn't it.. haha.. she still let mi choose e pattern of the shirt before letting other colleagues tak it.. so sweet lol.. hees..

n i choose dis shirt, cos the rest is all animal pattern lol.. as i hate animal.. haha...

^^ pattern so cool

mayb i wil sign contract wit the company.. not thy jus gif mi shirt .. but jus lots of benefits abt it..

can spon. mi study dipolma.. one mth 1.2K.. n bLaH bLaH bLaH.. feel so xin fu lol

mY pReDicT ReaLL sO aCcuRaTe!!!..

2008-01-24T01:01:00.000-08:00

mY pReDicT ReaLL sO aCcuRaTe!!!..

today is the day i get my O level result.. lols.. my prediction is so ACCURATE!!!.. i fail.. wahaha..SIAO

m i mad?... dis time i shld b crying lol.. i saw my fren get 20++ cry like siao lo... den i get 30++ must jump off e building??.. lol..

i reall dunno y lols.. y i didn cry?.. mayb i mad??.. or acting in front of thm??... i not sure too.. jus don feel lik crying.. sianz..

mayb there's no one by my side [stead], tat y i can't cry out...hmm... anyway good luck to my gang of frens... all can go poly.. except mi.. told u lo.. I'M EXTRA!!!

today still pay my skol fee lo.. $39.. if i no i fail.. i won't pay lols.. haha..waste $$... i now alread save up to 1K le.. wahaha..

n mayb its e time now, we will b apart fro each other.. wil less , or even no contact wit one another..c ya guys... happy to u all....

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wHeRe ShLd i gO neXT??.... ..

i reall very shag abt my result??... i oso not tat sure lol.. but i got 3 choices...

1st- went bk to my STUPID skol n study

2nd- went to ite n study but still retak O level

3rd- work for the company, let thm spons. mi to study diploma accountant lo...

mayb most likely is choose choce 3 lo.. cos can earn money =P

at night we to carbana there drink with YQ, daryl n zhen you.. pity tat lance didn come.. cos tml he got test.. GOOD LUCK to him lol...

den e daryl say abt business tin make mi so du lan.. makin mi tin tat he e boss lidat.. den wat abt mi n YQ..

hmmm.. i shld not sms him tel Bing Hui tat i at carbana lo... he came too... n kep pesting mi to go hm quickly??...

is like.. WTF.. my stead or wat?? care so much??... i oso don care so much abt it lo.. hais..

i keep drinkin lo.. hmmm den went to arcade play??.. hmm.. n HE suddenly call mi.. very shocked.. he called askin mi how my o level

damn sweet lol.. i full of LOVE??.. haha.. but reall sweet lol.. got ppl concern.. abt my marks??.. but e result damn sux lo.. FUCK!!..

when reached hm.. BH keep callin n sms mi.. hmmm.. Bing hui thanks for concern mi.. but don too concern mi.. as i won't like u [treat mi BHB]

hmm.. n i chat wit HIM for abt 1hrs++??... damn sweet??.. heess

o LeVeL ResULt iS tML!!!..i diE tML!

2008-01-23T01:01:00.001-08:00

o LeVeL ResULt iS tML!!!..i diE tML!

hais.. result is tml.. n i hav no confidence in it.. i scared of takin it.. haiz..

i scared when takin e result .. is like i no their result sure better den mi.. den sure happy.. n thy wil kpo ask mi abt my result.. i dun like e feeling.. feelin very extra lidat

now i den regret lo.. haiz.. n actually o level is easy to study.. onl didn concentrate.. hais.. nvm.. everyone will regrets thin... so m i

i reall SCARED !!! mayb cos all my gang all taken award of $250 n mi??.. don even haf lo.. no even 1cents..

sian lo.. reall don haf the feelin to tak, wat to do??.. hav to acc HJ lo.. as no one acc her... tat wat fren for..cos i oso don wish to b alone lo.. so i no e feelin..

den i can tel u guys.. i sure fail for it.. i won't b so lucky everytim..

how to say??.. hmm.. PSLE is lucky lucky in, N level is "heng heng" JUST pass onl.. O level??.. sure "SWAY"!!.. die.. sians....

wAt cAN i dO iN oRdeR nOT tO hAte e PeR$oN?

2008-01-22T00:20:00.000-08:00

wAt cAN i dO iN oRdeR nOT tO hAte e PeR$oN?

i dunno y now days i don like e person [cannot b said]...

i lik cant stand on him/her lo.. esp his/her 's word of saying n action.. hais..

to him/her, mayb jus joking.. playing.. but to mi, it seem tat i so USELESS, must depend on him/her lidat lo..

cannot depend on him/her wil die lidat lo.. i tin i JEALOUS of him/her.. .. mayb cos her brain smarter, clever.. lots of ppl adore him/her..

mayb i tin too much or wat??.. is like i sms him/her, she/he don even wann reply mi n tel mi she busy, but others, can b reply.. wat dis man??.. reall so QIAO??..

who no??.. onl e person no..

can anyone tel mi what can i do in order not to hate e person!.. if not i wil hate e person deeper in my heart!..

mayb can't even b frens too!!!.. ..

*ReLaTioNsHiP aT oUr aGe iS iT pOs$iBLe??..

2008-01-21T23:16:00.000-08:00

ReLaTioNsHiP aT oUr aGe iS iT pOs$iBLe??..

today aft work, meet my partners n zhen you.. talk abt business stuffs??.. till 9 ++pm.. den we went ahead to bedok inter tak bus.. when we walkin.. we saw joanna wit a guy..

i didn c tat clearly.. BUT zhen you thy all did.. esp ZY lo.. like damn angry lidat..

hmm.. when i saw joanna, my first tin tin of it is.. where randall??... n e guy oso not tat handsome lo..

but heard fro daryl thy all, joanna n tat guy were holding hand n hugging... is lik WT... den randall how??...

last time like randall like mad gal den now suddenl change target.. n daryl told mi, joanna auto sms him say.. is randall don wan her first.. n got anythin abt tat sms her ..

is like.. WTF.. she like so scared lidat lo.. hais.. i oso don care liao.. cos not my business.. i onl jus can't stand on it lo.. if not happy, den don read my blog lo..

reall wondering , at our age, there's no relationship exist?.. so wat if it exist?... can it b last long enough??

my ans mayb is no ... jus an eg. btw randall n joanna.. randall is such a nice guy but yet come to an end..

happiness??.. wat tat to mi??... hurts n saddness to mi onl.. there no happiness in my relationship at all.. i reall dun understan.. mayb fate told mi, relationship is not a choice for mi...

but to stay single??.. tat cruel to mi isn't it??.. hmmm.. forget it den.. i miss him..

oPeNinG a ShoP iN pRoCe$s...

2008-01-20T00:52:00.000-08:00

oPeNinG a ShoP iN pRoCe$s...

wit my partners...

please show ur support lols...

even u don wish to buy.. c our blogshop oso can lols...

making blogshop in process...

wil b official open during CNY..

多多支持!!!

sTuPiD TiN tAt i EvER dO iN mY LiFe!!!

2008-01-18T11:44:00.000-08:00

sTuPiD TiN tAt i EvER dO iN mY LiFe!!!

O ya.. today went to Ngee Ann ploy wit daryl, yvo, zhen you n my beloved "LANCE"..lol..kiddin..haha..

meetin thm at 11.30am at clementi MRT..but zhen you thy all reached first, n so thy went to makan first..

when i reached there, lance were waiting there too.. so we both went to find thm...

lance is too KIND lol??.. a SP student acc us to NP there.. A BETRAYER GUY of SP student.. so is DAryl .. haha

when reach the location.. OMG! so many ppl sia! lik having a fun fair lols.. den got free takin dis n tat.. lols.. regreted tat didn tak a BIG bag along wit mi lols..

den e dough [dunno how to spell] "ma chan" free..den lance yummy 3 pcs lols.. big eater!.. den zhen you like water buffalo.. drnk free dinks.. haha..

so big lol e place..hmmm.. when i c e event, OMG! i missed everythin!..i wann no more abt it everythin.. but regretted!

i wann join dis, join that.. all course r so interesting.. but i not god, wat m i going to choice in e end.. SIAN.. HAIZ!

aft finished all the stuffs at NP, went to orchard road there as daryl having his interview bLaH bLaH bLaH...

n we waited him at burger king for abt 1hr lo.. his FACE SOOO BIG lol... den yvo read magazine, lance STUDY [OMG], zhen you doing nothin..n mi,reading book?? good gal hoh.. hees..

u no u no..tel u a secret wor... yvo n lance so pei lol... hees.. shhh.. let c in future wil thy b together kk ??.. tel u next time lol.. don tel yvo wor..

dinner went to KFC yummy.. lols.. so ex.. no student meal.. as we adult..hmm.. zhen you seem a kid to mi lo.. i dunno y.. hmmm.

aft tat, yvo went to kallang there as she need to go to grandma house, lance went bk hm to study as next week his exam comin.. OMG.. so good boy meh??.. n e 3 of us went bk to tampines tak bus hm..

once reached hm, went to zzz as so tired.. haha.. wake up, told mi dad tat i went to daryl house, nev come hm.. den he shout n sold mi.. i hack care!
i go his house doing business stuffs lo.. y he can't b like mi mum lidat open mineded a bit lo!.. i reall don understan!

dad! jus leave mi alone.. now i hav my aims n dreams.. tat is open a shop n handle it well... n wat u said to mi.. DON do! WTF.. no matter wat, i wil do!!.. my dreams wil start fro here!!...

bk to topic, i went to shower.. aft tat... ....

i did a reall reall very stupid tin today lo... reall very STUPID!!!!

it happened when i was washing my clothes as i love e clothes a lot lo.. tat im when daryl birthday,i went to buy it... ...

den daryl cal mi askin mi here n there lol... aft listening to his craps, i went bk to my washing again.. n instead of takin my clothes to make it dry.. i throw to the rubbish bin.. which is e garbage bin lo.. WTF!!..

when i threw,i shout!..n sold mysel STUPID MI! OMG!!!.. y m i so stupid throw to the rubbish bin! $10 shirt jus wear once so wasted lo! den i called bk to daryl sold him.. n he laugh lo.. so bad!

he suggested to mi ask mi to go down open the garbage bin door n tak it out..den i went to open it! cos mi $10 lo.. jus wear once.. very wat lo!!..KNS!

he tot i joking wit him... but i seriously stupid go took it bk lo!

when i went down open the door..OMG! so dark, tak wat shit lo.. but in e end manage to get it bk.. SO SMELLY..n mi sis said y she no my hotmail is rubbishgal, cos i tak tin fro the rubbish bin.. WTH!..

u tot i wan meh.. very ex to mi lo.. STUPID DARYL make mi throw into e bin lol..i went to wash bk, n so long.. jus b cos of the smelly smell.. ..

u no! dis is the STUPID TIN I EVER DO IN MY LIFE!!!.. ...

aft washin.. went to daryl house TON.. wan to do business stuffs! jia you

k k .. i went to do my stuffs wit my partner le.. hees..chat next time lols.. haha

*wEiRd PpL dO wEiRd tHiNg...

