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u no... e more i work in "LAPD".. e more i like it.. so is e ppl around.... esp. angie.. hees...

a great help fro her.. let mi no lots of stuffs.... mayb is cos she is a mother .. tat y treat mi so good??.. haha.. how hoping she can b my god-mother.. (sound old lol...)

although sometimes feeling very sleepy when typin + tired wakin so early jus to work.. but lots of interesting thin happen around... makin mi feel very xin fu lol.. (although i'm not)

but sometime i jealous HJ, YX , n my gangs frens.. as thy at least capable in somethin which i does not haf one.. hmm.. reall very jealous of thm.. haiz..

fro now, i must try very hard to aim my target ... first is of cos get well in e office workin stuffs.. get more pay.. n study hard for diploma.. n o level.. hmmm

o ya.. n angie told mi tat england $$ is 3 times as singapore.. as in s$60 = E$ 20 onl.. so little....

n she oso said tat in singapore there is a company fro USA.. where she work there b4.. hmmm.. she say tat normally ppl salary is abt $1200+.. USA company wil b given 2x of it lol...

wow.. its so COOL!!!.. i tryin to aim tat USA company as my job in future...

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today i having a great chat wit randall??.. hmm.. saying abt joanna stuffs ..

is like randall ask for a break n in end he wann patch as he cant forget her.. so sweet of him.. but very poor thin..

n he told mi friday night he sms her abt patch-ing thin... n lastly joanna called him n said clearly..

according to wat randall say.. she said to him very loudly in public.. + joanna wit her stead.. some sort of embrass randall lo.. so sad..

haiz.. not to say much abt it.. i onl can say a sentence over tat incident.... eveythin u do wil all b regret.. just use to it can le... tat wat i can onl...

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^^so sweet

aft tat.. i donno y my temper sooo SUX.. suddenly vent temper on HIM.. hmmm.. mayb i fall in love wit him again ba, due to his SWEET MOUTH...

mayb onl a few weeks onl ba.. hmmm... wil we bk together next time??.. ... stay tune in my blog den =P.. haha..

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i donno dis time is it real???...or betting wit someone to jio mi bk again??.. or wan tat??.. or even treat tat i very stupid???..reall getting curious about it

or reall very sincerely jio-ing mi bk.. but y now den jio... dis is a question for mi to find out...as indeed i not good at all... ... here n tat all not so good ... all WORST lik shit....

but y sudden he wil ask for a patch???... + he sms very time, wit his sweet mouth which i very surprise.. is he reall n willin to chang??.. i not sure abt it...

i onl wil tin tat... eg. he sms mi tat he reach hm very early.. but indeed, is it reall true??.. i dunno at all .... or even he say he not at tat place or not wit his frens.. i oso not so sure is he reall saying e fact or a fake..

if its reall willin to chang, i of cos wil happy , but i cant confirm tat next time... ....

cos mostly all guy is when u can't get e thin, u wil treat the tin sweet n nice n treasure it very much.. but when u got it, u wil tin tat e thin is forever ur so wont tak good care of it n didn treasure it much...

tat wat i scared of.. indeed TRUE!!!... r u reall true to mi now?? BUT Y??... i reall can't figure it out ..

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hui jean i so miss u lol... u go out for hoilday, didn bring mi along.. so bad ! haha...

hui jean went to hong kong c handsome guy for 4days lol.. sad.. no one acc mi... sian..

hey! i not les lol... i perfectly fine lol.. i NORMAL.. haha

is jus tat hui jean is my closer gal- frens among all.. although i didn share all my secret or problems to her,but we jus get very well along (i think so =P)..

i jus like HJ e way she is .... not like OTHERS.. acting in front of u, n at e bk is diff LIKE SHIT!!!.. I HATE IT MAN!!!... its so acting ... SO FAKE!!

n very shocked tat hui jean miss mi lol... n sms mi today in e afternoon when she in hong kong.. so sweet of her ♥ ♥

lol... reall very sweet lol.. make mi so touch... won't forget dis frens lol!!!.. ...

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^^^$10 lol..

n i oso bought a shoe.. thy draw by thm-self lol... quite ex but i like it.. ...

^^^$12

but is not i pay.. is my dad.. haha...

n ytd my boss, genie went to HK n bought mi a shirt .. very touched isn't it.. haha.. she still let mi choose e pattern of the shirt before letting other colleagues tak it.. so sweet lol.. hees..

n i choose dis shirt, cos the rest is all animal pattern lol.. as i hate animal.. haha...

^^ pattern so cool

mayb i wil sign contract wit the company.. not thy jus gif mi shirt .. but jus lots of benefits abt it..

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today is the day i get my O level result.. lols.. my prediction is so ACCURATE!!!.. i fail.. wahaha..SIAO

m i mad?... dis time i shld b crying lol.. i saw my fren get 20++ cry like siao lo... den i get 30++ must jump off e building??.. lol..

i reall dunno y lols.. y i didn cry?.. mayb i mad??.. or acting in front of thm??... i not sure too.. jus don feel lik crying.. sianz..

mayb there's no one by my side [stead], tat y i can't cry out...hmm... anyway good luck to my gang of frens... all can go poly.. except mi.. told u lo.. I'M EXTRA!!!

today still pay my skol fee lo.. $39.. if i no i fail.. i won't pay lols.. haha..waste $$... i now alread save up to 1K le.. wahaha..

n mayb its e time now, we will b apart fro each other.. wil less , or even no contact wit one another..c ya guys... happy to u all....

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i reall very shag abt my result??... i oso not tat sure lol.. but i got 3 choices...

