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hmmm.. u no wat.. all along i tot tat love some1 is tough but lettin ppl love is "xin fu"... but i now den realized tat all is totally wrong!..

eg like today.. .. having work e same old time.. fro 9am to 6pm everyday.. seem to b sianz but sometimes it can b say its fun when there is a mistakes in e file or wrongly type.. lol.. mayb u tin its crazy but very fun as it make u busy all e time lols.. haha..

but jus like today i was "busy" my tin durin e last min of getting off work time.. suddenl a sound vibrate fro my mobile.. i didn c who e sender is, i oso can no who n wat e text is all abt.. is fro Zhen You.. he wann meet mi aft work n go hm together though MRT.. once again same tin.. sickening!!..

den i told him tat i "busy" my stuff n mayb wil OT.. he say he don mind waiting 4 mi but to mi.. I MIND!!! in e end, he said no matter how late he wil wait den hang up e phone??... .. i was like.. stare to my com for a few mins den RUSH to my "BUSY" tin as i reall don wish him to wait lo.. n i don use to it so i kept on RUSHING my stuffs like hell!!!..

den rushed to e STUPID MRT travelled to RAFFLE PLACE den drop off n JUST to meet him.. he so relax waiting, den mi lei, fucking tired rushing here n there!!!.. if everyday lidat i sure die early liao...

when i reached there i said to him if i didn care him lettin him wait how.. he say i won't lidat.. i was like giving a DOTS face lo.. how he so sure abt it?


but sayiny truely he a nice guy, but not my type... most impt is tat e feeling is not rite... by saying feelings.. .... .... feelings is like when ever how e person yumm or e action u won't feel disgusting or wat ever shit ??.. u jus ignore it.. tat e feeling!.. which i LOVE it lots.. muacks..

thinkin tat.. in order to let him gif up> must treat him cold ba?? its depends on it?.................... ....

Labels: ...uNdEr sTre$s iN pRoGreSs...

ytd jeff date mi out 4 dinner lols.. den we ask lot of ppl going.. n lastly.. .. today having dinner wit jeff, zy, daryl, yvo, n jerral lols... sound fun isn't it.. haha..

but b4 tat i donno ZY going until he cal mi mobile when going to off work time... as we like quarrel ytd??.. den i say i wil late off .. den he say he don mind waiting.. touching?? ba...

but everytim i meet him like so rush lidat lo.. which i don wish to.. ... i donno y.. mayb is cos like, tak fro china town den transfer to outram park MRT den drop off at raffles place den.. .. tak train again to tampines.. so ma fan la..

when meet thm, thy haf a suspect look on us.. lke we stead??!! OMG!! no way man!.. den thy said meet out yummy must eat nice nice e but not food court.. den in the end we yummy "pastamaia"... i ate $9.60 lo.. so ex to mi.. i tin my $9.60can tan han till tml lols.. haha.. such a $$ face to mi.. heez.

aft yummy we don no where to slack so we went to comic collection lols.. as von said got discount lols.. when i went there searchin.. a handsome guy accident knock my head lols.. so handsome!!!.. haha

aft tat.. stil no where to go.. in the end go buy beer fro NTUC n slack at e nearby park which is opp TM drink drink lols...

^^^lame isn't it?? haha

when going hm time, ZY wann send mi bk.. my feeling is not touched but disgusting??.. tat wat i tin ba.. i donno y lo.. hais.. is lke.. i like e ppl, e ppl don like mi. but i don lik e ppl , e ppl lik mi.. alwa lidat e lo.. i don understand!..

u no wat?? truly speaking, b4 i meet my frens.. i very scare when going there as i scare i wil saw him.. wit his stead?? i donno y??!!.. coward of mi.. ...

den when in e bus.. saying to him tat no matter wat he do i won't touch n won't accept him.. but yet, he say nvm.. he still won't gif up.. he no tat one day i wil accept him.. WTF lo.. to mi, not touched at all lo.. I no longer is a fool.. but now is a HEARTLESS GALZ!!..

