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Tuesday, April 22, 2008 / 5:49 PM
So SWeeT LikE HeLL???

So SWeeT LikE HeLL???


Hmm.. today is the 9th lesson of my CAT lesson… cool ?.. hmm.. today very interesting compare last year..

Hmm.. it started when having a break I take a nap.. but when I woke up, I saw a small like piece of nOte.. hmm.. the guy is so sweet lo..

Hmm.. first time a guy gif mi a nOte .. haha. oMG!!.. haha.. but I thin his motive is to ask mi to help him sign his attendance.. fucker … haha

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Monday, April 7, 2008 / 11:22 PM
mY denTAL

mY denTAL


Today went to my dental appointment… I don nO y my root canal treatment which spent me abt 500 bucks… its so hurt … WTF .. n thy said mayb is infection.. need to hav surgery.. u no surgery cost how much??.. 852++ bucks… wann my life la…

I now is like totally bankrupt.. I paid for the mobile n water & electricity bills.. my parents borrow money from mi as one overspent n yet nOt enough money gif to staffs.. n other lost bets.. total owe $900…

Haiz.. I thin my target 3.5K in june is impossible.. I thin I reall money minded.. Wondering y Singapore is so money minded, esp is government.. such an idiot!!..

Everywhere, everything, every time, all is about money.. can say that, in order to survive, we need money!!!!!!

N renda (which is helpful fren of mine) helping mi find a job.. very touch ??.. wann fall in love with him liao LOL…. Hmm.. dis coming weekend I distribute flyers @ the blockS.. hmmm.. 1000pcs 50bucks.. quite ok la.. gtten jia you liao..

I getting tired along the journal I walking now.. I wann take a break but I can’t. cos I no tat time is precious, so is life.. when I saw my grandpa died until 不明不白… n his my reall dearest ppl..

U will regret when thin is no longer around u … n fro the day my grandpa had passed away.. I never cry again… so is now.. haiz.. I reall wish to cry abt it .. but I cant..

Hmm.. not even a close fren tat I can say to… n last time I said to HIM.. he don even cared abt.. so fool of mi..

N as for closer cousin, I thin is ah fat (Valerie).. when she come to my house overnight, we got lots of things to say about like our frens, our feeling… tat the reason y I like her staying at my house..

Hmm.. don c her lik ah lian ah lian … hmm (which I agree she like ah lian) but she good.. can b my older sister ??.. hmm.. she can gif comments.. hmm.. donnO how to said.. she jus good to mi can le..

N I promise myself I wan to b a good fren, relatives, family, colleagues & even stead (mayb if I got la..).. hmm.. where thy can approach mi??... too wei da is it?.. hmm.. but tat I wan … so I hav to change …

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Tuesday, April 1, 2008 / 12:12 AM
ApriL fOOL

ApriL fOOL


I got my salary .. n my cleaning pay… yeah!! Thy add 150 buck for dis month salary oNL.. so happy??..

But actually I happy doing it.. even thy didn add mi $$ I oso happy.. haha.. (but don lidat la, reall don add mi $$ =P)

I thin I siao ??.. I enjoy cleanin the office… got some sort of 满足感… even pay is good / little I oso happy…

My aunt stil wann mi to ask for more.. as in $150 per month but nOt counted as hour..

But I didn listen to her, as I nO wat I clean is nOt very perfect.. so there’s isn’t need to increase of money..

1hr 10bucks to mi I already feel very happy.. e onl I don happy is tat e place is tOOO FAR!!...

Hmm.. stil planning to find a part time job tat work on weekend.. any one intro .. any work will do.. got $$$ can le… haha.. (172 is helping mi look out , I thin [thanks in advance])

Now I donNo y I very lack of money le.. space some ???....

O ya.. n today chat wit YQ on msn.. he asking mi for stead??.. LOL… funny fren of mine.. stil say don wan stead .. haha..

He said tat now no feeling.. in future sure hav.. can b 培养… I heard it.. I feel like laughing out loud LOL.. haha…

Is like he my fren for yearssss… suddenl stead is like,,,, so funny …

N I said to him tat I need time to forget HIM.. n oso must die die get my thin bk..

YQ is like so hyper .. wan mi to get it from him now… haha.. *no worries my frens.. I thin I had forget him le… haha..

He said tat gif myself a chance n other ppl a chance too.. which saying himself.. haha.. n he wan mi to consider abt it .. funny n cute man tat I ever c..

*mayb reall got a chance for u =P haha… i thin he kiddin as ..
HAPPY APRIL FOOL DAY!!!

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Tuesday, March 25, 2008 / 7:58 PM
FiRsT LeSsOn Of SkOL

FiRsT LeSsOn Of SkOL



Today is the first lesson of school… at ACCA .. at CPA building.. near aljunied MRT station?...

It was like in a different way of study.. so great.. n I seat at the bk of the classroom..

N the teacher can say is not tat handsome as he so old.. haha

But I thin I ‘m the youngest among all…

Hmmm… in front of mi got 2 handsome guy ?.. but is like ah beng type LOL..

Hmm,… n one thin I wann complain is tat the bookSSS so THICK n HEAVY..

I already so short yet wan mi to b come more short.. so BAD!!!

N oso e study time is ok .. 3 hrs?.. 6.45 to 9.45pm.. quite late.. but lesson sound interesting ?..

N oso u guys can look for mi for dinner over there , right aft my lesson??.. haha…

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Monday, February 4, 2008 / 12:28 AM
rUbBisH T-SHiRt

^^^ dis is the t-shirt tat i throw into e rubbish bin.. n manage to get bk...
POST~18 january 08 (friday)

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Thursday, January 17, 2008 / 11:02 PM
*wEiRd PpL dO wEiRd tHiNg...

wEiRd PpL dO wEiRd tHiNg...



hmmm... today received bing hui's msg ... at first he asking mi, wat m i doing.. den bLaH bLaH bLaH...

saying till.. ... saying he love mi??... wat sia.. wat kind of joke is tat.. lame lols... so joke wit him too..

n suddenl say sorry to mi.. den i ask for wat purpose.. n u guess wat he said??.. sorry for loving mi.. WT... ... m i reall tat a joke to u guys.. keep jokin wit mi.. hmmm.. lame lols

but he sound like serious.. hmmm wat to do nah?? wondering is it HE call bing hui to sms lik dis??.. he was sOOOooo LAME la.. i heard BH patch wit his ex stead le lo..

reall very weird.. mayb is HE send BH to sms dis kind of msg ba??... who no ss ???...