1st- went bk to my STUPID skol n study

2nd- went to ite n study but still retak O level

3rd- work for the company, let thm spons. mi to study diploma accountant lo...

mayb most likely is choose choce 3 lo.. cos can earn money =P

at night we to carbana there drink with YQ, daryl n zhen you.. pity tat lance didn come.. cos tml he got test.. GOOD LUCK to him lol...

den e daryl say abt business tin make mi so du lan.. makin mi tin tat he e boss lidat.. den wat abt mi n YQ..

hmmm.. i shld not sms him tel Bing Hui tat i at carbana lo... he came too... n kep pesting mi to go hm quickly??...

is like.. WTF.. my stead or wat?? care so much??... i oso don care so much abt it lo.. hais..

i keep drinkin lo.. hmmm den went to arcade play??.. hmm.. n HE suddenly call mi.. very shocked.. he called askin mi how my o level

damn sweet lol.. i full of LOVE??.. haha.. but reall sweet lol.. got ppl concern.. abt my marks??.. but e result damn sux lo.. FUCK!!..

when reached hm.. BH keep callin n sms mi.. hmmm.. Bing hui thanks for concern mi.. but don too concern mi.. as i won't like u [treat mi BHB]

hmm.. n i chat wit HIM for abt 1hrs++??... damn sweet??.. heess

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i dunno y now days i don like e person [cannot b said]...

i lik cant stand on him/her lo.. esp his/her 's word of saying n action.. hais..

to him/her, mayb jus joking.. playing.. but to mi, it seem tat i so USELESS, must depend on him/her lidat lo..

cannot depend on him/her wil die lidat lo.. i tin i JEALOUS of him/her.. .. mayb cos her brain smarter, clever.. lots of ppl adore him/her..

mayb i tin too much or wat??.. is like i sms him/her, she/he don even wann reply mi n tel mi she busy, but others, can b reply.. wat dis man??.. reall so QIAO??..

who no??.. onl e person no..

can anyone tel mi what can i do in order not to hate e person!.. if not i wil hate e person deeper in my heart!..

mayb can't even b frens too!!!.. ..

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today aft work, meet my partners n zhen you.. talk abt business stuffs??.. till 9 ++pm.. den we went ahead to bedok inter tak bus.. when we walkin.. we saw joanna wit a guy..

i didn c tat clearly.. BUT zhen you thy all did.. esp ZY lo.. like damn angry lidat..

hmm.. when i saw joanna, my first tin tin of it is.. where randall??... n e guy oso not tat handsome lo..

but heard fro daryl thy all, joanna n tat guy were holding hand n hugging... is lik WT... den randall how??...

last time like randall like mad gal den now suddenl change target.. n daryl told mi, joanna auto sms him say.. is randall don wan her first.. n got anythin abt tat sms her ..

is like.. WTF.. she like so scared lidat lo.. hais.. i oso don care liao.. cos not my business.. i onl jus can't stand on it lo.. if not happy, den don read my blog lo..

reall wondering , at our age, there's no relationship exist?.. so wat if it exist?... can it b last long enough??

my ans mayb is no ... jus an eg. btw randall n joanna.. randall is such a nice guy but yet come to an end..

happiness??.. wat tat to mi??... hurts n saddness to mi onl.. there no happiness in my relationship at all.. i reall dun understan.. mayb fate told mi, relationship is not a choice for mi...

but to stay single??.. tat cruel to mi isn't it??.. hmmm.. forget it den.. i miss him..

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O ya.. today went to Ngee Ann ploy wit daryl, yvo, zhen you n my beloved "LANCE"..lol..kiddin..haha..

meetin thm at 11.30am at clementi MRT..but zhen you thy all reached first, n so thy went to makan first..

when i reached there, lance were waiting there too.. so we both went to find thm...

lance is too KIND lol??.. a SP student acc us to NP there.. A BETRAYER GUY of SP student.. so is DAryl .. haha

when reach the location.. OMG! so many ppl sia! lik having a fun fair lols.. den got free takin dis n tat.. lols.. regreted tat didn tak a BIG bag along wit mi lols..

den e dough [dunno how to spell] "ma chan" free..den lance yummy 3 pcs lols.. big eater!.. den zhen you like water buffalo.. drnk free dinks.. haha..

so big lol e place..hmmm.. when i c e event, OMG! i missed everythin!..i wann no more abt it everythin.. but regretted!

i wann join dis, join that.. all course r so interesting.. but i not god, wat m i going to choice in e end.. SIAN.. HAIZ!

aft finished all the stuffs at NP, went to orchard road there as daryl having his interview bLaH bLaH bLaH...

n we waited him at burger king for abt 1hr lo.. his FACE SOOO BIG lol... den yvo read magazine, lance STUDY [OMG], zhen you doing nothin..n mi,reading book?? good gal hoh.. hees..

u no u no..tel u a secret wor... yvo n lance so pei lol... hees.. shhh.. let c in future wil thy b together kk ??.. tel u next time lol.. don tel yvo wor..

dinner went to KFC yummy.. lols.. so ex.. no student meal.. as we adult..hmm.. zhen you seem a kid to mi lo.. i dunno y.. hmmm.

aft tat, yvo went to kallang there as she need to go to grandma house, lance went bk hm to study as next week his exam comin.. OMG.. so good boy meh??.. n e 3 of us went bk to tampines tak bus hm..

once reached hm, went to zzz as so tired.. haha.. wake up, told mi dad tat i went to daryl house, nev come hm.. den he shout n sold mi.. i hack care!
i go his house doing business stuffs lo.. y he can't b like mi mum lidat open mineded a bit lo!.. i reall don understan!

dad! jus leave mi alone.. now i hav my aims n dreams.. tat is open a shop n handle it well... n wat u said to mi.. DON do! WTF.. no matter wat, i wil do!!.. my dreams wil start fro here!!...

bk to topic, i went to shower.. aft tat... ....

i did a reall reall very stupid tin today lo... reall very STUPID!!!!

it happened when i was washing my clothes as i love e clothes a lot lo.. tat im when daryl birthday,i went to buy it... ...

den daryl cal mi askin mi here n there lol... aft listening to his craps, i went bk to my washing again.. n instead of takin my clothes to make it dry.. i throw to the rubbish bin.. which is e garbage bin lo.. WTF!!..

when i threw,i shout!..n sold mysel STUPID MI! OMG!!!.. y m i so stupid throw to the rubbish bin! $10 shirt jus wear once so wasted lo! den i called bk to daryl sold him.. n he laugh lo.. so bad!

he suggested to mi ask mi to go down open the garbage bin door n tak it out..den i went to open it! cos mi $10 lo.. jus wear once.. very wat lo!!..KNS!

he tot i joking wit him... but i seriously stupid go took it bk lo!

when i went down open the door..OMG! so dark, tak wat shit lo.. but in e end manage to get it bk.. SO SMELLY..n mi sis said y she no my hotmail is rubbishgal, cos i tak tin fro the rubbish bin.. WTH!..

u tot i wan meh.. very ex to mi lo.. STUPID DARYL make mi throw into e bin lol..i went to wash bk, n so long.. jus b cos of the smelly smell.. ..

u no! dis is the STUPID TIN I EVER DO IN MY LIFE!!!.. ...

aft washin.. went to daryl house TON.. wan to do business stuffs! jia you

k k .. i went to do my stuffs wit my partner le.. hees..chat next time lols.. haha

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hmmm... today received bing hui's msg ... at first he asking mi, wat m i doing.. den bLaH bLaH bLaH...

saying till.. ... saying he love mi??... wat sia.. wat kind of joke is tat.. lame lols... so joke wit him too..

n suddenl say sorry to mi.. den i ask for wat purpose.. n u guess wat he said??.. sorry for loving mi.. WT... ... m i reall tat a joke to u guys.. keep jokin wit mi.. hmmm.. lame lols

but he sound like serious.. hmmm wat to do nah?? wondering is it HE call bing hui to sms lik dis??.. he was sOOOooo LAME la.. i heard BH patch wit his ex stead le lo..

reall very weird.. mayb is HE send BH to sms dis kind of msg ba??... who no ss ???...

