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tml is 2008!!! new year, new life lols.. wHoo!!! yeah man...


♥ FREEDOM!!! - can b stay overnight outside...

♥ grow taller a bit.. - about 160cm??..

♥more slim a bit.. - 43kg??..

♥ no pimples or illness at my bk lols - if not more ugly

♥ removed my dark rings - i can't stand it anymore lol.

♥ more pretty =P - can attract more handsome guy =P

♥ haf my own room - dn need alwa quarrel wit my sis..

♥ own computer/ laptop, ipod - wat i wish for many many yrs lols

♥ many many nice clothings, shoes n bags -no more clothings, shoes n bags le..

♥ b a mature gal gal.... - so won't b so childish n sotong

♥ b a good drinker =P - won't let guys looked down.. but i dun wan addicted!!

♥ my parents can understand mi - always quarrel cos of my frens.. FUCK!!!

♥ more income / $$$ - let mi spent [at least 2k in my bank at e end of june]

♥ a good BF - aiming my target (post: 19 oct 07) [jia you lols]

♥ close frenSSs - won't b betray, can b talk along n haf fun

♥ treasure everyone, surroundings - dun wish to b regret anythin any moment...

♥ more courage - have e courage to speak wat on my mind...

♥ n lots.. .... wait until wat i wan den i type again lols... hees...

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^^^old lady sia!!!

^^^act CUTE!!!

^^^LELE n mi

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hmmm... dis mornin dream abt my grandfather??.. haiz..

but e dream is weird??.. i dream tat my grandfather said " tat time i first time buy e 4D shld change e order oso ma.. almost win lo.. " i was like.... ... how he no lo.. hmm..

den bLaH bLaH bLaH.. forget wat i dream le.. jiu wake up liao.. haiz..

reall miss him much.. reall wannn visit him!! set!!! tml i die die oso wann go visit him!!!.. ... haiz..

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today same thin same time.. WORK WORK WORK.. how would i wish ppl wil gif mi $$..

hmm..abt in noon time, he online.. n i saw his nick.. .. its say.. ... . ..

~waiting for u~neve be replaced.THE THING I REGRET THE MOST IS TO LET U GO!!!

is it sayin mi or his ex??.. hais.. i oso dunno.. onl he no lo..i shld not tink its mi, ltr put high hope.. n i realized tat.. i stil like him??? argh! i dunno la..

today aft work met my zhi xian darling =P & jerral daddy for pool.. YEAH!!.. hmm.. jeff didn come cos LAZY =P got work + we played at somerset lols.. hmm...

n i today wear my $17.90 shoe got a lot of problem la.. now i no tat, not all nice shoe can b wear!!!.. waste my $$$!!!! return mi!!!

n surely, its nice to play pool lols.. although i keep lost by thm.. (thy don gif face e lo).. played until 8.30++ pm we went off to haf dinner.. hmm.. i going to b fat soon!!..

when travellin in train.. my father called.. very wat la.. nowdays his actions make mi fuckin hate him.. i wann go count down la!!!.. he say cannot i must listen meh!

NO WAY!! christmas eve u called mi don go out, i listen to u as i tot u wil bring e family go out celebrat jus like b4.. n yet u go out alone without bringin us...

n beat mi n sis face for nothin!!!.. hey DAD!! we hate ppl beat our face!!!.. 4 NOTHIN!!!.. .. even its joke!!!.. ... STOP FORCING US GIF U ATTITUDE!!!

E MORE U DON LET, E MORE I WANN LET U C HOW I GO OUT!!!.. even u wann beat mi, fine wit it!

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^^e 4 pizza lols.. YUMMY!!!

bLaH bLaH bLaH... till 11++pm.. mi n jeff went hm first as next day we stil haf work.. haha.. sianz.. den e rest of thm including yong quan's mum gambling cards lols... haha..

Once again congrates to yong quan lols..

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hmmm.. sayin seriously.. i wann to do lots of thin lo..


♥ designer - DIY.. .. shirt, shoe, house, card, sewing, candles, food.. etc

♥ Accountant - abt mathematics (I love it!).. banking?? 10mth bouns =P

♥ gift wrapper- helpin ppl to wrap present durin x'mas (part time)

♥ air stewardess - can fly diff places c diff handsome guy =P

♥ hotel management - ??? interest?

♥ teacher - kindergarten (cute babies), secondary sch ( c too musch korea show) lols..

♥cooker - like to cook lols..

♥ Hair stylist - influence by my mum??..

♥ tailor - influence by my aunt??.. DIY own styles

♥ photographer - like to tak photos

♥ policewoman - my pri sch wish

♥ cartoonist - last time like to draw & copy rite... ..

♥ dentist - keep c-ing too much dental appointment le??..

♥ nurse - cos of my grandfather??..

♥ nanny - babies/ children r cute (Part time)

♥ boss - wahaha.. open a shop wit frens???

♥ good wife - lols.. jus married a rich guy den stay at hm lols..

hmm... stil got a lot ba.. ba forgot.. hmm.. so wat can i do in future.. but among tat, i all not capable in anythin lo.. sometimes really jealous of Yuanxin .. humph.. as got her own dream wat she wann b lo..

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hmm.. my mp3 lost at TM.. aargh!! .. but nvm.. haha.. lucky is not my wallet or hp... hmmm..

today went out wit Yong Quan, pinky boy aka 172 (dunno wat e name), Zhen You n mi.. wahaha.. we went to katong there sing KTV??.. n i stil not recover by my sickness??..

as i today let my whole day gif Yong Quan to plan.. but i thin i wrong lols.. first saying tat e place is at katong mall but actuall is at katong complex there.. O MY!!

den went to yumm lunch as we hungry.. but reached there, suddenl full liao.. dunno y..

reachin to ur entertainment.. a bad news to say tat... must booked b4 hand.. hais.. reall "fu le" him lols.. so we booked e KTV at 5pm.. so we went to Pool there ( dunno where).. wasted our time.. wahaha..

u no wat.. dis is my first time playin pool game wit thm.. but first time touchin pool is wit qi zhi n HIM at tampines safra..

i did enjoy mysel playin e pool lols.. haha.. i win Yong quan.. yeah... as he shoot in e no. 8 ball haha..

i now den realiz y thy like to play pool so much.. haha.. inculdin mi too.. next time play wit thm again lols...

n aft playin.. walkin towards our entertainmen, Huiyu was over ther too.. wit e Eugene.. ... who i rmb in my mind.. insultin mi very badly.. haiz..

but nvm... hmm.. so went bk to KTV.. we booked a small room.. indeed.. its reall damn small lols.. haha..

but we havin fun aft all lols... thanks guys.. hmm.. abt 8pm we leave tat place n went bk to tampines look for Huijean??... humph.. make mi lost my mp3 lols..

but i dunno y i lost my mp3 without any reaction lols.. quite lame aft all.. mayb i siao liao.. soooo jus lidat.. we went 4 dinner n jeff come meet us.. n bLaH bLaH bLaH.. we went hm lols..

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hmmm.. today havin our family bbq at "xiao gu" house... dis yr bbq is SooOOO boring like hell.. some sort of no entertainment lidat lo.. n no takin photo..

at first stil tot of stayin at my "xiao gu" house enjoy my hoilday .. but.. is SUFFERING at her house.. her kids is sOOooo... HORRIBLE!!

her daughterS keep sticking to mi all day long except at night when zzZ time.. but when zZz time.. her SON come disturb mi till 3++am.. tat i mornin can't wake up to send yvo flight lols.. + my alarm clock got prob.. WTH!!

n in e end.. i sufferin for 3days over there.. n gettin mysel having a slight fever, heavy flu, body ache.. sOOo "ming ku".. haiz..

n during e bbq.. 888aunt askin mi y dis yr so "MOODY".. i said no la.. den she refering to other meanin.. which is, y didn bring my BF come...

den i was lik.. erm.. HE busy.. den my cousins, aunts, uncles come n asked mi.. hmm.. den i change topic sayin i got a lot, fro pasir ris to jurong lols..

hmm.. now i wonder if HE sms mi all e thin izz true or fake?? is like dis 2days didn received any of his msg or call.. mayb i shld not put high hop on him again ba..