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Wednesday, January 16, 2008 / 11:51 PM
HaPpY BiRtHdAy WyNnE!!!

HaPpY BiRtHdAy WyNnE!!!


nothin to write lols.. so decide to post some my DIY lols.. which i gif thm as x'mas gift on daryl's chalets lols..

1st i ♥ e most is zhi xian e..cos very nice...


^^nice lols..
2nd is jerral e.. esp is cos tat e words n colours suit lols..
^^jerral lols..


3rd is daryl lols.. pic is cute.. draw by my sis lols..


^^daryl's lols..

^^draw by my sis lols..
4th is jeff lols.. ps.. don blame mi lols.. haha

^^hmm.. jeff..ps lols..
lastly is YQ ..last min draw e.. so lidat lidat lols..

^^ ok la.. quite nice lols..
nice hoh?? =P den call mi if u wan it.. sell u at cheapest price lols.. haha
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n today i workin hoh.. very wat lols. need to study a thick book lols.. wan my life lols.




OMG!! so thick.. when m i going to finish reading lols..
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n at nite HE msn mi.. sayin tat he workin at PP..hai.. wan mi to visit him??.. n say tat good luck for my O level result lo..
stil say wat wil stand by my side.. wat tat meanin lo.. don understand.. hai.. can't u straight forward!... stop makin mi guess....

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Thursday, January 10, 2008 / 5:05 PM
*oPeN a bUsiNe$s b BosS sOOn...

oPeN a bUsiNe$s b BosS sOOn...



hmmm... my dear frens, i going to open a business soon wit my frens ... pls gif some face.. lol... sure interest u guys lot lots...


wait for my blog shop!

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Tuesday, January 8, 2008 / 10:54 PM
*LeaRn NeW ThiNgS.. ..

LeaRn NeW ThiNgS.. ..


lols.. today my boss suddenl lock mi n her in a room.. OMG??.. wat she trying to do ???...

haha.. she wann tel mi if she can let mi do more work.. let mi learn how to key statement in excel... n helping to write CHQ.. OMG.. its so wonderful..

lols... love dis company ever.. LAP rox lols.. =P

but still bored too.. so go kpo c ppl blogs again lols.. i saw shenn n oso terence thy all e blog [ 2 dif grps] OMG!!! their life is so fun & interesting lo.. haiz.. unlike mi.. saddness life.. reall jealous le lo.. HUMPH!!!.. ...

mayb cos of i single??.. hmm.. argh!!...my BF, where u... i lookin for u like hell lo... pls quicky appear n i won't b in a saddness life anymor lo..[ i tink so ba].. ...

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n ytd HE say he wil called mi around 11pm++ n wann talk abt his tin.. den i stupid stupid go n believe his words n went to wait till 12++..
in e end i fedup n jus zzz.. such an irresponsible guy.. haiz..

when wil he change?? wil he change?? wat kind of change?? become more bad??.. ..

i don tin he like mi...
(mayb dun need tin oso no)

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went to heartland mall wit family.. n went to eat saka sushi.. oMG!!!... $44++ n lots of enjoyment..

but didn tak camera out tat time.. wat a waste lol... next time must bring my camera everywhere i go no matter wat lols..

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Monday, December 31, 2007 / 10:13 PM
mY 2008'$ Re$OLuTiOnSss... ..

anmY 2008'$ Re$OLuTiOnSss... ..



tml is 2008!!! new year, new life lols.. wHoo!!! yeah man...


♥ FREEDOM!!! - can b stay overnight outside...

♥ grow taller a bit.. - about 160cm??..

♥more slim a bit.. - 43kg??..

♥ no pimples or illness at my bk lols - if not more ugly

♥ removed my dark rings - i can't stand it anymore lol.

♥ more pretty =P - can attract more handsome guy =P

♥ haf my own room - dn need alwa quarrel wit my sis..

♥ own computer/ laptop, ipod - wat i wish for many many yrs lols

♥ many many nice clothings, shoes n bags -no more clothings, shoes n bags le..

♥ b a mature gal gal.... - so won't b so childish n sotong

♥ b a good drinker =P - won't let guys looked down.. but i dun wan addicted!!

♥ my parents can understand mi - always quarrel cos of my frens.. FUCK!!!

♥ more income / $$$ - let mi spent [at least 2k in my bank at e end of june]

♥ a good BF - aiming my target (post: 19 oct 07) [jia you lols]

♥ close frenSSs - won't b betray, can b talk along n haf fun

♥ treasure everyone, surroundings - dun wish to b regret anythin any moment...

♥ more courage - have e courage to speak wat on my mind...

♥ n lots.. .... wait until wat i wan den i type again lols... hees...


Hope my dreams come true..
didn come true, at least half of my dream come true lolsSss..

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Friday, December 21, 2007 / 7:04 PM
OMG! tOdAy kAnA LeT PpL eAT mY tOu fU aT MRT!!!

OMG! tOdAy kAnA LeT PpL eAT mY tOu fU aT MRT!!!




ytd nite staying at my 'xiao gu' house.. n i plan wit Zhen You tat dis early mornin meet at bedok inter at 6.30am to send yvo's plane..

but in e end.. my STUPID hp alarm clock like spoilt or wat shit.. didn even ring.. when i woke up alrea 7.30++ am lols.. so quickly sms yvo tat i can't send her.. so wasted lols.. den called Zhen You, he didn even listen..

can guess tat e AP boy sure zzz like a pig lo.. can't stand dis kid.. who keep on influence mi till i can't send yvo =P ... yvo i wil miss u very much.. muacks... (hair stand) haha..

den dis mornin leave fro my "xiao gu" place to work.. e direction of getting out her house makin mi so blur.. lols.. but in e end i manage to SURVIVE!!.. WAHAHA..

aft reachin bedok inter... OMG!! so many ANTS (office ppl) busy walkin n waitin lols.. O MY!! so is at e MRT..

in e train, its soOOoo squeeze lols.. den when i in e train travelled to my workin place.. a guy behind my bk kept on squeezing mi by using his back too.. at first i stil tot tat many ppl is lidat so its ok..

but i slow realized when i kep on movin away fro him, he kept on moved towards mi.. humpH!!
den after tat.. he stand besid mi as less ppl.. so i holdin e pole in e train ( dunno wat tat called).. he oso holdin but oso touchin my hand.. i was like ... dots dots dots..

stil thinkin is nvm as a lots of ppl oso holdin e pole den no place 4 him to hold.. but when gettin less ppl.. he stil touch my hand.. WAT THE FUCK!

next time which stranger touched mi, he sure pay for it!!!.. mayb charge him $500 for touchin mi ONCE... HUMPH!!!..