Labels: ..mY HaPpY TiMe wiT FreNs..

i today went to Yong Quan family's BBQ lo.. opposite down town east.. .. yvo, daryl, wynne, jeff korkor, jerral n Zhen you were there too.. o ya! wynne n daryl stead.. can u believe it! OMG!! very strange lols.. but nvm.. haha

den during e bbq, yvo n i go stroll n chat.. den chat till him.. den she say tat he got stead le.. sec 2 gals named nich! i was totally fucking wat lo! lie to mi ! didn tel mi he got a stead.. got stead still contact mi 4! ask mi 4 chat some more!! mayb a jus a fool!!! "TIAN ZHEN"... ... FUCKING BASTARD LIAR!!! can't b change at all!! NOT A LITTLE

i was reall sad n angry tat time los.. i can't describe it!!... FUCKING BASTARD LO!!! den at nite i sms him.. he said tat.. he not sure his feelings.. WTF lo!! stead le stil not sure feeling.. i not a fool again lo!! feel like beat him up n so is e gal!!???.. ( i no i bad, onl vent anger)




i swear i won't believe his any words again.. n PASSION to 4GET tat FUCKING BASTARD LIAR!!!.. no matter wat methods i use!!!

Labels: ....ii haTe Him a LoT a LoT....

dis 2 days he sms.. i donno y.. i hope he don let mi tin tat we got chance to patch bk???.. is jus like every of his msg, "dong yao" my heart n mind towards him... haiz.. mayb in his mind/heart, he reall treat mi as his meimei ba.. tat all... n jus now tat he at a gal e frens house.. haiz.. make mi more sad sad sad.. hurt hurt hurt...



its jus hurting mi.. i like having lots of stress.. he suddenl bk in my heart again.. wondering y i don like e, thy like mi.. i lik e.. thy don like mi..


1st, is Shi Lin (which i heard fro Jamie)... since so long le.. he stil like mi.. i no he caring towards mi.. i no everythin in him but i jus don haf e feeling.. 2nd, is ah Bao.. he oso caring toward mi.. keep helping mi do this do that e.. i was reall touch .. 3rd, is Zhen You... he oso keep acc mi when i'm alone e... i reall very touch in thm... ...


n oso i won't 4get my piggy korkor.. although he don like mi but he oso treat mi very good lo.. love him man!


i reall dunno how to face him le.. hope he can return all the tin tat i wan so can asap 4get him..

Labels: ....ii haTe Him a LoT a LoT....

today went bugis wit my grandmother n 888''da korkor''... go c e "chopsticks" doctor =P


actually "bing hong"(my good cousin), coming along wit mi to the bugis oso but..... ... he reach grandma house jiu zZz like a pig lols.. haha.. The reason makin him lidat is damn touch n sweet lols..


he said tat his stead went to hong kong 4 CCA hoilday.. n the flight is 6.30 in the morning.. den in order to save $$ on transport, e previse night 10pm he go airport wait 4 the next morning to send her on flight lols.. wait for her abt 8hrs??? very touch rite..



even my ex-s don even do tat to mi lols.. or any special e.. haha.. wonder y my cousin can't b like any guys lols.. haha.. plus when his stead come bk.. he oso do the "stupid sweet" tin lols.. so sweet.. ...


wondering when my prince wil come just like my cousin so sweet??

Labels: ..FaMiLy tHiNgZzz..

i didnt go for the gradation party lols.. haha.. heard tat its fun ytd.. i didn't go is cos tat i scared... i like to b compare wit thm (yvo thy all) i just dunno y.. i scared if i go.. no one accc mi, my dressing not nice.. very odd los..

n i c yvo n wynne msn picture.. is damn nice.. jus doesn't look like thm.. like a mature lady lol... lucky i didn go as i no i sure not pretty tat night e.. hmmm.. so jealous.. haha

as 4 tat Zhen You.. i can't stand on him lols.. say to mi tat, he realised tat he was so handsome.. got a bit dots dots dots lols.. haha..such a BHB guy i even seen lols..

when i online chatting wit jamie.. her pic of her dressing is nice too.. although not mature but cute lo.. haha.. den she say tat on tat night, jasmine n her too boring n say until who didn't come for the party.. n say until mi.. jasmine told her tat if i go, surely wil attractive n mi si a lot of guys.. haha..

when i heard tat i was happy.. but i no tat even i go i not tat attractive lols.. i no i so thick skin.. hees =P

Labels: ..NotHiNg mUcH haPpeNed LoLz..

today early morning wake up!.. dating wit frens to EAST COAST PARK cycle lols.. haha.. hmm. got Hui Jean, Zhen You & Xiang Sheng lols.. althought onl 4 of us... we oso ehjoy ourselves lols..