2008-01-17T23:02:00.000-08:00

wEiRd PpL dO wEiRd tHiNg...

hmmm... today received bing hui's msg ... at first he asking mi, wat m i doing.. den bLaH bLaH bLaH...

saying till.. ... saying he love mi??... wat sia.. wat kind of joke is tat.. lame lols... so joke wit him too..

n suddenl say sorry to mi.. den i ask for wat purpose.. n u guess wat he said??.. sorry for loving mi.. WT... ... m i reall tat a joke to u guys.. keep jokin wit mi.. hmmm.. lame lols

but he sound like serious.. hmmm wat to do nah?? wondering is it HE call bing hui to sms lik dis??.. he was sOOOooo LAME la.. i heard BH patch wit his ex stead le lo..

reall very weird.. mayb is HE send BH to sms dis kind of msg ba??... who no ss ???...

HaPpY BiRtHdAy WyNnE!!!

2008-01-16T23:51:00.000-08:00

HaPpY BiRtHdAy WyNnE!!!

nothin to write lols.. so decide to post some my DIY lols.. which i gif thm as x'mas gift on daryl's chalets lols..

1st i ♥ e most is zhi xian e..cos very nice...

^^nice lols..

2nd is jerral e.. esp is cos tat e words n colours suit lols..

^^jerral lols..

3rd is daryl lols.. pic is cute.. draw by my sis lols..

^^daryl's lols..

^^draw by my sis lols..

4th is jeff lols.. ps.. don blame mi lols.. haha

^^hmm.. jeff..ps lols..

lastly is YQ ..last min draw e.. so lidat lidat lols..

^^ ok la.. quite nice lols..

nice hoh?? =P den call mi if u wan it.. sell u at cheapest price lols.. haha

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n today i workin hoh.. very wat lols. need to study a thick book lols.. wan my life lols.

OMG!! so thick.. when m i going to finish reading lols..

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n at nite HE msn mi.. sayin tat he workin at PP..hai.. wan mi to visit him??.. n say tat good luck for my O level result lo..

stil say wat wil stand by my side.. wat tat meanin lo.. don understand.. hai.. can't u straight forward!... stop makin mi guess....

HaPpY BiRthdaY dArYL pOtATo!!....

2008-01-15T23:44:00.000-08:00

HaPpY BiRtHdAy dArYL pOtAtO!!..

takin half day off today, jus to celebrate daryl's birthday lols..

nan de i tak off lei.. haha so went to city hall meet thm.. n thy keep change location, in e end meet at marine square there lo.. go k box lo..

den haf to wait to YQ off work so..... went shop for wynne present wit daryl.. n lance,zhen you went to arcade there

to make it simple n sweet... i short cut lols..lazy to write.. haha..no time buy a cake for daryl.. so replace a cake as mango pudding lol.. haha... ps lols.. too rush..

^^wishing in process lols..

^^happy birthday to wynne n daryl lols..

n we sing till 11pm??.. den went hm...but b4 tat, we took pic lols.. haha.. as today daryl's birthday lols.. haha

^^GUYS

^^cheers..

aft tat.. thy play ytd game again.. lols.. piggy bk!.. siao lols..

^^ yong quan & zhen you

^^birthday boy n lance

lols.. u no wat?. when ever i c lance, it remind mi of HIM.. i dunno y.. mayb e shadow reall look like him lols.. character, manner same.. but diff is tat, lance is a clever boy lo..

at first i c him, look lik ITE student lo.. won't study tat type lols.. but he fro a high skol.. can u believe tat??.. OMG! i too looked down on him le lols.. ps.. haha

if next time i fall in love wit him how??haha.. kiddin lols.. as his shadow reall looked like HIM! =P lols.. guess not lols.. relationship to mi is SUX!

but if i kept on c lance,wil remind mi of him.. wat m i going to do? kill lance? or hate??.. like very bad hoh..no choice la.. he looked like HIM lo.. ps lo.. don blame mi lols.. sry ah lance..

but did enjoy today..fun indeed!

wEnT cARbAnA dRiNk dRiNk...

2008-01-14T23:41:00.000-08:00

wEnT cARbAnA dRiNk dRiNk...

today meet zhen you, lance,daryl n yq at PP.. as we went to drink drink lo..

aft tat, we discuss abt work stuffs as zhen you n lance haven come.. hmmm..

abt 9++pm den went to east coast park e carbana.. lols..

OMG thy checking IC lol.. but e waiter didn check mi.. mayb i too pretty le.. =P haha..

but daryl can't drink cos tml den his birthday lols.. unlucky sia.. so he can't drink..too sad

we chit chat,play, lols..

^^YQ took it..

bing hui didn work today.. so sad lols.. haha.. no choice.. but he gif mi 10% discount if i not wrong lols.. so good lol.. i ♥ it.. thanks..

abt 11+pm we went hm.. but during the journey, thy lik drunk lidat lols.. haha.. piggy bk each other n run to a distance.. n all fall down.. haha

as we walk we saw somethin special lols..

^^can c YQ inside??

^^^ daryl lols...

thanks guys.. thankful to u!

dArYL'$ cHaLeT PaRTy... wOhOOoo

2008-01-12T21:42:00.000-08:00

dArYL'$ cHaLeT PaRTy...

wOhOOoo

finally e day come.. daryl's chalet! yeah!.. forget everythin for one day... GOOD! [i thin]

n i can stay overnight wit mi outing frens lol.. pity tat yvo can't stay.. if not she can acc mi lol... hmm..

i abt 8 ++ pm reached his chalet.. COS in afternoon visit my grandma, abt evening went to my aunt house there, help thm do their hair as thy attending a wedding dinner lol...

den at night went to changi hospital there visit my uncle... he in ICU.. wat the FUCK lo... i go there.. my mind is like. full of my grandpa stuffs lo.. like a computer downloading a lot of tin lo..
FUCK up la! i don like going to changi hospital ... ITS SUX LIKE HELL... hai

hmm .. aft going to e fuckin hospital, went to daryl's chalet.. wit HJ.. where i met her at simei MRT lol... hees.. reall gif face. hees...

hmmm.. reached there, it was like...... OMG!.. sOOooo MANY ppl sia! MORE relatives den frens lol... n daryl was busy attend his relative.. so we went shop shop walk walk n yummy e BUFFET lol... hees

when takin yummy.. got a gal [dunno who lol] tot is e 172 gal frens, den i go STUPID ask him who tat gal lo... den he said it his EX =x OMG!! ask wrong ppl liao.. siao liao!.. but hope he don mind lol.. PS

aft yummy, awhile, we go cut cake lol... haha.. OMG!! so MANY ppl lol.. hmmm.. pity tat i didn tak e photos... wasted.. hmmm...

den we went to a bbq n seat down drink.. den e stupid YQ wann c MORE gals.. den go knock ppl door .. den e gals open e door... all JAPANESE GAL.. YQ thy all happy like mad lol.. PERVERTS!
haha.. here e photos of those perverts n innocent gals.. hees..

^^^YQ sure happy lik hell lols.. haha

^^all mad le lols... haha...

aft that.. mi, yvo, her bro, lence, shuzheng n e guo hui, if i not wrong, went to mcd for ICE CREAM lol.. cos jus now drink e wine is villana flavour ... hees..

aft yummy finish, we took photo again lols.. family photos??.. haha..

^^^ manfred "gu yi" de

^^my stupid eyes spoilt e whole PICS!!!..

abt 1++ am.. everyone had went hm lol... sian.. von OSO go HM!! SIAN.. haha.. den left, mi, daryl, jeff, e guo hui??, lence, zhen you, yong quan, shu zheng.. e 8 of us lol..

hmmm... den daryl open his presents los.. so many n EX too.. so jealous lols.. haha... den when he open mine.. so funny.. as i put layersSS of newspaper.. wahaha.. tini'm e cheapest present of all lols..

hmmm.. we chit chat here n there.. den e stupid YQ onl care his drink.. keep forcing mi to drink e wisky (if i not wrong).. e smell damn strong..

n in e end, he e first "dao xia" lols... he drunk damn funny lols.. everyone all laugh.. n zhen you b come his nanny.. haha..

as for jeff, he fall asleep as he work till 1AM n rush bk to e chalet lol.. so very tired.. n e rest of us play a very very stupid game!..

an empty cup let us add tin.. loser hav to dink.. very F lol... thy add, tomato sauce, salt, alochol, n water.. OMG.. so "ER XIN"... pui..

den stay till 5++ am all zzz.. left mi n ZY.. as thy all say wann watch sun rise e.. F lo.. hais.. very wat lo.. left mi n him.. so we go out walk le den come bk.. hmmm

n e stupid jeff zz until so good.. 1person occup. one bed.. den YQ snooOOO till i can't zzz.. n Lence very hot still wann cover blanket, keep snatchin fro mi lo!... haha...

but i indeed hav a great fun lols.. thanks guys.. muacks.. love u guys lots..
lets haf a gathering next time lol.. i 'll b waiting .. ....

HaPpY BiRtHdAy mY DeaReSt zHi XiAn!!!. ..

2008-01-11T17:08:00.000-08:00

HaPpY BiRtHdAy mY DeaReSt zHi XiAn!!!. ..

today is zhi xian e birthday lols.. hmmm.. happy birthday..

aft work went to meet zhi xian & hui jean for dinner lols.. as a birthday treat to ah xian lo.. .... so i met hui jean first n went to pastamia there booked place... n siew ling is there.. yeah.. got discount lols.. hees..

don c hui jean small small size e , actualll she is a BIG eater lols... hees.. she ordered a pizza, n a pasta which share wit mi... i yummy e pasta alread make mi so full... can't put e pizza into my stomach lo....

n we oso wish, sing, n oso tak photos lols... so fun aft all... .... as two beauty acc a birthday boy celebrated his birthday lols =P....

birthday boy!

aft yummy finish, we went shop shop for daryl's present lols.. zhi xian quite nice of it lols.. buy a $29.90 e lego gift lols... so touching.

n as for hui jean, at first she wann buy books.. once step in "times" she c a mahjong book.. "MA JIANG SHU" means lose all e way lol =P hees..

aft shopping finish wit zhi xian (buying e present), hui jean said buy a cake if not very ke lian of him.. so she went to buy cake, n as for mi, acc zhi xian n lied to him tat hui jean go hm le... hee...

den i tak zhi xian to e CPF building there, gif- ing him a surprise lol.. ... hees.. quite fun aft all...

aft celebrating, i rushed to daryl's chalet??... hees... wit 2 bottles of coke lol... heavy like hell.. how can let such a pretty gal carry heavy staffs lols... =P

lols... when i reached, yvo, her bro, lence, zy, yq n daryl were waitin for mi??.. but yvo n her bro was abt to go hm le lo.. very "ke xi"...

send yvo to e car park n went bk to e chalet... OMG.. onl 4 guy n one gal lol... sian.. nothin to do oso.. onl drink drink drink (which Yong Quan LOVE it a lotsss lol...)

drink n play cards till 11++pm den jiu go hm lols.. n i gamble with thm lol... hees..yong quan owe mi an ice cream less den $1, Lence owe mi an ice cream, any amount oso can, daryl owe mi 3 stick of chocolates, n i owe zhen you a meal.. WTF lol...

can't stay tonight lols.. sianz.. hees..

n e stupid pervert yong quan, onl like 4 tins... 1st, gal.. 2nd, cigarette... 3rd, beer or wine lols... n 4th, $$$.... ...

but tml i wil b staying over night.. yeah.. love u guys, my dearest frens.. muacks...

but hey guys.. don u tin i so qian bian??.. lol.. keep wit guys n i onl gal??.. i oso dunn y lo.. is like i hav more boy fren den gal fren.. if wann say who mi closer gal frens, i dun tin any.. but if good fren, Hui jean n yvo lo..

OMG!! i tin i bitch man.. everyone wil tin of mi tat way.. hmmm.. but i did enjoy lots of enjoyment wit guy frens.. shit!

