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Sunday, April 13, 2008 / 11:30 PM
wAT tHe HeLL aGaiN??...

wAT tHe HeLL aGaiN??...


Instead of giving out flyers again, I went out with my cousin, Valerie shopping at tampines mall.. hmm..

She change to a good gal??.. haha.. hmmm… n we bought a lotssss of thin.. can say is her… not mi… as I bought her a shoe cost mi $29.90… hmm.. I alright with it as she treat mi good too..

Hmm… n so, we shop for hours, she finally bought dress for her school anniversary party… hmmm.. quite nice.. she seem to b rich due to a person like her lik mad that one mth gif her 600 bucks… I wan tat guy sia!!!! Hais..

But anyway, she happy can le.. to mi, I hope my surrounding ppl happy, I will b satisfy…

Hmm.. n so aft shopping went to my grandma house.. n saw steph’s dad over there… I asked him y he there.. n he said ah ma said the god say she got wat disease.. wat the fuck is tat lo.. so lame man…

N my grandma had eaten his dinner, n asked mi went to steph house for dinner instead… n so I off to step house…

During the journey I told staph’s dad that my dad mayb moved bk to ah ma house… den he said tat, he had a quarrel with my dad… I was like… WTF again.. n I asked him… he said my dad’s lorry insurance is under his name n the money has been 3 mths not paid..

Den if didn paid the company will sue steph’s dad… n so he quickly called my dad asked for money… n my dad jus said no money how to pay…

Hais.. I reall donno wat the fuck going on ….. its sux my life now… hai.. n I tell staph tat I cleared the debts on behalf.. $520.. I was like.. my money fly so far away.. i nOw left 130++.. wat mi going to survive the rest of the mth??...

I don understand wat my dad doing.. last time asked mi for money $400 n now wann rent out the house… n I dunnO wat will happen next… I had enough of it le!!!....

I wann cry out but I dunnO y I cant… last crying is my grandpa funeral… mayb dying soon ba… hais…

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Saturday, April 12, 2008 / 11:28 PM
waT mY fAMiLy gOiNg oN??...

waT mY fAMiLy gOiNg oN??...


Today instead of giving out flyers, I went go shopping with hui jean… bought 25 bucks stuffs… long time didn’t shop for my tops.. n cannot buy more.. no money.. hmm. … so enjoy myself with her.. at least in front of her I wont need to wear a mask..

Hmm.. n keep sms with renda.. fall in love with him SOON??... no way man.. mayb it’s a crush… not suit for mi to have a bf… hmmm.. all guys cant b trust !!!... hate guys lots..

N oso dis morning ONCE I JUST wake up, u nO wat my mum told mi??.. she said mayb our house rent out to others @ 1.8K per month… I was like… stare to the air…

Wat happening again???... n so I asked her… she said first cos got extra income. Second can acc ah ma as she alone at the house… I was like… nan de I have a house.. n so I hav not been staying here for 10YEARS LO!!!...

N now wann separate again… surely my mum n sis sure stay at my aunt house… mi n dad is staying at ah ma house… is lik there’s no different like last time… WTF!!... forget it den.. mayb I move out better den… thinking in process…

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Monday, March 10, 2008 / 11:13 PM
hAtE HaTe hAtE ....

hAtE HaTe hAtE ....

U nO wat?.. I hate myself LOTS… ever!!! i suddenl feel tat I dying fast..

But in the end ??.. I fucking hate myself!! Is like my frens is getting mi further n further .. when is nearer to APRIL…

To mi… FEAR OF APRIL COMING!!!

As all my frens all went to POLY.. mi lei??.. a FUCKING extra person!! Is like I very far from my frens.. everythin all very diff..as in brain? Studies? Life style?.. or wat ever fuck!

Is some sort of two worlds…

If I got a boyfren, I don mind don haf frens? But I fall out of love!!! He make mi heart broken…

It’s called break up be-cos its broken

But if I haf no boy fren n no frens.. its like.. no LIFE!!

Work home, work home… nO more!!!

N I suddenl miss him.. haiz.. useless mi !!!

But I can tin is tat all guys r bastard except my cousin…

I heard from one of my cousin tat if a gal wan, guys wil surely gif..

Whenever I rmb wat my cousin said, I wil use it under HIM.. … makin mi so hate him..

I reall dunno y y guys r so bastard !!!!!

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Wednesday, January 30, 2008 / 4:54 PM
wAt iS rEgReT???

wAt iS rEgReT???



today i having a great chat wit randall??.. hmm.. saying abt joanna stuffs ..

is like randall ask for a break n in end he wann patch as he cant forget her.. so sweet of him.. but very poor thin..

n he told mi friday night he sms her abt patch-ing thin... n lastly joanna called him n said clearly..

according to wat randall say.. she said to him very loudly in public.. + joanna wit her stead.. some sort of embrass randall lo.. so sad..

haiz.. not to say much abt it.. i onl can say a sentence over tat incident.... eveythin u do wil all b regret.. just use to it can le... tat wat i can onl...

love sometimes is so stressful den anythin else...

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Thursday, January 24, 2008 / 1:01 AM
mY pReDicT ReaLL sO aCcuRaTe!!!..

mY pReDicT ReaLL sO aCcuRaTe!!!..



today is the day i get my O level result.. lols.. my prediction is so ACCURATE!!!.. i fail.. wahaha..SIAO

m i mad?... dis time i shld b crying lol.. i saw my fren get 20++ cry like siao lo... den i get 30++ must jump off e building??.. lol..

i reall dunno y lols.. y i didn cry?.. mayb i mad??.. or acting in front of thm??... i not sure too.. jus don feel lik crying.. sianz..

mayb there's no one by my side [stead], tat y i can't cry out...hmm... anyway good luck to my gang of frens... all can go poly.. except mi.. told u lo.. I'M EXTRA!!!

today still pay my skol fee lo.. $39.. if i no i fail.. i won't pay lols.. haha..waste $$... i now alread save up to 1K le.. wahaha..

n mayb its e time now, we will b apart fro each other.. wil less , or even no contact wit one another..c ya guys... happy to u all....

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wHeRe ShLd i gO neXT??.... ..


i reall very shag abt my result??... i oso not tat sure lol.. but i got 3 choices...