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nothin to write lols.. so decide to post some my DIY lols.. which i gif thm as x'mas gift on daryl's chalets lols..

1st i ♥ e most is zhi xian e..cos very nice...




3rd is daryl lols.. pic is cute.. draw by my sis lols..

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takin half day off today, jus to celebrate daryl's birthday lols..

nan de i tak off lei.. haha so went to city hall meet thm.. n thy keep change location, in e end meet at marine square there lo.. go k box lo..

den haf to wait to YQ off work so..... went shop for wynne present wit daryl.. n lance,zhen you went to arcade there

to make it simple n sweet... i short cut lols..lazy to write.. haha..no time buy a cake for daryl.. so replace a cake as mango pudding lol.. haha... ps lols.. too rush..

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today meet zhen you, lance,daryl n yq at PP.. as we went to drink drink lo..

aft tat, we discuss abt work stuffs as zhen you n lance haven come.. hmmm..

abt 9++pm den went to east coast park e carbana.. lols..

OMG thy checking IC lol.. but e waiter didn check mi.. mayb i too pretty le.. =P haha..

but daryl can't drink cos tml den his birthday lols.. unlucky sia.. so he can't drink..too sad

we chit chat,play, lols..

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birthday boy!

aft yummy finish, we went shop shop for daryl's present lols.. zhi xian quite nice of it lols.. buy a $29.90 e lego gift lols... so touching.

lols... when i reached, yvo, her bro, lence, zy, yq n daryl were waitin for mi??.. but yvo n her bro was abt to go hm le lo.. very "ke xi"...

send yvo to e car park n went bk to e chalet... OMG.. onl 4 guy n one gal lol... sian.. nothin to do oso.. onl drink drink drink (which Yong Quan LOVE it a lotsss lol...)

drink n play cards till 11++pm den jiu go hm lols.. n i gamble with thm lol... hees..yong quan owe mi an ice cream less den $1, Lence owe mi an ice cream, any amount oso can, daryl owe mi 3 stick of chocolates, n i owe zhen you a meal.. WTF lol...

can't stay tonight lols.. sianz.. hees..

n e stupid pervert yong quan, onl like 4 tins... 1st, gal.. 2nd, cigarette... 3rd, beer or wine lols... n 4th, $$$.... ...

but tml i wil b staying over night.. yeah.. love u guys, my dearest frens.. muacks...

but hey guys.. don u tin i so qian bian??.. lol.. keep wit guys n i onl gal??.. i oso dunn y lo.. is like i hav more boy fren den gal fren.. if wann say who mi closer gal frens, i dun tin any.. but if good fren, Hui jean n yvo lo..

OMG!! i tin i bitch man.. everyone wil tin of mi tat way.. hmmm.. but i did enjoy lots of enjoyment wit guy frens.. shit!

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i had enough le lo... wat wann jio mi bk.. dn make mi tin so much of getting high hope.. enough le lo.... stop makin fool of mi although i'm STUPID!!!... ....

my cousin toda saw u at tm walkin wit frens wit an ah beng walkin style n look!!!.. .. wat dis man!.. stil say off hp cos don wann contact wit frens.. .. ALL BULL SHIT!!!... ... KNS!!!

ytd still accidently call mi using ur mobile... tin u call wrong den.. u wil so good call mi??.. like real!!! ... in e end stil let mi no u lie to mi wat didn use mobile...

lie to mi again!!! once again!!! i alread had enough le.. i don even no wat is true or false fro ur mouth talkin to mi.. i won't believe u anymore... not even a single word..

mayb u shld find other gal more stupid den mi n play... stop play on mi.. i can't afford it.. thanks!!!... ...

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hmmm... my dear frens, i going to open a business soon wit my frens ... pls gif some face.. lol... sure interest u guys lot lots...

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haiz.. i tin i shld not put high hope not it.. dis kind of guy.. i dun tink he wil change.. jus now c he send mi e msg-er saying he didn called mi ytd cos of ytd went down to c wat happen to his fren..

WTF.. .. sure no tat his fren r important to him no matter wat lo. .. still said wann change, n went bk to study.. i tin is jus sayin onl.. i snld not tin too much of it..

is like no matter how he change, frens r still important to him.. den fine wit mi.. i tin i shld not keep putting high hope on it..

mayb he alread had a gal fren outsid but jus tat i dunno n make mi wait for him.. n said tat he don haf any gal fren??.. . mak mi tin tat we haf e chance to patch??.. haiz ..

reall dunno wat he tinking abt.. onl he no it better..

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lols.. today my boss suddenl lock mi n her in a room.. OMG??.. wat she trying to do ???...

haha.. she wann tel mi if she can let mi do more work.. let mi learn how to key statement in excel... n helping to write CHQ.. OMG.. its so wonderful..

lols... love dis company ever.. LAP rox lols.. =P

but still bored too.. so go kpo c ppl blogs again lols.. i saw shenn n oso terence thy all e blog [ 2 dif grps] OMG!!! their life is so fun & interesting lo.. haiz.. unlike mi.. saddness life.. reall jealous le lo.. HUMPH!!!.. ...

mayb cos of i single??.. hmm.. argh!!...my BF, where u... i lookin for u like hell lo... pls quicky appear n i won't b in a saddness life anymor lo..[ i tink so ba].. ...