*iT maKiNg mI bLuR!!!.. wAt iS tRuE waT iS FaKe!!!

2008-01-11T00:53:00.000-08:00

iT maKiNg mI bLuR!!!..
wAt iS tRuE waT iS FaKe!!!

i had enough le lo... wat wann jio mi bk.. dn make mi tin so much of getting high hope.. enough le lo.... stop makin fool of mi although i'm STUPID!!!... ....

my cousin toda saw u at tm walkin wit frens wit an ah beng walkin style n look!!!.. .. wat dis man!.. stil say off hp cos don wann contact wit frens.. .. ALL BULL SHIT!!!... ... KNS!!!

ytd still accidently call mi using ur mobile... tin u call wrong den.. u wil so good call mi??.. like real!!! ... in e end stil let mi no u lie to mi wat didn use mobile...

lie to mi again!!! once again!!! i alread had enough le.. i don even no wat is true or false fro ur mouth talkin to mi.. i won't believe u anymore... not even a single word..

mayb u shld find other gal more stupid den mi n play... stop play on mi.. i can't afford it.. thanks!!!... ...

*oPeN a bUsiNe$s b BosS sOOn...

2008-01-10T17:05:00.000-08:00

oPeN a bUsiNe$s b BosS sOOn...

hmmm... my dear frens, i going to open a business soon wit my frens ... pls gif some face.. lol... sure interest u guys lot lots...

wait for my blog shop!

dUn PuT HiGh hOpE!!!.. ...

2008-01-09T17:51:00.000-08:00

dUn PuT HiGh hOpE!!!.. ...

haiz.. i tin i shld not put high hope not it.. dis kind of guy.. i dun tink he wil change.. jus now c he send mi e msg-er saying he didn called mi ytd cos of ytd went down to c wat happen to his fren..

WTF.. .. sure no tat his fren r important to him no matter wat lo. .. still said wann change, n went bk to study.. i tin is jus sayin onl.. i snld not tin too much of it..

is like no matter how he change, frens r still important to him.. den fine wit mi.. i tin i shld not keep putting high hope on it..

mayb he alread had a gal fren outsid but jus tat i dunno n make mi wait for him.. n said tat he don haf any gal fren??.. . mak mi tin tat we haf e chance to patch??.. haiz ..

reall dunno wat he tinking abt.. onl he no it better..

i reall had enough le lo..

*LeaRn NeW ThiNgS.. ..

2008-01-08T22:54:00.000-08:00

LeaRn NeW ThiNgS.. ..

lols.. today my boss suddenl lock mi n her in a room.. OMG??.. wat she trying to do ???...

haha.. she wann tel mi if she can let mi do more work.. let mi learn how to key statement in excel... n helping to write CHQ.. OMG.. its so wonderful..

lols... love dis company ever.. LAP rox lols.. =P

but still bored too.. so go kpo c ppl blogs again lols.. i saw shenn n oso terence thy all e blog [ 2 dif grps] OMG!!! their life is so fun & interesting lo.. haiz.. unlike mi.. saddness life.. reall jealous le lo.. HUMPH!!!.. ...

mayb cos of i single??.. hmm.. argh!!...my BF, where u... i lookin for u like hell lo... pls quicky appear n i won't b in a saddness life anymor lo..[ i tink so ba].. ...

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n ytd HE say he wil called mi around 11pm++ n wann talk abt his tin.. den i stupid stupid go n believe his words n went to wait till 12++..

in e end i fedup n jus zzz.. such an irresponsible guy.. haiz..

when wil he change?? wil he change?? wat kind of change?? become more bad??.. ..

i don tin he like mi...

(mayb dun need tin oso no)

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went to heartland mall wit family.. n went to eat saka sushi.. oMG!!!... $44++ n lots of enjoyment..

but didn tak camera out tat time.. wat a waste lol... next time must bring my camera everywhere i go no matter wat lols..

*jUs b-cO$ oF a $tUpiD CoCoNuT MiLk!!!

2008-01-06T17:48:00.000-08:00

jUs b-cO$ oF a $tUpiD CoCoNuT MiLk!!!

today dream of my grandfather.. i dream tat he in his room crying.. keep repeating sayin he don wish to die.. hais... den mak mi cried oso.. n i hug him

aft crying, he went to e cupboard, took out a grey colour pants, a boxes & a jacket [which is mine], saying tat when he die, he wann wear n said tat e pants is fro his father e.. den left e clothes n shoe asked mi buy..

sayin finished, he disappeared... n i woke up.. haiz.. den quickly went to on e tv c ytd 4D no
e no come out, "1241" which is my previse dream no lo.. sianz.. didn buy, if not win $250.. .. but i reall don care abt $$.. i reall jus wonderr if my dream reall true????...

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today is a fuckin day of my life.. jus b-cos of a fucking coconut milk.. FUCK!!!!... . ..

today can say its a moving fuckin house lo.. as last time my uncle hav lots of tin but no place to put so put at my grandma house.. hmmm..

n last week, "lao fou ye" asked my uncle to moved all e tin bk to his house.. WT.. my uncle's place alread no place yet stil wann move..

fine wit my uncle den help him up lo... onl three of us (my uncle, stephanie & mi).. lots of tin to carry lo.. WT!!!.. fro 10am help help till 1++pm stil haven finish lo..

cos his blk was like.. .. e lift is onl 11 storey n yet his level is 8 storey.. den need to carry all e boxes down 3 storey.. wann my life man!!!...

aft carried finished the first part of e boxes, we went bk to grandma house again as still got lots more.. hmmm..

reached there, my grandma asked mi to buy coconut milk for makin curry.. so i lazy to walk far den went to e nearest mama shop n buy..

at e mama shop, onl left e big size of the brand lo.. den e small size is other brand tat i not familiar wit.. so in e end buy e big size of the brand..

passed to my grandma, den here come WORLD WAR 3!!!.. ... say buy so big for wat den scold mi.. N start to sing "SONGSss".. she wan my uncle to bring e big tv console, n e cupboard all move hm.. watever shit oso move..

WTF lo... u tin we super man & woman??... 3 ppl can move ma??... + so heavy los.. hais.. sianz.. in e end stil moved lo.. n bLaH bLaH bLaH, here come our herosss..

888 family lols... so many ppl??.. 6 of it??.. lols.. so glad-ful.. lol.. den abt 15 min we move everythin except e tv console at my grandma house lols..

so went bk to "lao fou ye" house.. den u no wat.. she cried.. FUCK lo.. make mi cry oso.. very badly.. she said abt my grandfather stuffs.. haix.. i alread feel bad abt it le lo..

she kept on sayin wat who cos grandfather death.. i alread had enough of tat le lo.. ENOUGH!!!.. ... i reall wish i can forget everythin abt e death!!!!!! i tin i going to b crazy n mad one day!!!.. ..

hAiZ.. i ReALL cAn'T 4GeT e iNcidEnT!!!

2008-01-05T17:03:00.000-08:00

hAiZ.. i ReALL cAn'T 4GeT e iNcidEnT!!!

dis mornin abt 5++am.. stupid Zhen You sms mi sayin abt mp3.. n wake mi up.. n it reminds mi of when my grandpa die, a midnight called recived fro my uncle lo.. haiz..

i reall can't 4get e incident.. m i reall useless... i kept thinkin n thinkin abt e past.. n make mi can't zzz.. n i cried very badly.. haiz.. i reall miss him..

i kept thinkin how i saw him e last time in hospital wit a smile, e death of appearance, n how he like mi.. haix..

i reall dun understan, is dis world born to b cruel.. if there is a planet called forgotten... i would rather go there.. haiz..

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dis early mornin oso received a called fro mi mum lo.. ask mi to attend my sis CCA fair on her behalf lo... WT... ... i so sleepy lo..

in e end, i stil attended.. OMG!! the skol is sooOO nice den mi skol lo.. toilet oso SOoo BIG, nice!! onl no toilet roll lol =P

NNNnn oso e CCA is damn fun n interestin den my boring skol lo.. haha.. when i saw thm performing, i was like regreting??...

as in last time didn join any uniform grp or choir or bLaH bLaH bLaH.. as their performance attract my attention.. n e choir singsing mak mi so touch of wann join thm..

dis time i wann mak my sis wit no regrets... jus don b like mi join wat netball.. in e end, injuries lots n lots.. hmm..

i tin i wil treasur my surroundings fro dis min till e end of my life..

i $TiLL LiKe HiM? i Mi$s HiM??...

2008-01-04T23:04:00.000-08:00

i $TiLL LiKe HiM?

i Mi$s HiM??...

today is a special day??.. cos our company having a lunch !!! yeah!! same as last yr.. but more ppl n in diff restaurant.. lols..

can said tat my first time yummy so full n happy lols.. as its company treat =P

eat until $230++ lols.. OMG!!.. i suddenl feel so xin fu lols.. aft yummy, went bk work.. suddenl feel so much energy lols. den keep workin.. OMG!!! i going to b mad soon!!!... lols..

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today so bored at work so go c c ppl blog lols.. so bad =P

yuan xin's blog make mi more pay attention in c-ing lo.. she most of it say abt life, her BF.. can c tat her BF is so sweet.. handmake card, buy chocolates, flowers n lots more tat can let ppl touched.. can i find a BF jus like him??.. i don tin so ba..

my last ex, i dunno y i treasure him lot n in e end, i tin he dun even thin to treasure mi. haiz.. m i stil liking him??...

i reall hope i can find a stead tat can jus like yuan xin's BF n my cousin lo.. so sweet.. i don tink i don haf e "fu qi" ba.. haiz.. blame my life den.. ... n fate ba.. so jealous of her lo.. humph! =P

n had a chat wit him on msn.. i like so stupid?? went to ask him if his nick is it refering to mi.. n bLaH bLaH bLaH, he said dunno if he is correct to jio mi bk again??..

wat does tat mean lo!!!.. if its reall wrong den don jio bk.. like so "xin ku" lidat lo.. i reall dun understand.. haiz..

mayb single to both of us is better ba??...

*YeaH nO sKoL 4 Mi.. waHaHA...

2008-01-02T17:41:00.000-08:00

YeaH nO sKoL 4 Mi..
waHaHA...

lols... dis yr i feel so good!!..no skol for mi. wahaha.. cool .. i ♥ it!!.. lols..

but working is sooo sianz .. wat to do??.. cos of a symbol, $$$$!!!.. if got ppl support mi "jiu hao le".. anyone wann support mi??.. =P

hmmm lets contiune ytd lols.. ...

hmmm.. once reached my grandma house, my grandma busy cookin n "start to sing song" AGAIN.. said tat, y my mum took so long to come.. den bLaH bLaH bLaH.. hais.. SIANZ liao..

i reall dun understan y my grandma lidat.. u no wat?? some times i keep thinkin, if my grandma die ( touch wood), wil we cry, jus like grandpa passed away??.. i tin not??..

suddenly feel tat i reall hope my grandpa not dead but missing.. i wan him by my side.. i jus think its not fair to us esp death.. haiz..

hmm.. bk to topic... as usual, pray pray for his 1st birthday.. can b rmb last year of ytd, we celebrating our grandparents birthday is so happy like hell.. can't b forgotten.. but now.. haiz..

aft prayin finish.. chit chat wit my cousin... abt 1++pm i den go zzz... till 5++pm??... hmmm.. o ya!!! my lovely cousin, ERIC bought mi a belated x'mas present lols..

so lovely.. as first time hav a cartoon t- shirt lols.. sure very EXXX ba.. i wil treasure it!! thanks man.. love ya.. muacks..