1st- went bk to my STUPID skol n study

2nd- went to ite n study but still retak O level

3rd- work for the company, let thm spons. mi to study diploma accountant lo...

mayb most likely is choose choce 3 lo.. cos can earn money =P

at night we to carbana there drink with YQ, daryl n zhen you.. pity tat lance didn come.. cos tml he got test.. GOOD LUCK to him lol...

den e daryl say abt business tin make mi so du lan.. makin mi tin tat he e boss lidat.. den wat abt mi n YQ..

hmmm.. i shld not sms him tel Bing Hui tat i at carbana lo... he came too... n kep pesting mi to go hm quickly??...

is like.. WTF.. my stead or wat?? care so much??... i oso don care so much abt it lo.. hais..

i keep drinkin lo.. hmmm den went to arcade play??.. hmm.. n HE suddenly call mi.. very shocked.. he called askin mi how my o level

damn sweet lol.. i full of LOVE??.. haha.. but reall sweet lol.. got ppl concern.. abt my marks??.. but e result damn sux lo.. FUCK!!..

when reached hm.. BH keep callin n sms mi.. hmmm.. Bing hui thanks for concern mi.. but don too concern mi.. as i won't like u [treat mi BHB]

hmm.. n i chat wit HIM for abt 1hrs++??... damn sweet??.. heess

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Wednesday, January 23, 2008 / 1:01 AM
o LeVeL ResULt iS tML!!!..i diE tML!

o LeVeL ResULt iS tML!!!..i diE tML!



hais.. result is tml.. n i hav no confidence in it.. i scared of takin it.. haiz..

i scared when takin e result .. is like i no their result sure better den mi.. den sure happy.. n thy wil kpo ask mi abt my result.. i dun like e feeling.. feelin very extra lidat

now i den regret lo.. haiz.. n actually o level is easy to study.. onl didn concentrate.. hais.. nvm.. everyone will regrets thin... so m i

i reall SCARED !!! mayb cos all my gang all taken award of $250 n mi??.. don even haf lo.. no even 1cents..

sian lo.. reall don haf the feelin to tak, wat to do??.. hav to acc HJ lo.. as no one acc her... tat wat fren for..cos i oso don wish to b alone lo.. so i no e feelin..

den i can tel u guys.. i sure fail for it.. i won't b so lucky everytim..

how to say??.. hmm.. PSLE is lucky lucky in, N level is "heng heng" JUST pass onl.. O level??.. sure "SWAY"!!.. die.. sians....

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Tuesday, January 22, 2008 / 12:20 AM
wAt cAN i dO iN oRdeR nOT tO hAte e PeR$oN?

wAt cAN i dO iN oRdeR nOT tO hAte e PeR$oN?



i dunno y now days i don like e person [cannot b said]...

i lik cant stand on him/her lo.. esp his/her 's word of saying n action.. hais..

to him/her, mayb jus joking.. playing.. but to mi, it seem tat i so USELESS, must depend on him/her lidat lo..

cannot depend on him/her wil die lidat lo.. i tin i JEALOUS of him/her.. .. mayb cos her brain smarter, clever.. lots of ppl adore him/her..

mayb i tin too much or wat??.. is like i sms him/her, she/he don even wann reply mi n tel mi she busy, but others, can b reply.. wat dis man??.. reall so QIAO??..

who no??.. onl e person no..

can anyone tel mi what can i do in order not to hate e person!.. if not i wil hate e person deeper in my heart!..

mayb can't even b frens too!!!.. ..

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Monday, January 21, 2008 / 11:16 PM
*ReLaTioNsHiP aT oUr aGe iS iT pOs$iBLe??..

ReLaTioNsHiP aT oUr aGe iS iT pOs$iBLe??..



today aft work, meet my partners n zhen you.. talk abt business stuffs??.. till 9 ++pm.. den we went ahead to bedok inter tak bus.. when we walkin.. we saw joanna wit a guy..

i didn c tat clearly.. BUT zhen you thy all did.. esp ZY lo.. like damn angry lidat..

hmm.. when i saw joanna, my first tin tin of it is.. where randall??... n e guy oso not tat handsome lo..

but heard fro daryl thy all, joanna n tat guy were holding hand n hugging... is lik WT... den randall how??...

last time like randall like mad gal den now suddenl change target.. n daryl told mi, joanna auto sms him say.. is randall don wan her first.. n got anythin abt tat sms her ..

is like.. WTF.. she like so scared lidat lo.. hais.. i oso don care liao.. cos not my business.. i onl jus can't stand on it lo.. if not happy, den don read my blog lo..

reall wondering , at our age, there's no relationship exist?.. so wat if it exist?... can it b last long enough??

my ans mayb is no ... jus an eg. btw randall n joanna.. randall is such a nice guy but yet come to an end..

happiness??.. wat tat to mi??... hurts n saddness to mi onl.. there no happiness in my relationship at all.. i reall dun understan.. mayb fate told mi, relationship is not a choice for mi...

but to stay single??.. tat cruel to mi isn't it??.. hmmm.. forget it den.. i miss him..

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Sunday, January 6, 2008 / 5:48 PM
*jUs b-cO$ oF a $tUpiD CoCoNuT MiLk!!!

jUs b-cO$ oF a $tUpiD CoCoNuT MiLk!!!


today dream of my grandfather.. i dream tat he in his room crying.. keep repeating sayin he don wish to die.. hais... den mak mi cried oso.. n i hug him

aft crying, he went to e cupboard, took out a grey colour pants, a boxes & a jacket [which is mine], saying tat when he die, he wann wear n said tat e pants is fro his father e.. den left e clothes n shoe asked mi buy..

sayin finished, he disappeared... n i woke up.. haiz.. den quickly went to on e tv c ytd 4D no
e no come out, "1241" which is my previse dream no lo.. sianz.. didn buy, if not win $250.. .. but i reall don care abt $$.. i reall jus wonderr if my dream reall true????...

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today is a fuckin day of my life.. jus b-cos of a fucking coconut milk.. FUCK!!!!... . ..

today can say its a moving fuckin house lo.. as last time my uncle hav lots of tin but no place to put so put at my grandma house.. hmmm..

n last week, "lao fou ye" asked my uncle to moved all e tin bk to his house.. WT.. my uncle's place alread no place yet stil wann move..

fine wit my uncle den help him up lo... onl three of us (my uncle, stephanie & mi).. lots of tin to carry lo.. WT!!!.. fro 10am help help till 1++pm stil haven finish lo..

cos his blk was like.. .. e lift is onl 11 storey n yet his level is 8 storey.. den need to carry all e boxes down 3 storey.. wann my life man!!!...

aft carried finished the first part of e boxes, we went bk to grandma house again as still got lots more.. hmmm..

reached there, my grandma asked mi to buy coconut milk for makin curry.. so i lazy to walk far den went to e nearest mama shop n buy..

at e mama shop, onl left e big size of the brand lo.. den e small size is other brand tat i not familiar wit.. so in e end buy e big size of the brand..

passed to my grandma, den here come WORLD WAR 3!!!.. ... say buy so big for wat den scold mi.. N start to sing "SONGSss".. she wan my uncle to bring e big tv console, n e cupboard all move hm.. watever shit oso move..