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hmm.. in e afternoon he gif mi his password of his msn account.. cos of e DP lols.. so touched?? but when i online at nite.. his DP is "diana" photo lo.. i saw le.. i was like.. WTF!!!.. lettin mi c dis kind of stuffs... feel very lo... i cant stand him.. lying n lying... sOOoo diappointed once again!

but he said its not him.. i reall donno wat to believ lo... haiz.. i donno la!! happened alread happened.. nothin can b change........ ..... ...

n he sms mi saying.. ... hope i can gif him a chance n bLaH bLaH bLaH.. .. i oso donno wat can i said or do... as i reall scared wil b jus like last time lo.. n ++ he won't chang cos of mi completly.. hmmm.. tat wat i thin..

lets it b fate ba... .. ...

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n ytd nite HE sms mi of CONCERN??.. first time lo... m i dreamin or wat?? y he wil lidat treat mi.. last time didn so sweet los... hmm... fishy wor.. but must rmb e day of ytd lols.. haha..

den when i went in to bed, he sms mi not to drink tOOOo much lols.. i was lik.. m i soO fast in my "la la land"??.. haha..

OOoooOOOo.. u no wat.. HE say he wann retak N n O level.. WAt the.. ... can u believ it.. i can't lo.. hmm... let him prove to mi den i go believe ba.. haha.. as eveytim he said le didn prove it..

so treat it dis is a test or somethin lols.. good luck to him...

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Thursday, December 20, 2007 / 7:08 PM
hOLidAY!! YeSss... SHoPpiNg TimE!!!

hOLidAY!! YeSss... SHoPpiNg TimE!!!



today went out wit jeff lols.. but first went to his house do my family x'mas slide... hmmm... but i think cant b finished on time ba.. as too much photos le.. hmm.. actuall wann called zhen you tat AP boy come... but HE ZZzzzZZZ AGAIN.. can't stand him sia..

abt stayin at jeff house till 2 or 3++ pm ??.. we went to inter yumm.. as WE SooOo HUNGRY!!!.. aft yumm alrea 4pm le ba?? hmm.. stil thinkin of going to "square 2" shopin mall shop shop as didn go there b4..

so in e end went to TM shoppin.. haha.. jeff so poor tin lols.. as need to acc mi dis "qian jin da xiao jie" shoppin.. haha.. i shop lotsSSss of place lols.. i thin jeff oso can't ta han mi. as i too "$$ face"??.. haha..

as he first time went shoppin wit mi.. den he finally no tat i so " petty of $$".. haha.. not to late to find out my character lols..

i bought 2 clothes @ $19.80, 1pants @ $13.90, a cap 4 my cousin @ $9.90 n oso a belt @ $8.. hmmm.. hurts my heart a lots lols.. haha..

aft buyin, we look 4 Hui Jean at TM level 1 e fair there.. she promote e staff is so attractive.. but e price scared mi off.. haha.. soOOooo EXEXEXEX lols.. so sad of her.. so difficul so sell it out.. haha..

but durin e sales.. all items sOOo attractive esp e clock lols.. all make by gears e... soOOo nice.. if anyone c my blog.. PLS BUY 4 MI 1!!! thanks lols.. muacks =P haha

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n ytd we havin a gathering dinner again lols.. its organise by YVONNE.. haha.. got Zhi Xian, daryl, yong quan, jerral, jeff, yvo, wynne n mi.. haha.. zy not comi cos of STUPID reason.. can't stand him lo..

n once again we having PASTAMAIA lo.. sian half way liao.. same old stuffs.. but i ordered combo C as ltr stil need to go to my aunt house yumy e left over CHICKEN RICE.. sure fat =x

den aft tat.. walk here.. walk there... den go hm liao..
SIANZZZZZzzz... ....

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Wednesday, December 19, 2007 / 6:12 PM
gO oUt daTiNg wiT jEfF LoLz =P

gO oUt daTiNg wiT jEfF LoLz =P


HEY GUYs!! don thin too much when u c my title^^ lols.. haha.. onl as a frens lols.. wahaha.

reall surprise tat jeff "YTD" wil wann meet mi lols.. haha.. second zhen you?? haha.. tin bk.. suddenl miss zy a lot lols.. haha.. as everytim off work sure wil meet up but now don haf as he FIRED... MoHaHa.. so bad lo mi =P

lols.. mi n jeff met up at Raffles place MRT lols.. den go hm together??.. but he said he wanted to repaired phone at simei.. so acc him lo.. c him so 'ke lian' no one acc him =P

when reached there.. e Q was so "LONGZZZzz" lols.. wan my life.. wait wait wait.. so we go shop shop to waste e time lols..

first we went to LJS los.. buyin a meal shared wit each other as at hm got cooked lols.. den go c c shirt =P den go challenage there c c too.. den who no, c until our PE teacher.. MR EDWARD CHEW.. n his family.. his son so cutezzz lols.. haha...

hmmm.. e Q is SooooOOO long tat we haf to wait till 8++pm lols.. den reached hm alread 9++ lols... hmm.. sianz..

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last night, abt 1++am?? HE sms askin mi 4 help.. borrow $$ again?? or wan mi pretend as his galfren =P ?? lols.. thin too much le ba.. so thick skin of mi =P

den he said somethin happened, ask mi to bLaH bLaH bLaH =x (promise him not 2 said out.. ps lols)... his bLaH bLaH bLaH make mi sOOOOO angry?? disappointed?? or even sad?

i reall donno he where good, den i LIKE him SoOOOoo much like fuck lo.. mayb my eye reall blind le ba.. n tat y i don wish to patch wit him (BHB of mi den).. mayb now he can tak time to learn abt it.. n b a mature guy ba??.. or change to a person tat got "xiang fa"??...

if he don wan den nvm.. its ok.. 'fan zhen' we stil kids now... not suitable to haf a stead ba?.. ...

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Tuesday, December 18, 2007 / 10:56 PM
wiL i b WiT hiM??.. oR nOT??..

wiL i b WiT hiM??.. oR nOT??..


u no wat?? haha.. ytd i chat wit Hui jean on phone n she told mi abt her work stuffs bLaH bLaH bLaH "N" ......... she feel tat she fallin in love..