HaPpY nEw YeAr EvEryOnE!!!

2008-01-01T17:40:00.000-08:00

HaPpY nEw YeAr EvEryOnE!!!

maY uR dReaMs cOme TruE.....

happy new year!!.. 2008 .. hope my dreams can come true lols.. u guys too!!!

last night i ton e whole day lols.. damn cool??.. ytd aft my work 5pm?.. den straight away went to find daryl thy all at city hall.. jeff didn come.. sad lols..

daryl e potato said wann go c c fire works at esplanada lols.. a great idea of it!!??..

first we went to suntec city looked for e "172".. den went to basement yummy our dinner.. aft tat went to stroll as too early le.. so we took photos here n there..

(post it ltr due to daryl's laptop at ICU)

n my dad called mi.. we quarrel.. reall unreasonable!!!.. hais.. but thanks to 888mum.. she helped mi.. thanks..

aft tat went to booked a good scene to c e fireworks.. sOOOooo many ppl lo.. waited till 10++pm.. we all wann go for toilet lols.. haha.. all takin turns.. squeezing here & there lols.. almost can't went bk to our location..

hmmm.. can c tat daryl n zhen you bk to normal??.. so happy for mi lo.. frens r frens...

jus nice 12am.. 2008!!.. fireworks began.. .. sOOoo Nice lols.. lets u guys c some photo of it lols...

(post it ltr due to daryl's laptop at ICU)

our surroundin ppl are so cute n funny lols.. wish us happy new year n asked wat my wish r??.. hmmm.. shh.. lols..

aft it had ended.. we dimissed, n went to HSBC building looked for Lance.. .. but once reached there.. daryl disappeared lols..

staying there abt 15min.. daryl bk! haha.. den went to clak quay( dunno if i spell rite) haf yummy.. thanks to "172" idea.. went to restaurant yumm lols.. n in e ended, we had ate $95.. OMG.. its hurt my feelin lols..

n we tak photos over there too... as "ji nang ping" lols..

(post it ltr due to daryl's laptop at ICU)

aft makin my heart pain.. we went to pub n drink.. Yeah!!! e pub called "waiting pub".. stil tot of reall need to wait.. so stupid of mi!..

n besid e pub got coffee shop.. we all regret to eat at restaurant lols.. but forget it.. over its over lols..

we ordered dunno wat shit lols.. dunno how to spell lols.. but i jus can b drink =P haha.. its cost $188 lols... O my!!.. "once in a life time"???.. haha..

lance drink a lot, but yet didnt drunk .. such a good drinker lols.. as for others.. i not sure if thy drunk lols.. haha.. but i'm sure tat i not drunk can le.. haha..

we stil takin photo lols.. thanks to daryl lols..

like to tak photos so much lols..

(post it ltr due to daryl's laptop at ICU)

slackin there abt 4++am??.. as e pub was abt to close lols.. "172" said he hungry n sat at e coffee shop yumm lols.. e rest of e guys ordered a cup of tea lols.. mayb thy reall drunk haha..

so don looked down of gals lols.. haha.. den we go stroll stroll along e s'pore river ( if i not wrong), sit down there wait for e first train to arrive..

den bLaH bLaH bLaH.. thy all started to play on "bangala" (dunn how to spell) by usin e spray stuffs.. except mi n Lance lo.. thy so bad.. disturb thm when zzz.. haiz.. god bless!!!...

mayb thy stil kids lols.. haha.. so mi n lance sit at 1 corner watched a free show lols.. watched till until .... train come.. haha..

when going in, a guy shake my hand for greetings & said sry abt his frens haf drunk.. lols.. sound weird??.. cos a gal drunk like fake lols.. but e gal action is damn funny.. shoutin so loud.. play around e MRT station.. haha..

wondering if i drubk wil i b like tat gal fooling around lols.. =P hope not lols..

when boarded inside e train, all guys fro a playful mood to a sleepy mood lols.. so cute.. except lance.. haha.. reall are takin kids out.. haha

everyone all board off at eunos except mi & lance los.. so we chat all e way.. he soo wat lols.. lik so much energy lols.. stil going to fren house play mahjong lols.. "pei fu" him.. ... don need zzz at all.. hmm..

so we walk till swimmin complex there dismissed.. sianz.. need to go bk ah ma house for pray pray..

contiune tml lols.. c ya..

mY 2008'$ Re$OLuTiOnSss... ..

2007-12-31T22:13:00.000-08:00

anmY 2008'$ Re$OLuTiOnSss... ..

tml is 2008!!! new year, new life lols.. wHoo!!! yeah man...

♥ FREEDOM!!! - can b stay overnight outside...

♥ grow taller a bit.. - about 160cm??..

♥more slim a bit.. - 43kg??..

♥ no pimples or illness at my bk lols - if not more ugly

♥ removed my dark rings - i can't stand it anymore lol.

♥ more pretty =P - can attract more handsome guy =P

♥ haf my own room - dn need alwa quarrel wit my sis..

♥ own computer/ laptop, ipod - wat i wish for many many yrs lols

♥ many many nice clothings, shoes n bags -no more clothings, shoes n bags le..

♥ b a mature gal gal.... - so won't b so childish n sotong

♥ b a good drinker =P - won't let guys looked down.. but i dun wan addicted!!

♥ my parents can understand mi - always quarrel cos of my frens.. FUCK!!!

♥ more income / $$$ - let mi spent [at least 2k in my bank at e end of june]

♥ a good BF - aiming my target (post: 19 oct 07) [jia you lols]

♥ close frenSSs - won't b betray, can b talk along n haf fun

♥ treasure everyone, surroundings - dun wish to b regret anythin any moment...

♥ more courage - have e courage to speak wat on my mind...

♥ n lots.. .... wait until wat i wan den i type again lols... hees...

Hope my dreams come true..
didn come true, at least half of my dream come true lolsSss..

wEnT fOr a WeddiNg DiNnEr.. So SweeT!!

2007-12-30T20:46:00.000-08:00

wEnT fOr a WeddiNg DiNnEr..

So SweeT!!

today went for my dunno who e weddin.. haha.. but e food is sO YUMMY!!...

today i wear e purple clothes tat Daryl choose for mi??.. sOOO PURPLE!!.. first time wear so dull colour lo.. n its look old on mi.. must thanks to daryl??..

let u guy c my photos.. so OLD!!!..

^^^old lady sia!!!

^^^act CUTE!!!

^^^LELE n mi

e hotel is at somerset lols.. so cool!!.. esp thy let us c e video clip lols.. so funny.. suddenl feel like wan to married fast lols.. reall so admire thm lols.. so sweet..

let u guys c e atmosphere...

my mum frens who grow up together since young, wann haf a drink of red wine wit my mum.. but i helped her drink two full cups lols.. as if she drunk, we hav to walk bk hm.. i don wan !!!.. haha..

e uncle said he "pei fu" mi lols.. drink so much yet didn drunk.. yeah man!!!.. don looked down on galz lols.. haha...

viSiT mY gRanDfaTHeR

2007-12-29T05:57:00.000-08:00

viSiT mY gRanDfaTHeR

today went to vist my grandfather.. ... daryl acc mi. so sweet of him.. love him sia..

so went to AMK inter tak bus 138 to e where where where lo.. haha.. i gif my respect to my grandfather a pkt of chicken rice n a can of coffee.. actuall wann buy a can of black beer.. but due to my age.. u no u no.. haha.. mayb next yr den.. no worries..

e praying.. mi n daryl haf a heart chat??.. of how their relatives death??.. aft hearing his STORY??.. feel hurt n sad .. hais..

some times i wondering if y ppl born to b die??.. ya i no.. no how e world is abt.. but its too cruel le.. NOT FAIR.. i rather not to born in dis world..

i reall can't accept e fact tat my gandfather die!!!!!!!!!!!!! haiz..

aft praying.. we went bk to tak bus .. walk until so boring so tak photos of e coffee can tat i pray finish n i drink it.. dun waste lols..

^^^LAmE !!!

^^^daryl's head lols..

when reachin to e bus stop.. suddenl rain so heavy lols.. OMG!! den lots of monkey comin down from e tree.. den daryl gif thm "mentose" sweet yummy lols..

i was like an idiot lols.. first time c monkey yummy sweet.. den daryl say monkey wat ever shit oso eat lols.. so ps lo mi.. haha...

reachin to AMK hub, went to food court yummy as CHEAP lols.. haha..

actuall daryl need to asap go hm as got wat computer repairer come to his house.. hmm.. den bLaH bLaH bLaH ... he acc mi to buy tml weddin shirt lols..

den goint shop, we saw a dress.. daryl cal mi go try it on.. oMG!! first time let ppl c i try clothing lols.. "tan yan"!! haha..

so in e end i spotted a shirt.. so cool to mi??.. n nice lols.. n decided to bought at lols..

^^nice??..

aft tat went to a shop called "bus stop".. buy a dull purple shirt lols.. i first time i bought it..thanks to daryl??..

cos mostly i buy e clothings is either white or black lols.. den he ask mi change my taste.. so i trust his taste lols.. so i buought it.. $29.90 lols.

^^weird isn't it???

n past few days i boght a pants.. $30.. oMG!! waste too much money lols.. but when ever i use NETS i won't heart pain except using cash.. weird isn't it lols..

^^^so nice lols.. treasure..

aft shopping.. i need to go to my mum salon, n daryl meeting his mum n jeff at bugis lols.. hmm.. thanks daryl.. thanks a lot.. tat i dunno how to express out!!!.. thanks...

gRaNdpA i Mi$s YoU!!!

2007-12-28T21:56:00.000-08:00

gRaNdpA i Mi$s YoU!!!

hmmm... dis mornin dream abt my grandfather??.. haiz..

but e dream is weird??.. i dream tat my grandfather said " tat time i first time buy e 4D shld change e order oso ma.. almost win lo.. " i was like.... ... how he no lo.. hmm..

den bLaH bLaH bLaH.. forget wat i dream le.. jiu wake up liao.. haiz..

reall miss him much.. reall wannn visit him!! set!!! tml i die die oso wann go visit him!!!.. ... haiz..

FUCKING HATE U!!!

2007-12-27T17:49:00.001-08:00

FUCKING HATE U!!!

today same thin same time.. WORK WORK WORK.. how would i wish ppl wil gif mi $$..

hmm..abt in noon time, he online.. n i saw his nick.. .. its say.. ... . ..

~waiting for u~neve be replaced.THE THING I REGRET THE MOST IS TO LET U GO!!!

is it sayin mi or his ex??.. hais.. i oso dunno.. onl he no lo..i shld not tink its mi, ltr put high hope.. n i realized tat.. i stil like him??? argh! i dunno la..

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today aft work met my zhi xian darling =P & jerral daddy for pool.. YEAH!!.. hmm.. jeff didn come cos LAZY =P got work + we played at somerset lols.. hmm...

n i today wear my $17.90 shoe got a lot of problem la.. now i no tat, not all nice shoe can b wear!!!.. waste my $$$!!!! return mi!!!

n surely, its nice to play pool lols.. although i keep lost by thm.. (thy don gif face e lo).. played until 8.30++ pm we went off to haf dinner.. hmm.. i going to b fat soon!!..

when travellin in train.. my father called.. very wat la.. nowdays his actions make mi fuckin hate him.. i wann go count down la!!!.. he say cannot i must listen meh!