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ytd nite staying at my 'xiao gu' house.. n i plan wit Zhen You tat dis early mornin meet at bedok inter at 6.30am to send yvo's plane..

but in e end.. my STUPID hp alarm clock like spoilt or wat shit.. didn even ring.. when i woke up alrea 7.30++ am lols.. so quickly sms yvo tat i can't send her.. so wasted lols.. den called Zhen You, he didn even listen..

can guess tat e AP boy sure zzz like a pig lo.. can't stand dis kid.. who keep on influence mi till i can't send yvo =P ... yvo i wil miss u very much.. muacks... (hair stand) haha..

den dis mornin leave fro my "xiao gu" place to work.. e direction of getting out her house makin mi so blur.. lols.. but in e end i manage to SURVIVE!!.. WAHAHA..

aft reachin bedok inter... OMG!! so many ANTS (office ppl) busy walkin n waitin lols.. O MY!! so is at e MRT..

in e train, its soOOoo squeeze lols.. den when i in e train travelled to my workin place.. a guy behind my bk kept on squeezing mi by using his back too.. at first i stil tot tat many ppl is lidat so its ok..

but i slow realized when i kep on movin away fro him, he kept on moved towards mi.. humpH!!
den after tat.. he stand besid mi as less ppl.. so i holdin e pole in e train ( dunno wat tat called).. he oso holdin but oso touchin my hand.. i was like ... dots dots dots..

stil thinkin is nvm as a lots of ppl oso holdin e pole den no place 4 him to hold.. but when gettin less ppl.. he stil touch my hand.. WAT THE FUCK!

next time which stranger touched mi, he sure pay for it!!!.. mayb charge him $500 for touchin mi ONCE... HUMPH!!!..

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hmm.. in e afternoon he gif mi his password of his msn account.. cos of e DP lols.. so touched?? but when i online at nite.. his DP is "diana" photo lo.. i saw le.. i was like.. WTF!!!.. lettin mi c dis kind of stuffs... feel very lo... i cant stand him.. lying n lying... sOOoo diappointed once again!

but he said its not him.. i reall donno wat to believ lo... haiz.. i donno la!! happened alread happened.. nothin can b change........ ..... ...

n he sms mi saying.. ... hope i can gif him a chance n bLaH bLaH bLaH.. .. i oso donno wat can i said or do... as i reall scared wil b jus like last time lo.. n ++ he won't chang cos of mi completly.. hmmm.. tat wat i thin..

lets it b fate ba... .. ...

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n ytd nite HE sms mi of CONCERN??.. first time lo... m i dreamin or wat?? y he wil lidat treat mi.. last time didn so sweet los... hmm... fishy wor.. but must rmb e day of ytd lols.. haha..

den when i went in to bed, he sms mi not to drink tOOOo much lols.. i was lik.. m i soO fast in my "la la land"??.. haha..

OOoooOOOo.. u no wat.. HE say he wann retak N n O level.. WAt the.. ... can u believ it.. i can't lo.. hmm... let him prove to mi den i go believe ba.. haha.. as eveytim he said le didn prove it..

so treat it dis is a test or somethin lols.. good luck to him...

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today went out wit jeff lols.. but first went to his house do my family x'mas slide... hmmm... but i think cant b finished on time ba.. as too much photos le.. hmm.. actuall wann called zhen you tat AP boy come... but HE ZZzzzZZZ AGAIN.. can't stand him sia..

abt stayin at jeff house till 2 or 3++ pm ??.. we went to inter yumm.. as WE SooOo HUNGRY!!!.. aft yumm alrea 4pm le ba?? hmm.. stil thinkin of going to "square 2" shopin mall shop shop as didn go there b4..

so in e end went to TM shoppin.. haha.. jeff so poor tin lols.. as need to acc mi dis "qian jin da xiao jie" shoppin.. haha.. i shop lotsSSss of place lols.. i thin jeff oso can't ta han mi. as i too "$$ face"??.. haha..

as he first time went shoppin wit mi.. den he finally no tat i so " petty of $$".. haha.. not to late to find out my character lols..

i bought 2 clothes @ $19.80, 1pants @ $13.90, a cap 4 my cousin @ $9.90 n oso a belt @ $8.. hmmm.. hurts my heart a lots lols.. haha..

aft buyin, we look 4 Hui Jean at TM level 1 e fair there.. she promote e staff is so attractive.. but e price scared mi off.. haha.. soOOooo EXEXEXEX lols.. so sad of her.. so difficul so sell it out.. haha..

but durin e sales.. all items sOOo attractive esp e clock lols.. all make by gears e... soOOo nice.. if anyone c my blog.. PLS BUY 4 MI 1!!! thanks lols.. muacks =P haha

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last night, abt 1++am?? HE sms askin mi 4 help.. borrow $$ again?? or wan mi pretend as his galfren =P ?? lols.. thin too much le ba.. so thick skin of mi =P

den he said somethin happened, ask mi to bLaH bLaH bLaH =x (promise him not 2 said out.. ps lols)... his bLaH bLaH bLaH make mi sOOOOO angry?? disappointed?? or even sad?

i reall donno he where good, den i LIKE him SoOOOoo much like fuck lo.. mayb my eye reall blind le ba.. n tat y i don wish to patch wit him (BHB of mi den).. mayb now he can tak time to learn abt it.. n b a mature guy ba??.. or change to a person tat got "xiang fa"??...

if he don wan den nvm.. its ok.. 'fan zhen' we stil kids now... not suitable to haf a stead ba?.. ...

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u no wat?? haha.. ytd i chat wit Hui jean on phone n she told mi abt her work stuffs bLaH bLaH bLaH "N" ......... she feel tat she fallin in love..

OMG!!! Hui jean finally in love wit a guy lols... haha.. so surprise .. n oso "gan dao an wei" lols.. haha.. as she not a book worm anymore lols =P

she say he long time nev like a guy b4 as last time he like a guy is 2 or 3 yrs ago lols.. n e guy is abt 23yrs old?? haha.. n Hui jean kept on sayin "6 yrs differences".. haha.. mayb she so "zhai yi" abt e age lols.. haha..

den dis mornin she sms said tat last night she chattin wit e guy till 1am.. haha.. she seem to b very happy lols.. but she got one part very sad when e guy said he wann intro handsome guy to her.. haha.. Hui jean soOOOoo CUTE lols..

n today workin so sianz as jeff korkor didn online chat lols.. cos he haf to go 4 course for 2WEEK!! OMG!! den no one online chat wit mi le.. so sad lols..


o... ytd when i workin.. HE sms mi asked if i stead wit zy izz.. lols.. i was like.. dots dots dots.. so lame tat kind lols.. den i asked where he c or listen fro.. den he said he c at dunno whose frenster e photo.. lols.. who no which frenster lols..

but i oso don care much as i no mysel better can le.. "single" lols.. COOL??? i tink??.. ...

n last night??.. i think midnight ba.. haha.. he sms mi when i zzz.. i was either shocked or suprise his msg ba.. as i nev tot of he wil sms mi.. feeling touched??... hee...

he sms said tat abt his job.. wat fired thingzzz.. hmm.. sure no tat his pattern won't work 4 so long e??.. hmm.. nvm.. suit him lols..

den today mornin when i workin... i online n i saw his nick.. its say.... ... ..... ..... ......

~i will neve forget the sweets times i spend with u.!i loves u the most.!!!never be replaced060906~

OMG!! is it sayin mi or other gal?? shld i tak a high hope on it?? hmm.. i oso donno lo.. but i rmb e no. 060906... its our date!!!.. hmm.. better don think too much better ba?? as i don even no if he now single or not.. onl he no..

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today didn go anywher but going bk to my grandma house pack here n there as too many rubbish le.. n "zheng" 'lao fou ye' not around, can throw as many thin as i wan.. wahaha..