OMG!!! Hui jean finally in love wit a guy lols... haha.. so surprise .. n oso "gan dao an wei" lols.. haha.. as she not a book worm anymore lols =P

she say he long time nev like a guy b4 as last time he like a guy is 2 or 3 yrs ago lols.. n e guy is abt 23yrs old?? haha.. n Hui jean kept on sayin "6 yrs differences".. haha.. mayb she so "zhai yi" abt e age lols.. haha..

den dis mornin she sms said tat last night she chattin wit e guy till 1am.. haha.. she seem to b very happy lols.. but she got one part very sad when e guy said he wann intro handsome guy to her.. haha.. Hui jean soOOOoo CUTE lols..

n today workin so sianz as jeff korkor didn online chat lols.. cos he haf to go 4 course for 2WEEK!! OMG!! den no one online chat wit mi le.. so sad lols..

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o... ytd when i workin.. HE sms mi asked if i stead wit zy izz.. lols.. i was like.. dots dots dots.. so lame tat kind lols.. den i asked where he c or listen fro.. den he said he c at dunno whose frenster e photo.. lols.. who no which frenster lols..

but i oso don care much as i no mysel better can le.. "single" lols.. COOL??? i tink??.. ...

n last night??.. i think midnight ba.. haha.. he sms mi when i zzz.. i was either shocked or suprise his msg ba.. as i nev tot of he wil sms mi.. feeling touched??... hee...

he sms said tat abt his job.. wat fired thingzzz.. hmm.. sure no tat his pattern won't work 4 so long e??.. hmm.. nvm.. suit him lols..

den today mornin when i workin... i online n i saw his nick.. its say.... ... ..... ..... ......

~i will neve forget the sweets times i spend with u.!i loves u the most.!!!never be replaced060906~

OMG!! is it sayin mi or other gal?? shld i tak a high hope on it?? hmm.. i oso donno lo.. but i rmb e no. 060906... its our date!!!.. hmm.. better don think too much better ba?? as i don even no if he now single or not.. onl he no..

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Wednesday, December 5, 2007 / 5:22 AM
bUYiNg X'maS pResEnT foR GraBieL

bUYiNg X'maS pResEnT foR GraBieL


today aft my work.. meeting Bao Jun as we going to buy a present for Gabriel at taiwan as a x'mas present lols.. haha..

when meeting him.. my feeling seem to b weird weird .. i donno y.. haiz.. or i thinkin too much?? or shld no meet him.. as he like mi??.. haiz.. i oso donno..

but however, still going out together los.. hmmm.. we went to bugis there yummy .. so ex lo.. my heart hurt a lot.. $3.80 for a meal.. n it make mi fat oso.. NOT WORTH!!..

den went to shop.. in e end, ended up at 77th STREET.. i tot e jacket is $29.90 lo.. in e end i c wrong.. ITS $49.90!!!!.. hust my heart more badly los.. going to faint any min le..

HEART BROKEN MAN!!!.. ... den no choice.. done alread been done.. haisssss... aft tat we went shop shop awhile den went hm as my $$$ all fly up to e sky le.. sad man!!!..

hmmm... when wit Bao Jun i feelin weird weird.. i dunno y.. mayb is cos he like mi ( i no i BHB) tat y i feel lidat.. strange isn't it??.. hmmm..

now i den realized, Zhen You is better den him lols.. haha... don think y y lols..

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Saturday, November 17, 2007 / 6:32 AM
ThE GradATiOn NiGHt...

ThE GradATiOn NiGHt...


i didnt go for the gradation party lols.. haha.. heard tat its fun ytd.. i didn't go is cos tat i scared... i like to b compare wit thm (yvo thy all) i just dunno y.. i scared if i go.. no one accc mi, my dressing not nice.. very odd los..

n i c yvo n wynne msn picture.. is damn nice.. jus doesn't look like thm.. like a mature lady lol... lucky i didn go as i no i sure not pretty tat night e.. hmmm.. so jealous.. haha

as 4 tat Zhen You.. i can't stand on him lols.. say to mi tat, he realised tat he was so handsome.. got a bit dots dots dots lols.. haha..such a BHB guy i even seen lols..

when i online chatting wit jamie.. her pic of her dressing is nice too.. although not mature but cute lo.. haha.. den she say tat on tat night, jasmine n her too boring n say until who didn't come for the party.. n say until mi.. jasmine told her tat if i go, surely wil attractive n mi si a lot of guys.. haha..

when i heard tat i was happy.. but i no tat even i go i not tat attractive lols.. i no i so thick skin.. hees =P

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Friday, October 19, 2007 / 7:25 AM
AimiNg TaRgET foR bEiNg mY bOyFrEn..

AimiNg TaRgET foR bEiNg mY bOyFrEn..



today study study study, n still STUDY!!!.. WAN MY LIFE!! some sort of CHIONG LOLZ.. haha.. exam coming in 3 days time?? haiz.. no time left lolz.. heez ..



n dis few days keep on raining and raining, let mi remind of the past.. ytd i almost cried at e bedok reservior e bus stop.. really very regret abt it.. finally c through tat i reall love grandfather a lots.. how hoping he in dis world.. haiz.. hope i can go n c him..

n i tot keep on study wil 4get e fucking bastard liar.. but in the end, there's seem nothing change.. really miss him?? but when i tin tat he lie to mi lots of tin n wit his frens, make mi very fedup n heartbroken.. mayb time can reall mend everythin.. hmmm..

n i discover/ a 6sense tell mi tat Zhen You like mi?? very BHB hoh.. hope it not true.. but dis few days his frens making fun of mi n him.. so weird correct.. i tin i shld far a distance wit him.. if not if he reall like mi, i die le.. sure break his heart very badly.. mmm, if reall happen, i can b a heart breaker queen?? (i tin i tin too much le lolz..) hope it jus a dream..

today while study i c a HANDSOME GUY lo.. a dao dao look, so cool!!!.. but Zhen You said e look so "qian bian".. mmm, i tin i like a guy who look lidat?? jus like same as JJ??.. my taste very weird hoh?? no choice lolz.

if i wan to haf a boyfriend again..or husband.. i have aim my target...
-a strong feeling towards him
-a dao look?? cool look??
-not so tall?? taller den mi abt 15cm lidat??
-haf $$ to support mi??
-a job wit high salary?? or a stable job(don chang here n there)
-tin of future n his target or aims
-don lie to mi, truely treat mi
-NO two or many-timers
-NO smoking
-don b a coward!!
-his heart must haf mi in e first place, cannot alwa wit frens
-care, loyal, concern to mi
-mind n action MUST "auto", don wait ppl to say
-respect e elderly, don ask $$ from elderly but gif $$ to thm
-don make mi angry or unhappy wit anythin
-listen wat i say, even i wrong =P
-spent time wit mi??
-can b trusted... .... ...