WTF lo... u tin we super man & woman??... 3 ppl can move ma??... + so heavy los.. hais.. sianz.. in e end stil moved lo.. n bLaH bLaH bLaH, here come our herosss..

888 family lols... so many ppl??.. 6 of it??.. lols.. so glad-ful.. lol.. den abt 15 min we move everythin except e tv console at my grandma house lols..

so went bk to "lao fou ye" house.. den u no wat.. she cried.. FUCK lo.. make mi cry oso.. very badly.. she said abt my grandfather stuffs.. haix.. i alread feel bad abt it le lo..

she kept on sayin wat who cos grandfather death.. i alread had enough of tat le lo.. ENOUGH!!!.. ... i reall wish i can forget everythin abt e death!!!!!! i tin i going to b crazy n mad one day!!!.. ..

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Friday, January 4, 2008 / 11:04 PM
i $TiLL LiKe HiM? i Mi$s HiM??...

i $TiLL LiKe HiM?
i Mi$s HiM??...


today is a special day??.. cos our company having a lunch !!! yeah!! same as last yr.. but more ppl n in diff restaurant.. lols..

can said tat my first time yummy so full n happy lols.. as its company treat =P

eat until $230++ lols.. OMG!!.. i suddenl feel so xin fu lols.. aft yummy, went bk work.. suddenl feel so much energy lols. den keep workin.. OMG!!! i going to b mad soon!!!... lols..

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today so bored at work so go c c ppl blog lols.. so bad =P

yuan xin's blog make mi more pay attention in c-ing lo.. she most of it say abt life, her BF.. can c tat her BF is so sweet.. handmake card, buy chocolates, flowers n lots more tat can let ppl touched.. can i find a BF jus like him??.. i don tin so ba..

my last ex, i dunno y i treasure him lot n in e end, i tin he dun even thin to treasure mi. haiz.. m i stil liking him??...

i reall hope i can find a stead tat can jus like yuan xin's BF n my cousin lo.. so sweet.. i don tink i don haf e "fu qi" ba.. haiz.. blame my life den.. ... n fate ba.. so jealous of her lo.. humph! =P

n had a chat wit him on msn.. i like so stupid?? went to ask him if his nick is it refering to mi.. n bLaH bLaH bLaH, he said dunno if he is correct to jio mi bk again??..

wat does tat mean lo!!!.. if its reall wrong den don jio bk.. like so "xin ku" lidat lo.. i reall dun understand.. haiz..

mayb single to both of us is better ba??...

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Thursday, December 27, 2007 / 5:49 PM
FUCKING HATE U!!!

FUCKING HATE U!!!

today same thin same time.. WORK WORK WORK.. how would i wish ppl wil gif mi $$..

hmm..abt in noon time, he online.. n i saw his nick.. .. its say.. ... . ..

~waiting for u~neve be replaced.THE THING I REGRET THE MOST IS TO LET U GO!!!

is it sayin mi or his ex??.. hais.. i oso dunno.. onl he no lo..i shld not tink its mi, ltr put high hope.. n i realized tat.. i stil like him??? argh! i dunno la..

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today aft work met my zhi xian darling =P & jerral daddy for pool.. YEAH!!.. hmm.. jeff didn come cos LAZY =P got work + we played at somerset lols.. hmm...

n i today wear my $17.90 shoe got a lot of problem la.. now i no tat, not all nice shoe can b wear!!!.. waste my $$$!!!! return mi!!!

n surely, its nice to play pool lols.. although i keep lost by thm.. (thy don gif face e lo).. played until 8.30++ pm we went off to haf dinner.. hmm.. i going to b fat soon!!..

when travellin in train.. my father called.. very wat la.. nowdays his actions make mi fuckin hate him.. i wann go count down la!!!.. he say cannot i must listen meh!

NO WAY!! christmas eve u called mi don go out, i listen to u as i tot u wil bring e family go out celebrat jus like b4.. n yet u go out alone without bringin us...

n beat mi n sis face for nothin!!!.. hey DAD!! we hate ppl beat our face!!!.. 4 NOTHIN!!!.. .. even its joke!!!.. ... STOP FORCING US GIF U ATTITUDE!!!

E MORE U DON LET, E MORE I WANN LET U C HOW I GO OUT!!!.. even u wann beat mi, fine wit it!

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Monday, December 24, 2007 / 5:12 PM
hMmM.. wAT i wAN tO b iN fUtuRe??..

hMmM.. wAT i wAN tO b iN fUtuRe??..


hmmm.. sayin seriously.. i wann to do lots of thin lo..


♥ designer - DIY.. .. shirt, shoe, house, card, sewing, candles, food.. etc

♥ Accountant - abt mathematics (I love it!).. banking?? 10mth bouns =P

♥ gift wrapper- helpin ppl to wrap present durin x'mas (part time)

♥ air stewardess - can fly diff places c diff handsome guy =P

♥ hotel management - ??? interest?

♥ teacher - kindergarten (cute babies), secondary sch ( c too musch korea show) lols..

♥cooker - like to cook lols..

♥ Hair stylist - influence by my mum??..

♥ tailor - influence by my aunt??.. DIY own styles

♥ photographer - like to tak photos

♥ policewoman - my pri sch wish

♥ cartoonist - last time like to draw & copy rite... ..

♥ dentist - keep c-ing too much dental appointment le??..

♥ nurse - cos of my grandfather??..

♥ nanny - babies/ children r cute (Part time)

♥ boss - wahaha.. open a shop wit frens???

♥ good wife - lols.. jus married a rich guy den stay at hm lols..

hmm... stil got a lot ba.. ba forgot.. hmm.. so wat can i do in future.. but among tat, i all not capable in anythin lo.. sometimes really jealous of Yuanxin .. humph.. as got her own dream wat she wann b lo..


dis making mi stress... wat wil i b in future????

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Sunday, December 16, 2007 / 11:56 PM
wAt ShLd i dO?? giF hiM a ChanCe??..

wAt ShLd i dO?? giF hiM a ChanCe??..


today didn go anywher but going bk to my grandma house pack here n there as too many rubbish le.. n "zheng" 'lao fou ye' not around, can throw as many thin as i wan.. wahaha..

den pack till abt afternoon.. mi n sis went to my mum salon.. i oso donno y go there.. but e sad is tat my mum CUT my fridge .. OMG!!!.. sad..