NO WAY!! christmas eve u called mi don go out, i listen to u as i tot u wil bring e family go out celebrat jus like b4.. n yet u go out alone without bringin us...

n beat mi n sis face for nothin!!!.. hey DAD!! we hate ppl beat our face!!!.. 4 NOTHIN!!!.. .. even its joke!!!.. ... STOP FORCING US GIF U ATTITUDE!!!

E MORE U DON LET, E MORE I WANN LET U C HOW I GO OUT!!!.. even u wann beat mi, fine wit it!

CoNgRatEs tO yOnG QuAn LoLxXxx..

2007-12-26T17:26:00.000-08:00

CoNgRatEs tO yOnG QuAn LoLxXxx..

didn tot i wil went to yong quan's celebration lols.. hmmm.. until going to off work time, he called mi to joined thm. gif him a face??.. lols..

den i was lik.. didn say earlier.. if not i won't wear until soOoo KUKU lols..

den i tot onl went his house nearby yumm & he last time said stil got gals going, so i said ok lols... but when i met jeff.. thy said at Yong Quan house yumm.. n daryl called us to buy a small cake lols...

aft buyin when to daryl house.. n daryl said i e onl gal.. i was lik... WA.. kana trick by thm again lols..

but nvm.. wat can i do.. nothin can change lols.. hmm.. so aft awhile went to Yong Quan house.. not everyone has came yet.. onl got a small kid (14 years old).. lols..

aft tat, Lance came.. wearin a spect.. OMG.. so handsome. lols.. kiddin.. hmm.. aft tat, e "172" n Zhen You came too.. haha..

Yong Quan's mum look young lols.. n she order 4 regular pizza for celebration??.. OOooo.. Daryl's mum look cute n young too.. haha.. so jealous??.. my mum oso look young but temper not good =P

^^e 4 pizza lols.. YUMMY!!!

bLaH bLaH bLaH... till 11++pm.. mi n jeff went hm first as next day we stil haf work.. haha.. sianz.. den e rest of thm including yong quan's mum gambling cards lols... haha..

Once again congrates to yong quan lols..

hMmM.. wAT i wAN tO b iN fUtuRe??..

2007-12-24T17:12:00.000-08:00

hMmM.. wAT i wAN tO b iN fUtuRe??..

hmmm.. sayin seriously.. i wann to do lots of thin lo..

♥ designer - DIY.. .. shirt, shoe, house, card, sewing, candles, food.. etc

♥ Accountant - abt mathematics (I love it!).. banking?? 10mth bouns =P

♥ gift wrapper- helpin ppl to wrap present durin x'mas (part time)

♥ air stewardess - can fly diff places c diff handsome guy =P

♥ hotel management - ??? interest?

♥ teacher - kindergarten (cute babies), secondary sch ( c too musch korea show) lols..

♥cooker - like to cook lols..

♥ Hair stylist - influence by my mum??..

♥ tailor - influence by my aunt??.. DIY own styles

♥ photographer - like to tak photos

♥ policewoman - my pri sch wish

♥ cartoonist - last time like to draw & copy rite... ..

♥ dentist - keep c-ing too much dental appointment le??..

♥ nurse - cos of my grandfather??..

♥ nanny - babies/ children r cute (Part time)

♥ boss - wahaha.. open a shop wit frens???

♥ good wife - lols.. jus married a rich guy den stay at hm lols..

hmm... stil got a lot ba.. ba forgot.. hmm.. so wat can i do in future.. but among tat, i all not capable in anythin lo.. sometimes really jealous of Yuanxin .. humph.. as got her own dream wat she wann b lo..

dis making mi stress... wat wil i b in future????

mY BeLovEd mP3 Lo$T Le.. ArGh!!!

2007-12-23T18:22:00.000-08:00

mY BeLovEd mP3 Lo$T Le.. ArGh!!!

hmm.. my mp3 lost at TM.. aargh!! .. but nvm.. haha.. lucky is not my wallet or hp... hmmm..

today went out wit Yong Quan, pinky boy aka 172 (dunno wat e name), Zhen You n mi.. wahaha.. we went to katong there sing KTV??.. n i stil not recover by my sickness??..

as i today let my whole day gif Yong Quan to plan.. but i thin i wrong lols.. first saying tat e place is at katong mall but actuall is at katong complex there.. O MY!!

den went to yumm lunch as we hungry.. but reached there, suddenl full liao.. dunno y..

reachin to ur entertainment.. a bad news to say tat... must booked b4 hand.. hais.. reall "fu le" him lols.. so we booked e KTV at 5pm.. so we went to Pool there ( dunno where).. wasted our time.. wahaha..

u no wat.. dis is my first time playin pool game wit thm.. but first time touchin pool is wit qi zhi n HIM at tampines safra..

i did enjoy mysel playin e pool lols.. haha.. i win Yong quan.. yeah... as he shoot in e no. 8 ball haha..

i now den realiz y thy like to play pool so much.. haha.. inculdin mi too.. next time play wit thm again lols...

n aft playin.. walkin towards our entertainmen, Huiyu was over ther too.. wit e Eugene.. ... who i rmb in my mind.. insultin mi very badly.. haiz..

but nvm... hmm.. so went bk to KTV.. we booked a small room.. indeed.. its reall damn small lols.. haha..

but we havin fun aft all lols... thanks guys.. hmm.. abt 8pm we leave tat place n went bk to tampines look for Huijean??... humph.. make mi lost my mp3 lols..

but i dunno y i lost my mp3 without any reaction lols.. quite lame aft all.. mayb i siao liao.. soooo jus lidat.. we went 4 dinner n jeff come meet us.. n bLaH bLaH bLaH.. we went hm lols..

did enjoy mysel..
thanks guys..
hope haf e chance again..

FaMiLy x'Ma$ BbQ...

2007-12-22T17:23:00.000-08:00

FaMiLy x'Ma$ BbQ...

hmmm.. today havin our family bbq at "xiao gu" house... dis yr bbq is SooOOO boring like hell.. some sort of no entertainment lidat lo.. n no takin photo..

at first stil tot of stayin at my "xiao gu" house enjoy my hoilday .. but.. is SUFFERING at her house.. her kids is sOOooo... HORRIBLE!!

her daughterS keep sticking to mi all day long except at night when zzZ time.. but when zZz time.. her SON come disturb mi till 3++am.. tat i mornin can't wake up to send yvo flight lols.. + my alarm clock got prob.. WTH!!

n in e end.. i sufferin for 3days over there.. n gettin mysel having a slight fever, heavy flu, body ache.. sOOo "ming ku".. haiz..

n during e bbq.. 888aunt askin mi y dis yr so "MOODY".. i said no la.. den she refering to other meanin.. which is, y didn bring my BF come...

den i was lik.. erm.. HE busy.. den my cousins, aunts, uncles come n asked mi.. hmm.. den i change topic sayin i got a lot, fro pasir ris to jurong lols..

hmm.. now i wonder if HE sms mi all e thin izz true or fake?? is like dis 2days didn received any of his msg or call.. mayb i shld not put high hop on him again ba..

Giving up sOOOn!!

OMG! tOdAy kAnA LeT PpL eAT mY tOu fU aT MRT!!!

2007-12-21T19:04:00.000-08:00

OMG! tOdAy kAnA LeT PpL eAT mY tOu fU aT MRT!!!

ytd nite staying at my 'xiao gu' house.. n i plan wit Zhen You tat dis early mornin meet at bedok inter at 6.30am to send yvo's plane..

but in e end.. my STUPID hp alarm clock like spoilt or wat shit.. didn even ring.. when i woke up alrea 7.30++ am lols.. so quickly sms yvo tat i can't send her.. so wasted lols.. den called Zhen You, he didn even listen..

can guess tat e AP boy sure zzz like a pig lo.. can't stand dis kid.. who keep on influence mi till i can't send yvo =P ... yvo i wil miss u very much.. muacks... (hair stand) haha..

den dis mornin leave fro my "xiao gu" place to work.. e direction of getting out her house makin mi so blur.. lols.. but in e end i manage to SURVIVE!!.. WAHAHA..

aft reachin bedok inter... OMG!! so many ANTS (office ppl) busy walkin n waitin lols.. O MY!! so is at e MRT..

in e train, its soOOoo squeeze lols.. den when i in e train travelled to my workin place.. a guy behind my bk kept on squeezing mi by using his back too.. at first i stil tot tat many ppl is lidat so its ok..

but i slow realized when i kep on movin away fro him, he kept on moved towards mi.. humpH!!
den after tat.. he stand besid mi as less ppl.. so i holdin e pole in e train ( dunno wat tat called).. he oso holdin but oso touchin my hand.. i was like ... dots dots dots..

stil thinkin is nvm as a lots of ppl oso holdin e pole den no place 4 him to hold.. but when gettin less ppl.. he stil touch my hand.. WAT THE FUCK!

next time which stranger touched mi, he sure pay for it!!!.. mayb charge him $500 for touchin mi ONCE... HUMPH!!!..

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hmm.. in e afternoon he gif mi his password of his msn account.. cos of e DP lols.. so touched?? but when i online at nite.. his DP is "diana" photo lo.. i saw le.. i was like.. WTF!!!.. lettin mi c dis kind of stuffs... feel very lo... i cant stand him.. lying n lying... sOOoo diappointed once again!

but he said its not him.. i reall donno wat to believ lo... haiz.. i donno la!! happened alread happened.. nothin can b change........ ..... ...

n he sms mi saying.. ... hope i can gif him a chance n bLaH bLaH bLaH.. .. i oso donno wat can i said or do... as i reall scared wil b jus like last time lo.. n ++ he won't chang cos of mi completly.. hmmm.. tat wat i thin..

lets it b fate ba... .. ...

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n ytd nite HE sms mi of CONCERN??.. first time lo... m i dreamin or wat?? y he wil lidat treat mi.. last time didn so sweet los... hmm... fishy wor.. but must rmb e day of ytd lols.. haha..

den when i went in to bed, he sms mi not to drink tOOOo much lols.. i was lik.. m i soO fast in my "la la land"??.. haha..

OOoooOOOo.. u no wat.. HE say he wann retak N n O level.. WAt the.. ... can u believ it.. i can't lo.. hmm... let him prove to mi den i go believe ba.. haha.. as eveytim he said le didn prove it..

so treat it dis is a test or somethin lols.. good luck to him...

hOLidAY!! YeSss... SHoPpiNg TimE!!!

2007-12-20T19:08:00.000-08:00

hOLidAY!! YeSss... SHoPpiNg TimE!!!

today went out wit jeff lols.. but first went to his house do my family x'mas slide... hmmm... but i think cant b finished on time ba.. as too much photos le.. hmm.. actuall wann called zhen you tat AP boy come... but HE ZZzzzZZZ AGAIN.. can't stand him sia..

abt stayin at jeff house till 2 or 3++ pm ??.. we went to inter yumm.. as WE SooOo HUNGRY!!!.. aft yumm alrea 4pm le ba?? hmm.. stil thinkin of going to "square 2" shopin mall shop shop as didn go there b4..

so in e end went to TM shoppin.. haha.. jeff so poor tin lols.. as need to acc mi dis "qian jin da xiao jie" shoppin.. haha.. i shop lotsSSss of place lols.. i thin jeff oso can't ta han mi. as i too "$$ face"??.. haha..

as he first time went shoppin wit mi.. den he finally no tat i so " petty of $$".. haha.. not to late to find out my character lols..

i bought 2 clothes @ $19.80, 1pants @ $13.90, a cap 4 my cousin @ $9.90 n oso a belt @ $8.. hmmm.. hurts my heart a lots lols.. haha..

aft buyin, we look 4 Hui Jean at TM level 1 e fair there.. she promote e staff is so attractive.. but e price scared mi off.. haha.. soOOooo EXEXEXEX lols.. so sad of her.. so difficul so sell it out.. haha..

but durin e sales.. all items sOOo attractive esp e clock lols.. all make by gears e... soOOo nice.. if anyone c my blog.. PLS BUY 4 MI 1!!! thanks lols.. muacks =P haha

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n ytd we havin a gathering dinner again lols.. its organise by YVONNE.. haha.. got Zhi Xian, daryl, yong quan, jerral, jeff, yvo, wynne n mi.. haha.. zy not comi cos of STUPID reason.. can't stand him lo..

n once again we having PASTAMAIA lo.. sian half way liao.. same old stuffs.. but i ordered combo C as ltr stil need to go to my aunt house yumy e left over CHICKEN RICE.. sure fat =x

den aft tat.. walk here.. walk there... den go hm liao..

