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JoHnNy ....

Hmm.. n today I wann said abt is that Johnny … my beloved korkor.. hmm.. he my Kor since secondary 2… hmm.. its been 3++ years.. can u imagine that .. wow .. unbelievable.. LOL

N now he under training at Taiwan .. cool isn’t it … so proud of him sia.. nOt many ppl can under go training at Taiwan… dis can show that he’s good !!.. haha.. if I nOt wrong, he 6 of may will b coming bk to Singapore.. haha….

During the time he @ Taiwan, he sometimes will sms mi thought his fren mobile phone (if I not wrong) .. so sweet of him right .. some kind as in.. … he oversea still rmb of mi… so SWEET!!..

Hmm.. donnO how he ‘s been doing over there??.. mayb very enjoy life LOL.. TAIWAN lei !! I wan to go oso LOL.. I wan I wan.. hahA..

N during we messaging, he said he wann support mi .. haha.. funny … I very expensive e lei … haha..

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sO sWeeT oF iT !!!

Hmm.. usual time usual things going round n round n round…

But today I would like to say that, its so sweet !!..

LOL… today when I doing with my accountants job, I found a cake on my desk..

At first, I didn notice it, as I busy doing my stuffs, but till I found something very irritated by a thin that block my things.. n so I found the “CAKE”.. haha

Can said that its angie brought for mi .. so sweet .. muacks..

As she went out with Sebastian, den Sebastian paid everythin to claim by company, n so angie help mi bought one.. she reall is a great mum!.. so rong xin to b her assistant..

^^can u c mY bEloved cake ??.. table so messy...

^^zoom iN a bit ley u c =P

^^yupQ!!! tat my cake.. so sweet!!!!

^^mi n the cake.. waHAha

Hmm… I thin I hav to buck up n study good good for my CAT courses.. cannot let thm disappointed but special that I got a diff marks .. jia you jia you !! ..

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So SWeeT LikE HeLL???

Hmm.. today is the 9th lesson of my CAT lesson… cool ?.. hmm.. today very interesting compare last year..

Hmm.. it started when having a break I take a nap.. but when I woke up, I saw a small like piece of nOte.. hmm.. the guy is so sweet lo..

Hmm.. first time a guy gif mi a nOte .. haha. oMG!!.. haha.. but I thin his motive is to ask mi to help him sign his attendance.. fucker … haha

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ShOpPiNg aGaiN..

Can be said that, Sunday is the least day I go out with frens.. as for shopping, I thin it’s the first time ba.. with hui jean LOL..

This time shopping very strange lo.. as in, nOt like last time so hyper n crazy shopping lo..

Hui jean oso feel it tat way … strange isn’t it ?..

Even we reached bugis street nOt so many ppl compare on Saturday.. hmm.. n we buy very little thin .. hmm..

N at night, went study with my beloved, zhen you.. haha.. dis few days he like out of mind?.. Suddenly call mi dearest.. haha.. mayb I influence him .. wahaHa.. li hai lei ..

Hmm.. missing the days when study with him.. n one thin he didn change is “late king”.. ai yo.. always I wait for him.. hmm..

When study, hmm.. seeing him lik so stress as his math, a single question does nOt no how to do.. despite of it, he so stress …

Saying his family very qi dai him go poly.. n nOw he in poly with a difficult life as he haf nO interest of that course …

Asking him to follow his dreams wat he wan to b.. but yet he don wan his family to disappoint ..

Partly I agree his 孝心.. but I disagree his way of doing tat .. hmm.. how do I say as in ??.. hmmm.. is like, that ur future, u shld follow wat u wan but nOt jus because of ur family..

If touch wood la, eg, I aiming a goal which I don’t like it but was instruct by my family (so won’t disappoint thm).. but wat if one day thy passed away ?.. there’s no goal anymore.. n its wasting of time doing something tat u don like it ??..

Get wat I mean ?.. hmm.. don understand its alright , as mayb my typing very difficult to understand …

But anyway, jus wann tell zhen you :

Don’t stress up my frens.. what ever u do, I thin ur family will support you, but nOt such as smoking la!!.. a GOOD thin .. hmm.. if u got things trouble or bothers about it, u can look for us (ur fren).. we sure will accompany/ support u (onl in good thin ).. wat r frens for ?.. to share joy n happiness together.. so is keeping acc one another , in order nOt to feel lonely.. if u reading dis msg.. Please don bash mi up..

Dis msg also apply to others .. (frens, relatives)… any problems can look for mi.. I very le yi listen ..

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frEns GatHeriNg @ oRcHaRd

Hmm.. today is Saturday, n I booked my frens one mth in advance .. haha… cool isn’t it..