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hmmm.. last nite HE sms mi saying he stil cant 4get e past.. i feel very "dong xin" lo.. hmm.. den till evening i reply him.. saying n askin, y in e first place he stead wit tat gal n write all those sweet tin to her..

den in e end, he said at nite cal mi n tel mi.. n said tat he read my blog.. n said tat i seem to b happy now... got lots of darlings..

hmm.. u no wat.. actuall i not happy at all.. i tried to find entertainment mysel n even keep making mi busy jus to 4get e past lo.. but its not easy at all... i dunno y either.. ... ........

abt 11++pm.. n i tot he won't cal mi, so i jus zzz till midnight ++, Zhen You sms a concern msg to mi lols.. haha.. sOoo sweet lols.. den sms him bk den i bk to zzz.. den sudden another msg come.. i tot is Zhen You msg again.. but it's not.. its him..

reall didn expect him rmb to cal mi lo.. feeling surprise?? touched??.. no idea to mi.. hee.. den he talk to mi a lot of tin.. donno ixx craps a not los.. but nvm.. mayb jus listen 'jiu hao'.. cannot put high hope like last time le.. cos i got weak heart..

i reall donno wat to do now??.. i donno he true to mi??.. is cos tat he jus break up cos of wat reason.. i donno i shld believe ma.. hmmm...

mayb time can slove everythin ba.. since he say he wil wait den c he can wait how long.. mayb in e middle he alread find a stead.. who no lo.. mayb dis time can prove to c how sincere to mi lo..

who no??..

FATE DEN.... ...

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Thursday, December 13, 2007 / 8:05 PM
hE maKiNg mI feEL diSgUstiNg...

hE maKiNg mI feEL diSgUstiNg...

hais.. i feel a reall heavy stone on top of mi lo.. i reall donno y.. hmmm... BJ is some sort of wantin mi to go c his blog lo.. n i stupid go n read.. FOOL OF MI lo..

his blog is like.. "WHAT THE HELL MAN!!".. mostly is all mi.. (i think).. making mi ARGH!!! STRESS!! u guys can c his blog too.. http://www.phylloisweird.blogspot.com/ ...

i reall stress abt him!!!,.. n i den no.. actual Zhen You treat mi more good.. haha.. as in, Zhen You won't care so much abt mi lols.. feel so xin fu.. haha =P den as 4 Bao Jun.. he seem to b purposly doing thin lettin mi c.. i donn how to say.. dis is wat i think lo.. mayb i think too much??...

hais.. i jus donno la.. hope wil end it faster ba... suddenly feel tat ..
LOVE is so 'Terrible' 'Horrible' equal "VEGETABLE".. LOLS..

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Monday, December 10, 2007 / 7:47 PM
wAt dOes iT meAN bY tAt??...

wAt dOes iT meAN bY tAt??...

HAIZ... tat e word i can describe in my day of today....

same old day n time doing my work stuffs... till afternoon.. HE online n said tat he n mi like got some misunderstandin.. i was like... "wat misunderstandin? i don even tin so got lo" (which say in my mind).. ...

den i said there no misunderstandin.. all very clearly.. den he donno say wat.. ... he n her break liao.. i was like "tel mi 4??makin mi gettin high hope to u?".. ... i oso donno wat he tel mi for.. very weird??.. mayb is e gal don wan him ba.. who no lo..

hmmm... is like i was goin to forget him in e process, yet he sayin tat to mi for?? i reall don understand lo.. STUPID MI!!!.. ...

n today, i went bk to my grandma place to yumm n stay.. but when i reached there, its abt 8++ pm.. my grandma had zzz, n there NO FOOD to EAT!!!.. poor mi.. treat it as diet lo..

den wait till 9++pm.. my grandmother fro her room come out .. wit a face of anger.. den i guess somethin was going wron liao.. "must careful wat i said!!"

deni asked her wat happened.. she just said "ur 888 didn cal u meh" in a loud voices.. 888= big aunt.. ... surely somethin happen!!! 'yuan lai' dis afternoo she wanted to bring my grandma to my 'xiao gu' house.. but den my grandma don wan as keep raining plus sayin thy got motive...

sometimes i reall don understa my grandma.. ppl reall truely concern yet she wil said ppl hav motives.. haiz.. i oso another eg.. i tink "SHE" e problem making everyone STRESS.. includin mi!!!


i reall miss u, grandpa... ... ...
haiz

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Wednesday, November 28, 2007 / 5:45 AM
$iLLy oF HiM Lo.. mAkE mI sO stRes$!!

$iLLy oF HiM Lo.. mAkE mI sO stRes$!!


hmmm.. u no wat.. all along i tot tat love some1 is tough but lettin ppl love is "xin fu"... but i now den realized tat all is totally wrong!..

eg like today.. .. having work e same old time.. fro 9am to 6pm everyday.. seem to b sianz but sometimes it can b say its fun when there is a mistakes in e file or wrongly type.. lol.. mayb u tin its crazy but very fun as it make u busy all e time lols.. haha..

but jus like today i was "busy" my tin durin e last min of getting off work time.. suddenl a sound vibrate fro my mobile.. i didn c who e sender is, i oso can no who n wat e text is all abt.. is fro Zhen You.. he wann meet mi aft work n go hm together though MRT.. once again same tin.. sickening!!..

den i told him tat i "busy" my stuff n mayb wil OT.. he say he don mind waiting 4 mi but to mi.. I MIND!!! in e end, he said no matter how late he wil wait den hang up e phone??... .. i was like.. stare to my com for a few mins den RUSH to my "BUSY" tin as i reall don wish him to wait lo.. n i don use to it so i kept on RUSHING my stuffs like hell!!!..

den rushed to e STUPID MRT travelled to RAFFLE PLACE den drop off n JUST to meet him.. he so relax waiting, den mi lei, fucking tired rushing here n there!!!.. if everyday lidat i sure die early liao...

when i reached there i said to him if i didn care him lettin him wait how.. he say i won't lidat.. i was like giving a DOTS face lo.. how he so sure abt it?


but sayiny truely he a nice guy, but not my type... most impt is tat e feeling is not rite... by saying feelings.. .... .... feelings is like when ever how e person yumm or e action u won't feel disgusting or wat ever shit ??.. u jus ignore it.. tat e feeling!.. which i LOVE it lots.. muacks..

thinkin tat.. in order to let him gif up> must treat him cold ba?? its depends on it?.................... ....