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today ONCE again, acc our "lao fou ye" go c e chopstick master.. haha.. donno is we too early reached or wat.. we waited for abt 2hrs lidat lols.. it was damn BORING!!..

hmm.. while waiting, suddenl received a msg fro daryl asking mi to help him.. den i asked wat can i help him.. 'yuan lai' wan mi to lend him $200 as he gambling lost $700.. hmm.. C la c la.. gamble e "xia chang".. so, guys... ... thin b4 u do lols.. haha..

in e end i fork out $200 help him lo.. as fren ma.. n i trusted him lo.. hmm.. but i not a loan shark wor.. haha..

aft my grandma had c finished e chopstick master.. mi n my 'bro' send her to my 'xiao gu' house stay lols.. as she alone at hm so boring.. donno wil b e sameas last time, staying half way, go bk hm hersel lo.. hmm.. weird ah ma!

after sending her hm, i went bk to my grandma house, use COMPUTER.. COOL.. wahaha.. i no i so bad lols.. haha.. den update my blog till 6++pm.. den rushed bk to my hm shower till nice nice as today is my niece's one mth.. haha..

if i not wrong, her name call "Jing Hui".. lols.. but i prefer calling her "cai bao".. cos their first child named " jing ying" den second kid shld b "cai bao".. den together is "JING YING CAI BAO" =P haha.. don understand nvm.. hee.. ShhHHhhhh......

when i reached their house... OMG!! left over food e buffet.. lols.. can treat mi as a rubbish bin lols. haha.. but i ate a little bit den drink beer.. wahaha.. how powerful m i.. lols..

aft tat e "Cai Bao" =P was carried out fro e room den i was like.. ... staring at e baby clothes.. cos is i bought e.. OMG!! so touched!!! but e baby is ugly??.. cos no hair.. haha.. mayb dis mornin jus cut it off...

she was soOOooo small la... make mi so scared ... OMG!!.. haha...

^^^very blur hoh??
cos cannot use flash light tak photo as her mum don let...

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today i went to post the jacket n a letter to Gabriel.. at first, i tot its cheap to send a parcel to Taiwan lols.. but in e end.. i spend $19++.. OMG!! my heart hurts so badly den others lols.. wat to do.. haha

when workin half way.. my boss- Genie, say her boss- CK (her bro) don allow mi to b e tidy up keeper lols.. as CK very "tung" mi.. don wish mi to b lols.. den i said.. "u don hired mi as keeper, i more "xin tong" lols.. haha..

den aft work, went to haf date wit my little darlingSss.. Jeff korkor & tat attitude boy =P (Zhen You) having dinner at TM lols.. O ya.. Zhen You today is e last day of work lols.. so sway??... [so bad of mi lols =P] actuall my another darlings.. Zhi Xian oso got come e lols.. den tml he got work.. so "ruan le" him.. haha

before tat, i went to meet Zhen You.. so good lo him.. last day of work. still got "GAL-FRENsss" send him chocolate lols.. n e staffs gif him a cup.. so SWEET!! i oso WAN.. but i don wan get "cai yuan" lols.. haha..

hmm. when reaching there, meeting my jeff darlings =X ... thinking of spending less $$ to yummy dinner.. so tat AP boy =X think of going Long John Silver as it CheapPppp..

but however there no place for us to yumm lols.. so in e end we yumm at "KFC"!!!... OMG!! sure fat like hell lols.. MUST DIET!!!.. NO EATING =X

thy all so bad la.. keep bull mi dis 'cute pretty little gal' lols.. humph.. so bad.. let mi curse thm.. "ahlibaba" "ahlibaba"..[thy income all gif mi =P ] lols.. haha..

aft yumm stil thinkin wann go find joanna at BHG (Big Hungry Ghost) lols.. seriously to mi, i feel lame abt e title of e shopping mall lols.. actual is "Be Here 4 Good things.." sound so lame & stupid lols. wat to do.. haha..

den go walk walk c handsome guys lols.. as 4 thm, thy don need c any pretty gals .. cos their in front alread got one. which is "MI".. WAHAHA.. lols.. but thy c lots of old frens when window shopping.. but mi, not even one frens lols.. SAD =(

jus nice 9pm!!.. Zhen You e sickness come bk le.. everytime lidat e lols.. MOODY MOOD.. mayb ppl send him a msg wil lidat ba.. who no lols.. haha.. as a frens of mine.. i wil TRY to help him lols..

den window shopping till 9.30++pm.. den tak bus hm.. haha.. first was ZY e bus come le.. den he went to chase e bus.. i was like jealous lols.. cos he didn chase mi lidat b4 lols.. haha.. kiddin la.. haha..

den left mi n jeff jeff at inter.. ZY so cruel hoh.. didn wait 4 my bus come.. (-.-') haha.. jeff jeff quite good le stil wann wait 4 mi bus come. but he went off lols.. as at first i stil telled him don wait 4 mi.. den in e end.. mayb he in a rushed or wat lols.. jus went off.. anyway so sweet of him lols.. love ya .. muacks.. haha..

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hais.. i feel a reall heavy stone on top of mi lo.. i reall donno y.. hmmm... BJ is some sort of wantin mi to go c his blog lo.. n i stupid go n read.. FOOL OF MI lo..

his blog is like.. "WHAT THE HELL MAN!!".. mostly is all mi.. (i think).. making mi ARGH!!! STRESS!! u guys can c his blog too.. http://www.phylloisweird.blogspot.com/ ...

i reall stress abt him!!!,.. n i den no.. actual Zhen You treat mi more good.. haha.. as in, Zhen You won't care so much abt mi lols.. feel so xin fu.. haha =P den as 4 Bao Jun.. he seem to b purposly doing thin lettin mi c.. i donn how to say.. dis is wat i think lo.. mayb i think too much??...

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u no u no.. ytd my boss e wife talk to mi... ... saying "STOP seduce my husband!!" (lols.. is Zhi Xian said e ).. actuall is she talking abt my pay stuffs...

when i heard wat she said.. i was totally in "LALA Land" daydreaming.. haha.. she said she change fro $6 to $7 per hour...

n beside tat she wan mi to go 4 1hr lunch break, even more den 1 hr oso alrite.. as she said whole day stay at computer, eye sight not good e.. my mind was totally black out lols.. asking myself " y m i so lucky to work at dis company?"

is like.. last time i work 9hrs for $54.. but now, even she deduce my 1 hr.. i stil get $56.. WIN a profit of $2 lols.. haha

i keep smiling secretly ytd lols.. even in e train wit Zhen You n so is alone too.. going to mad any min lols... ..

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^^Daryl & mi..

^^^happy birthday manfred!!

aft staying at manfred chalet abt 11pm.. we went hm.. but passed by an arcade shop, daryl wann catch e soft toy lols.. aft spendin abt $15++.. thy catch two soft toys lols.. so sweet of thm. but so waste money lols.. thanks a lots guys..

^^^zhi xian lols..

^^^jeff happy too over lols =P

thanks u guys.. love ya...

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HAIZ... tat e word i can describe in my day of today....

same old day n time doing my work stuffs... till afternoon.. HE online n said tat he n mi like got some misunderstandin.. i was like... "wat misunderstandin? i don even tin so got lo" (which say in my mind).. ...

den i said there no misunderstandin.. all very clearly.. den he donno say wat.. ... he n her break liao.. i was like "tel mi 4??makin mi gettin high hope to u?".. ... i oso donno wat he tel mi for.. very weird??.. mayb is e gal don wan him ba.. who no lo..

hmmm... is like i was goin to forget him in e process, yet he sayin tat to mi for?? i reall don understand lo.. STUPID MI!!!.. ...

n today, i went bk to my grandma place to yumm n stay.. but when i reached there, its abt 8++ pm.. my grandma had zzz, n there NO FOOD to EAT!!!.. poor mi.. treat it as diet lo..

den wait till 9++pm.. my grandmother fro her room come out .. wit a face of anger.. den i guess somethin was going wron liao.. "must careful wat i said!!"

deni asked her wat happened.. she just said "ur 888 didn cal u meh" in a loud voices.. 888= big aunt.. ... surely somethin happen!!! 'yuan lai' dis afternoo she wanted to bring my grandma to my 'xiao gu' house.. but den my grandma don wan as keep raining plus sayin thy got motive...

sometimes i reall don understa my grandma.. ppl reall truely concern yet she wil said ppl hav motives.. haiz.. i oso another eg.. i tink "SHE" e problem making everyone STRESS.. includin mi!!!