But all is guys .. flirty ??.. nO choice nOt much gal frens except hui jean LOL..

But anyway, renda, lance, zhen you n mi went to k sing first LOL.. I so ps LOL.. sing wrong.. haha.. nvm la… thy will understand.. n hope thy will FORGET MY SINGING.. haha..

N after tat we went to shop around.. as we waiting for daryl the potato… once met daryl, lance had to go.. quite sad LOL.. but stil get fun..

N thy all hungry except mi.. so thy went to yoshinoya had their dinner.. when I smell n imagine the oil.. I feel like vomit lo.. mayb long time didn yummy dis kind of thin.. OMG…

O ya.. 2weeks diet had a good result.. lost 4KG.. wahaha.. but still so short … LOL

Aft that we went to play POOL.. o yeah ! .. u nO I first time ALMOST win zhen you n renda lo.. if thy don let mi laugh I thin I will win… additional when I serious playin thy laugh..

Next time I must win them, so thy can treat mi SWENSEN… wahaha.. swensen I’m coming.. u jus wait for mi …

Finish playing, YQ met us right aft his work.. additional, we went to watch movie (run papa run).. hmm.. nOt bad?.. regret watching.. shld listen to renda watch the hottie n the nottie..

Aft the ahow, its already 11+pm.. n rush to the MRT station to catch the last train.. but when reaching MRT, renda’s ezlin at pool centre.. so hav to get bk n tak..

So we wait for him n u-turn bk.. when he bk, he said ppl took his card.. saying until so serious n a shag face lo.. den I reall tot its true .. still to he use wat trick can go in the bus..

But when he board off, zhen you told mi he lie to mi.. I was like.. ARGH.. KANA trick BY HIM AGAIN.. so 溅.. nev c dis kind of ppl b4 ..

Hmm, when in the bus, I reall very tired, n asking YQ to lend mi his shoulder .. thanks for the shoulder, yong quan… xin ku le..

Anyway I did enjoy myself wit thm.. hoping time wil stop.. but its impossible..

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CoMpAnY DiNnEr @ hOnG LiM

Hmm.. once again, we having a great company dinner @ hong lim complex..

This time round, instead going out for a restaurant, we went to call delivery.. (as it save $$) haha..

So we called KFC & pizza.. hmm.. I feel proud of myself, as genie let mi organize?.. as at the first place cindy organize but due to her busy-ness, I cover her…

But she quite helpful too!! Help us a lot of stuffs … as in, help mi cut fruits although I wann cut it all by myself.. haha…cos I started to fall in love cutting fruits?

I dun no y?. mayb is because when u c ppl dare to eat wat u cut u will feel very xin wei… hmm.. esp the love ones.. WAHAHA..

Simple n sweet , I love the job a lot .. haha

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wAT tHe HeLL aGaiN??...

Instead of giving out flyers again, I went out with my cousin, Valerie shopping at tampines mall.. hmm..

She change to a good gal??.. haha.. hmmm… n we bought a lotssss of thin.. can say is her… not mi… as I bought her a shoe cost mi $29.90… hmm.. I alright with it as she treat mi good too..

Hmm… n so, we shop for hours, she finally bought dress for her school anniversary party… hmmm.. quite nice.. she seem to b rich due to a person like her lik mad that one mth gif her 600 bucks… I wan tat guy sia!!!! Hais..

But anyway, she happy can le.. to mi, I hope my surrounding ppl happy, I will b satisfy…

Hmm.. n so aft shopping went to my grandma house.. n saw steph’s dad over there… I asked him y he there.. n he said ah ma said the god say she got wat disease.. wat the fuck is tat lo.. so lame man…

N my grandma had eaten his dinner, n asked mi went to steph house for dinner instead… n so I off to step house…

During the journey I told staph’s dad that my dad mayb moved bk to ah ma house… den he said tat, he had a quarrel with my dad… I was like… WTF again.. n I asked him… he said my dad’s lorry insurance is under his name n the money has been 3 mths not paid..

Den if didn paid the company will sue steph’s dad… n so he quickly called my dad asked for money… n my dad jus said no money how to pay…

Hais.. I reall donno wat the fuck going on ….. its sux my life now… hai.. n I tell staph tat I cleared the debts on behalf.. $520.. I was like.. my money fly so far away.. i nOw left 130++.. wat mi going to survive the rest of the mth??...

I don understand wat my dad doing.. last time asked mi for money $400 n now wann rent out the house… n I dunnO wat will happen next… I had enough of it le!!!....

I wann cry out but I dunnO y I cant… last crying is my grandpa funeral… mayb dying soon ba… hais…

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waT mY fAMiLy gOiNg oN??...