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Sunday, April 13, 2008 / 11:30 PM
wAT tHe HeLL aGaiN??...

wAT tHe HeLL aGaiN??...


Instead of giving out flyers again, I went out with my cousin, Valerie shopping at tampines mall.. hmm..

She change to a good gal??.. haha.. hmmm… n we bought a lotssss of thin.. can say is her… not mi… as I bought her a shoe cost mi $29.90… hmm.. I alright with it as she treat mi good too..

Hmm… n so, we shop for hours, she finally bought dress for her school anniversary party… hmmm.. quite nice.. she seem to b rich due to a person like her lik mad that one mth gif her 600 bucks… I wan tat guy sia!!!! Hais..

But anyway, she happy can le.. to mi, I hope my surrounding ppl happy, I will b satisfy…

Hmm.. n so aft shopping went to my grandma house.. n saw steph’s dad over there… I asked him y he there.. n he said ah ma said the god say she got wat disease.. wat the fuck is tat lo.. so lame man…

N my grandma had eaten his dinner, n asked mi went to steph house for dinner instead… n so I off to step house…

During the journey I told staph’s dad that my dad mayb moved bk to ah ma house… den he said tat, he had a quarrel with my dad… I was like… WTF again.. n I asked him… he said my dad’s lorry insurance is under his name n the money has been 3 mths not paid..

Den if didn paid the company will sue steph’s dad… n so he quickly called my dad asked for money… n my dad jus said no money how to pay…

Hais.. I reall donno wat the fuck going on ….. its sux my life now… hai.. n I tell staph tat I cleared the debts on behalf.. $520.. I was like.. my money fly so far away.. i nOw left 130++.. wat mi going to survive the rest of the mth??...

I don understand wat my dad doing.. last time asked mi for money $400 n now wann rent out the house… n I dunnO wat will happen next… I had enough of it le!!!....

I wann cry out but I dunnO y I cant… last crying is my grandpa funeral… mayb dying soon ba… hais…

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Saturday, April 12, 2008 / 11:28 PM
waT mY fAMiLy gOiNg oN??...

waT mY fAMiLy gOiNg oN??...


Today instead of giving out flyers, I went go shopping with hui jean… bought 25 bucks stuffs… long time didn’t shop for my tops.. n cannot buy more.. no money.. hmm. … so enjoy myself with her.. at least in front of her I wont need to wear a mask..

Hmm.. n keep sms with renda.. fall in love with him SOON??... no way man.. mayb it’s a crush… not suit for mi to have a bf… hmmm.. all guys cant b trust !!!... hate guys lots..

N oso dis morning ONCE I JUST wake up, u nO wat my mum told mi??.. she said mayb our house rent out to others @ 1.8K per month… I was like… stare to the air…

Wat happening again???... n so I asked her… she said first cos got extra income. Second can acc ah ma as she alone at the house… I was like… nan de I have a house.. n so I hav not been staying here for 10YEARS LO!!!...

N now wann separate again… surely my mum n sis sure stay at my aunt house… mi n dad is staying at ah ma house… is lik there’s no different like last time… WTF!!... forget it den.. mayb I move out better den… thinking in process…

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Monday, March 10, 2008 / 11:13 PM
hAtE HaTe hAtE ....

hAtE HaTe hAtE ....

U nO wat?.. I hate myself LOTS… ever!!! i suddenl feel tat I dying fast..

But in the end ??.. I fucking hate myself!! Is like my frens is getting mi further n further .. when is nearer to APRIL…

To mi… FEAR OF APRIL COMING!!!

As all my frens all went to POLY.. mi lei??.. a FUCKING extra person!! Is like I very far from my frens.. everythin all very diff..as in brain? Studies? Life style?.. or wat ever fuck!

Is some sort of two worlds…

If I got a boyfren, I don mind don haf frens? But I fall out of love!!! He make mi heart broken…

It’s called break up be-cos its broken

But if I haf no boy fren n no frens.. its like.. no LIFE!!

Work home, work home… nO more!!!

N I suddenl miss him.. haiz.. useless mi !!!

But I can tin is tat all guys r bastard except my cousin…

I heard from one of my cousin tat if a gal wan, guys wil surely gif..

Whenever I rmb wat my cousin said, I wil use it under HIM.. … makin mi so hate him..

I reall dunno y y guys r so bastard !!!!!

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Wednesday, January 30, 2008 / 4:54 PM
wAt iS rEgReT???

wAt iS rEgReT???



today i having a great chat wit randall??.. hmm.. saying abt joanna stuffs ..

is like randall ask for a break n in end he wann patch as he cant forget her.. so sweet of him.. but very poor thin..

n he told mi friday night he sms her abt patch-ing thin... n lastly joanna called him n said clearly..

according to wat randall say.. she said to him very loudly in public.. + joanna wit her stead.. some sort of embrass randall lo.. so sad..

haiz.. not to say much abt it.. i onl can say a sentence over tat incident.... eveythin u do wil all b regret.. just use to it can le... tat wat i can onl...

love sometimes is so stressful den anythin else...

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Thursday, January 24, 2008 / 1:01 AM
mY pReDicT ReaLL sO aCcuRaTe!!!..

mY pReDicT ReaLL sO aCcuRaTe!!!..



today is the day i get my O level result.. lols.. my prediction is so ACCURATE!!!.. i fail.. wahaha..SIAO

m i mad?... dis time i shld b crying lol.. i saw my fren get 20++ cry like siao lo... den i get 30++ must jump off e building??.. lol..

i reall dunno y lols.. y i didn cry?.. mayb i mad??.. or acting in front of thm??... i not sure too.. jus don feel lik crying.. sianz..

mayb there's no one by my side [stead], tat y i can't cry out...hmm... anyway good luck to my gang of frens... all can go poly.. except mi.. told u lo.. I'M EXTRA!!!

today still pay my skol fee lo.. $39.. if i no i fail.. i won't pay lols.. haha..waste $$... i now alread save up to 1K le.. wahaha..

n mayb its e time now, we will b apart fro each other.. wil less , or even no contact wit one another..c ya guys... happy to u all....

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wHeRe ShLd i gO neXT??.... ..


i reall very shag abt my result??... i oso not tat sure lol.. but i got 3 choices...