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^xiangsheng n zhi xian so "en ai" lol..

^^dots dots dots...

^^tat "lenz", although not handsome but look gentleman lols..

^^^so e wat lol... haha

^^singer group lol...

^^tat e other frens lols.. handsome hoh!!

^^^a face of wan ppl to beat e face lol...

^^^daryl so lame lol!!!

^^^"family" photo lol..

singing half way daryl n i gif-ing excuse said tat buy gals tin.. but in the end we bought a cake for him lols.. 22bucks.. n e potato, c e tiranmisu (dunno how to spell) , he can't stand n bought one yummy lols.. i oso got yumm.. so cool!! tasty!!.. good!! but it mak mi shirt dirty.. potato fault lols.. hee...

once again.. when we tak e cake to Zhen You.. he was shocked.. haha.. photos during e celebration.. lols..

^^birthday boy!!!

^^^family photo again...

^^^daryl face so funny lol...

hmmm.. quite enjoy mysel.. got laughters lols.. i love it.. love u guys man.. muacks.. aft singing till 8++, yong quan, Zhi xian n Xiang Sheng went hm.. left e two handsome guys, Zhenyou n daryl.. thy wan go 4 drink lols..

so decide to go to east coast yummy n drink.. n who no.. daryl bringing us go e place is "beach cabana" where jiajun workin place last time.. i got a fear in it lo.. make mi tin of e past again.. so i drink lols..

b4 tat, we were headach wat to order lols.. so we order cheap cheap tin.. $2 e butter rice n baked potato each.. haha.. sound cute lols.. n daryl order $12++ e yumm lols.. rich guy..

^^ n tat is BUTTER RICE.. $2

den e rest of us yumm fries plus wings.. so nice of ZY help mi puke e meat out.. takin advantag... n e gentleman yummy food oso so nice.. think e both handsome guy got stead le.. i no chance liao.. sad.. hee..

aft yummy full full.. we played disc.. its cool!!. although first time play lols.. lost must drink.. but to mi no different.. cos i kept on drinkin as keep on thinkin THINGS!!!

aft finish.. we took photo n tak cab hm.. so sweet of thm.. as waste of money lols... got a bit "yun yun" e.. mayb drink too much + mood not good lols.. n reached hm abt 11 ++ , b4 12am lols..

thanks guys.. 4 gif-ing mi happiness.. hope we can contiune lidat.. muacks.. love u guys 4ever!

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^^^tat mi!!.. pretty rite.. i no.. haha.. (inside e sky train)

^^^jeff n daryl (inside e sky train)

^^^mi n Jeff korkor lols.. first time e food so big

^^^ "tan chi" ghost

^^^mi n daryl (took at T3)

going to 12am lols.. we shake hand to ZhenYou saying "HAPPY BIRTHDAY" lols.. n 12am le.. i wondering y my parents nev cal mi , rushin mi hm lols.. izz mi phone spoilt lol.. den i cal bk.. "yuan lai" thy zzz liao.. stil tot of askin thm to pick mi up lols.. haha..

den those hungry ppl.. including mi =P went for supper which nearby my house.. so sweet of thm lols.. love thm lotz.. den aft tat, i went hm ask mi sis come down yummy, so at least got any excuse lols.. clever hor.. hee..

den we went to prata shop yummy lols.. we yummy till midnight 3am.. cool lol.. den go hm liao..

n its time for mi to zZZzzzZZ.. tml stil need to wak up early.. nite everyone.. n thanks my frens.. for gif-ing mi everythin tat i ever had lols.. muacks !!!

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i today c somethin i shld not c.. .. his new blog!!!.. written all abt his stead.. how much he love n miss her.. is just like a story... ... last time stil say he not confirm his feelin n yet now.. i tin he alrea confirm.. ...

i reall donno wat i can do.. mayb i "yi xiang qing yuan" n tin too much.. i won't bhb le.. its hurt mi deeply in my heart!!!.. i was almost going to faint in my workin place.. i reall too weak to tak it!!! ...

mayb last time mi to him is rubbish as last time his blog were all sad stuffs didn even said how mi n him stay e memories stuffs.. FUCK!!!.. but now.. .. mayb he reall found his true love le.. even one mth anniv he don even gif mi anythin but now... .. haiz.. 4get it!!!..

its time for mi to 4get tat FUCKING BASTARD LIAR!!!

since he can 4get everythin .... so m i!!!... .. JIA YOU bernice !!!.. U can do better den him plus wil haf a better life n loves den him!!!

n today is e day tat a new over of BERNICE.. i wil rmb dis day.. which can say its my sec birthday day!!!...

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today aft my work.. meeting Bao Jun as we going to buy a present for Gabriel at taiwan as a x'mas present lols.. haha..

when meeting him.. my feeling seem to b weird weird .. i donno y.. haiz.. or i thinkin too much?? or shld no meet him.. as he like mi??.. haiz.. i oso donno..

but however, still going out together los.. hmmm.. we went to bugis there yummy .. so ex lo.. my heart hurt a lot.. $3.80 for a meal.. n it make mi fat oso.. NOT WORTH!!..

den went to shop.. in e end, ended up at 77th STREET.. i tot e jacket is $29.90 lo.. in e end i c wrong.. ITS $49.90!!!!.. hust my heart more badly los.. going to faint any min le..

HEART BROKEN MAN!!!.. ... den no choice.. done alread been done.. haisssss... aft tat we went shop shop awhile den went hm as my $$$ all fly up to e sky le.. sad man!!!..

hmmm... when wit Bao Jun i feelin weird weird.. i dunno y.. mayb is cos he like mi ( i no i BHB) tat y i feel lidat.. strange isn't it??.. hmmm..

now i den realized, Zhen You is better den him lols.. haha... don think y y lols..

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today i took half day off.. as today is "cousin gathering".. .. but there's onl mi, michelle n mi sis lol.. haha.. actuall we had said to go to bugis there watch den last min michelle's mum said too far.. WTF! if i booked the ticket how? haiz.. lucky don have booked.. if not!!!!.........

so aft my work i went to TM meet E 2 little kid of MINE... lols.. n we went to CS there watch "enchanced".. cost mi $21 lols.. hurts my hearts lol...

aft buying e "heart pain" ticket, we stil haf time left.. so decided to go shop shop .. when passin by e foodcourt at e forth level if i not wrong?... we saw an KU KU AUNTIE.. 'stephanie lim' lol.. my cousin.. which is michelle's older sis( kuku gal).. haha.. as dressin too OLD le..

hmm.. e movie is sOOOoo COOL.. make mi laugh like hell lols.. n treat e cinema as our house lidat lols.. tak off our shoes.. haha..

aft watchin, thy wann go TM play arcade.. OMG!! waste my $6 to 7 ???.. heart suddenly more pain.. haha..

Quite enjoy my day wit MY little KIDS!!!

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ytd i called my dad buy 4D no. "1241"for mi.. $1 big for 2 days.. it has a reason for it.. as i ytd morning dream of mi grandfather...

Story begin... ..
i dream tat i alone "1" ppl at Bedok shopping wit lots of shopping bags??... den i found my grandfather like crying.. n finding ppl??.. when i c him i was totall happy lols.. crying out le.. den is "2" ppl... i bought him to grandma house.. my grandma shocked.. n asked him stay 4 dinner..
but he say he need to go bk to his world.. n say secretly to mi tat every 4 mth e 1st day he wil come n visit us.. "4" n "1"... den i cried very terrible n hug him said i miss him a lot den he said to mi tat thank u 4 e acc.. n jus lidat.. he went off... ... ...

when i woke up i found mysel crying.. like shit lo..tears all over my face.. n i realised is 1st dec .. which is ytd.. is jus like.. so wonderful??!!.. o my!!

n ytd didn show out my 4D no. lols.. but today.. .... ... show out all numbers.. onl in dfferent arrangement lo.. WTF lo.. but nvm.. i not tat $$ face in tat lols.. jus feel its so wonderful lidat.. hees

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tml is 2008!!! new year, new life lols.. wHoo!!! yeah man...