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today dream of my grandfather.. i dream tat he in his room crying.. keep repeating sayin he don wish to die.. hais... den mak mi cried oso.. n i hug him

aft crying, he went to e cupboard, took out a grey colour pants, a boxes & a jacket [which is mine], saying tat when he die, he wann wear n said tat e pants is fro his father e.. den left e clothes n shoe asked mi buy..

sayin finished, he disappeared... n i woke up.. haiz.. den quickly went to on e tv c ytd 4D no
e no come out, "1241" which is my previse dream no lo.. sianz.. didn buy, if not win $250.. .. but i reall don care abt $$.. i reall jus wonderr if my dream reall true????...


today is a fuckin day of my life.. jus b-cos of a fucking coconut milk.. FUCK!!!!... . ..

today can say its a moving fuckin house lo.. as last time my uncle hav lots of tin but no place to put so put at my grandma house.. hmmm..

n last week, "lao fou ye" asked my uncle to moved all e tin bk to his house.. WT.. my uncle's place alread no place yet stil wann move..

fine wit my uncle den help him up lo... onl three of us (my uncle, stephanie & mi).. lots of tin to carry lo.. WT!!!.. fro 10am help help till 1++pm stil haven finish lo..

cos his blk was like.. .. e lift is onl 11 storey n yet his level is 8 storey.. den need to carry all e boxes down 3 storey.. wann my life man!!!...

aft carried finished the first part of e boxes, we went bk to grandma house again as still got lots more.. hmmm..

reached there, my grandma asked mi to buy coconut milk for makin curry.. so i lazy to walk far den went to e nearest mama shop n buy..

at e mama shop, onl left e big size of the brand lo.. den e small size is other brand tat i not familiar wit.. so in e end buy e big size of the brand..

passed to my grandma, den here come WORLD WAR 3!!!.. ... say buy so big for wat den scold mi.. N start to sing "SONGSss".. she wan my uncle to bring e big tv console, n e cupboard all move hm.. watever shit oso move..

WTF lo... u tin we super man & woman??... 3 ppl can move ma??... + so heavy los.. hais.. sianz.. in e end stil moved lo.. n bLaH bLaH bLaH, here come our herosss..

888 family lols... so many ppl??.. 6 of it??.. lols.. so glad-ful.. lol.. den abt 15 min we move everythin except e tv console at my grandma house lols..

so went bk to "lao fou ye" house.. den u no wat.. she cried.. FUCK lo.. make mi cry oso.. very badly.. she said abt my grandfather stuffs.. haix.. i alread feel bad abt it le lo..

she kept on sayin wat who cos grandfather death.. i alread had enough of tat le lo.. ENOUGH!!!.. ... i reall wish i can forget everythin abt e death!!!!!! i tin i going to b crazy n mad one day!!!.. ..

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dis mornin abt 5++am.. stupid Zhen You sms mi sayin abt mp3.. n wake mi up.. n it reminds mi of when my grandpa die, a midnight called recived fro my uncle lo.. haiz..

i reall can't 4get e incident.. m i reall useless... i kept thinkin n thinkin abt e past.. n make mi can't zzz.. n i cried very badly.. haiz.. i reall miss him..

i kept thinkin how i saw him e last time in hospital wit a smile, e death of appearance, n how he like mi.. haix..

i reall dun understan, is dis world born to b cruel.. if there is a planet called forgotten... i would rather go there.. haiz..

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today is a special day??.. cos our company having a lunch !!! yeah!! same as last yr.. but more ppl n in diff restaurant.. lols..

can said tat my first time yummy so full n happy lols.. as its company treat =P

eat until $230++ lols.. OMG!!.. i suddenl feel so xin fu lols.. aft yummy, went bk work.. suddenl feel so much energy lols. den keep workin.. OMG!!! i going to b mad soon!!!... lols..

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today so bored at work so go c c ppl blog lols.. so bad =P

yuan xin's blog make mi more pay attention in c-ing lo.. she most of it say abt life, her BF.. can c tat her BF is so sweet.. handmake card, buy chocolates, flowers n lots more tat can let ppl touched.. can i find a BF jus like him??.. i don tin so ba..

my last ex, i dunno y i treasure him lot n in e end, i tin he dun even thin to treasure mi. haiz.. m i stil liking him??...

i reall hope i can find a stead tat can jus like yuan xin's BF n my cousin lo.. so sweet.. i don tink i don haf e "fu qi" ba.. haiz.. blame my life den.. ... n fate ba.. so jealous of her lo.. humph! =P

n had a chat wit him on msn.. i like so stupid?? went to ask him if his nick is it refering to mi.. n bLaH bLaH bLaH, he said dunno if he is correct to jio mi bk again??..

wat does tat mean lo!!!.. if its reall wrong den don jio bk.. like so "xin ku" lidat lo.. i reall dun understand.. haiz..

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lols... dis yr i feel so good!!..no skol for mi. wahaha.. cool .. i ♥ it!!.. lols..

but working is sooo sianz .. wat to do??.. cos of a symbol, $$$$!!!.. if got ppl support mi "jiu hao le".. anyone wann support mi??.. =P

hmmm lets contiune ytd lols.. ...

hmmm.. once reached my grandma house, my grandma busy cookin n "start to sing song" AGAIN.. said tat, y my mum took so long to come.. den bLaH bLaH bLaH.. hais.. SIANZ liao..

i reall dun understan y my grandma lidat.. u no wat?? some times i keep thinkin, if my grandma die ( touch wood), wil we cry, jus like grandpa passed away??.. i tin not??..

suddenly feel tat i reall hope my grandpa not dead but missing.. i wan him by my side.. i jus think its not fair to us esp death.. haiz..

hmm.. bk to topic... as usual, pray pray for his 1st birthday.. can b rmb last year of ytd, we celebrating our grandparents birthday is so happy like hell.. can't b forgotten.. but now.. haiz..

aft prayin finish.. chit chat wit my cousin... abt 1++pm i den go zzz... till 5++pm??... hmmm.. o ya!!! my lovely cousin, ERIC bought mi a belated x'mas present lols..

so lovely.. as first time hav a cartoon t- shirt lols.. sure very EXXX ba.. i wil treasure it!! thanks man.. love ya.. muacks..

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(post it ltr due to daryl's laptop at ICU)

hmmm.. can c tat daryl n zhen you bk to normal??.. so happy for mi lo.. frens r frens...