SIANZZZZZzzz... ....

gO oUt daTiNg wiT jEfF LoLz =P

2007-12-19T18:12:00.000-08:00

gO oUt daTiNg wiT jEfF LoLz =P

HEY GUYs!! don thin too much when u c my title^^ lols.. haha.. onl as a frens lols.. wahaha.

reall surprise tat jeff "YTD" wil wann meet mi lols.. haha.. second zhen you?? haha.. tin bk.. suddenl miss zy a lot lols.. haha.. as everytim off work sure wil meet up but now don haf as he FIRED... MoHaHa.. so bad lo mi =P

lols.. mi n jeff met up at Raffles place MRT lols.. den go hm together??.. but he said he wanted to repaired phone at simei.. so acc him lo.. c him so 'ke lian' no one acc him =P

when reached there.. e Q was so "LONGZZZzz" lols.. wan my life.. wait wait wait.. so we go shop shop to waste e time lols..

first we went to LJS los.. buyin a meal shared wit each other as at hm got cooked lols.. den go c c shirt =P den go challenage there c c too.. den who no, c until our PE teacher.. MR EDWARD CHEW.. n his family.. his son so cutezzz lols.. haha...

hmmm.. e Q is SooooOOO long tat we haf to wait till 8++pm lols.. den reached hm alread 9++ lols... hmm.. sianz..

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last night, abt 1++am?? HE sms askin mi 4 help.. borrow $$ again?? or wan mi pretend as his galfren =P ?? lols.. thin too much le ba.. so thick skin of mi =P

den he said somethin happened, ask mi to bLaH bLaH bLaH =x (promise him not 2 said out.. ps lols)... his bLaH bLaH bLaH make mi sOOOOO angry?? disappointed?? or even sad?

i reall donno he where good, den i LIKE him SoOOOoo much like fuck lo.. mayb my eye reall blind le ba.. n tat y i don wish to patch wit him (BHB of mi den).. mayb now he can tak time to learn abt it.. n b a mature guy ba??.. or change to a person tat got "xiang fa"??...

if he don wan den nvm.. its ok.. 'fan zhen' we stil kids now... not suitable to haf a stead ba?.. ...

wiL i b WiT hiM??.. oR nOT??..

2007-12-18T22:56:00.001-08:00

wiL i b WiT hiM??.. oR nOT??..

u no wat?? haha.. ytd i chat wit Hui jean on phone n she told mi abt her work stuffs bLaH bLaH bLaH "N" ......... she feel tat she fallin in love..

OMG!!! Hui jean finally in love wit a guy lols... haha.. so surprise .. n oso "gan dao an wei" lols.. haha.. as she not a book worm anymore lols =P

she say he long time nev like a guy b4 as last time he like a guy is 2 or 3 yrs ago lols.. n e guy is abt 23yrs old?? haha.. n Hui jean kept on sayin "6 yrs differences".. haha.. mayb she so "zhai yi" abt e age lols.. haha..

den dis mornin she sms said tat last night she chattin wit e guy till 1am.. haha.. she seem to b very happy lols.. but she got one part very sad when e guy said he wann intro handsome guy to her.. haha.. Hui jean soOOOoo CUTE lols..

n today workin so sianz as jeff korkor didn online chat lols.. cos he haf to go 4 course for 2WEEK!! OMG!! den no one online chat wit mi le.. so sad lols..

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o... ytd when i workin.. HE sms mi asked if i stead wit zy izz.. lols.. i was like.. dots dots dots.. so lame tat kind lols.. den i asked where he c or listen fro.. den he said he c at dunno whose frenster e photo.. lols.. who no which frenster lols..

but i oso don care much as i no mysel better can le.. "single" lols.. COOL??? i tink??.. ...

n last night??.. i think midnight ba.. haha.. he sms mi when i zzz.. i was either shocked or suprise his msg ba.. as i nev tot of he wil sms mi.. feeling touched??... hee...

he sms said tat abt his job.. wat fired thingzzz.. hmm.. sure no tat his pattern won't work 4 so long e??.. hmm.. nvm.. suit him lols..

den today mornin when i workin... i online n i saw his nick.. its say.... ... ..... ..... ......

~i will neve forget the sweets times i spend with u.!i loves u the most.!!!never be replaced060906~

OMG!! is it sayin mi or other gal?? shld i tak a high hope on it?? hmm.. i oso donno lo.. but i rmb e no. 060906... its our date!!!.. hmm.. better don think too much better ba?? as i don even no if he now single or not.. onl he no..

wAt ShLd i dO?? giF hiM a ChanCe??..

2007-12-16T23:56:00.000-08:00

wAt ShLd i dO?? giF hiM a ChanCe??..

today didn go anywher but going bk to my grandma house pack here n there as too many rubbish le.. n "zheng" 'lao fou ye' not around, can throw as many thin as i wan.. wahaha..

den pack till abt afternoon.. mi n sis went to my mum salon.. i oso donno y go there.. but e sad is tat my mum CUT my fridge .. OMG!!!.. sad..

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hmmm.. last nite HE sms mi saying he stil cant 4get e past.. i feel very "dong xin" lo.. hmm.. den till evening i reply him.. saying n askin, y in e first place he stead wit tat gal n write all those sweet tin to her..

den in e end, he said at nite cal mi n tel mi.. n said tat he read my blog.. n said tat i seem to b happy now... got lots of darlings..

hmm.. u no wat.. actuall i not happy at all.. i tried to find entertainment mysel n even keep making mi busy jus to 4get e past lo.. but its not easy at all... i dunno y either.. ... ........

abt 11++pm.. n i tot he won't cal mi, so i jus zzz till midnight ++, Zhen You sms a concern msg to mi lols.. haha.. sOoo sweet lols.. den sms him bk den i bk to zzz.. den sudden another msg come.. i tot is Zhen You msg again.. but it's not.. its him..

reall didn expect him rmb to cal mi lo.. feeling surprise?? touched??.. no idea to mi.. hee.. den he talk to mi a lot of tin.. donno ixx craps a not los.. but nvm.. mayb jus listen 'jiu hao'.. cannot put high hope like last time le.. cos i got weak heart..

i reall donno wat to do now??.. i donno he true to mi??.. is cos tat he jus break up cos of wat reason.. i donno i shld believe ma.. hmmm...

mayb time can slove everythin ba.. since he say he wil wait den c he can wait how long.. mayb in e middle he alread find a stead.. who no lo.. mayb dis time can prove to c how sincere to mi lo..

who no??..

FATE DEN.... ...

mY NiEcE oNe MtH ceLebRaTioN!!!

2007-12-15T20:32:00.000-08:00

mY NiEcE oNe MtH ceLebRaTioN!!!

today ONCE again, acc our "lao fou ye" go c e chopstick master.. haha.. donno is we too early reached or wat.. we waited for abt 2hrs lidat lols.. it was damn BORING!!..

hmm.. while waiting, suddenl received a msg fro daryl asking mi to help him.. den i asked wat can i help him.. 'yuan lai' wan mi to lend him $200 as he gambling lost $700.. hmm.. C la c la.. gamble e "xia chang".. so, guys... ... thin b4 u do lols.. haha..

in e end i fork out $200 help him lo.. as fren ma.. n i trusted him lo.. hmm.. but i not a loan shark wor.. haha..

aft my grandma had c finished e chopstick master.. mi n my 'bro' send her to my 'xiao gu' house stay lols.. as she alone at hm so boring.. donno wil b e sameas last time, staying half way, go bk hm hersel lo.. hmm.. weird ah ma!

after sending her hm, i went bk to my grandma house, use COMPUTER.. COOL.. wahaha.. i no i so bad lols.. haha.. den update my blog till 6++pm.. den rushed bk to my hm shower till nice nice as today is my niece's one mth.. haha..

if i not wrong, her name call "Jing Hui".. lols.. but i prefer calling her "cai bao".. cos their first child named " jing ying" den second kid shld b "cai bao".. den together is "JING YING CAI BAO" =P haha.. don understand nvm.. hee.. ShhHHhhhh......

when i reached their house... OMG!! left over food e buffet.. lols.. can treat mi as a rubbish bin lols. haha.. but i ate a little bit den drink beer.. wahaha.. how powerful m i.. lols..

aft tat e "Cai Bao" =P was carried out fro e room den i was like.. ... staring at e baby clothes.. cos is i bought e.. OMG!! so touched!!! but e baby is ugly??.. cos no hair.. haha.. mayb dis mornin jus cut it off...

she was soOOooo small la... make mi so scared ... OMG!!.. haha...

let u guys c e pic of it....

^^^very blur hoh??
cos cannot use flash light tak photo as her mum don let...

^^^dis one more clear..
u c u c.. i bought e clothes.. green colour e..
so TOUCH!!!
didn expect thy wil let her wear i bought e clothes..
love ya!! muacks...

gOinG oUt wiT mY 2 LittLe DarLiNgSss...

2007-12-14T23:03:00.000-08:00

gOinG oUt wiT mY 2 LittLe DarLiNgSss...

today i went to post the jacket n a letter to Gabriel.. at first, i tot its cheap to send a parcel to Taiwan lols.. but in e end.. i spend $19++.. OMG!! my heart hurts so badly den others lols.. wat to do.. haha

when workin half way.. my boss- Genie, say her boss- CK (her bro) don allow mi to b e tidy up keeper lols.. as CK very "tung" mi.. don wish mi to b lols.. den i said.. "u don hired mi as keeper, i more "xin tong" lols.. haha..

den aft work, went to haf date wit my little darlingSss.. Jeff korkor & tat attitude boy =P (Zhen You) having dinner at TM lols.. O ya.. Zhen You today is e last day of work lols.. so sway??... [so bad of mi lols =P] actuall my another darlings.. Zhi Xian oso got come e lols.. den tml he got work.. so "ruan le" him.. haha

before tat, i went to meet Zhen You.. so good lo him.. last day of work. still got "GAL-FRENsss" send him chocolate lols.. n e staffs gif him a cup.. so SWEET!! i oso WAN.. but i don wan get "cai yuan" lols.. haha..

hmm. when reaching there, meeting my jeff darlings =X ... thinking of spending less $$ to yummy dinner.. so tat AP boy =X think of going Long John Silver as it CheapPppp..

but however there no place for us to yumm lols.. so in e end we yumm at "KFC"!!!... OMG!! sure fat like hell lols.. MUST DIET!!!.. NO EATING =X

thy all so bad la.. keep bull mi dis 'cute pretty little gal' lols.. humph.. so bad.. let mi curse thm.. "ahlibaba" "ahlibaba"..[thy income all gif mi =P ] lols.. haha..

aft yumm stil thinkin wann go find joanna at BHG (Big Hungry Ghost) lols.. seriously to mi, i feel lame abt e title of e shopping mall lols.. actual is "Be Here 4 Good things.." sound so lame & stupid lols. wat to do.. haha..

den go walk walk c handsome guys lols.. as 4 thm, thy don need c any pretty gals .. cos their in front alread got one. which is "MI".. WAHAHA.. lols.. but thy c lots of old frens when window shopping.. but mi, not even one frens lols.. SAD =(

jus nice 9pm!!.. Zhen You e sickness come bk le.. everytime lidat e lols.. MOODY MOOD.. mayb ppl send him a msg wil lidat ba.. who no lols.. haha.. as a frens of mine.. i wil TRY to help him lols..

den window shopping till 9.30++pm.. den tak bus hm.. haha.. first was ZY e bus come le.. den he went to chase e bus.. i was like jealous lols.. cos he didn chase mi lidat b4 lols.. haha.. kiddin la.. haha..

den left mi n jeff jeff at inter.. ZY so cruel hoh.. didn wait 4 my bus come.. (-.-') haha.. jeff jeff quite good le stil wann wait 4 mi bus come. but he went off lols.. as at first i stil telled him don wait 4 mi.. den in e end.. mayb he in a rushed or wat lols.. jus went off.. anyway so sweet of him lols.. love ya .. muacks.. haha..

i reall like dis kind of gathering even on three of us..

hope next time wil lidat too...