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Tuesday, April 22, 2008 / 5:49 PM
So SWeeT LikE HeLL???

So SWeeT LikE HeLL???


Hmm.. today is the 9th lesson of my CAT lesson… cool ?.. hmm.. today very interesting compare last year..

Hmm.. it started when having a break I take a nap.. but when I woke up, I saw a small like piece of nOte.. hmm.. the guy is so sweet lo..

Hmm.. first time a guy gif mi a nOte .. haha. oMG!!.. haha.. but I thin his motive is to ask mi to help him sign his attendance.. fucker … haha

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Monday, April 7, 2008 / 11:22 PM
mY denTAL

mY denTAL


Today went to my dental appointment… I don nO y my root canal treatment which spent me abt 500 bucks… its so hurt … WTF .. n thy said mayb is infection.. need to hav surgery.. u no surgery cost how much??.. 852++ bucks… wann my life la…

I now is like totally bankrupt.. I paid for the mobile n water & electricity bills.. my parents borrow money from mi as one overspent n yet nOt enough money gif to staffs.. n other lost bets.. total owe $900…

Haiz.. I thin my target 3.5K in june is impossible.. I thin I reall money minded.. Wondering y Singapore is so money minded, esp is government.. such an idiot!!..

Everywhere, everything, every time, all is about money.. can say that, in order to survive, we need money!!!!!!

N renda (which is helpful fren of mine) helping mi find a job.. very touch ??.. wann fall in love with him liao LOL…. Hmm.. dis coming weekend I distribute flyers @ the blockS.. hmmm.. 1000pcs 50bucks.. quite ok la.. gtten jia you liao..

I getting tired along the journal I walking now.. I wann take a break but I can’t. cos I no tat time is precious, so is life.. when I saw my grandpa died until 不明不白… n his my reall dearest ppl..

U will regret when thin is no longer around u … n fro the day my grandpa had passed away.. I never cry again… so is now.. haiz.. I reall wish to cry abt it .. but I cant..

Hmm.. not even a close fren tat I can say to… n last time I said to HIM.. he don even cared abt.. so fool of mi..

N as for closer cousin, I thin is ah fat (Valerie).. when she come to my house overnight, we got lots of things to say about like our frens, our feeling… tat the reason y I like her staying at my house..

Hmm.. don c her lik ah lian ah lian … hmm (which I agree she like ah lian) but she good.. can b my older sister ??.. hmm.. she can gif comments.. hmm.. donnO how to said.. she jus good to mi can le..

N I promise myself I wan to b a good fren, relatives, family, colleagues & even stead (mayb if I got la..).. hmm.. where thy can approach mi??... too wei da is it?.. hmm.. but tat I wan … so I hav to change …

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Tuesday, April 1, 2008 / 12:12 AM
ApriL fOOL

ApriL fOOL


I got my salary .. n my cleaning pay… yeah!! Thy add 150 buck for dis month salary oNL.. so happy??..

But actually I happy doing it.. even thy didn add mi $$ I oso happy.. haha.. (but don lidat la, reall don add mi $$ =P)

I thin I siao ??.. I enjoy cleanin the office… got some sort of 满足感… even pay is good / little I oso happy…

My aunt stil wann mi to ask for more.. as in $150 per month but nOt counted as hour..

But I didn listen to her, as I nO wat I clean is nOt very perfect.. so there’s isn’t need to increase of money..

1hr 10bucks to mi I already feel very happy.. e onl I don happy is tat e place is tOOO FAR!!...

Hmm.. stil planning to find a part time job tat work on weekend.. any one intro .. any work will do.. got $$$ can le… haha.. (172 is helping mi look out , I thin [thanks in advance])

Now I donNo y I very lack of money le.. space some ???....

O ya.. n today chat wit YQ on msn.. he asking mi for stead??.. LOL… funny fren of mine.. stil say don wan stead .. haha..

He said tat now no feeling.. in future sure hav.. can b 培养… I heard it.. I feel like laughing out loud LOL.. haha…

Is like he my fren for yearssss… suddenl stead is like,,,, so funny …

N I said to him tat I need time to forget HIM.. n oso must die die get my thin bk..

YQ is like so hyper .. wan mi to get it from him now… haha.. *no worries my frens.. I thin I had forget him le… haha..

He said tat gif myself a chance n other ppl a chance too.. which saying himself.. haha.. n he wan mi to consider abt it .. funny n cute man tat I ever c..

*mayb reall got a chance for u =P haha… i thin he kiddin as ..
HAPPY APRIL FOOL DAY!!!

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Tuesday, March 25, 2008 / 7:58 PM
FiRsT LeSsOn Of SkOL

FiRsT LeSsOn Of SkOL



Today is the first lesson of school… at ACCA .. at CPA building.. near aljunied MRT station?...

It was like in a different way of study.. so great.. n I seat at the bk of the classroom..

N the teacher can say is not tat handsome as he so old.. haha

But I thin I ‘m the youngest among all…

Hmmm… in front of mi got 2 handsome guy ?.. but is like ah beng type LOL..

Hmm,… n one thin I wann complain is tat the bookSSS so THICK n HEAVY..

I already so short yet wan mi to b come more short.. so BAD!!!

N oso e study time is ok .. 3 hrs?.. 6.45 to 9.45pm.. quite late.. but lesson sound interesting ?..

N oso u guys can look for mi for dinner over there , right aft my lesson??.. haha…

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Monday, February 4, 2008 / 12:28 AM
rUbBisH T-SHiRt

^^^ dis is the t-shirt tat i throw into e rubbish bin.. n manage to get bk...
POST~18 january 08 (friday)

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Thursday, January 17, 2008 / 11:02 PM
*wEiRd PpL dO wEiRd tHiNg...

wEiRd PpL dO wEiRd tHiNg...



hmmm... today received bing hui's msg ... at first he asking mi, wat m i doing.. den bLaH bLaH bLaH...

saying till.. ... saying he love mi??... wat sia.. wat kind of joke is tat.. lame lols... so joke wit him too..

n suddenl say sorry to mi.. den i ask for wat purpose.. n u guess wat he said??.. sorry for loving mi.. WT... ... m i reall tat a joke to u guys.. keep jokin wit mi.. hmmm.. lame lols

but he sound like serious.. hmmm wat to do nah?? wondering is it HE call bing hui to sms lik dis??.. he was sOOOooo LAME la.. i heard BH patch wit his ex stead le lo..

reall very weird.. mayb is HE send BH to sms dis kind of msg ba??... who no ss ???...