(post it ltr due to daryl's laptop at ICU)

(post it ltr due to daryl's laptop at ICU)

(post it ltr due to daryl's laptop at ICU)

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u no... e more i work in "LAPD".. e more i like it.. so is e ppl around.... esp. angie.. hees...

a great help fro her.. let mi no lots of stuffs.... mayb is cos she is a mother .. tat y treat mi so good??.. haha.. how hoping she can b my god-mother.. (sound old lol...)

although sometimes feeling very sleepy when typin + tired wakin so early jus to work.. but lots of interesting thin happen around... makin mi feel very xin fu lol.. (although i'm not)

but sometime i jealous HJ, YX , n my gangs frens.. as thy at least capable in somethin which i does not haf one.. hmm.. reall very jealous of thm.. haiz..

fro now, i must try very hard to aim my target ... first is of cos get well in e office workin stuffs.. get more pay.. n study hard for diploma.. n o level.. hmmm

o ya.. n angie told mi tat england $$ is 3 times as singapore.. as in s$60 = E$ 20 onl.. so little....

n she oso said tat in singapore there is a company fro USA.. where she work there b4.. hmmm.. she say tat normally ppl salary is abt $1200+.. USA company wil b given 2x of it lol...

wow.. its so COOL!!!.. i tryin to aim tat USA company as my job in future...

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today i having a great chat wit randall??.. hmm.. saying abt joanna stuffs ..

is like randall ask for a break n in end he wann patch as he cant forget her.. so sweet of him.. but very poor thin..

n he told mi friday night he sms her abt patch-ing thin... n lastly joanna called him n said clearly..

according to wat randall say.. she said to him very loudly in public.. + joanna wit her stead.. some sort of embrass randall lo.. so sad..

haiz.. not to say much abt it.. i onl can say a sentence over tat incident.... eveythin u do wil all b regret.. just use to it can le... tat wat i can onl...

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^^so sweet

aft tat.. i donno y my temper sooo SUX.. suddenly vent temper on HIM.. hmmm.. mayb i fall in love wit him again ba, due to his SWEET MOUTH...

mayb onl a few weeks onl ba.. hmmm... wil we bk together next time??.. ... stay tune in my blog den =P.. haha..

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i donno dis time is it real???...or betting wit someone to jio mi bk again??.. or wan tat??.. or even treat tat i very stupid???..reall getting curious about it

or reall very sincerely jio-ing mi bk.. but y now den jio... dis is a question for mi to find out...as indeed i not good at all... ... here n tat all not so good ... all WORST lik shit....

but y sudden he wil ask for a patch???... + he sms very time, wit his sweet mouth which i very surprise.. is he reall n willin to chang??.. i not sure abt it...

i onl wil tin tat... eg. he sms mi tat he reach hm very early.. but indeed, is it reall true??.. i dunno at all .... or even he say he not at tat place or not wit his frens.. i oso not so sure is he reall saying e fact or a fake..

if its reall willin to chang, i of cos wil happy , but i cant confirm tat next time... ....

cos mostly all guy is when u can't get e thin, u wil treat the tin sweet n nice n treasure it very much.. but when u got it, u wil tin tat e thin is forever ur so wont tak good care of it n didn treasure it much...

tat wat i scared of.. indeed TRUE!!!... r u reall true to mi now?? BUT Y??... i reall can't figure it out ..

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hui jean i so miss u lol... u go out for hoilday, didn bring mi along.. so bad ! haha...

hui jean went to hong kong c handsome guy for 4days lol.. sad.. no one acc mi... sian..

hey! i not les lol... i perfectly fine lol.. i NORMAL.. haha

is jus tat hui jean is my closer gal- frens among all.. although i didn share all my secret or problems to her,but we jus get very well along (i think so =P)..

i jus like HJ e way she is .... not like OTHERS.. acting in front of u, n at e bk is diff LIKE SHIT!!!.. I HATE IT MAN!!!... its so acting ... SO FAKE!!

n very shocked tat hui jean miss mi lol... n sms mi today in e afternoon when she in hong kong.. so sweet of her ♥ ♥

lol... reall very sweet lol.. make mi so touch... won't forget dis frens lol!!!.. ...

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^^^$10 lol..

n i oso bought a shoe.. thy draw by thm-self lol... quite ex but i like it.. ...

^^^$12

but is not i pay.. is my dad.. haha...

n ytd my boss, genie went to HK n bought mi a shirt .. very touched isn't it.. haha.. she still let mi choose e pattern of the shirt before letting other colleagues tak it.. so sweet lol.. hees..

n i choose dis shirt, cos the rest is all animal pattern lol.. as i hate animal.. haha...

^^ pattern so cool

mayb i wil sign contract wit the company.. not thy jus gif mi shirt .. but jus lots of benefits abt it..

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today is the day i get my O level result.. lols.. my prediction is so ACCURATE!!!.. i fail.. wahaha..SIAO

m i mad?... dis time i shld b crying lol.. i saw my fren get 20++ cry like siao lo... den i get 30++ must jump off e building??.. lol..

i reall dunno y lols.. y i didn cry?.. mayb i mad??.. or acting in front of thm??... i not sure too.. jus don feel lik crying.. sianz..

mayb there's no one by my side [stead], tat y i can't cry out...hmm... anyway good luck to my gang of frens... all can go poly.. except mi.. told u lo.. I'M EXTRA!!!

today still pay my skol fee lo.. $39.. if i no i fail.. i won't pay lols.. haha..waste $$... i now alread save up to 1K le.. wahaha..

n mayb its e time now, we will b apart fro each other.. wil less , or even no contact wit one another..c ya guys... happy to u all....

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i reall very shag abt my result??... i oso not tat sure lol.. but i got 3 choices...