Today instead of giving out flyers, I went go shopping with hui jean… bought 25 bucks stuffs… long time didn’t shop for my tops.. n cannot buy more.. no money.. hmm. … so enjoy myself with her.. at least in front of her I wont need to wear a mask..

Hmm.. n keep sms with renda.. fall in love with him SOON??... no way man.. mayb it’s a crush… not suit for mi to have a bf… hmmm.. all guys cant b trust !!!... hate guys lots..

N oso dis morning ONCE I JUST wake up, u nO wat my mum told mi??.. she said mayb our house rent out to others @ 1.8K per month… I was like… stare to the air…

Wat happening again???... n so I asked her… she said first cos got extra income. Second can acc ah ma as she alone at the house… I was like… nan de I have a house.. n so I hav not been staying here for 10YEARS LO!!!...

N now wann separate again… surely my mum n sis sure stay at my aunt house… mi n dad is staying at ah ma house… is lik there’s no different like last time… WTF!!... forget it den.. mayb I move out better den… thinking in process…

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sHOrt oUtiNg Wit FreNS

Hmm.. staying bk aft my work.. cleaning instead of tomorrow… not tat tough ? but enjoyable??.. hmm…

N daryl look for mi… quite sweet of him… but don thin y lo… fren fren.. hmm.. since he wait for mi.. den acc him went to airport . as he need to pass the nike shoe…

Hmm.. n aft tat we went mcd had our supper??... hmm.. as we both left 10 bucks.. hmmm.. aft tat we took cab.. as we tot no bus.. but when travelling… we saw BUS!!!!!...

ARGH!! Waste our money … but having have we him as long time no such gather.. so missing it…

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mY denTAL

Today went to my dental appointment… I don nO y my root canal treatment which spent me abt 500 bucks… its so hurt … WTF .. n thy said mayb is infection.. need to hav surgery.. u no surgery cost how much??.. 852++ bucks… wann my life la…

I now is like totally bankrupt.. I paid for the mobile n water & electricity bills.. my parents borrow money from mi as one overspent n yet nOt enough money gif to staffs.. n other lost bets.. total owe $900…

Haiz.. I thin my target 3.5K in june is impossible.. I thin I reall money minded.. Wondering y Singapore is so money minded, esp is government.. such an idiot!!..

Everywhere, everything, every time, all is about money.. can say that, in order to survive, we need money!!!!!!

N renda (which is helpful fren of mine) helping mi find a job.. very touch ??.. wann fall in love with him liao LOL…. Hmm.. dis coming weekend I distribute flyers @ the blockS.. hmmm.. 1000pcs 50bucks.. quite ok la.. gtten jia you liao..

I getting tired along the journal I walking now.. I wann take a break but I can’t. cos I no tat time is precious, so is life.. when I saw my grandpa died until 不明不白… n his my reall dearest ppl..

U will regret when thin is no longer around u … n fro the day my grandpa had passed away.. I never cry again… so is now.. haiz.. I reall wish to cry abt it .. but I cant..

Hmm.. not even a close fren tat I can say to… n last time I said to HIM.. he don even cared abt.. so fool of mi..

N as for closer cousin, I thin is ah fat (Valerie).. when she come to my house overnight, we got lots of things to say about like our frens, our feeling… tat the reason y I like her staying at my house..

Hmm.. don c her lik ah lian ah lian … hmm (which I agree she like ah lian) but she good.. can b my older sister ??.. hmm.. she can gif comments.. hmm.. donnO how to said.. she jus good to mi can le..

N I promise myself I wan to b a good fren, relatives, family, colleagues & even stead (mayb if I got la..).. hmm.. where thy can approach mi??... too wei da is it?.. hmm.. but tat I wan … so I hav to change …

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FamiLy HiKinG

Today we have a families outing… but not all families.. only cheng’s bro n mum, xiao gu’s family + my family (exclusive my mum)…

U guess where we go?.. we go 远足 near mandai area.. (dunnO where is the place) but some sort of rock climbing ... which sponsor by HSBS.. very fun??.. but indeed tiring?.. haha..

Hmm.. early morning went to cheng’s house fetch thm.. n thy wore slipper… o MY!!.. n thy tot we were kidding for the hiking … (esp his mum)..

Quite fun??.. we from early morning 8am hiking till 11.45am.. 3 ¾ hrs.. c lots of TREES… climb lots of STAIRS… n lots of ANTS… so is mas selmat wanted picture.. haha

U no when I saw cheng taking pic .. I jus tin tat his pic is nicer den mi.. Indeed it is.. hais.. its like nOthin to compare with others which I good at something else.. is like I nOt capable in something.. even is a stupid thin..

Hmm… here’s the photos… view some as i lazy.. next time will view more...