Labels: ..mY HaPpY TiMe wiT FreNs..

^^^thy treat like its their birthday lols

n i oso won't forgot my belated presents!!!

the pencil box was bought by HuiJean lols>>>

n e Istean voucher were bought by HuiJean n YuanXin>>

as for Kok Sin, he bought mi a necklace which is "t" e pattern?? didn't tak photo lols.. ps.. haha

Labels: ..sO $wEeT n NiCe..

u no wat?? dis year birthday i like e most.. esp is piggy korkor gif mi surprise lolz.. i donno how to express it out lolz..

n actuall last time say he meetin mi to return mi alll e thin but everytim i sms him, he don even reply lo.. haiz.. sad lo.. i reall need the thin bk.. as i wann burn or throw it mysel to chang a new life of mi... if not i cant forge him.. haiz


ytd i jus had my exam finish n finally can b relax lolz.. so good.. haha.. aft exam, sunil, aaron n azman bought mi a present... reall cant expected thy wil bought 4 mi.. very touch lolz.. haha.. next time must repay thm bk.. mmm.. thy bought mi a Benetton wallet... <<< n last year of dis day.. i remind of him celebrat anniveran birthda at pasir ris park haiz.




n for today.. i whole day stay at my grandma house doin nothin.. so sianz lolz.. haha... but lucky got "ah bao" chat wit mi on msn lolz.. n my kor sms mi lols.. haha.. haha.. mmm.. den i stay night, watchin tv, yvo called mi n say wann come my house lolz.. den shock mi.. make mi rushed hm n shower.. but when i reach hm, i realized i 4got to bring my KEYS lolz.. haha.. den run bk my grandma house tak n come b my own house lolz.. scared thy so fast reached..

but u no wat??? thy called mi at 8pm say thy comin but 9.15 den come.. make my effort run here n there.. hmm.. got yvo, jeff, daryl n zhen you come lols.. thy say thy wil late cos of zhen you.. donno y???... haha.. thy bought a small size of chocolat cake 4 mi.. quite touch lolz. haha.. no present its ok.. i alread satisfied le.. heez..

aft tat..when i reach my aunt house..my sis sing a songz lolz.. once again chocolate cake again! wann vomit out lolz. haha.. no choice. den my aunt gif mi a red packet of 50 bucks.. hmm.. haha... but at least it better la?? haha.. thanks..




interestin n excitin part is here lols... when reach hm, johnny suddenly say tat he at my blk.. den i was shocked cos i tot he was in ns, y suddenl can come out lols... at first i tot he was joking lox... den i go meet him.. he bought a cake n celebrat wit mi los... dis time is not chocolat but is vanilla cake.. hee.. quite touch lols.. haha... n oso bought mi a presen too... reall very silly of him lols.. next time don lidat lols...


he bought mi a jewerll. box?? n a hp chain?? hmm... he say tat he c my msg so lonely alone at hm.. so he gif excuse to his commander tat his GF birthda n wann celebrat... he come out le don even tel mi lo.. silly guys .. make mi so touch lols.. heess.. dis year can b very memorable.. i wil treasur it.. hees.. thanks kor..

i love my birthday dis year??!!??!!....

Labels: ..sO $wEeT n NiCe..

Tuesday, November 6, 2007 / 6:09 AM

yEaH!! FiNaLLy "o" LeVeL FiNiSh Le... ...

yEaH!! FiNaLLy "o" LeVeL FiNiSh Le... ...

finally last paper had finish le.. yeah!!!.. so happy like hell lols.. haha..

hmm.. mi, Hui Jean, Xuan Fu, ah Bao & Kan Siong (dunno how 2 spell =P) went to simei e Hanriver yummy to celebrate finish our effort on tat FOOLISH paper.. yeah.. haha..

n ah Bao wear the clothing today is damn cool?? as in mature more lols.. haha..

when we yummy, the lame lame Xuan Fu keep thinking abt the Science paper 1 ans lols.. very the wat lols.. feel like laughing.. haha.. den he pay the 11.80plus plus e money onl sit down there yummy a little bit n keep thinkin abt Olevel papers a lots lols.. haha.. so wasted lols... but can say is enjoy lols.. as long time didn eat until so happy... some more is wit frens.. haha

n my birthday is tml le.. donno how wil it b ?? lonely birthday?? how much can spent wit him?? onl can b in my LALA land onl ba.. mayb not even a chance of dreaming tat.. ... haiz

Labels: ..sO $wEeT n NiCe..