1st- went bk to my STUPID skol n study

2nd- went to ite n study but still retak O level

3rd- work for the company, let thm spons. mi to study diploma accountant lo...

mayb most likely is choose choce 3 lo.. cos can earn money =P

at night we to carbana there drink with YQ, daryl n zhen you.. pity tat lance didn come.. cos tml he got test.. GOOD LUCK to him lol...

den e daryl say abt business tin make mi so du lan.. makin mi tin tat he e boss lidat.. den wat abt mi n YQ..

hmmm.. i shld not sms him tel Bing Hui tat i at carbana lo... he came too... n kep pesting mi to go hm quickly??...

is like.. WTF.. my stead or wat?? care so much??... i oso don care so much abt it lo.. hais..

i keep drinkin lo.. hmmm den went to arcade play??.. hmm.. n HE suddenly call mi.. very shocked.. he called askin mi how my o level

damn sweet lol.. i full of LOVE??.. haha.. but reall sweet lol.. got ppl concern.. abt my marks??.. but e result damn sux lo.. FUCK!!..

when reached hm.. BH keep callin n sms mi.. hmmm.. Bing hui thanks for concern mi.. but don too concern mi.. as i won't like u [treat mi BHB]

hmm.. n i chat wit HIM for abt 1hrs++??... damn sweet??.. heess

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i dunno y now days i don like e person [cannot b said]...

i lik cant stand on him/her lo.. esp his/her 's word of saying n action.. hais..

to him/her, mayb jus joking.. playing.. but to mi, it seem tat i so USELESS, must depend on him/her lidat lo..

cannot depend on him/her wil die lidat lo.. i tin i JEALOUS of him/her.. .. mayb cos her brain smarter, clever.. lots of ppl adore him/her..

mayb i tin too much or wat??.. is like i sms him/her, she/he don even wann reply mi n tel mi she busy, but others, can b reply.. wat dis man??.. reall so QIAO??..

who no??.. onl e person no..

can anyone tel mi what can i do in order not to hate e person!.. if not i wil hate e person deeper in my heart!..

mayb can't even b frens too!!!.. ..

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today aft work, meet my partners n zhen you.. talk abt business stuffs??.. till 9 ++pm.. den we went ahead to bedok inter tak bus.. when we walkin.. we saw joanna wit a guy..

i didn c tat clearly.. BUT zhen you thy all did.. esp ZY lo.. like damn angry lidat..

hmm.. when i saw joanna, my first tin tin of it is.. where randall??... n e guy oso not tat handsome lo..

but heard fro daryl thy all, joanna n tat guy were holding hand n hugging... is lik WT... den randall how??...

last time like randall like mad gal den now suddenl change target.. n daryl told mi, joanna auto sms him say.. is randall don wan her first.. n got anythin abt tat sms her ..

is like.. WTF.. she like so scared lidat lo.. hais.. i oso don care liao.. cos not my business.. i onl jus can't stand on it lo.. if not happy, den don read my blog lo..

reall wondering , at our age, there's no relationship exist?.. so wat if it exist?... can it b last long enough??

my ans mayb is no ... jus an eg. btw randall n joanna.. randall is such a nice guy but yet come to an end..

happiness??.. wat tat to mi??... hurts n saddness to mi onl.. there no happiness in my relationship at all.. i reall dun understan.. mayb fate told mi, relationship is not a choice for mi...

but to stay single??.. tat cruel to mi isn't it??.. hmmm.. forget it den.. i miss him..

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O ya.. today went to Ngee Ann ploy wit daryl, yvo, zhen you n my beloved "LANCE"..lol..kiddin..haha..

meetin thm at 11.30am at clementi MRT..but zhen you thy all reached first, n so thy went to makan first..

when i reached there, lance were waiting there too.. so we both went to find thm...

lance is too KIND lol??.. a SP student acc us to NP there.. A BETRAYER GUY of SP student.. so is DAryl .. haha

when reach the location.. OMG! so many ppl sia! lik having a fun fair lols.. den got free takin dis n tat.. lols.. regreted tat didn tak a BIG bag along wit mi lols..

den e dough [dunno how to spell] "ma chan" free..den lance yummy 3 pcs lols.. big eater!.. den zhen you like water buffalo.. drnk free dinks.. haha..

so big lol e place..hmmm.. when i c e event, OMG! i missed everythin!..i wann no more abt it everythin.. but regretted!

i wann join dis, join that.. all course r so interesting.. but i not god, wat m i going to choice in e end.. SIAN.. HAIZ!

aft finished all the stuffs at NP, went to orchard road there as daryl having his interview bLaH bLaH bLaH...

n we waited him at burger king for abt 1hr lo.. his FACE SOOO BIG lol... den yvo read magazine, lance STUDY [OMG], zhen you doing nothin..n mi,reading book?? good gal hoh.. hees..

u no u no..tel u a secret wor... yvo n lance so pei lol... hees.. shhh.. let c in future wil thy b together kk ??.. tel u next time lol.. don tel yvo wor..

dinner went to KFC yummy.. lols.. so ex.. no student meal.. as we adult..hmm.. zhen you seem a kid to mi lo.. i dunno y.. hmmm.

aft tat, yvo went to kallang there as she need to go to grandma house, lance went bk hm to study as next week his exam comin.. OMG.. so good boy meh??.. n e 3 of us went bk to tampines tak bus hm..

once reached hm, went to zzz as so tired.. haha.. wake up, told mi dad tat i went to daryl house, nev come hm.. den he shout n sold mi.. i hack care!
i go his house doing business stuffs lo.. y he can't b like mi mum lidat open mineded a bit lo!.. i reall don understan!

dad! jus leave mi alone.. now i hav my aims n dreams.. tat is open a shop n handle it well... n wat u said to mi.. DON do! WTF.. no matter wat, i wil do!!.. my dreams wil start fro here!!...

bk to topic, i went to shower.. aft tat... ....

i did a reall reall very stupid tin today lo... reall very STUPID!!!!

it happened when i was washing my clothes as i love e clothes a lot lo.. tat im when daryl birthday,i went to buy it... ...

den daryl cal mi askin mi here n there lol... aft listening to his craps, i went bk to my washing again.. n instead of takin my clothes to make it dry.. i throw to the rubbish bin.. which is e garbage bin lo.. WTF!!..

when i threw,i shout!..n sold mysel STUPID MI! OMG!!!.. y m i so stupid throw to the rubbish bin! $10 shirt jus wear once so wasted lo! den i called bk to daryl sold him.. n he laugh lo.. so bad!

he suggested to mi ask mi to go down open the garbage bin door n tak it out..den i went to open it! cos mi $10 lo.. jus wear once.. very wat lo!!..KNS!

he tot i joking wit him... but i seriously stupid go took it bk lo!

when i went down open the door..OMG! so dark, tak wat shit lo.. but in e end manage to get it bk.. SO SMELLY..n mi sis said y she no my hotmail is rubbishgal, cos i tak tin fro the rubbish bin.. WTH!..

u tot i wan meh.. very ex to mi lo.. STUPID DARYL make mi throw into e bin lol..i went to wash bk, n so long.. jus b cos of the smelly smell.. ..

u no! dis is the STUPID TIN I EVER DO IN MY LIFE!!!.. ...

aft washin.. went to daryl house TON.. wan to do business stuffs! jia you

k k .. i went to do my stuffs wit my partner le.. hees..chat next time lols.. haha

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hmmm... today received bing hui's msg ... at first he asking mi, wat m i doing.. den bLaH bLaH bLaH...

saying till.. ... saying he love mi??... wat sia.. wat kind of joke is tat.. lame lols... so joke wit him too..

n suddenl say sorry to mi.. den i ask for wat purpose.. n u guess wat he said??.. sorry for loving mi.. WT... ... m i reall tat a joke to u guys.. keep jokin wit mi.. hmmm.. lame lols

but he sound like serious.. hmmm wat to do nah?? wondering is it HE call bing hui to sms lik dis??.. he was sOOOooo LAME la.. i heard BH patch wit his ex stead le lo..

reall very weird.. mayb is HE send BH to sms dis kind of msg ba??... who no ss ???...