♥ FREEDOM!!! - can b stay overnight outside...

♥ grow taller a bit.. - about 160cm??..

♥more slim a bit.. - 43kg??..

♥ no pimples or illness at my bk lols - if not more ugly

♥ removed my dark rings - i can't stand it anymore lol.

♥ more pretty =P - can attract more handsome guy =P

♥ haf my own room - dn need alwa quarrel wit my sis..

♥ own computer/ laptop, ipod - wat i wish for many many yrs lols

♥ many many nice clothings, shoes n bags -no more clothings, shoes n bags le..

♥ b a mature gal gal.... - so won't b so childish n sotong

♥ b a good drinker =P - won't let guys looked down.. but i dun wan addicted!!

♥ my parents can understand mi - always quarrel cos of my frens.. FUCK!!!

♥ more income / $$$ - let mi spent [at least 2k in my bank at e end of june]

♥ a good BF - aiming my target (post: 19 oct 07) [jia you lols]

♥ close frenSSs - won't b betray, can b talk along n haf fun

♥ treasure everyone, surroundings - dun wish to b regret anythin any moment...

♥ more courage - have e courage to speak wat on my mind...

♥ n lots.. .... wait until wat i wan den i type again lols... hees...

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^^^old lady sia!!!

^^^act CUTE!!!

^^^LELE n mi

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hmmm... dis mornin dream abt my grandfather??.. haiz..

but e dream is weird??.. i dream tat my grandfather said " tat time i first time buy e 4D shld change e order oso ma.. almost win lo.. " i was like.... ... how he no lo.. hmm..

den bLaH bLaH bLaH.. forget wat i dream le.. jiu wake up liao.. haiz..

reall miss him much.. reall wannn visit him!! set!!! tml i die die oso wann go visit him!!!.. ... haiz..

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today same thin same time.. WORK WORK WORK.. how would i wish ppl wil gif mi $$..

hmm..abt in noon time, he online.. n i saw his nick.. .. its say.. ... . ..

~waiting for u~neve be replaced.THE THING I REGRET THE MOST IS TO LET U GO!!!

is it sayin mi or his ex??.. hais.. i oso dunno.. onl he no lo..i shld not tink its mi, ltr put high hope.. n i realized tat.. i stil like him??? argh! i dunno la..

today aft work met my zhi xian darling =P & jerral daddy for pool.. YEAH!!.. hmm.. jeff didn come cos LAZY =P got work + we played at somerset lols.. hmm...

n i today wear my $17.90 shoe got a lot of problem la.. now i no tat, not all nice shoe can b wear!!!.. waste my $$$!!!! return mi!!!

n surely, its nice to play pool lols.. although i keep lost by thm.. (thy don gif face e lo).. played until 8.30++ pm we went off to haf dinner.. hmm.. i going to b fat soon!!..

when travellin in train.. my father called.. very wat la.. nowdays his actions make mi fuckin hate him.. i wann go count down la!!!.. he say cannot i must listen meh!

NO WAY!! christmas eve u called mi don go out, i listen to u as i tot u wil bring e family go out celebrat jus like b4.. n yet u go out alone without bringin us...

n beat mi n sis face for nothin!!!.. hey DAD!! we hate ppl beat our face!!!.. 4 NOTHIN!!!.. .. even its joke!!!.. ... STOP FORCING US GIF U ATTITUDE!!!

E MORE U DON LET, E MORE I WANN LET U C HOW I GO OUT!!!.. even u wann beat mi, fine wit it!

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^^e 4 pizza lols.. YUMMY!!!

bLaH bLaH bLaH... till 11++pm.. mi n jeff went hm first as next day we stil haf work.. haha.. sianz.. den e rest of thm including yong quan's mum gambling cards lols... haha..

Once again congrates to yong quan lols..

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hmmm.. sayin seriously.. i wann to do lots of thin lo..


♥ designer - DIY.. .. shirt, shoe, house, card, sewing, candles, food.. etc

♥ Accountant - abt mathematics (I love it!).. banking?? 10mth bouns =P

♥ gift wrapper- helpin ppl to wrap present durin x'mas (part time)

♥ air stewardess - can fly diff places c diff handsome guy =P

♥ hotel management - ??? interest?

♥ teacher - kindergarten (cute babies), secondary sch ( c too musch korea show) lols..

♥cooker - like to cook lols..

♥ Hair stylist - influence by my mum??..

♥ tailor - influence by my aunt??.. DIY own styles

♥ photographer - like to tak photos

♥ policewoman - my pri sch wish

♥ cartoonist - last time like to draw & copy rite... ..

♥ dentist - keep c-ing too much dental appointment le??..

♥ nurse - cos of my grandfather??..

♥ nanny - babies/ children r cute (Part time)

♥ boss - wahaha.. open a shop wit frens???

♥ good wife - lols.. jus married a rich guy den stay at hm lols..

hmm... stil got a lot ba.. ba forgot.. hmm.. so wat can i do in future.. but among tat, i all not capable in anythin lo.. sometimes really jealous of Yuanxin .. humph.. as got her own dream wat she wann b lo..

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hmm.. my mp3 lost at TM.. aargh!! .. but nvm.. haha.. lucky is not my wallet or hp... hmmm..

today went out wit Yong Quan, pinky boy aka 172 (dunno wat e name), Zhen You n mi.. wahaha.. we went to katong there sing KTV??.. n i stil not recover by my sickness??..

as i today let my whole day gif Yong Quan to plan.. but i thin i wrong lols.. first saying tat e place is at katong mall but actuall is at katong complex there.. O MY!!

den went to yumm lunch as we hungry.. but reached there, suddenl full liao.. dunno y..

reachin to ur entertainment.. a bad news to say tat... must booked b4 hand.. hais.. reall "fu le" him lols.. so we booked e KTV at 5pm.. so we went to Pool there ( dunno where).. wasted our time.. wahaha..

u no wat.. dis is my first time playin pool game wit thm.. but first time touchin pool is wit qi zhi n HIM at tampines safra..

i did enjoy mysel playin e pool lols.. haha.. i win Yong quan.. yeah... as he shoot in e no. 8 ball haha..

i now den realiz y thy like to play pool so much.. haha.. inculdin mi too.. next time play wit thm again lols...

n aft playin.. walkin towards our entertainmen, Huiyu was over ther too.. wit e Eugene.. ... who i rmb in my mind.. insultin mi very badly.. haiz..

but nvm... hmm.. so went bk to KTV.. we booked a small room.. indeed.. its reall damn small lols.. haha..

but we havin fun aft all lols... thanks guys.. hmm.. abt 8pm we leave tat place n went bk to tampines look for Huijean??... humph.. make mi lost my mp3 lols..

but i dunno y i lost my mp3 without any reaction lols.. quite lame aft all.. mayb i siao liao.. soooo jus lidat.. we went 4 dinner n jeff come meet us.. n bLaH bLaH bLaH.. we went hm lols..

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hmmm.. today havin our family bbq at "xiao gu" house... dis yr bbq is SooOOO boring like hell.. some sort of no entertainment lidat lo.. n no takin photo..

at first stil tot of stayin at my "xiao gu" house enjoy my hoilday .. but.. is SUFFERING at her house.. her kids is sOOooo... HORRIBLE!!

her daughterS keep sticking to mi all day long except at night when zzZ time.. but when zZz time.. her SON come disturb mi till 3++am.. tat i mornin can't wake up to send yvo flight lols.. + my alarm clock got prob.. WTH!!

n in e end.. i sufferin for 3days over there.. n gettin mysel having a slight fever, heavy flu, body ache.. sOOo "ming ku".. haiz..

n during e bbq.. 888aunt askin mi y dis yr so "MOODY".. i said no la.. den she refering to other meanin.. which is, y didn bring my BF come...

den i was lik.. erm.. HE busy.. den my cousins, aunts, uncles come n asked mi.. hmm.. den i change topic sayin i got a lot, fro pasir ris to jurong lols..

hmm.. now i wonder if HE sms mi all e thin izz true or fake?? is like dis 2days didn received any of his msg or call.. mayb i shld not put high hop on him again ba..