1st- went bk to my STUPID skol n study

2nd- went to ite n study but still retak O level

3rd- work for the company, let thm spons. mi to study diploma accountant lo...

mayb most likely is choose choce 3 lo.. cos can earn money =P

at night we to carbana there drink with YQ, daryl n zhen you.. pity tat lance didn come.. cos tml he got test.. GOOD LUCK to him lol...

den e daryl say abt business tin make mi so du lan.. makin mi tin tat he e boss lidat.. den wat abt mi n YQ..

hmmm.. i shld not sms him tel Bing Hui tat i at carbana lo... he came too... n kep pesting mi to go hm quickly??...

is like.. WTF.. my stead or wat?? care so much??... i oso don care so much abt it lo.. hais..

i keep drinkin lo.. hmmm den went to arcade play??.. hmm.. n HE suddenly call mi.. very shocked.. he called askin mi how my o level

damn sweet lol.. i full of LOVE??.. haha.. but reall sweet lol.. got ppl concern.. abt my marks??.. but e result damn sux lo.. FUCK!!..

when reached hm.. BH keep callin n sms mi.. hmmm.. Bing hui thanks for concern mi.. but don too concern mi.. as i won't like u [treat mi BHB]

hmm.. n i chat wit HIM for abt 1hrs++??... damn sweet??.. heess

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Wednesday, January 23, 2008 / 1:01 AM
o LeVeL ResULt iS tML!!!..i diE tML!

o LeVeL ResULt iS tML!!!..i diE tML!



hais.. result is tml.. n i hav no confidence in it.. i scared of takin it.. haiz..

i scared when takin e result .. is like i no their result sure better den mi.. den sure happy.. n thy wil kpo ask mi abt my result.. i dun like e feeling.. feelin very extra lidat

now i den regret lo.. haiz.. n actually o level is easy to study.. onl didn concentrate.. hais.. nvm.. everyone will regrets thin... so m i

i reall SCARED !!! mayb cos all my gang all taken award of $250 n mi??.. don even haf lo.. no even 1cents..

sian lo.. reall don haf the feelin to tak, wat to do??.. hav to acc HJ lo.. as no one acc her... tat wat fren for..cos i oso don wish to b alone lo.. so i no e feelin..

den i can tel u guys.. i sure fail for it.. i won't b so lucky everytim..

how to say??.. hmm.. PSLE is lucky lucky in, N level is "heng heng" JUST pass onl.. O level??.. sure "SWAY"!!.. die.. sians....

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Tuesday, January 22, 2008 / 12:20 AM
wAt cAN i dO iN oRdeR nOT tO hAte e PeR$oN?

wAt cAN i dO iN oRdeR nOT tO hAte e PeR$oN?



i dunno y now days i don like e person [cannot b said]...

i lik cant stand on him/her lo.. esp his/her 's word of saying n action.. hais..

to him/her, mayb jus joking.. playing.. but to mi, it seem tat i so USELESS, must depend on him/her lidat lo..

cannot depend on him/her wil die lidat lo.. i tin i JEALOUS of him/her.. .. mayb cos her brain smarter, clever.. lots of ppl adore him/her..

mayb i tin too much or wat??.. is like i sms him/her, she/he don even wann reply mi n tel mi she busy, but others, can b reply.. wat dis man??.. reall so QIAO??..

who no??.. onl e person no..

can anyone tel mi what can i do in order not to hate e person!.. if not i wil hate e person deeper in my heart!..

mayb can't even b frens too!!!.. ..

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Monday, January 21, 2008 / 11:16 PM
*ReLaTioNsHiP aT oUr aGe iS iT pOs$iBLe??..

ReLaTioNsHiP aT oUr aGe iS iT pOs$iBLe??..



today aft work, meet my partners n zhen you.. talk abt business stuffs??.. till 9 ++pm.. den we went ahead to bedok inter tak bus.. when we walkin.. we saw joanna wit a guy..

i didn c tat clearly.. BUT zhen you thy all did.. esp ZY lo.. like damn angry lidat..

hmm.. when i saw joanna, my first tin tin of it is.. where randall??... n e guy oso not tat handsome lo..

but heard fro daryl thy all, joanna n tat guy were holding hand n hugging... is lik WT... den randall how??...

last time like randall like mad gal den now suddenl change target.. n daryl told mi, joanna auto sms him say.. is randall don wan her first.. n got anythin abt tat sms her ..

is like.. WTF.. she like so scared lidat lo.. hais.. i oso don care liao.. cos not my business.. i onl jus can't stand on it lo.. if not happy, den don read my blog lo..

reall wondering , at our age, there's no relationship exist?.. so wat if it exist?... can it b last long enough??

my ans mayb is no ... jus an eg. btw randall n joanna.. randall is such a nice guy but yet come to an end..

happiness??.. wat tat to mi??... hurts n saddness to mi onl.. there no happiness in my relationship at all.. i reall dun understan.. mayb fate told mi, relationship is not a choice for mi...

but to stay single??.. tat cruel to mi isn't it??.. hmmm.. forget it den.. i miss him..

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Sunday, January 6, 2008 / 5:48 PM
*jUs b-cO$ oF a $tUpiD CoCoNuT MiLk!!!

jUs b-cO$ oF a $tUpiD CoCoNuT MiLk!!!


today dream of my grandfather.. i dream tat he in his room crying.. keep repeating sayin he don wish to die.. hais... den mak mi cried oso.. n i hug him

aft crying, he went to e cupboard, took out a grey colour pants, a boxes & a jacket [which is mine], saying tat when he die, he wann wear n said tat e pants is fro his father e.. den left e clothes n shoe asked mi buy..

sayin finished, he disappeared... n i woke up.. haiz.. den quickly went to on e tv c ytd 4D no
e no come out, "1241" which is my previse dream no lo.. sianz.. didn buy, if not win $250.. .. but i reall don care abt $$.. i reall jus wonderr if my dream reall true????...

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today is a fuckin day of my life.. jus b-cos of a fucking coconut milk.. FUCK!!!!... . ..

today can say its a moving fuckin house lo.. as last time my uncle hav lots of tin but no place to put so put at my grandma house.. hmmm..

n last week, "lao fou ye" asked my uncle to moved all e tin bk to his house.. WT.. my uncle's place alread no place yet stil wann move..

fine wit my uncle den help him up lo... onl three of us (my uncle, stephanie & mi).. lots of tin to carry lo.. WT!!!.. fro 10am help help till 1++pm stil haven finish lo..

cos his blk was like.. .. e lift is onl 11 storey n yet his level is 8 storey.. den need to carry all e boxes down 3 storey.. wann my life man!!!...

aft carried finished the first part of e boxes, we went bk to grandma house again as still got lots more.. hmmm..

reached there, my grandma asked mi to buy coconut milk for makin curry.. so i lazy to walk far den went to e nearest mama shop n buy..

at e mama shop, onl left e big size of the brand lo.. den e small size is other brand tat i not familiar wit.. so in e end buy e big size of the brand..

passed to my grandma, den here come WORLD WAR 3!!!.. ... say buy so big for wat den scold mi.. N start to sing "SONGSss".. she wan my uncle to bring e big tv console, n e cupboard all move hm.. watever shit oso move..