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nothin to write lols.. so decide to post some my DIY lols.. which i gif thm as x'mas gift on daryl's chalets lols..

1st i ♥ e most is zhi xian e..cos very nice...




3rd is daryl lols.. pic is cute.. draw by my sis lols..

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takin half day off today, jus to celebrate daryl's birthday lols..

nan de i tak off lei.. haha so went to city hall meet thm.. n thy keep change location, in e end meet at marine square there lo.. go k box lo..

den haf to wait to YQ off work so..... went shop for wynne present wit daryl.. n lance,zhen you went to arcade there

to make it simple n sweet... i short cut lols..lazy to write.. haha..no time buy a cake for daryl.. so replace a cake as mango pudding lol.. haha... ps lols.. too rush..

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today meet zhen you, lance,daryl n yq at PP.. as we went to drink drink lo..

aft tat, we discuss abt work stuffs as zhen you n lance haven come.. hmmm..

abt 9++pm den went to east coast park e carbana.. lols..

OMG thy checking IC lol.. but e waiter didn check mi.. mayb i too pretty le.. =P haha..

but daryl can't drink cos tml den his birthday lols.. unlucky sia.. so he can't drink..too sad

we chit chat,play, lols..

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birthday boy!

aft yummy finish, we went shop shop for daryl's present lols.. zhi xian quite nice of it lols.. buy a $29.90 e lego gift lols... so touching.

lols... when i reached, yvo, her bro, lence, zy, yq n daryl were waitin for mi??.. but yvo n her bro was abt to go hm le lo.. very "ke xi"...

send yvo to e car park n went bk to e chalet... OMG.. onl 4 guy n one gal lol... sian.. nothin to do oso.. onl drink drink drink (which Yong Quan LOVE it a lotsss lol...)

drink n play cards till 11++pm den jiu go hm lols.. n i gamble with thm lol... hees..yong quan owe mi an ice cream less den $1, Lence owe mi an ice cream, any amount oso can, daryl owe mi 3 stick of chocolates, n i owe zhen you a meal.. WTF lol...

can't stay tonight lols.. sianz.. hees..

n e stupid pervert yong quan, onl like 4 tins... 1st, gal.. 2nd, cigarette... 3rd, beer or wine lols... n 4th, $$$.... ...

but tml i wil b staying over night.. yeah.. love u guys, my dearest frens.. muacks...

but hey guys.. don u tin i so qian bian??.. lol.. keep wit guys n i onl gal??.. i oso dunn y lo.. is like i hav more boy fren den gal fren.. if wann say who mi closer gal frens, i dun tin any.. but if good fren, Hui jean n yvo lo..

OMG!! i tin i bitch man.. everyone wil tin of mi tat way.. hmmm.. but i did enjoy lots of enjoyment wit guy frens.. shit!

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i had enough le lo... wat wann jio mi bk.. dn make mi tin so much of getting high hope.. enough le lo.... stop makin fool of mi although i'm STUPID!!!... ....

my cousin toda saw u at tm walkin wit frens wit an ah beng walkin style n look!!!.. .. wat dis man!.. stil say off hp cos don wann contact wit frens.. .. ALL BULL SHIT!!!... ... KNS!!!

ytd still accidently call mi using ur mobile... tin u call wrong den.. u wil so good call mi??.. like real!!! ... in e end stil let mi no u lie to mi wat didn use mobile...

lie to mi again!!! once again!!! i alread had enough le.. i don even no wat is true or false fro ur mouth talkin to mi.. i won't believe u anymore... not even a single word..

mayb u shld find other gal more stupid den mi n play... stop play on mi.. i can't afford it.. thanks!!!... ...

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hmmm... my dear frens, i going to open a business soon wit my frens ... pls gif some face.. lol... sure interest u guys lot lots...

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haiz.. i tin i shld not put high hope not it.. dis kind of guy.. i dun tink he wil change.. jus now c he send mi e msg-er saying he didn called mi ytd cos of ytd went down to c wat happen to his fren..

WTF.. .. sure no tat his fren r important to him no matter wat lo. .. still said wann change, n went bk to study.. i tin is jus sayin onl.. i snld not tin too much of it..

is like no matter how he change, frens r still important to him.. den fine wit mi.. i tin i shld not keep putting high hope on it..

mayb he alread had a gal fren outsid but jus tat i dunno n make mi wait for him.. n said tat he don haf any gal fren??.. . mak mi tin tat we haf e chance to patch??.. haiz ..

reall dunno wat he tinking abt.. onl he no it better..

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lols.. today my boss suddenl lock mi n her in a room.. OMG??.. wat she trying to do ???...

haha.. she wann tel mi if she can let mi do more work.. let mi learn how to key statement in excel... n helping to write CHQ.. OMG.. its so wonderful..

lols... love dis company ever.. LAP rox lols.. =P

but still bored too.. so go kpo c ppl blogs again lols.. i saw shenn n oso terence thy all e blog [ 2 dif grps] OMG!!! their life is so fun & interesting lo.. haiz.. unlike mi.. saddness life.. reall jealous le lo.. HUMPH!!!.. ...

mayb cos of i single??.. hmm.. argh!!...my BF, where u... i lookin for u like hell lo... pls quicky appear n i won't b in a saddness life anymor lo..[ i tink so ba].. ...