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ytd nite staying at my 'xiao gu' house.. n i plan wit Zhen You tat dis early mornin meet at bedok inter at 6.30am to send yvo's plane..

but in e end.. my STUPID hp alarm clock like spoilt or wat shit.. didn even ring.. when i woke up alrea 7.30++ am lols.. so quickly sms yvo tat i can't send her.. so wasted lols.. den called Zhen You, he didn even listen..

can guess tat e AP boy sure zzz like a pig lo.. can't stand dis kid.. who keep on influence mi till i can't send yvo =P ... yvo i wil miss u very much.. muacks... (hair stand) haha..

den dis mornin leave fro my "xiao gu" place to work.. e direction of getting out her house makin mi so blur.. lols.. but in e end i manage to SURVIVE!!.. WAHAHA..

aft reachin bedok inter... OMG!! so many ANTS (office ppl) busy walkin n waitin lols.. O MY!! so is at e MRT..

in e train, its soOOoo squeeze lols.. den when i in e train travelled to my workin place.. a guy behind my bk kept on squeezing mi by using his back too.. at first i stil tot tat many ppl is lidat so its ok..

but i slow realized when i kep on movin away fro him, he kept on moved towards mi.. humpH!!
den after tat.. he stand besid mi as less ppl.. so i holdin e pole in e train ( dunno wat tat called).. he oso holdin but oso touchin my hand.. i was like ... dots dots dots..

stil thinkin is nvm as a lots of ppl oso holdin e pole den no place 4 him to hold.. but when gettin less ppl.. he stil touch my hand.. WAT THE FUCK!

next time which stranger touched mi, he sure pay for it!!!.. mayb charge him $500 for touchin mi ONCE... HUMPH!!!..

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hmm.. in e afternoon he gif mi his password of his msn account.. cos of e DP lols.. so touched?? but when i online at nite.. his DP is "diana" photo lo.. i saw le.. i was like.. WTF!!!.. lettin mi c dis kind of stuffs... feel very lo... i cant stand him.. lying n lying... sOOoo diappointed once again!

but he said its not him.. i reall donno wat to believ lo... haiz.. i donno la!! happened alread happened.. nothin can b change........ ..... ...

n he sms mi saying.. ... hope i can gif him a chance n bLaH bLaH bLaH.. .. i oso donno wat can i said or do... as i reall scared wil b jus like last time lo.. n ++ he won't chang cos of mi completly.. hmmm.. tat wat i thin..

lets it b fate ba... .. ...

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n ytd nite HE sms mi of CONCERN??.. first time lo... m i dreamin or wat?? y he wil lidat treat mi.. last time didn so sweet los... hmm... fishy wor.. but must rmb e day of ytd lols.. haha..

den when i went in to bed, he sms mi not to drink tOOOo much lols.. i was lik.. m i soO fast in my "la la land"??.. haha..

OOoooOOOo.. u no wat.. HE say he wann retak N n O level.. WAt the.. ... can u believ it.. i can't lo.. hmm... let him prove to mi den i go believe ba.. haha.. as eveytim he said le didn prove it..

so treat it dis is a test or somethin lols.. good luck to him...

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today went out wit jeff lols.. but first went to his house do my family x'mas slide... hmmm... but i think cant b finished on time ba.. as too much photos le.. hmm.. actuall wann called zhen you tat AP boy come... but HE ZZzzzZZZ AGAIN.. can't stand him sia..

abt stayin at jeff house till 2 or 3++ pm ??.. we went to inter yumm.. as WE SooOo HUNGRY!!!.. aft yumm alrea 4pm le ba?? hmm.. stil thinkin of going to "square 2" shopin mall shop shop as didn go there b4..

so in e end went to TM shoppin.. haha.. jeff so poor tin lols.. as need to acc mi dis "qian jin da xiao jie" shoppin.. haha.. i shop lotsSSss of place lols.. i thin jeff oso can't ta han mi. as i too "$$ face"??.. haha..

as he first time went shoppin wit mi.. den he finally no tat i so " petty of $$".. haha.. not to late to find out my character lols..

i bought 2 clothes @ $19.80, 1pants @ $13.90, a cap 4 my cousin @ $9.90 n oso a belt @ $8.. hmmm.. hurts my heart a lots lols.. haha..

aft buyin, we look 4 Hui Jean at TM level 1 e fair there.. she promote e staff is so attractive.. but e price scared mi off.. haha.. soOOooo EXEXEXEX lols.. so sad of her.. so difficul so sell it out.. haha..

but durin e sales.. all items sOOo attractive esp e clock lols.. all make by gears e... soOOo nice.. if anyone c my blog.. PLS BUY 4 MI 1!!! thanks lols.. muacks =P haha

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last night, abt 1++am?? HE sms askin mi 4 help.. borrow $$ again?? or wan mi pretend as his galfren =P ?? lols.. thin too much le ba.. so thick skin of mi =P

den he said somethin happened, ask mi to bLaH bLaH bLaH =x (promise him not 2 said out.. ps lols)... his bLaH bLaH bLaH make mi sOOOOO angry?? disappointed?? or even sad?

i reall donno he where good, den i LIKE him SoOOOoo much like fuck lo.. mayb my eye reall blind le ba.. n tat y i don wish to patch wit him (BHB of mi den).. mayb now he can tak time to learn abt it.. n b a mature guy ba??.. or change to a person tat got "xiang fa"??...

if he don wan den nvm.. its ok.. 'fan zhen' we stil kids now... not suitable to haf a stead ba?.. ...

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u no wat?? haha.. ytd i chat wit Hui jean on phone n she told mi abt her work stuffs bLaH bLaH bLaH "N" ......... she feel tat she fallin in love..

OMG!!! Hui jean finally in love wit a guy lols... haha.. so surprise .. n oso "gan dao an wei" lols.. haha.. as she not a book worm anymore lols =P

she say he long time nev like a guy b4 as last time he like a guy is 2 or 3 yrs ago lols.. n e guy is abt 23yrs old?? haha.. n Hui jean kept on sayin "6 yrs differences".. haha.. mayb she so "zhai yi" abt e age lols.. haha..

den dis mornin she sms said tat last night she chattin wit e guy till 1am.. haha.. she seem to b very happy lols.. but she got one part very sad when e guy said he wann intro handsome guy to her.. haha.. Hui jean soOOOoo CUTE lols..

n today workin so sianz as jeff korkor didn online chat lols.. cos he haf to go 4 course for 2WEEK!! OMG!! den no one online chat wit mi le.. so sad lols..


o... ytd when i workin.. HE sms mi asked if i stead wit zy izz.. lols.. i was like.. dots dots dots.. so lame tat kind lols.. den i asked where he c or listen fro.. den he said he c at dunno whose frenster e photo.. lols.. who no which frenster lols..

but i oso don care much as i no mysel better can le.. "single" lols.. COOL??? i tink??.. ...

n last night??.. i think midnight ba.. haha.. he sms mi when i zzz.. i was either shocked or suprise his msg ba.. as i nev tot of he wil sms mi.. feeling touched??... hee...

he sms said tat abt his job.. wat fired thingzzz.. hmm.. sure no tat his pattern won't work 4 so long e??.. hmm.. nvm.. suit him lols..

den today mornin when i workin... i online n i saw his nick.. its say.... ... ..... ..... ......

~i will neve forget the sweets times i spend with u.!i loves u the most.!!!never be replaced060906~

OMG!! is it sayin mi or other gal?? shld i tak a high hope on it?? hmm.. i oso donno lo.. but i rmb e no. 060906... its our date!!!.. hmm.. better don think too much better ba?? as i don even no if he now single or not.. onl he no..

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today didn go anywher but going bk to my grandma house pack here n there as too many rubbish le.. n "zheng" 'lao fou ye' not around, can throw as many thin as i wan.. wahaha..