WTF lo... u tin we super man & woman??... 3 ppl can move ma??... + so heavy los.. hais.. sianz.. in e end stil moved lo.. n bLaH bLaH bLaH, here come our herosss..

888 family lols... so many ppl??.. 6 of it??.. lols.. so glad-ful.. lol.. den abt 15 min we move everythin except e tv console at my grandma house lols..

so went bk to "lao fou ye" house.. den u no wat.. she cried.. FUCK lo.. make mi cry oso.. very badly.. she said abt my grandfather stuffs.. haix.. i alread feel bad abt it le lo..

she kept on sayin wat who cos grandfather death.. i alread had enough of tat le lo.. ENOUGH!!!.. ... i reall wish i can forget everythin abt e death!!!!!! i tin i going to b crazy n mad one day!!!.. ..

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Friday, January 4, 2008 / 11:04 PM
i $TiLL LiKe HiM? i Mi$s HiM??...

i $TiLL LiKe HiM?
i Mi$s HiM??...


today is a special day??.. cos our company having a lunch !!! yeah!! same as last yr.. but more ppl n in diff restaurant.. lols..

can said tat my first time yummy so full n happy lols.. as its company treat =P

eat until $230++ lols.. OMG!!.. i suddenl feel so xin fu lols.. aft yummy, went bk work.. suddenl feel so much energy lols. den keep workin.. OMG!!! i going to b mad soon!!!... lols..

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today so bored at work so go c c ppl blog lols.. so bad =P

yuan xin's blog make mi more pay attention in c-ing lo.. she most of it say abt life, her BF.. can c tat her BF is so sweet.. handmake card, buy chocolates, flowers n lots more tat can let ppl touched.. can i find a BF jus like him??.. i don tin so ba..

my last ex, i dunno y i treasure him lot n in e end, i tin he dun even thin to treasure mi. haiz.. m i stil liking him??...

i reall hope i can find a stead tat can jus like yuan xin's BF n my cousin lo.. so sweet.. i don tink i don haf e "fu qi" ba.. haiz.. blame my life den.. ... n fate ba.. so jealous of her lo.. humph! =P

n had a chat wit him on msn.. i like so stupid?? went to ask him if his nick is it refering to mi.. n bLaH bLaH bLaH, he said dunno if he is correct to jio mi bk again??..

wat does tat mean lo!!!.. if its reall wrong den don jio bk.. like so "xin ku" lidat lo.. i reall dun understand.. haiz..

mayb single to both of us is better ba??...

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Thursday, December 27, 2007 / 5:49 PM
FUCKING HATE U!!!

FUCKING HATE U!!!

today same thin same time.. WORK WORK WORK.. how would i wish ppl wil gif mi $$..

hmm..abt in noon time, he online.. n i saw his nick.. .. its say.. ... . ..

~waiting for u~neve be replaced.THE THING I REGRET THE MOST IS TO LET U GO!!!

is it sayin mi or his ex??.. hais.. i oso dunno.. onl he no lo..i shld not tink its mi, ltr put high hope.. n i realized tat.. i stil like him??? argh! i dunno la..

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today aft work met my zhi xian darling =P & jerral daddy for pool.. YEAH!!.. hmm.. jeff didn come cos LAZY =P got work + we played at somerset lols.. hmm...

n i today wear my $17.90 shoe got a lot of problem la.. now i no tat, not all nice shoe can b wear!!!.. waste my $$$!!!! return mi!!!

n surely, its nice to play pool lols.. although i keep lost by thm.. (thy don gif face e lo).. played until 8.30++ pm we went off to haf dinner.. hmm.. i going to b fat soon!!..

when travellin in train.. my father called.. very wat la.. nowdays his actions make mi fuckin hate him.. i wann go count down la!!!.. he say cannot i must listen meh!

NO WAY!! christmas eve u called mi don go out, i listen to u as i tot u wil bring e family go out celebrat jus like b4.. n yet u go out alone without bringin us...

n beat mi n sis face for nothin!!!.. hey DAD!! we hate ppl beat our face!!!.. 4 NOTHIN!!!.. .. even its joke!!!.. ... STOP FORCING US GIF U ATTITUDE!!!

E MORE U DON LET, E MORE I WANN LET U C HOW I GO OUT!!!.. even u wann beat mi, fine wit it!

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Monday, December 24, 2007 / 5:12 PM
hMmM.. wAT i wAN tO b iN fUtuRe??..

hMmM.. wAT i wAN tO b iN fUtuRe??..


hmmm.. sayin seriously.. i wann to do lots of thin lo..


♥ designer - DIY.. .. shirt, shoe, house, card, sewing, candles, food.. etc

♥ Accountant - abt mathematics (I love it!).. banking?? 10mth bouns =P

♥ gift wrapper- helpin ppl to wrap present durin x'mas (part time)

♥ air stewardess - can fly diff places c diff handsome guy =P

♥ hotel management - ??? interest?

♥ teacher - kindergarten (cute babies), secondary sch ( c too musch korea show) lols..

♥cooker - like to cook lols..

♥ Hair stylist - influence by my mum??..

♥ tailor - influence by my aunt??.. DIY own styles

♥ photographer - like to tak photos

♥ policewoman - my pri sch wish

♥ cartoonist - last time like to draw & copy rite... ..

♥ dentist - keep c-ing too much dental appointment le??..

♥ nurse - cos of my grandfather??..

♥ nanny - babies/ children r cute (Part time)

♥ boss - wahaha.. open a shop wit frens???

♥ good wife - lols.. jus married a rich guy den stay at hm lols..

hmm... stil got a lot ba.. ba forgot.. hmm.. so wat can i do in future.. but among tat, i all not capable in anythin lo.. sometimes really jealous of Yuanxin .. humph.. as got her own dream wat she wann b lo..


dis making mi stress... wat wil i b in future????

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Sunday, December 16, 2007 / 11:56 PM
wAt ShLd i dO?? giF hiM a ChanCe??..

wAt ShLd i dO?? giF hiM a ChanCe??..


today didn go anywher but going bk to my grandma house pack here n there as too many rubbish le.. n "zheng" 'lao fou ye' not around, can throw as many thin as i wan.. wahaha..

den pack till abt afternoon.. mi n sis went to my mum salon.. i oso donno y go there.. but e sad is tat my mum CUT my fridge .. OMG!!!.. sad..