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today dream of my grandfather.. i dream tat he in his room crying.. keep repeating sayin he don wish to die.. hais... den mak mi cried oso.. n i hug him

aft crying, he went to e cupboard, took out a grey colour pants, a boxes & a jacket [which is mine], saying tat when he die, he wann wear n said tat e pants is fro his father e.. den left e clothes n shoe asked mi buy..

sayin finished, he disappeared... n i woke up.. haiz.. den quickly went to on e tv c ytd 4D no
e no come out, "1241" which is my previse dream no lo.. sianz.. didn buy, if not win $250.. .. but i reall don care abt $$.. i reall jus wonderr if my dream reall true????...


today is a fuckin day of my life.. jus b-cos of a fucking coconut milk.. FUCK!!!!... . ..

today can say its a moving fuckin house lo.. as last time my uncle hav lots of tin but no place to put so put at my grandma house.. hmmm..

n last week, "lao fou ye" asked my uncle to moved all e tin bk to his house.. WT.. my uncle's place alread no place yet stil wann move..

fine wit my uncle den help him up lo... onl three of us (my uncle, stephanie & mi).. lots of tin to carry lo.. WT!!!.. fro 10am help help till 1++pm stil haven finish lo..

cos his blk was like.. .. e lift is onl 11 storey n yet his level is 8 storey.. den need to carry all e boxes down 3 storey.. wann my life man!!!...

aft carried finished the first part of e boxes, we went bk to grandma house again as still got lots more.. hmmm..

reached there, my grandma asked mi to buy coconut milk for makin curry.. so i lazy to walk far den went to e nearest mama shop n buy..

at e mama shop, onl left e big size of the brand lo.. den e small size is other brand tat i not familiar wit.. so in e end buy e big size of the brand..

passed to my grandma, den here come WORLD WAR 3!!!.. ... say buy so big for wat den scold mi.. N start to sing "SONGSss".. she wan my uncle to bring e big tv console, n e cupboard all move hm.. watever shit oso move..

WTF lo... u tin we super man & woman??... 3 ppl can move ma??... + so heavy los.. hais.. sianz.. in e end stil moved lo.. n bLaH bLaH bLaH, here come our herosss..

888 family lols... so many ppl??.. 6 of it??.. lols.. so glad-ful.. lol.. den abt 15 min we move everythin except e tv console at my grandma house lols..

so went bk to "lao fou ye" house.. den u no wat.. she cried.. FUCK lo.. make mi cry oso.. very badly.. she said abt my grandfather stuffs.. haix.. i alread feel bad abt it le lo..

she kept on sayin wat who cos grandfather death.. i alread had enough of tat le lo.. ENOUGH!!!.. ... i reall wish i can forget everythin abt e death!!!!!! i tin i going to b crazy n mad one day!!!.. ..

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dis mornin abt 5++am.. stupid Zhen You sms mi sayin abt mp3.. n wake mi up.. n it reminds mi of when my grandpa die, a midnight called recived fro my uncle lo.. haiz..

i reall can't 4get e incident.. m i reall useless... i kept thinkin n thinkin abt e past.. n make mi can't zzz.. n i cried very badly.. haiz.. i reall miss him..

i kept thinkin how i saw him e last time in hospital wit a smile, e death of appearance, n how he like mi.. haix..

i reall dun understan, is dis world born to b cruel.. if there is a planet called forgotten... i would rather go there.. haiz..

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today is a special day??.. cos our company having a lunch !!! yeah!! same as last yr.. but more ppl n in diff restaurant.. lols..

can said tat my first time yummy so full n happy lols.. as its company treat =P

eat until $230++ lols.. OMG!!.. i suddenl feel so xin fu lols.. aft yummy, went bk work.. suddenl feel so much energy lols. den keep workin.. OMG!!! i going to b mad soon!!!... lols..

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today so bored at work so go c c ppl blog lols.. so bad =P

yuan xin's blog make mi more pay attention in c-ing lo.. she most of it say abt life, her BF.. can c tat her BF is so sweet.. handmake card, buy chocolates, flowers n lots more tat can let ppl touched.. can i find a BF jus like him??.. i don tin so ba..

my last ex, i dunno y i treasure him lot n in e end, i tin he dun even thin to treasure mi. haiz.. m i stil liking him??...

i reall hope i can find a stead tat can jus like yuan xin's BF n my cousin lo.. so sweet.. i don tink i don haf e "fu qi" ba.. haiz.. blame my life den.. ... n fate ba.. so jealous of her lo.. humph! =P

n had a chat wit him on msn.. i like so stupid?? went to ask him if his nick is it refering to mi.. n bLaH bLaH bLaH, he said dunno if he is correct to jio mi bk again??..

wat does tat mean lo!!!.. if its reall wrong den don jio bk.. like so "xin ku" lidat lo.. i reall dun understand.. haiz..

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lols... dis yr i feel so good!!..no skol for mi. wahaha.. cool .. i ♥ it!!.. lols..

but working is sooo sianz .. wat to do??.. cos of a symbol, $$$$!!!.. if got ppl support mi "jiu hao le".. anyone wann support mi??.. =P

hmmm lets contiune ytd lols.. ...

hmmm.. once reached my grandma house, my grandma busy cookin n "start to sing song" AGAIN.. said tat, y my mum took so long to come.. den bLaH bLaH bLaH.. hais.. SIANZ liao..

i reall dun understan y my grandma lidat.. u no wat?? some times i keep thinkin, if my grandma die ( touch wood), wil we cry, jus like grandpa passed away??.. i tin not??..

suddenly feel tat i reall hope my grandpa not dead but missing.. i wan him by my side.. i jus think its not fair to us esp death.. haiz..

hmm.. bk to topic... as usual, pray pray for his 1st birthday.. can b rmb last year of ytd, we celebrating our grandparents birthday is so happy like hell.. can't b forgotten.. but now.. haiz..

aft prayin finish.. chit chat wit my cousin... abt 1++pm i den go zzz... till 5++pm??... hmmm.. o ya!!! my lovely cousin, ERIC bought mi a belated x'mas present lols..

so lovely.. as first time hav a cartoon t- shirt lols.. sure very EXXX ba.. i wil treasure it!! thanks man.. love ya.. muacks..

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(post it ltr due to daryl's laptop at ICU)

hmmm.. can c tat daryl n zhen you bk to normal??.. so happy for mi lo.. frens r frens...

(post it ltr due to daryl's laptop at ICU)

(post it ltr due to daryl's laptop at ICU)

(post it ltr due to daryl's laptop at ICU)

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