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Wednesday, January 16, 2008 / 11:51 PM
HaPpY BiRtHdAy WyNnE!!!

HaPpY BiRtHdAy WyNnE!!!


nothin to write lols.. so decide to post some my DIY lols.. which i gif thm as x'mas gift on daryl's chalets lols..

1st i ♥ e most is zhi xian e..cos very nice...


^^nice lols..
2nd is jerral e.. esp is cos tat e words n colours suit lols..
^^jerral lols..


3rd is daryl lols.. pic is cute.. draw by my sis lols..


^^daryl's lols..

^^draw by my sis lols..
4th is jeff lols.. ps.. don blame mi lols.. haha

^^hmm.. jeff..ps lols..
lastly is YQ ..last min draw e.. so lidat lidat lols..

^^ ok la.. quite nice lols..
nice hoh?? =P den call mi if u wan it.. sell u at cheapest price lols.. haha
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n today i workin hoh.. very wat lols. need to study a thick book lols.. wan my life lols.




OMG!! so thick.. when m i going to finish reading lols..
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n at nite HE msn mi.. sayin tat he workin at PP..hai.. wan mi to visit him??.. n say tat good luck for my O level result lo..
stil say wat wil stand by my side.. wat tat meanin lo.. don understand.. hai.. can't u straight forward!... stop makin mi guess....

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Thursday, January 10, 2008 / 5:05 PM
*oPeN a bUsiNe$s b BosS sOOn...

oPeN a bUsiNe$s b BosS sOOn...



hmmm... my dear frens, i going to open a business soon wit my frens ... pls gif some face.. lol... sure interest u guys lot lots...


wait for my blog shop!

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Tuesday, January 8, 2008 / 10:54 PM
*LeaRn NeW ThiNgS.. ..

LeaRn NeW ThiNgS.. ..


lols.. today my boss suddenl lock mi n her in a room.. OMG??.. wat she trying to do ???...

haha.. she wann tel mi if she can let mi do more work.. let mi learn how to key statement in excel... n helping to write CHQ.. OMG.. its so wonderful..

lols... love dis company ever.. LAP rox lols.. =P

but still bored too.. so go kpo c ppl blogs again lols.. i saw shenn n oso terence thy all e blog [ 2 dif grps] OMG!!! their life is so fun & interesting lo.. haiz.. unlike mi.. saddness life.. reall jealous le lo.. HUMPH!!!.. ...

mayb cos of i single??.. hmm.. argh!!...my BF, where u... i lookin for u like hell lo... pls quicky appear n i won't b in a saddness life anymor lo..[ i tink so ba].. ...

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n ytd HE say he wil called mi around 11pm++ n wann talk abt his tin.. den i stupid stupid go n believe his words n went to wait till 12++..
in e end i fedup n jus zzz.. such an irresponsible guy.. haiz..

when wil he change?? wil he change?? wat kind of change?? become more bad??.. ..

i don tin he like mi...
(mayb dun need tin oso no)

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went to heartland mall wit family.. n went to eat saka sushi.. oMG!!!... $44++ n lots of enjoyment..

but didn tak camera out tat time.. wat a waste lol... next time must bring my camera everywhere i go no matter wat lols..

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Monday, December 31, 2007 / 10:13 PM
mY 2008'$ Re$OLuTiOnSss... ..

anmY 2008'$ Re$OLuTiOnSss... ..



tml is 2008!!! new year, new life lols.. wHoo!!! yeah man...


♥ FREEDOM!!! - can b stay overnight outside...

♥ grow taller a bit.. - about 160cm??..

♥more slim a bit.. - 43kg??..

♥ no pimples or illness at my bk lols - if not more ugly

♥ removed my dark rings - i can't stand it anymore lol.

♥ more pretty =P - can attract more handsome guy =P

♥ haf my own room - dn need alwa quarrel wit my sis..

♥ own computer/ laptop, ipod - wat i wish for many many yrs lols

♥ many many nice clothings, shoes n bags -no more clothings, shoes n bags le..

♥ b a mature gal gal.... - so won't b so childish n sotong

♥ b a good drinker =P - won't let guys looked down.. but i dun wan addicted!!

♥ my parents can understand mi - always quarrel cos of my frens.. FUCK!!!

♥ more income / $$$ - let mi spent [at least 2k in my bank at e end of june]

♥ a good BF - aiming my target (post: 19 oct 07) [jia you lols]

♥ close frenSSs - won't b betray, can b talk along n haf fun

♥ treasure everyone, surroundings - dun wish to b regret anythin any moment...

♥ more courage - have e courage to speak wat on my mind...

♥ n lots.. .... wait until wat i wan den i type again lols... hees...


Hope my dreams come true..
didn come true, at least half of my dream come true lolsSss..

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Friday, December 21, 2007 / 7:04 PM
OMG! tOdAy kAnA LeT PpL eAT mY tOu fU aT MRT!!!

OMG! tOdAy kAnA LeT PpL eAT mY tOu fU aT MRT!!!




ytd nite staying at my 'xiao gu' house.. n i plan wit Zhen You tat dis early mornin meet at bedok inter at 6.30am to send yvo's plane..

but in e end.. my STUPID hp alarm clock like spoilt or wat shit.. didn even ring.. when i woke up alrea 7.30++ am lols.. so quickly sms yvo tat i can't send her.. so wasted lols.. den called Zhen You, he didn even listen..

can guess tat e AP boy sure zzz like a pig lo.. can't stand dis kid.. who keep on influence mi till i can't send yvo =P ... yvo i wil miss u very much.. muacks... (hair stand) haha..

den dis mornin leave fro my "xiao gu" place to work.. e direction of getting out her house makin mi so blur.. lols.. but in e end i manage to SURVIVE!!.. WAHAHA..

aft reachin bedok inter... OMG!! so many ANTS (office ppl) busy walkin n waitin lols.. O MY!! so is at e MRT..

in e train, its soOOoo squeeze lols.. den when i in e train travelled to my workin place.. a guy behind my bk kept on squeezing mi by using his back too.. at first i stil tot tat many ppl is lidat so its ok..

but i slow realized when i kep on movin away fro him, he kept on moved towards mi.. humpH!!
den after tat.. he stand besid mi as less ppl.. so i holdin e pole in e train ( dunno wat tat called).. he oso holdin but oso touchin my hand.. i was like ... dots dots dots..

stil thinkin is nvm as a lots of ppl oso holdin e pole den no place 4 him to hold.. but when gettin less ppl.. he stil touch my hand.. WAT THE FUCK!

next time which stranger touched mi, he sure pay for it!!!.. mayb charge him $500 for touchin mi ONCE... HUMPH!!!..