Thursday, November 1, 2007 / 9:41 PM

SuLt oF mI... ...

SuLt oF mI... ...

there's lots n lots of tin happening around mi... it driving mi crazy to the MAX!!!.. n i need a support... just like him?? donno how him le?? donno he got stead le ma(although i wan to patch??)? n how his life is?? y can't i forget him!!!... stupid mi.. since he alread forget mi.. n i should forget him then.. i shld stop thinking abt him ..... FOOL OF MI!!!..

let mi tel u wat happen dis few days.. first, heard tat Zhen You like mi... den i feel.... YUK!!!.. suddenl got tat feelings loz.. mayb is cos tat e feelin to him is not there plus, he not my target man.. .. n my charac make him misunderstood tat i like him... n when he send a msg to mi saying "don treat mi so warm.. i wil misunderstand..tc".. den i tin don sms him better.. but aft few day, he sms mi again.. i felt very angry la.. is like don mak him misunderstan, stil sms mi 4 wat lo.. fuck!!

n i found out tat i study wit baojun is much better den zhen you?? cos baojun is more quiet den zhen you??.. n mi n baojun no each others since sec 1 so e relationship btw us is better den zhen you ba.. shh... ... n bao jun oso like mi .. tat wat he told mi.. is jus like i don understan when did i HOOK thm lo.. mak thm like mi.. tat y i prefer go alone or wit my stead... but now single so mixin around?? tat y an eg of Zhen You wil like mi(treat tat i BHB)... y can't guys treat mi as fren but not jus like mi, tat y close to mi?? i hate mysel a lot!! like i so cheap lidat.. haiz.

Labels: ....ii haTe Him a LoT a LoT....

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Designer:xoxocrystal.
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Icon:collapsingnight

hmmm.. u no wat.. all along i tot tat love some1 is tough but lettin ppl love is "xin fu"... but i now den realized tat all is totally wrong!..

eg like today.. .. having work e same old time.. fro 9am to 6pm everyday.. seem to b sianz but sometimes it can b say its fun when there is a mistakes in e file or wrongly type.. lol.. mayb u tin its crazy but very fun as it make u busy all e time lols.. haha..

but jus like today i was "busy" my tin durin e last min of getting off work time.. suddenl a sound vibrate fro my mobile.. i didn c who e sender is, i oso can no who n wat e text is all abt.. is fro Zhen You.. he wann meet mi aft work n go hm together though MRT.. once again same tin.. sickening!!..

den i told him tat i "busy" my stuff n mayb wil OT.. he say he don mind waiting 4 mi but to mi.. I MIND!!! in e end, he said no matter how late he wil wait den hang up e phone??... .. i was like.. stare to my com for a few mins den RUSH to my "BUSY" tin as i reall don wish him to wait lo.. n i don use to it so i kept on RUSHING my stuffs like hell!!!..

den rushed to e STUPID MRT travelled to RAFFLE PLACE den drop off n JUST to meet him.. he so relax waiting, den mi lei, fucking tired rushing here n there!!!.. if everyday lidat i sure die early liao...

when i reached there i said to him if i didn care him lettin him wait how.. he say i won't lidat.. i was like giving a DOTS face lo.. how he so sure abt it?


but sayiny truely he a nice guy, but not my type... most impt is tat e feeling is not rite... by saying feelings.. .... .... feelings is like when ever how e person yumm or e action u won't feel disgusting or wat ever shit ??.. u jus ignore it.. tat e feeling!.. which i LOVE it lots.. muacks..

thinkin tat.. in order to let him gif up> must treat him cold ba?? its depends on it?.................... ....