^^ big fungi..

^^mi, dad & sis...

N this is the bridge … so nice LOL… n shaky too.. haha..

After the hiking, we went to yummy.. aft tat, xiao gu say lets go pick apples from the trees… n indeed we so stupid follow her LOL…

n when reaching the reservoir, she take apples from her apple.. kana con again… ai yo…
n her maid help us peel the skin.. haha...

^^ my cousin so love pretty LOTS....

n so .. let's end here... simple n sweet .. bye..

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Pray mY gRAnDpA

Today is the day tat I vist my dearest ah gong …. Hais… making mi thin of the past .. Which he shld nOt deserve dis kind of death.. Fucking kind of death..

But anyway, dis morning; I woke up @ 5.30++ am … shower.. n quickly rushed to the market n buy ah gong’s kopi.. n oso my dad… plus 5 pkts of been hoon…

N den, steph’s dad bring 888 2nd bro n mi.

N so, we went to the mandai crematorium once thy open @ 7am… so we reached there abt tat time..

But when reaching there, I realized tat I forgot to take wooden chopstick for the been hoon… sOOO clumsy!!!!!!!!!!..... n stupid..

When we reached there, there’s no sight of my xiao gu.. but my mum tag along with my dad came in a while… n left my xiao gu lei??>.. so I called her… n lastly missed called her abt 20 to 30 missed calls … she den wake up..

By the time she waked up.. its already 8am.. WTH… SHE OVERSLEPT!!... with her husband

Called her house no. , there’s error in connection… which mean thy switch off the “MOI” (SingTel) … so guys, discourage to but moi from SingTel..

Hmm…. U thin we so good to wait for her to pray??... no.. u wrong.. 林家的人not good lOL..

Cos tat, she having all the pray pray stuffs… tat y we all hav to wait for her.. if she didn took the stuffs, we den hack care her if she coming.. =P haha…

But actuall, the pray stuffs shld taken by steph’s dad fro 888… buti said so ma fan.. still wondering prevent for so ma fan I wann tak as tml he send mi..

N dunno wat happen xiao gu go n tak…

For the 30min we been waiting, I took some photos over there.. quite nice… if I die , mayb I will buried over there.. haha… with my beloved ah gong….

N so, thy had had finally reached, with their messy hair (jus wake up the face)… it was like… so “TOK KONG”.. haha…

N anyway… we finished praying n went bk to work …

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ApriL fOOL

I got my salary .. n my cleaning pay… yeah!! Thy add 150 buck for dis month salary oNL.. so happy??..

But actually I happy doing it.. even thy didn add mi $$ I oso happy.. haha.. (but don lidat la, reall don add mi $$ =P)

I thin I siao ??.. I enjoy cleanin the office… got some sort of 满足感… even pay is good / little I oso happy…

My aunt stil wann mi to ask for more.. as in $150 per month but nOt counted as hour..

But I didn listen to her, as I nO wat I clean is nOt very perfect.. so there’s isn’t need to increase of money..

1hr 10bucks to mi I already feel very happy.. e onl I don happy is tat e place is tOOO FAR!!...

Hmm.. stil planning to find a part time job tat work on weekend.. any one intro .. any work will do.. got $$$ can le… haha.. (172 is helping mi look out , I thin [thanks in advance])

Now I donNo y I very lack of money le.. space some ???....

O ya.. n today chat wit YQ on msn.. he asking mi for stead??.. LOL… funny fren of mine.. stil say don wan stead .. haha..

He said tat now no feeling.. in future sure hav.. can b 培养… I heard it.. I feel like laughing out loud LOL.. haha…

Is like he my fren for yearssss… suddenl stead is like,,,, so funny …

N I said to him tat I need time to forget HIM.. n oso must die die get my thin bk..

YQ is like so hyper .. wan mi to get it from him now… haha.. *no worries my frens.. I thin I had forget him le… haha..

He said tat gif myself a chance n other ppl a chance too.. which saying himself.. haha.. n he wan mi to consider abt it .. funny n cute man tat I ever c..

*mayb reall got a chance for u =P haha… i thin he kiddin as ..

HAPPY APRIL FOOL DAY!!!

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JoHnNy ....

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sO sWeeT oF iT !!!

^^can u c mY bEloved cake ??.. table so messy...

^^zoom iN a bit ley u c =P

^^yupQ!!! tat my cake.. so sweet!!!!

^^mi n the cake.. waHAha

Hmm… I thin I hav to buck up n study good good for my CAT courses.. cannot let thm disappointed but special that I got a diff marks .. jia you jia you !! ..

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So SWeeT LikE HeLL???

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ShOpPiNg aGaiN..