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hmm.. in e afternoon he gif mi his password of his msn account.. cos of e DP lols.. so touched?? but when i online at nite.. his DP is "diana" photo lo.. i saw le.. i was like.. WTF!!!.. lettin mi c dis kind of stuffs... feel very lo... i cant stand him.. lying n lying... sOOoo diappointed once again!

but he said its not him.. i reall donno wat to believ lo... haiz.. i donno la!! happened alread happened.. nothin can b change........ ..... ...

n he sms mi saying.. ... hope i can gif him a chance n bLaH bLaH bLaH.. .. i oso donno wat can i said or do... as i reall scared wil b jus like last time lo.. n ++ he won't chang cos of mi completly.. hmmm.. tat wat i thin..

lets it b fate ba... .. ...

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n ytd nite HE sms mi of CONCERN??.. first time lo... m i dreamin or wat?? y he wil lidat treat mi.. last time didn so sweet los... hmm... fishy wor.. but must rmb e day of ytd lols.. haha..

den when i went in to bed, he sms mi not to drink tOOOo much lols.. i was lik.. m i soO fast in my "la la land"??.. haha..

OOoooOOOo.. u no wat.. HE say he wann retak N n O level.. WAt the.. ... can u believ it.. i can't lo.. hmm... let him prove to mi den i go believe ba.. haha.. as eveytim he said le didn prove it..

so treat it dis is a test or somethin lols.. good luck to him...

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Thursday, December 20, 2007 / 7:08 PM
hOLidAY!! YeSss... SHoPpiNg TimE!!!

hOLidAY!! YeSss... SHoPpiNg TimE!!!



today went out wit jeff lols.. but first went to his house do my family x'mas slide... hmmm... but i think cant b finished on time ba.. as too much photos le.. hmm.. actuall wann called zhen you tat AP boy come... but HE ZZzzzZZZ AGAIN.. can't stand him sia..

abt stayin at jeff house till 2 or 3++ pm ??.. we went to inter yumm.. as WE SooOo HUNGRY!!!.. aft yumm alrea 4pm le ba?? hmm.. stil thinkin of going to "square 2" shopin mall shop shop as didn go there b4..

so in e end went to TM shoppin.. haha.. jeff so poor tin lols.. as need to acc mi dis "qian jin da xiao jie" shoppin.. haha.. i shop lotsSSss of place lols.. i thin jeff oso can't ta han mi. as i too "$$ face"??.. haha..

as he first time went shoppin wit mi.. den he finally no tat i so " petty of $$".. haha.. not to late to find out my character lols..

i bought 2 clothes @ $19.80, 1pants @ $13.90, a cap 4 my cousin @ $9.90 n oso a belt @ $8.. hmmm.. hurts my heart a lots lols.. haha..

aft buyin, we look 4 Hui Jean at TM level 1 e fair there.. she promote e staff is so attractive.. but e price scared mi off.. haha.. soOOooo EXEXEXEX lols.. so sad of her.. so difficul so sell it out.. haha..

but durin e sales.. all items sOOo attractive esp e clock lols.. all make by gears e... soOOo nice.. if anyone c my blog.. PLS BUY 4 MI 1!!! thanks lols.. muacks =P haha

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n ytd we havin a gathering dinner again lols.. its organise by YVONNE.. haha.. got Zhi Xian, daryl, yong quan, jerral, jeff, yvo, wynne n mi.. haha.. zy not comi cos of STUPID reason.. can't stand him lo..

n once again we having PASTAMAIA lo.. sian half way liao.. same old stuffs.. but i ordered combo C as ltr stil need to go to my aunt house yumy e left over CHICKEN RICE.. sure fat =x

den aft tat.. walk here.. walk there... den go hm liao..
SIANZZZZZzzz... ....

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Wednesday, December 19, 2007 / 6:12 PM
gO oUt daTiNg wiT jEfF LoLz =P

gO oUt daTiNg wiT jEfF LoLz =P


HEY GUYs!! don thin too much when u c my title^^ lols.. haha.. onl as a frens lols.. wahaha.

reall surprise tat jeff "YTD" wil wann meet mi lols.. haha.. second zhen you?? haha.. tin bk.. suddenl miss zy a lot lols.. haha.. as everytim off work sure wil meet up but now don haf as he FIRED... MoHaHa.. so bad lo mi =P

lols.. mi n jeff met up at Raffles place MRT lols.. den go hm together??.. but he said he wanted to repaired phone at simei.. so acc him lo.. c him so 'ke lian' no one acc him =P

when reached there.. e Q was so "LONGZZZzz" lols.. wan my life.. wait wait wait.. so we go shop shop to waste e time lols..

first we went to LJS los.. buyin a meal shared wit each other as at hm got cooked lols.. den go c c shirt =P den go challenage there c c too.. den who no, c until our PE teacher.. MR EDWARD CHEW.. n his family.. his son so cutezzz lols.. haha...

hmmm.. e Q is SooooOOO long tat we haf to wait till 8++pm lols.. den reached hm alread 9++ lols... hmm.. sianz..

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last night, abt 1++am?? HE sms askin mi 4 help.. borrow $$ again?? or wan mi pretend as his galfren =P ?? lols.. thin too much le ba.. so thick skin of mi =P

den he said somethin happened, ask mi to bLaH bLaH bLaH =x (promise him not 2 said out.. ps lols)... his bLaH bLaH bLaH make mi sOOOOO angry?? disappointed?? or even sad?

i reall donno he where good, den i LIKE him SoOOOoo much like fuck lo.. mayb my eye reall blind le ba.. n tat y i don wish to patch wit him (BHB of mi den).. mayb now he can tak time to learn abt it.. n b a mature guy ba??.. or change to a person tat got "xiang fa"??...

if he don wan den nvm.. its ok.. 'fan zhen' we stil kids now... not suitable to haf a stead ba?.. ...

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Tuesday, December 18, 2007 / 10:56 PM
wiL i b WiT hiM??.. oR nOT??..

wiL i b WiT hiM??.. oR nOT??..


u no wat?? haha.. ytd i chat wit Hui jean on phone n she told mi abt her work stuffs bLaH bLaH bLaH "N" ......... she feel tat she fallin in love..