Labels: ...uNdEr sTre$s iN pRoGreSs...

ytd jeff date mi out 4 dinner lols.. den we ask lot of ppl going.. n lastly.. .. today having dinner wit jeff, zy, daryl, yvo, n jerral lols... sound fun isn't it.. haha..

but b4 tat i donno ZY going until he cal mi mobile when going to off work time... as we like quarrel ytd??.. den i say i wil late off .. den he say he don mind waiting.. touching?? ba...

but everytim i meet him like so rush lidat lo.. which i don wish to.. ... i donno y.. mayb is cos like, tak fro china town den transfer to outram park MRT den drop off at raffles place den.. .. tak train again to tampines.. so ma fan la..

when meet thm, thy haf a suspect look on us.. lke we stead??!! OMG!! no way man!.. den thy said meet out yummy must eat nice nice e but not food court.. den in the end we yummy "pastamaia"... i ate $9.60 lo.. so ex to mi.. i tin my $9.60can tan han till tml lols.. haha.. such a $$ face to mi.. heez.

aft yummy we don no where to slack so we went to comic collection lols.. as von said got discount lols.. when i went there searchin.. a handsome guy accident knock my head lols.. so handsome!!!.. haha

aft tat.. stil no where to go.. in the end go buy beer fro NTUC n slack at e nearby park which is opp TM drink drink lols...

^^^lame isn't it?? haha

when going hm time, ZY wann send mi bk.. my feeling is not touched but disgusting??.. tat wat i tin ba.. i donno y lo.. hais.. is lke.. i like e ppl, e ppl don like mi. but i don lik e ppl , e ppl lik mi.. alwa lidat e lo.. i don understand!..

u no wat?? truly speaking, b4 i meet my frens.. i very scare when going there as i scare i wil saw him.. wit his stead?? i donno y??!!.. coward of mi.. ...

den when in e bus.. saying to him tat no matter wat he do i won't touch n won't accept him.. but yet, he say nvm.. he still won't gif up.. he no tat one day i wil accept him.. WTF lo.. to mi, not touched at all lo.. I no longer is a fool.. but now is a HEARTLESS GALZ!!..

Labels: ..mY HaPpY TiMe wiT FreNs..

i today went to Yong Quan family's BBQ lo.. opposite down town east.. .. yvo, daryl, wynne, jeff korkor, jerral n Zhen you were there too.. o ya! wynne n daryl stead.. can u believe it! OMG!! very strange lols.. but nvm.. haha

den during e bbq, yvo n i go stroll n chat.. den chat till him.. den she say tat he got stead le.. sec 2 gals named nich! i was totally fucking wat lo! lie to mi ! didn tel mi he got a stead.. got stead still contact mi 4! ask mi 4 chat some more!! mayb a jus a fool!!! "TIAN ZHEN"... ... FUCKING BASTARD LIAR!!! can't b change at all!! NOT A LITTLE

i was reall sad n angry tat time los.. i can't describe it!!... FUCKING BASTARD LO!!! den at nite i sms him.. he said tat.. he not sure his feelings.. WTF lo!! stead le stil not sure feeling.. i not a fool again lo!! feel like beat him up n so is e gal!!???.. ( i no i bad, onl vent anger)




i swear i won't believe his any words again.. n PASSION to 4GET tat FUCKING BASTARD LIAR!!!.. no matter wat methods i use!!!

Labels: ....ii haTe Him a LoT a LoT....

dis 2 days he sms.. i donno y.. i hope he don let mi tin tat we got chance to patch bk???.. is jus like every of his msg, "dong yao" my heart n mind towards him... haiz.. mayb in his mind/heart, he reall treat mi as his meimei ba.. tat all... n jus now tat he at a gal e frens house.. haiz.. make mi more sad sad sad.. hurt hurt hurt...



its jus hurting mi.. i like having lots of stress.. he suddenl bk in my heart again.. wondering y i don like e, thy like mi.. i lik e.. thy don like mi..


1st, is Shi Lin (which i heard fro Jamie)... since so long le.. he stil like mi.. i no he caring towards mi.. i no everythin in him but i jus don haf e feeling.. 2nd, is ah Bao.. he oso caring toward mi.. keep helping mi do this do that e.. i was reall touch .. 3rd, is Zhen You... he oso keep acc mi when i'm alone e... i reall very touch in thm... ...


n oso i won't 4get my piggy korkor.. although he don like mi but he oso treat mi very good lo.. love him man!


i reall dunno how to face him le.. hope he can return all the tin tat i wan so can asap 4get him..