"hao qi dai wor.."

hE maKiNg mI feEL diSgUstiNg...

2007-12-13T20:05:00.000-08:00

hE maKiNg mI feEL diSgUstiNg...

hais.. i feel a reall heavy stone on top of mi lo.. i reall donno y.. hmmm... BJ is some sort of wantin mi to go c his blog lo.. n i stupid go n read.. FOOL OF MI lo..

his blog is like.. "WHAT THE HELL MAN!!".. mostly is all mi.. (i think).. making mi ARGH!!! STRESS!! u guys can c his blog too.. http://www.phylloisweird.blogspot.com/ ...

i reall stress abt him!!!,.. n i den no.. actual Zhen You treat mi more good.. haha.. as in, Zhen You won't care so much abt mi lols.. feel so xin fu.. haha =P den as 4 Bao Jun.. he seem to b purposly doing thin lettin mi c.. i donn how to say.. dis is wat i think lo.. mayb i think too much??...

hais.. i jus donno la.. hope wil end it faster ba... suddenly feel tat ..

LOVE is so 'Terrible' 'Horrible' equal "VEGETABLE".. LOLS..

i waS sHocKed tO heAR tAT.. iTs sO unbeLievEaBLe

2007-12-12T20:07:00.000-08:00

i waS sHocKed tO heAR tAT.. iTs sO unbeLievEaBLe

u no u no.. ytd my boss e wife talk to mi... ... saying "STOP seduce my husband!!" (lols.. is Zhi Xian said e ).. actuall is she talking abt my pay stuffs...

when i heard wat she said.. i was totally in "LALA Land" daydreaming.. haha.. she said she change fro $6 to $7 per hour...

n beside tat she wan mi to go 4 1hr lunch break, even more den 1 hr oso alrite.. as she said whole day stay at computer, eye sight not good e.. my mind was totally black out lols.. asking myself " y m i so lucky to work at dis company?"

is like.. last time i work 9hrs for $54.. but now, even she deduce my 1 hr.. i stil get $56.. WIN a profit of $2 lols.. haha

i keep smiling secretly ytd lols.. even in e train wit Zhen You n so is alone too.. going to mad any min lols... ..

HaPpY BiRtHdAY tO aNotHeR fReNs oF MinE!!!..

2007-12-11T20:21:00.000-08:00

HaPpY BiRtHdAY tO aNotHeR fReNs oF MinE!!!..

toda same old tin again.. WORK WORK WORK.. not boring at all.. haha.. as can go surf net plus MSN.. but, once again happened!!!.. .. HE msn mi asking if he haf e chance to jio mi bk... i was lik" wat the hell.. fool mi??".. ... makin mi tin tat he is BASTARD.. jus break up le den look for mi.. wat m i to him man!! FUCK!!!.. mayb to him, i m his toy.. TAT ALL!!.. haiz..

i reall donno wat he thinkin abt lo.. haiz.. i feeling like i so CHEAP!!!.. watever.. don wish to think liao.. haiz.. life so sux!!!

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aft work... went to my grandma house yumm dinner.. aft eating.. c my mobile, daryl gif mi 6 miss call... i tot wat happened lol.. den actuall is we 4got to attend Manfred (fat fat e)'s e chalet.. as his birthday is tml but celebrating today..

when i heard fro daryl i was lik.. "SHIT! forgot liao, die die!!" hmmm.. den i quickly went hm shower n meet daryl at e poly a bus stop.. actuall wann called Zhen You go.. But.. thy quarrel .. donno wat happened.. but nvm... haha

b4 i leave hm, i called daryl where him.. he say he at bus inside.. going to reach.. left 3 more stop.. i was lik.. "Wat The Hell".. so i RUN to e bus stop.. such a long distance lols.. wan my life!!.. PLUS i had jus finish my dinner lols.. FUCK LO!! almost wann vomit out lols.. haha..

den mi n daryl dropped off at our secondary skol outsid lols.. den met jeff n Zhi xian.. Zhi xian e wearing is so "COOL".. haha..

he wear our PE short (so loyal to our skol =P) den i plain shirt like mostly all uncles wearin lols.. n oso.. jeff wear our class t-shirt lols.. haha.. so loyal too.. daryl wearing is normal as 4 mi.. i wear my office clothes as too lazy to choose wat to wear + so rushed lols.. haha.. daryl didn called yvo as she surely can't come out lols.. hmmm..

hmm.. den daryl go find his Burger King frens.. den left 3 of us.. so we tak photos around lols..

Here r e Photosss..

^^^mi n jeFF lols..

^^Daryl & mi..

den go to manfred chalet lols... sOOOoo many ppl lols..

^^^happy birthday manfred!!

aft staying at manfred chalet abt 11pm.. we went hm.. but passed by an arcade shop, daryl wann catch e soft toy lols.. aft spendin abt $15++.. thy catch two soft toys lols.. so sweet of thm. but so waste money lols.. thanks a lots guys..

^^^zhi xian lols..

^^^jeff happy too over lols =P

thanks u guys.. love ya...

wAt dOes iT meAN bY tAt??...

2007-12-10T19:47:00.000-08:00

wAt dOes iT meAN bY tAt??...

HAIZ... tat e word i can describe in my day of today....

same old day n time doing my work stuffs... till afternoon.. HE online n said tat he n mi like got some misunderstandin.. i was like... "wat misunderstandin? i don even tin so got lo" (which say in my mind).. ...

den i said there no misunderstandin.. all very clearly.. den he donno say wat.. ... he n her break liao.. i was like "tel mi 4??makin mi gettin high hope to u?".. ... i oso donno wat he tel mi for.. very weird??.. mayb is e gal don wan him ba.. who no lo..

hmmm... is like i was goin to forget him in e process, yet he sayin tat to mi for?? i reall don understand lo.. STUPID MI!!!.. ...

n today, i went bk to my grandma place to yumm n stay.. but when i reached there, its abt 8++ pm.. my grandma had zzz, n there NO FOOD to EAT!!!.. poor mi.. treat it as diet lo..

den wait till 9++pm.. my grandmother fro her room come out .. wit a face of anger.. den i guess somethin was going wron liao.. "must careful wat i said!!"

deni asked her wat happened.. she just said "ur 888 didn cal u meh" in a loud voices.. 888= big aunt.. ... surely somethin happen!!! 'yuan lai' dis afternoo she wanted to bring my grandma to my 'xiao gu' house.. but den my grandma don wan as keep raining plus sayin thy got motive...

sometimes i reall don understa my grandma.. ppl reall truely concern yet she wil said ppl hav motives.. haiz.. i oso another eg.. i tink "SHE" e problem making everyone STRESS.. includin mi!!!

i reall miss u, grandpa... ... ...

haiz

haPPy BiRtHdaY tO mY DeaR FreNS

2007-12-09T18:59:00.000-08:00

haPPy BiRtHdaY tO mY DeaR FreNS

today wake up early bring my "lao fou ye" (grandma) to bugis which beside the temple lol.. c e CHOPSTICK MASTER lol.. by using chopsticks cure pain lols.. cool isn't it.. haha..

actuall didn rain e lols.. when we alight fro mi cousin's van.. it was lik... rainin heavily in e sudden lols.. SWAY!!! den i need to hold e umbrella 4 one hr.. ALMAK!!

aft tat, sending mi grandma hm alread 1pm ++ le.. den rushed hm change n look for daryl thy all.. i tot yvo n jeff got go.. in the end when i reached there.. .. thy all at somerset lol.. plus yvo didn come lol.. den i the onl GAL.. haiz..

u no u no.. daryl's e two frens.. look cool?? wearin spect e guy is so mature looking.. singing not bad lol.. haha.. n e other one.. called "lens" (dunno how to spell lol) although not so handsome but lookin lik a gentleman.. as i c his way of walkin n talkin lols.. n he say i look lik 15 yrs old.. OMG.. i love him man!! OpPs.. shh.....

n we (mi, Zhi xian, Xiangsheng, daryl, Zhen you, Yong Quan, n e two handsome guys.. HEEZ) went to k box sing.. OMG!! i sing so awful lols.. hee..

photos at k box!

^xiangsheng n zhi xian so "en ai" lol..

^^dots dots dots...

^^tat "lenz", although not handsome but look gentleman lols..

^^^so e wat lol... haha

^^singer group lol...

^^tat e other frens lols.. handsome hoh!!

^^^a face of wan ppl to beat e face lol...

^^^daryl so lame lol!!!

^^^"family" photo lol..

singing half way daryl n i gif-ing excuse said tat buy gals tin.. but in the end we bought a cake for him lols.. 22bucks.. n e potato, c e tiranmisu (dunno how to spell) , he can't stand n bought one yummy lols.. i oso got yumm.. so cool!! tasty!!.. good!! but it mak mi shirt dirty.. potato fault lols.. hee...

once again.. when we tak e cake to Zhen You.. he was shocked.. haha.. photos during e celebration.. lols..

^^birthday boy!!!

^^^family photo again...

^^^daryl face so funny lol...

hmmm.. quite enjoy mysel.. got laughters lols.. i love it.. love u guys man.. muacks.. aft singing till 8++, yong quan, Zhi xian n Xiang Sheng went hm.. left e two handsome guys, Zhenyou n daryl.. thy wan go 4 drink lols..

so decide to go to east coast yummy n drink.. n who no.. daryl bringing us go e place is "beach cabana" where jiajun workin place last time.. i got a fear in it lo.. make mi tin of e past again.. so i drink lols..

b4 tat, we were headach wat to order lols.. so we order cheap cheap tin.. $2 e butter rice n baked potato each.. haha.. sound cute lols.. n daryl order $12++ e yumm lols.. rich guy..