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today ONCE again, acc our "lao fou ye" go c e chopstick master.. haha.. donno is we too early reached or wat.. we waited for abt 2hrs lidat lols.. it was damn BORING!!..

hmm.. while waiting, suddenl received a msg fro daryl asking mi to help him.. den i asked wat can i help him.. 'yuan lai' wan mi to lend him $200 as he gambling lost $700.. hmm.. C la c la.. gamble e "xia chang".. so, guys... ... thin b4 u do lols.. haha..

in e end i fork out $200 help him lo.. as fren ma.. n i trusted him lo.. hmm.. but i not a loan shark wor.. haha..

aft my grandma had c finished e chopstick master.. mi n my 'bro' send her to my 'xiao gu' house stay lols.. as she alone at hm so boring.. donno wil b e sameas last time, staying half way, go bk hm hersel lo.. hmm.. weird ah ma!

after sending her hm, i went bk to my grandma house, use COMPUTER.. COOL.. wahaha.. i no i so bad lols.. haha.. den update my blog till 6++pm.. den rushed bk to my hm shower till nice nice as today is my niece's one mth.. haha..

if i not wrong, her name call "Jing Hui".. lols.. but i prefer calling her "cai bao".. cos their first child named " jing ying" den second kid shld b "cai bao".. den together is "JING YING CAI BAO" =P haha.. don understand nvm.. hee.. ShhHHhhhh......

when i reached their house... OMG!! left over food e buffet.. lols.. can treat mi as a rubbish bin lols. haha.. but i ate a little bit den drink beer.. wahaha.. how powerful m i.. lols..

aft tat e "Cai Bao" =P was carried out fro e room den i was like.. ... staring at e baby clothes.. cos is i bought e.. OMG!! so touched!!! but e baby is ugly??.. cos no hair.. haha.. mayb dis mornin jus cut it off...

she was soOOooo small la... make mi so scared ... OMG!!.. haha...

^^^very blur hoh??
cos cannot use flash light tak photo as her mum don let...

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today i went to post the jacket n a letter to Gabriel.. at first, i tot its cheap to send a parcel to Taiwan lols.. but in e end.. i spend $19++.. OMG!! my heart hurts so badly den others lols.. wat to do.. haha

when workin half way.. my boss- Genie, say her boss- CK (her bro) don allow mi to b e tidy up keeper lols.. as CK very "tung" mi.. don wish mi to b lols.. den i said.. "u don hired mi as keeper, i more "xin tong" lols.. haha..

den aft work, went to haf date wit my little darlingSss.. Jeff korkor & tat attitude boy =P (Zhen You) having dinner at TM lols.. O ya.. Zhen You today is e last day of work lols.. so sway??... [so bad of mi lols =P] actuall my another darlings.. Zhi Xian oso got come e lols.. den tml he got work.. so "ruan le" him.. haha

before tat, i went to meet Zhen You.. so good lo him.. last day of work. still got "GAL-FRENsss" send him chocolate lols.. n e staffs gif him a cup.. so SWEET!! i oso WAN.. but i don wan get "cai yuan" lols.. haha..

hmm. when reaching there, meeting my jeff darlings =X ... thinking of spending less $$ to yummy dinner.. so tat AP boy =X think of going Long John Silver as it CheapPppp..

but however there no place for us to yumm lols.. so in e end we yumm at "KFC"!!!... OMG!! sure fat like hell lols.. MUST DIET!!!.. NO EATING =X

thy all so bad la.. keep bull mi dis 'cute pretty little gal' lols.. humph.. so bad.. let mi curse thm.. "ahlibaba" "ahlibaba"..[thy income all gif mi =P ] lols.. haha..

aft yumm stil thinkin wann go find joanna at BHG (Big Hungry Ghost) lols.. seriously to mi, i feel lame abt e title of e shopping mall lols.. actual is "Be Here 4 Good things.." sound so lame & stupid lols. wat to do.. haha..

den go walk walk c handsome guys lols.. as 4 thm, thy don need c any pretty gals .. cos their in front alread got one. which is "MI".. WAHAHA.. lols.. but thy c lots of old frens when window shopping.. but mi, not even one frens lols.. SAD =(

jus nice 9pm!!.. Zhen You e sickness come bk le.. everytime lidat e lols.. MOODY MOOD.. mayb ppl send him a msg wil lidat ba.. who no lols.. haha.. as a frens of mine.. i wil TRY to help him lols..

den window shopping till 9.30++pm.. den tak bus hm.. haha.. first was ZY e bus come le.. den he went to chase e bus.. i was like jealous lols.. cos he didn chase mi lidat b4 lols.. haha.. kiddin la.. haha..

den left mi n jeff jeff at inter.. ZY so cruel hoh.. didn wait 4 my bus come.. (-.-') haha.. jeff jeff quite good le stil wann wait 4 mi bus come. but he went off lols.. as at first i stil telled him don wait 4 mi.. den in e end.. mayb he in a rushed or wat lols.. jus went off.. anyway so sweet of him lols.. love ya .. muacks.. haha..

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hais.. i feel a reall heavy stone on top of mi lo.. i reall donno y.. hmmm... BJ is some sort of wantin mi to go c his blog lo.. n i stupid go n read.. FOOL OF MI lo..

his blog is like.. "WHAT THE HELL MAN!!".. mostly is all mi.. (i think).. making mi ARGH!!! STRESS!! u guys can c his blog too.. http://www.phylloisweird.blogspot.com/ ...

i reall stress abt him!!!,.. n i den no.. actual Zhen You treat mi more good.. haha.. as in, Zhen You won't care so much abt mi lols.. feel so xin fu.. haha =P den as 4 Bao Jun.. he seem to b purposly doing thin lettin mi c.. i donn how to say.. dis is wat i think lo.. mayb i think too much??...

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u no u no.. ytd my boss e wife talk to mi... ... saying "STOP seduce my husband!!" (lols.. is Zhi Xian said e ).. actuall is she talking abt my pay stuffs...

when i heard wat she said.. i was totally in "LALA Land" daydreaming.. haha.. she said she change fro $6 to $7 per hour...

n beside tat she wan mi to go 4 1hr lunch break, even more den 1 hr oso alrite.. as she said whole day stay at computer, eye sight not good e.. my mind was totally black out lols.. asking myself " y m i so lucky to work at dis company?"

is like.. last time i work 9hrs for $54.. but now, even she deduce my 1 hr.. i stil get $56.. WIN a profit of $2 lols.. haha

i keep smiling secretly ytd lols.. even in e train wit Zhen You n so is alone too.. going to mad any min lols... ..

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^^Daryl & mi..

^^^happy birthday manfred!!

aft staying at manfred chalet abt 11pm.. we went hm.. but passed by an arcade shop, daryl wann catch e soft toy lols.. aft spendin abt $15++.. thy catch two soft toys lols.. so sweet of thm. but so waste money lols.. thanks a lots guys..

^^^zhi xian lols..

^^^jeff happy too over lols =P

thanks u guys.. love ya...

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HAIZ... tat e word i can describe in my day of today....

same old day n time doing my work stuffs... till afternoon.. HE online n said tat he n mi like got some misunderstandin.. i was like... "wat misunderstandin? i don even tin so got lo" (which say in my mind).. ...

den i said there no misunderstandin.. all very clearly.. den he donno say wat.. ... he n her break liao.. i was like "tel mi 4??makin mi gettin high hope to u?".. ... i oso donno wat he tel mi for.. very weird??.. mayb is e gal don wan him ba.. who no lo..

hmmm... is like i was goin to forget him in e process, yet he sayin tat to mi for?? i reall don understand lo.. STUPID MI!!!.. ...

n today, i went bk to my grandma place to yumm n stay.. but when i reached there, its abt 8++ pm.. my grandma had zzz, n there NO FOOD to EAT!!!.. poor mi.. treat it as diet lo..

den wait till 9++pm.. my grandmother fro her room come out .. wit a face of anger.. den i guess somethin was going wron liao.. "must careful wat i said!!"

deni asked her wat happened.. she just said "ur 888 didn cal u meh" in a loud voices.. 888= big aunt.. ... surely somethin happen!!! 'yuan lai' dis afternoo she wanted to bring my grandma to my 'xiao gu' house.. but den my grandma don wan as keep raining plus sayin thy got motive...

sometimes i reall don understa my grandma.. ppl reall truely concern yet she wil said ppl hav motives.. haiz.. i oso another eg.. i tink "SHE" e problem making everyone STRESS.. includin mi!!!