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hmmm.. last nite HE sms mi saying he stil cant 4get e past.. i feel very "dong xin" lo.. hmm.. den till evening i reply him.. saying n askin, y in e first place he stead wit tat gal n write all those sweet tin to her..

den in e end, he said at nite cal mi n tel mi.. n said tat he read my blog.. n said tat i seem to b happy now... got lots of darlings..

hmm.. u no wat.. actuall i not happy at all.. i tried to find entertainment mysel n even keep making mi busy jus to 4get e past lo.. but its not easy at all... i dunno y either.. ... ........

abt 11++pm.. n i tot he won't cal mi, so i jus zzz till midnight ++, Zhen You sms a concern msg to mi lols.. haha.. sOoo sweet lols.. den sms him bk den i bk to zzz.. den sudden another msg come.. i tot is Zhen You msg again.. but it's not.. its him..

reall didn expect him rmb to cal mi lo.. feeling surprise?? touched??.. no idea to mi.. hee.. den he talk to mi a lot of tin.. donno ixx craps a not los.. but nvm.. mayb jus listen 'jiu hao'.. cannot put high hope like last time le.. cos i got weak heart..

i reall donno wat to do now??.. i donno he true to mi??.. is cos tat he jus break up cos of wat reason.. i donno i shld believe ma.. hmmm...

mayb time can slove everythin ba.. since he say he wil wait den c he can wait how long.. mayb in e middle he alread find a stead.. who no lo.. mayb dis time can prove to c how sincere to mi lo..

who no??..

FATE DEN.... ...

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Thursday, December 13, 2007 / 8:05 PM
hE maKiNg mI feEL diSgUstiNg...

hE maKiNg mI feEL diSgUstiNg...

hais.. i feel a reall heavy stone on top of mi lo.. i reall donno y.. hmmm... BJ is some sort of wantin mi to go c his blog lo.. n i stupid go n read.. FOOL OF MI lo..

his blog is like.. "WHAT THE HELL MAN!!".. mostly is all mi.. (i think).. making mi ARGH!!! STRESS!! u guys can c his blog too.. http://www.phylloisweird.blogspot.com/ ...

i reall stress abt him!!!,.. n i den no.. actual Zhen You treat mi more good.. haha.. as in, Zhen You won't care so much abt mi lols.. feel so xin fu.. haha =P den as 4 Bao Jun.. he seem to b purposly doing thin lettin mi c.. i donn how to say.. dis is wat i think lo.. mayb i think too much??...

hais.. i jus donno la.. hope wil end it faster ba... suddenly feel tat ..
LOVE is so 'Terrible' 'Horrible' equal "VEGETABLE".. LOLS..

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Monday, December 10, 2007 / 7:47 PM
wAt dOes iT meAN bY tAt??...

wAt dOes iT meAN bY tAt??...

HAIZ... tat e word i can describe in my day of today....

same old day n time doing my work stuffs... till afternoon.. HE online n said tat he n mi like got some misunderstandin.. i was like... "wat misunderstandin? i don even tin so got lo" (which say in my mind).. ...

den i said there no misunderstandin.. all very clearly.. den he donno say wat.. ... he n her break liao.. i was like "tel mi 4??makin mi gettin high hope to u?".. ... i oso donno wat he tel mi for.. very weird??.. mayb is e gal don wan him ba.. who no lo..

hmmm... is like i was goin to forget him in e process, yet he sayin tat to mi for?? i reall don understand lo.. STUPID MI!!!.. ...

n today, i went bk to my grandma place to yumm n stay.. but when i reached there, its abt 8++ pm.. my grandma had zzz, n there NO FOOD to EAT!!!.. poor mi.. treat it as diet lo..

den wait till 9++pm.. my grandmother fro her room come out .. wit a face of anger.. den i guess somethin was going wron liao.. "must careful wat i said!!"

deni asked her wat happened.. she just said "ur 888 didn cal u meh" in a loud voices.. 888= big aunt.. ... surely somethin happen!!! 'yuan lai' dis afternoo she wanted to bring my grandma to my 'xiao gu' house.. but den my grandma don wan as keep raining plus sayin thy got motive...

sometimes i reall don understa my grandma.. ppl reall truely concern yet she wil said ppl hav motives.. haiz.. i oso another eg.. i tink "SHE" e problem making everyone STRESS.. includin mi!!!


i reall miss u, grandpa... ... ...
haiz

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Wednesday, November 28, 2007 / 5:45 AM
$iLLy oF HiM Lo.. mAkE mI sO stRes$!!

$iLLy oF HiM Lo.. mAkE mI sO stRes$!!


hmmm.. u no wat.. all along i tot tat love some1 is tough but lettin ppl love is "xin fu"... but i now den realized tat all is totally wrong!..

eg like today.. .. having work e same old time.. fro 9am to 6pm everyday.. seem to b sianz but sometimes it can b say its fun when there is a mistakes in e file or wrongly type.. lol.. mayb u tin its crazy but very fun as it make u busy all e time lols.. haha..

but jus like today i was "busy" my tin durin e last min of getting off work time.. suddenl a sound vibrate fro my mobile.. i didn c who e sender is, i oso can no who n wat e text is all abt.. is fro Zhen You.. he wann meet mi aft work n go hm together though MRT.. once again same tin.. sickening!!..

den i told him tat i "busy" my stuff n mayb wil OT.. he say he don mind waiting 4 mi but to mi.. I MIND!!! in e end, he said no matter how late he wil wait den hang up e phone??... .. i was like.. stare to my com for a few mins den RUSH to my "BUSY" tin as i reall don wish him to wait lo.. n i don use to it so i kept on RUSHING my stuffs like hell!!!..

den rushed to e STUPID MRT travelled to RAFFLE PLACE den drop off n JUST to meet him.. he so relax waiting, den mi lei, fucking tired rushing here n there!!!.. if everyday lidat i sure die early liao...

when i reached there i said to him if i didn care him lettin him wait how.. he say i won't lidat.. i was like giving a DOTS face lo.. how he so sure abt it?


but sayiny truely he a nice guy, but not my type... most impt is tat e feeling is not rite... by saying feelings.. .... .... feelings is like when ever how e person yumm or e action u won't feel disgusting or wat ever shit ??.. u jus ignore it.. tat e feeling!.. which i LOVE it lots.. muacks..

thinkin tat.. in order to let him gif up> must treat him cold ba?? its depends on it?.................... ....

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