^^ n tat is BUTTER RICE.. $2

den e rest of us yumm fries plus wings.. so nice of ZY help mi puke e meat out.. takin advantag... n e gentleman yummy food oso so nice.. think e both handsome guy got stead le.. i no chance liao.. sad.. hee..

aft yummy full full.. we played disc.. its cool!!. although first time play lols.. lost must drink.. but to mi no different.. cos i kept on drinkin as keep on thinkin THINGS!!!

aft finish.. we took photo n tak cab hm.. so sweet of thm.. as waste of money lols... got a bit "yun yun" e.. mayb drink too much + mood not good lols.. n reached hm abt 11 ++ , b4 12am lols..

thanks guys.. 4 gif-ing mi happiness.. hope we can contiune lidat.. muacks.. love u guys 4ever!

Fir$T tiMe gO ouT sO LatE wOr.. COOL!

2007-12-08T05:26:00.000-08:00

Fir$T tiMe gO ouT sO LatE wOr.. COOL!

u no wat?? today i break my record! by going hm SO LATE lol.. its fun...

today went to Joanna's family chalet.. but b4 tat, i went to meet BaoJun??.. go s'pore expo as there is a john Little Mega sale lol.. hmmm..

den aft tat, i went to look 4 Hui jean at Parkway Parade as i promise her to look for her lols.. can c tat she seem very bored over there lols.. haha.. n daryl thy all oso come too.. haha.. so surprise lols..

den i play uno wit my dearest gal lols.. as need to promote.. haha.. no choise.. aft a while, i went aronud shoping c wat to buy 4 XiangSheng's birthda gifts..

jerral's wearing was cool & nice.. going to fall in love wit him le.. shh.......... =P

den e playful potato (daryl), cal mi said jeff kana car accident.. i reall go believe it la.. den i go cal jeff in which hospital.. he say in Parkway Parade hospital.. den i realize i been TRICK! STUPID MI!!!..

when HuiJean having her 1hr break.. we went to buy XiangSheng's gift.. n went to buy a birthday cake for thm??.. von oso come too.. haha.. we buy a small regular size of chocolate cake lol.. n daryl suggest tat he wann play ZhenYou.. by buying cream slams his face?/ very bad hor..

aft acc HuiJean e dinner break finish.. we went off to joanna's family chalet.. its a high class place lol.. a country club.. i prefer having a LOW class chalet as no transport over there.. so ma fan.. haha...

den 5 of us took 2cab.. so waste of $$ hor.. haha.. must save $$ liao le!! when reach there.. i saw my "tong shi" OMG, it was so qiao lols.. haha.. can say its fun over there lol..

Zhi Xian, XiangSheng & Zhen You late come lo.. miss all e fun lols.. hee but in the end.. we "yin " Zhenyou n Xiangsheng go out walk walk.. .. den we prepared all e cake n stuffs lols.. so funny lo, joanna's e family.. haha..

when singing birthday song.. thy were shocked lols.. haha.. den suddenly ... ..... Daryl slam e cream onto Zhenyou's face lols.. haha.. OMG.. is damn BAD BAD BAD LOL.. readers, don copy daryl's path wor.. haha..

when we abt to leaving, its RAININg BIG BIG lols.. sianz,... den no more shuttle bus le.. "zhi hao" tak "shun fong" taxi to e airport as daryl's parents went for honeymood lols.. hee.

aft tat we went to T3 shop shop c c .. den we took photo lols.. wit jeff, dayl.. as for Zhenyou, humph.. still angry him in process lo.. must wait until he say sry i den talk to him.. if not, NO WAY 4 MI TO TALK TO HIM lols..

^^^tat mi!!.. pretty rite.. i no.. haha.. (inside e sky train)

^^^jeff n daryl (inside e sky train)

^^^mi n Jeff korkor lols.. first time e food so big

^^^ "tan chi" ghost

^^^mi n daryl (took at T3)

going to 12am lols.. we shake hand to ZhenYou saying "HAPPY BIRTHDAY" lols.. n 12am le.. i wondering y my parents nev cal mi , rushin mi hm lols.. izz mi phone spoilt lol.. den i cal bk.. "yuan lai" thy zzz liao.. stil tot of askin thm to pick mi up lols.. haha..

den those hungry ppl.. including mi =P went for supper which nearby my house.. so sweet of thm lols.. love thm lotz.. den aft tat, i went hm ask mi sis come down yummy, so at least got any excuse lols.. clever hor.. hee..

den we went to prata shop yummy lols.. we yummy till midnight 3am.. cool lol.. den go hm liao..

n its time for mi to zZZzzzZZ.. tml stil need to wak up early.. nite everyone.. n thanks my frens.. for gif-ing mi everythin tat i ever had lols.. muacks !!!

FuCkiNg Ba$TaRd LiAR.. iTs TimE tO 4gEt HiM..

2007-12-06T21:51:00.000-08:00

FuCkiNg Ba$TaRd LiAR.. iTs TimE tO 4gEt HiM..

i today c somethin i shld not c.. .. his new blog!!!.. written all abt his stead.. how much he love n miss her.. is just like a story... ... last time stil say he not confirm his feelin n yet now.. i tin he alrea confirm.. ...

i reall donno wat i can do.. mayb i "yi xiang qing yuan" n tin too much.. i won't bhb le.. its hurt mi deeply in my heart!!!.. i was almost going to faint in my workin place.. i reall too weak to tak it!!! ...

mayb last time mi to him is rubbish as last time his blog were all sad stuffs didn even said how mi n him stay e memories stuffs.. FUCK!!!.. but now.. .. mayb he reall found his true love le.. even one mth anniv he don even gif mi anythin but now... .. haiz.. 4get it!!!..

its time for mi to 4get tat FUCKING BASTARD LIAR!!!

since he can 4get everythin .... so m i!!!... .. JIA YOU bernice !!!.. U can do better den him plus wil haf a better life n loves den him!!!

n today is e day tat a new over of BERNICE.. i wil rmb dis day.. which can say its my sec birthday day!!!...

bUYiNg X'maS pResEnT foR GraBieL

2007-12-05T05:22:00.001-08:00

bUYiNg X'maS pResEnT foR GraBieL

today aft my work.. meeting Bao Jun as we going to buy a present for Gabriel at taiwan as a x'mas present lols.. haha..

when meeting him.. my feeling seem to b weird weird .. i donno y.. haiz.. or i thinkin too much?? or shld no meet him.. as he like mi??.. haiz.. i oso donno..

but however, still going out together los.. hmmm.. we went to bugis there yummy .. so ex lo.. my heart hurt a lot.. $3.80 for a meal.. n it make mi fat oso.. NOT WORTH!!..

den went to shop.. in e end, ended up at 77th STREET.. i tot e jacket is $29.90 lo.. in e end i c wrong.. ITS $49.90!!!!.. hust my heart more badly los.. going to faint any min le..

HEART BROKEN MAN!!!.. ... den no choice.. done alread been done.. haisssss... aft tat we went shop shop awhile den went hm as my $$$ all fly up to e sky le.. sad man!!!..

hmmm... when wit Bao Jun i feelin weird weird.. i dunno y.. mayb is cos he like mi ( i no i BHB) tat y i feel lidat.. strange isn't it??.. hmmm..

now i den realized, Zhen You is better den him lols.. haha... don think y y lols..

wAtChiNg mOviE wiT mY sI$ & cOu$iN

2007-12-04T05:11:00.000-08:00

wAtChiNg mOviE wiT mY sI$ & cOu$iN

today i took half day off.. as today is "cousin gathering".. .. but there's onl mi, michelle n mi sis lol.. haha.. actuall we had said to go to bugis there watch den last min michelle's mum said too far.. WTF! if i booked the ticket how? haiz.. lucky don have booked.. if not!!!!.........

so aft my work i went to TM meet E 2 little kid of MINE... lols.. n we went to CS there watch "enchanced".. cost mi $21 lols.. hurts my hearts lol...

aft buying e "heart pain" ticket, we stil haf time left.. so decided to go shop shop .. when passin by e foodcourt at e forth level if i not wrong?... we saw an KU KU AUNTIE.. 'stephanie lim' lol.. my cousin.. which is michelle's older sis( kuku gal).. haha.. as dressin too OLD le..

hmm.. e movie is sOOOoo COOL.. make mi laugh like hell lols.. n treat e cinema as our house lidat lols.. tak off our shoes.. haha..

aft watchin, thy wann go TM play arcade.. OMG!! waste my $6 to 7 ???.. heart suddenly more pain.. haha..

Quite enjoy my day wit MY little KIDS!!!

OMG!!! aLmOsT wiN 4D LoLz...

2007-12-02T05:20:00.000-08:00

OMG!!! aLmOsT wiN 4D LoLz...

ytd i called my dad buy 4D no. "1241"for mi.. $1 big for 2 days.. it has a reason for it.. as i ytd morning dream of mi grandfather...

Story begin... ..
i dream tat i alone "1" ppl at Bedok shopping wit lots of shopping bags??... den i found my grandfather like crying.. n finding ppl??.. when i c him i was totall happy lols.. crying out le.. den is "2" ppl... i bought him to grandma house.. my grandma shocked.. n asked him stay 4 dinner..
but he say he need to go bk to his world.. n say secretly to mi tat every 4 mth e 1st day he wil come n visit us.. "4" n "1"... den i cried very terrible n hug him said i miss him a lot den he said to mi tat thank u 4 e acc.. n jus lidat.. he went off... ... ...

when i woke up i found mysel crying.. like shit lo..tears all over my face.. n i realised is 1st dec .. which is ytd.. is jus like.. so wonderful??!!.. o my!!

n ytd didn show out my 4D no. lols.. but today.. .... ... show out all numbers.. onl in dfferent arrangement lo.. WTF lo.. but nvm.. i not tat $$ face in tat lols.. jus feel its so wonderful lidat.. hees

$iLLy oF HiM Lo.. mAkE mI sO stRes$!!

2007-11-28T05:45:00.000-08:00

$iLLy oF HiM Lo.. mAkE mI sO stRes$!!

hmmm.. u no wat.. all along i tot tat love some1 is tough but lettin ppl love is "xin fu"... but i now den realized tat all is totally wrong!..

eg like today.. .. having work e same old time.. fro 9am to 6pm everyday.. seem to b sianz but sometimes it can b say its fun when there is a mistakes in e file or wrongly type.. lol.. mayb u tin its crazy but very fun as it make u busy all e time lols.. haha..

but jus like today i was "busy" my tin durin e last min of getting off work time.. suddenl a sound vibrate fro my mobile.. i didn c who e sender is, i oso can no who n wat e text is all abt.. is fro Zhen You.. he wann meet mi aft work n go hm together though MRT.. once again same tin.. sickening!!..

den i told him tat i "busy" my stuff n mayb wil OT.. he say he don mind waiting 4 mi but to mi.. I MIND!!! in e end, he said no matter how late he wil wait den hang up e phone??... .. i was like.. stare to my com for a few mins den RUSH to my "BUSY" tin as i reall don wish him to wait lo.. n i don use to it so i kept on RUSHING my stuffs like hell!!!..

den rushed to e STUPID MRT travelled to RAFFLE PLACE den drop off n JUST to meet him.. he so relax waiting, den mi lei, fucking tired rushing here n there!!!.. if everyday lidat i sure die early liao...

when i reached there i said to him if i didn care him lettin him wait how.. he say i won't lidat.. i was like giving a DOTS face lo.. how he so sure abt it?

but sayiny truely he a nice guy, but not my type... most impt is tat e feeling is not rite... by saying feelings.. .... .... feelings is like when ever how e person yumm or e action u won't feel disgusting or wat ever shit ??.. u jus ignore it.. tat e feeling!.. which i LOVE it lots.. muacks..

thinkin tat.. in order to let him gif up> must treat him cold ba?? its depends on it?.................... ....