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^xiangsheng n zhi xian so "en ai" lol..

^^dots dots dots...

^^tat "lenz", although not handsome but look gentleman lols..

^^^so e wat lol... haha

^^singer group lol...

^^tat e other frens lols.. handsome hoh!!

^^^a face of wan ppl to beat e face lol...

^^^daryl so lame lol!!!

^^^"family" photo lol..

singing half way daryl n i gif-ing excuse said tat buy gals tin.. but in the end we bought a cake for him lols.. 22bucks.. n e potato, c e tiranmisu (dunno how to spell) , he can't stand n bought one yummy lols.. i oso got yumm.. so cool!! tasty!!.. good!! but it mak mi shirt dirty.. potato fault lols.. hee...

once again.. when we tak e cake to Zhen You.. he was shocked.. haha.. photos during e celebration.. lols..

^^birthday boy!!!

^^^family photo again...

^^^daryl face so funny lol...

hmmm.. quite enjoy mysel.. got laughters lols.. i love it.. love u guys man.. muacks.. aft singing till 8++, yong quan, Zhi xian n Xiang Sheng went hm.. left e two handsome guys, Zhenyou n daryl.. thy wan go 4 drink lols..

so decide to go to east coast yummy n drink.. n who no.. daryl bringing us go e place is "beach cabana" where jiajun workin place last time.. i got a fear in it lo.. make mi tin of e past again.. so i drink lols..

b4 tat, we were headach wat to order lols.. so we order cheap cheap tin.. $2 e butter rice n baked potato each.. haha.. sound cute lols.. n daryl order $12++ e yumm lols.. rich guy..

^^ n tat is BUTTER RICE.. $2

den e rest of us yumm fries plus wings.. so nice of ZY help mi puke e meat out.. takin advantag... n e gentleman yummy food oso so nice.. think e both handsome guy got stead le.. i no chance liao.. sad.. hee..

aft yummy full full.. we played disc.. its cool!!. although first time play lols.. lost must drink.. but to mi no different.. cos i kept on drinkin as keep on thinkin THINGS!!!

aft finish.. we took photo n tak cab hm.. so sweet of thm.. as waste of money lols... got a bit "yun yun" e.. mayb drink too much + mood not good lols.. n reached hm abt 11 ++ , b4 12am lols..

thanks guys.. 4 gif-ing mi happiness.. hope we can contiune lidat.. muacks.. love u guys 4ever!

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^^^tat mi!!.. pretty rite.. i no.. haha.. (inside e sky train)

^^^jeff n daryl (inside e sky train)

^^^mi n Jeff korkor lols.. first time e food so big

^^^ "tan chi" ghost

^^^mi n daryl (took at T3)

going to 12am lols.. we shake hand to ZhenYou saying "HAPPY BIRTHDAY" lols.. n 12am le.. i wondering y my parents nev cal mi , rushin mi hm lols.. izz mi phone spoilt lol.. den i cal bk.. "yuan lai" thy zzz liao.. stil tot of askin thm to pick mi up lols.. haha..

den those hungry ppl.. including mi =P went for supper which nearby my house.. so sweet of thm lols.. love thm lotz.. den aft tat, i went hm ask mi sis come down yummy, so at least got any excuse lols.. clever hor.. hee..

den we went to prata shop yummy lols.. we yummy till midnight 3am.. cool lol.. den go hm liao..

n its time for mi to zZZzzzZZ.. tml stil need to wak up early.. nite everyone.. n thanks my frens.. for gif-ing mi everythin tat i ever had lols.. muacks !!!

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i today c somethin i shld not c.. .. his new blog!!!.. written all abt his stead.. how much he love n miss her.. is just like a story... ... last time stil say he not confirm his feelin n yet now.. i tin he alrea confirm.. ...

i reall donno wat i can do.. mayb i "yi xiang qing yuan" n tin too much.. i won't bhb le.. its hurt mi deeply in my heart!!!.. i was almost going to faint in my workin place.. i reall too weak to tak it!!! ...

mayb last time mi to him is rubbish as last time his blog were all sad stuffs didn even said how mi n him stay e memories stuffs.. FUCK!!!.. but now.. .. mayb he reall found his true love le.. even one mth anniv he don even gif mi anythin but now... .. haiz.. 4get it!!!..

its time for mi to 4get tat FUCKING BASTARD LIAR!!!

since he can 4get everythin .... so m i!!!... .. JIA YOU bernice !!!.. U can do better den him plus wil haf a better life n loves den him!!!

n today is e day tat a new over of BERNICE.. i wil rmb dis day.. which can say its my sec birthday day!!!...

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today aft my work.. meeting Bao Jun as we going to buy a present for Gabriel at taiwan as a x'mas present lols.. haha..

when meeting him.. my feeling seem to b weird weird .. i donno y.. haiz.. or i thinkin too much?? or shld no meet him.. as he like mi??.. haiz.. i oso donno..

but however, still going out together los.. hmmm.. we went to bugis there yummy .. so ex lo.. my heart hurt a lot.. $3.80 for a meal.. n it make mi fat oso.. NOT WORTH!!..

den went to shop.. in e end, ended up at 77th STREET.. i tot e jacket is $29.90 lo.. in e end i c wrong.. ITS $49.90!!!!.. hust my heart more badly los.. going to faint any min le..

HEART BROKEN MAN!!!.. ... den no choice.. done alread been done.. haisssss... aft tat we went shop shop awhile den went hm as my $$$ all fly up to e sky le.. sad man!!!..

hmmm... when wit Bao Jun i feelin weird weird.. i dunno y.. mayb is cos he like mi ( i no i BHB) tat y i feel lidat.. strange isn't it??.. hmmm..

now i den realized, Zhen You is better den him lols.. haha... don think y y lols..

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today i took half day off.. as today is "cousin gathering".. .. but there's onl mi, michelle n mi sis lol.. haha.. actuall we had said to go to bugis there watch den last min michelle's mum said too far.. WTF! if i booked the ticket how? haiz.. lucky don have booked.. if not!!!!.........

so aft my work i went to TM meet E 2 little kid of MINE... lols.. n we went to CS there watch "enchanced".. cost mi $21 lols.. hurts my hearts lol...

aft buying e "heart pain" ticket, we stil haf time left.. so decided to go shop shop .. when passin by e foodcourt at e forth level if i not wrong?... we saw an KU KU AUNTIE.. 'stephanie lim' lol.. my cousin.. which is michelle's older sis( kuku gal).. haha.. as dressin too OLD le..

hmm.. e movie is sOOOoo COOL.. make mi laugh like hell lols.. n treat e cinema as our house lidat lols.. tak off our shoes.. haha..

aft watchin, thy wann go TM play arcade.. OMG!! waste my $6 to 7 ???.. heart suddenly more pain.. haha..

Quite enjoy my day wit MY little KIDS!!!

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ytd i called my dad buy 4D no. "1241"for mi.. $1 big for 2 days.. it has a reason for it.. as i ytd morning dream of mi grandfather...

Story begin... ..
i dream tat i alone "1" ppl at Bedok shopping wit lots of shopping bags??... den i found my grandfather like crying.. n finding ppl??.. when i c him i was totall happy lols.. crying out le.. den is "2" ppl... i bought him to grandma house.. my grandma shocked.. n asked him stay 4 dinner..
but he say he need to go bk to his world.. n say secretly to mi tat every 4 mth e 1st day he wil come n visit us.. "4" n "1"... den i cried very terrible n hug him said i miss him a lot den he said to mi tat thank u 4 e acc.. n jus lidat.. he went off... ... ...

when i woke up i found mysel crying.. like shit lo..tears all over my face.. n i realised is 1st dec .. which is ytd.. is jus like.. so wonderful??!!.. o my!!

n ytd didn show out my 4D no. lols.. but today.. .... ... show out all numbers.. onl in dfferent arrangement lo.. WTF lo.. but nvm.. i not tat $$ face in tat lols.. jus feel its so wonderful lidat.. hees

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