OMG!!! Hui jean finally in love wit a guy lols... haha.. so surprise .. n oso "gan dao an wei" lols.. haha.. as she not a book worm anymore lols =P

she say he long time nev like a guy b4 as last time he like a guy is 2 or 3 yrs ago lols.. n e guy is abt 23yrs old?? haha.. n Hui jean kept on sayin "6 yrs differences".. haha.. mayb she so "zhai yi" abt e age lols.. haha..

den dis mornin she sms said tat last night she chattin wit e guy till 1am.. haha.. she seem to b very happy lols.. but she got one part very sad when e guy said he wann intro handsome guy to her.. haha.. Hui jean soOOOoo CUTE lols..

n today workin so sianz as jeff korkor didn online chat lols.. cos he haf to go 4 course for 2WEEK!! OMG!! den no one online chat wit mi le.. so sad lols..

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o... ytd when i workin.. HE sms mi asked if i stead wit zy izz.. lols.. i was like.. dots dots dots.. so lame tat kind lols.. den i asked where he c or listen fro.. den he said he c at dunno whose frenster e photo.. lols.. who no which frenster lols..

but i oso don care much as i no mysel better can le.. "single" lols.. COOL??? i tink??.. ...

n last night??.. i think midnight ba.. haha.. he sms mi when i zzz.. i was either shocked or suprise his msg ba.. as i nev tot of he wil sms mi.. feeling touched??... hee...

he sms said tat abt his job.. wat fired thingzzz.. hmm.. sure no tat his pattern won't work 4 so long e??.. hmm.. nvm.. suit him lols..

den today mornin when i workin... i online n i saw his nick.. its say.... ... ..... ..... ......

~i will neve forget the sweets times i spend with u.!i loves u the most.!!!never be replaced060906~

OMG!! is it sayin mi or other gal?? shld i tak a high hope on it?? hmm.. i oso donno lo.. but i rmb e no. 060906... its our date!!!.. hmm.. better don think too much better ba?? as i don even no if he now single or not.. onl he no..

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Wednesday, December 5, 2007 / 5:22 AM
bUYiNg X'maS pResEnT foR GraBieL

bUYiNg X'maS pResEnT foR GraBieL


today aft my work.. meeting Bao Jun as we going to buy a present for Gabriel at taiwan as a x'mas present lols.. haha..

when meeting him.. my feeling seem to b weird weird .. i donno y.. haiz.. or i thinkin too much?? or shld no meet him.. as he like mi??.. haiz.. i oso donno..

but however, still going out together los.. hmmm.. we went to bugis there yummy .. so ex lo.. my heart hurt a lot.. $3.80 for a meal.. n it make mi fat oso.. NOT WORTH!!..

den went to shop.. in e end, ended up at 77th STREET.. i tot e jacket is $29.90 lo.. in e end i c wrong.. ITS $49.90!!!!.. hust my heart more badly los.. going to faint any min le..

HEART BROKEN MAN!!!.. ... den no choice.. done alread been done.. haisssss... aft tat we went shop shop awhile den went hm as my $$$ all fly up to e sky le.. sad man!!!..

hmmm... when wit Bao Jun i feelin weird weird.. i dunno y.. mayb is cos he like mi ( i no i BHB) tat y i feel lidat.. strange isn't it??.. hmmm..

now i den realized, Zhen You is better den him lols.. haha... don think y y lols..

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Saturday, November 17, 2007 / 6:32 AM
ThE GradATiOn NiGHt...

ThE GradATiOn NiGHt...


i didnt go for the gradation party lols.. haha.. heard tat its fun ytd.. i didn't go is cos tat i scared... i like to b compare wit thm (yvo thy all) i just dunno y.. i scared if i go.. no one accc mi, my dressing not nice.. very odd los..

n i c yvo n wynne msn picture.. is damn nice.. jus doesn't look like thm.. like a mature lady lol... lucky i didn go as i no i sure not pretty tat night e.. hmmm.. so jealous.. haha

as 4 tat Zhen You.. i can't stand on him lols.. say to mi tat, he realised tat he was so handsome.. got a bit dots dots dots lols.. haha..such a BHB guy i even seen lols..

when i online chatting wit jamie.. her pic of her dressing is nice too.. although not mature but cute lo.. haha.. den she say tat on tat night, jasmine n her too boring n say until who didn't come for the party.. n say until mi.. jasmine told her tat if i go, surely wil attractive n mi si a lot of guys.. haha..

when i heard tat i was happy.. but i no tat even i go i not tat attractive lols.. i no i so thick skin.. hees =P

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Friday, October 19, 2007 / 7:25 AM
AimiNg TaRgET foR bEiNg mY bOyFrEn..

AimiNg TaRgET foR bEiNg mY bOyFrEn..



today study study study, n still STUDY!!!.. WAN MY LIFE!! some sort of CHIONG LOLZ.. haha.. exam coming in 3 days time?? haiz.. no time left lolz.. heez ..



n dis few days keep on raining and raining, let mi remind of the past.. ytd i almost cried at e bedok reservior e bus stop.. really very regret abt it.. finally c through tat i reall love grandfather a lots.. how hoping he in dis world.. haiz.. hope i can go n c him..

n i tot keep on study wil 4get e fucking bastard liar.. but in the end, there's seem nothing change.. really miss him?? but when i tin tat he lie to mi lots of tin n wit his frens, make mi very fedup n heartbroken.. mayb time can reall mend everythin.. hmmm..

n i discover/ a 6sense tell mi tat Zhen You like mi?? very BHB hoh.. hope it not true.. but dis few days his frens making fun of mi n him.. so weird correct.. i tin i shld far a distance wit him.. if not if he reall like mi, i die le.. sure break his heart very badly.. mmm, if reall happen, i can b a heart breaker queen?? (i tin i tin too much le lolz..) hope it jus a dream..

today while study i c a HANDSOME GUY lo.. a dao dao look, so cool!!!.. but Zhen You said e look so "qian bian".. mmm, i tin i like a guy who look lidat?? jus like same as JJ??.. my taste very weird hoh?? no choice lolz.

if i wan to haf a boyfriend again..or husband.. i have aim my target...
-a strong feeling towards him
-a dao look?? cool look??
-not so tall?? taller den mi abt 15cm lidat??
-haf $$ to support mi??
-a job wit high salary?? or a stable job(don chang here n there)
-tin of future n his target or aims
-don lie to mi, truely treat mi
-NO two or many-timers
-NO smoking
-don b a coward!!
-his heart must haf mi in e first place, cannot alwa wit frens
-care, loyal, concern to mi
-mind n action MUST "auto", don wait ppl to say
-respect e elderly, don ask $$ from elderly but gif $$ to thm
-don make mi angry or unhappy wit anythin
-listen wat i say, even i wrong =P
-spent time wit mi??
-can b trusted... .... ...

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