Labels: ....ii haTe Him a LoT a LoT....

today went bugis wit my grandmother n 888''da korkor''... go c e "chopsticks" doctor =P


actually "bing hong"(my good cousin), coming along wit mi to the bugis oso but..... ... he reach grandma house jiu zZz like a pig lols.. haha.. The reason makin him lidat is damn touch n sweet lols..


he said tat his stead went to hong kong 4 CCA hoilday.. n the flight is 6.30 in the morning.. den in order to save $$ on transport, e previse night 10pm he go airport wait 4 the next morning to send her on flight lols.. wait for her abt 8hrs??? very touch rite..



even my ex-s don even do tat to mi lols.. or any special e.. haha.. wonder y my cousin can't b like any guys lols.. haha.. plus when his stead come bk.. he oso do the "stupid sweet" tin lols.. so sweet.. ...


wondering when my prince wil come just like my cousin so sweet??

Labels: ..FaMiLy tHiNgZzz..

i didnt go for the gradation party lols.. haha.. heard tat its fun ytd.. i didn't go is cos tat i scared... i like to b compare wit thm (yvo thy all) i just dunno y.. i scared if i go.. no one accc mi, my dressing not nice.. very odd los..

n i c yvo n wynne msn picture.. is damn nice.. jus doesn't look like thm.. like a mature lady lol... lucky i didn go as i no i sure not pretty tat night e.. hmmm.. so jealous.. haha

as 4 tat Zhen You.. i can't stand on him lols.. say to mi tat, he realised tat he was so handsome.. got a bit dots dots dots lols.. haha..such a BHB guy i even seen lols..

when i online chatting wit jamie.. her pic of her dressing is nice too.. although not mature but cute lo.. haha.. den she say tat on tat night, jasmine n her too boring n say until who didn't come for the party.. n say until mi.. jasmine told her tat if i go, surely wil attractive n mi si a lot of guys.. haha..

when i heard tat i was happy.. but i no tat even i go i not tat attractive lols.. i no i so thick skin.. hees =P

Labels: ..NotHiNg mUcH haPpeNed LoLz..

today early morning wake up!.. dating wit frens to EAST COAST PARK cycle lols.. haha.. hmm. got Hui Jean, Zhen You & Xiang Sheng lols.. althought onl 4 of us... we oso ehjoy ourselves lols..

Labels: ..mY HaPpY TiMe wiT FreNs..

^^^thy treat like its their birthday lols

n i oso won't forgot my belated presents!!!

the pencil box was bought by HuiJean lols>>>

n e Istean voucher were bought by HuiJean n YuanXin>>

as for Kok Sin, he bought mi a necklace which is "t" e pattern?? didn't tak photo lols.. ps.. haha

Labels: ..sO $wEeT n NiCe..

u no wat?? dis year birthday i like e most.. esp is piggy korkor gif mi surprise lolz.. i donno how to express it out lolz..

n actuall last time say he meetin mi to return mi alll e thin but everytim i sms him, he don even reply lo.. haiz.. sad lo.. i reall need the thin bk.. as i wann burn or throw it mysel to chang a new life of mi... if not i cant forge him.. haiz


ytd i jus had my exam finish n finally can b relax lolz.. so good.. haha.. aft exam, sunil, aaron n azman bought mi a present... reall cant expected thy wil bought 4 mi.. very touch lolz.. haha.. next time must repay thm bk.. mmm.. thy bought mi a Benetton wallet... <<< n last year of dis day.. i remind of him celebrat anniveran birthda at pasir ris park haiz.




n for today.. i whole day stay at my grandma house doin nothin.. so sianz lolz.. haha... but lucky got "ah bao" chat wit mi on msn lolz.. n my kor sms mi lols.. haha.. haha.. mmm.. den i stay night, watchin tv, yvo called mi n say wann come my house lolz.. den shock mi.. make mi rushed hm n shower.. but when i reach hm, i realized i 4got to bring my KEYS lolz.. haha.. den run bk my grandma house tak n come b my own house lolz.. scared thy so fast reached..

