
dis morning i ask him for break.. den he say anythin.. i tot when saying that i wil relax n haf my own freedom but it's hurt my heart a lots... mayb i still like him???.. but y i wil like dis kind of guy?? but not other guy which make mi touch n won't make mi disappointed n angry N LOTS MORE... ....

so i ask him to meet mi my blk downstair to gif him e cupcake cake which wan my "LIFE"... ... if i don gif him, who m i giving to rite?? jus throw away like no one wil no or appreciate abt it... so i gif him 8 cupcakes, the other 4 i keep it... if not i buy le den i no chance to eat like not worth lidat hor.. agree???
when i met him, he like acting to b sick idat.. who no??.. when i gif him e cake, he asked mi to tak bk.. BULL SHIT lo.. call him to come of cos gif him tin, y cal mi to tak bk?? really don understan lo.. hmm.. after he taken, he don wan to go home but staying at there.. den i keep on askin him to go hm, he tin tat i was rushing to go out wit "FRENZ".. dots lo!! den i wait for him to go home till i can't stand any longer, i jus stand up n go to other direction for a stroll...
suddenly he chase behind.. kept on askin mi where i wann go.. den i said 'non of ur business'... den i wlk away, but he don let.. hmm.. he kept on askin n askin n hold my hand very tight til red, so i said" u is u, mi is mi, i wlk where, u no right to no...' den he asked mi can he haf a talk wit mi.. den we went to a blk staircase to talk..
at e stair case i sat down there didnt do anythin.. he asked mi wat i wan den i said i wan a break up.. but he said he disagree, so can't b aproved!! WAT LOGIC IS TAT!!! den donno WAT SHIT or SWEET tin he said, i actuall gif him chance.. stupid mi lo!!!

so i at staircase celebrat "BIRTHDAY" wit him.. when he c the cake, he like no reaction.. didn't do anythin to mi.. like a big thank u or wat lo.. hmmm... den i put a candle on top of the cake.. when he blow e candle, it relight again..wonderful isn't it?? haha..
>>>>donn wat his birthday wishes???...
den after tat he gif mi a ring which is black.. is like totally wat lo... e finger size not fit at all.. hmmm. can c tat we no future at all... last time e ring better den dis lo.. at least last time e ring can fit mi n he help mi wore it. but dis time, he jus throw n gif mi.. HUMP!!! no "chen yi" at all!!!.. dis guy'bu yao ye ba'... ...
den after tat, we went hm.. but went hm time. donno how he take.. e cupcakes b come so....lik SHIT lo.. bang here bang there.. e cake all mess up le.. even e words n smiling face all missing... den he don feel anythin.. lik didnt feel heart pain ... wasting my effort lidat lo!! he don heart pain i heart X100 times pain.. HUMP!!!so angry...
when reach hm.. i so regret?? cos actuall i plannin to gif him a shirt n a special card for him.. but i find it ugly.. haiz ... wasting my effort...
MY DESIGNING SHIRT FOR HIM! ... ...

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^^^^dis shirt i reall love it.. esp on e left side of the picture... the most i like is e rocket... like damn cool lo.. so nice, n so is e blue alien.. n e rest is ugly.. i don dare to gif it to him as i scared he don like dis staff n he won't "xin shang" dis tin jus like e cupcake i gif him???
MY DESIGNING CARD FOR HIM! ... ...
n dis card i tin very long to design lo.. as e card is make of jean cloth.. n insid i wrote lots of tin.. n its so nice?? (i tin la!) n i sew n mark e point carefully by myself lo.. den wat in e end, didn't gif, so wasted!! donno how to handle dis card?? throw away? gif ppl or keep it to myself??...>>>> mayb we reall haf no fate.. my senses tel mi tat.. hmmm.. hope i can ASAP forget him.. thanks!!!