but u no wat??? thy called mi at 8pm say thy comin but 9.15 den come.. make my effort run here n there.. hmm.. got yvo, jeff, daryl n zhen you come lols.. thy say thy wil late cos of zhen you.. donno y???... haha.. thy bought a small size of chocolat cake 4 mi.. quite touch lolz. haha.. no present its ok.. i alread satisfied le.. heez..

aft tat..when i reach my aunt house..my sis sing a songz lolz.. once again chocolate cake again! wann vomit out lolz. haha.. no choice. den my aunt gif mi a red packet of 50 bucks.. hmm.. haha... but at least it better la?? haha.. thanks..




interestin n excitin part is here lols... when reach hm, johnny suddenly say tat he at my blk.. den i was shocked cos i tot he was in ns, y suddenl can come out lols... at first i tot he was joking lox... den i go meet him.. he bought a cake n celebrat wit mi los... dis time is not chocolat but is vanilla cake.. hee.. quite touch lols.. haha... n oso bought mi a presen too... reall very silly of him lols.. next time don lidat lols...


he bought mi a jewerll. box?? n a hp chain?? hmm... he say tat he c my msg so lonely alone at hm.. so he gif excuse to his commander tat his GF birthda n wann celebrat... he come out le don even tel mi lo.. silly guys .. make mi so touch lols.. heess.. dis year can b very memorable.. i wil treasur it.. hees.. thanks kor..

i love my birthday dis year??!!??!!....

Labels: ..sO $wEeT n NiCe..

Tuesday, November 6, 2007 / 6:09 AM

yEaH!! FiNaLLy "o" LeVeL FiNiSh Le... ...

yEaH!! FiNaLLy "o" LeVeL FiNiSh Le... ...

finally last paper had finish le.. yeah!!!.. so happy like hell lols.. haha..

hmm.. mi, Hui Jean, Xuan Fu, ah Bao & Kan Siong (dunno how 2 spell =P) went to simei e Hanriver yummy to celebrate finish our effort on tat FOOLISH paper.. yeah.. haha..

n ah Bao wear the clothing today is damn cool?? as in mature more lols.. haha..

when we yummy, the lame lame Xuan Fu keep thinking abt the Science paper 1 ans lols.. very the wat lols.. feel like laughing.. haha.. den he pay the 11.80plus plus e money onl sit down there yummy a little bit n keep thinkin abt Olevel papers a lots lols.. haha.. so wasted lols... but can say is enjoy lols.. as long time didn eat until so happy... some more is wit frens.. haha

n my birthday is tml le.. donno how wil it b ?? lonely birthday?? how much can spent wit him?? onl can b in my LALA land onl ba.. mayb not even a chance of dreaming tat.. ... haiz

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Thursday, November 1, 2007 / 9:41 PM

SuLt oF mI... ...

SuLt oF mI... ...

there's lots n lots of tin happening around mi... it driving mi crazy to the MAX!!!.. n i need a support... just like him?? donno how him le?? donno he got stead le ma(although i wan to patch??)? n how his life is?? y can't i forget him!!!... stupid mi.. since he alread forget mi.. n i should forget him then.. i shld stop thinking abt him ..... FOOL OF MI!!!..

let mi tel u wat happen dis few days.. first, heard tat Zhen You like mi... den i feel.... YUK!!!.. suddenl got tat feelings loz.. mayb is cos tat e feelin to him is not there plus, he not my target man.. .. n my charac make him misunderstood tat i like him... n when he send a msg to mi saying "don treat mi so warm.. i wil misunderstand..tc".. den i tin don sms him better.. but aft few day, he sms mi again.. i felt very angry la.. is like don mak him misunderstan, stil sms mi 4 wat lo.. fuck!!

n i found out tat i study wit baojun is much better den zhen you?? cos baojun is more quiet den zhen you??.. n mi n baojun no each others since sec 1 so e relationship btw us is better den zhen you ba.. shh... ... n bao jun oso like mi .. tat wat he told mi.. is jus like i don understan when did i HOOK thm lo.. mak thm like mi.. tat y i prefer go alone or wit my stead... but now single so mixin around?? tat y an eg of Zhen You wil like mi(treat tat i BHB)... y can't guys treat mi as fren but not jus like mi, tat y close to mi?? i hate mysel a lot!! like i so cheap lidat.. haiz.

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